Melissa’s mom has died. I think she went into the hospital for something simple and then did not make it out. Right now, I am seeing Melissa, Alex, and their dad walking along a snow covered hill. It just doesn’t look or feel right, and it is hard to fathom that this is how it’s going to look now. Now, I am in their house. Carlos is on the couch; he turns his head and I think that he looks pretty rough.
I was around the interior of what could have been a space-station. It felt like I was playing Doom(1993). I get inside this bedroom-like area and I notice I am dreaming. I think of where I want to go next. I choose to try and teleport to an island. I put my arms out at my sides, close my eyes and spin like a top thinking that the next time I open my eyes, I will be at my destination. Instead, everything goes dark and the dream ends. Good grief.
I dreamed I was back in school. I had to be around 11 at this time. It was the end of the school-year; a school-year in which afterwards I might not see my friends again. I could feel it in the air and in my body. It was the mood of the entire dream. So I spent most of the dream thinking about saying goodbye to my friends one last time before they get on their bus or in their parent's car never to be seen again. I remember walking past empty lockers and trying to read the scribble on them. I remember standing in the hallway with some of my friends and embracing them. We talked about how it was the end and how we had finally made it. No more school afterwards. The dream fast-forwards to be waiting in one of the classrooms with other students in anticipation of The Final Bell of the day - of the year - to dismiss us. I leave the classroom before the bell rings and wait in the parking lot. I didn't want to get lost in the crowd of people in a hurry to go home and end up missing saying goodbye to my friends one last time. Suddenly, three police vehicles arrive at the school and men armed with assault rifles hurry out of them and towards the school entrance. There is a loud noise coming from inside. I run behind them until we are all standing at the entrance sealed tight by two large metal doors. I am lucid at this time because for some reason, I have my adult body back and I immediately gesture the police officers to step aside. I use my dream telekinesis to tear the doors open before they can send a hail a bullets through it. I dash inside to see what all the ruckus is about. There is a young boy also with telekinesis throwing a kind of tantrum and tearing up the entire interior. I use my powers to bring the flying debris to a stand-still and motion on-looking people to please hurry to where they were going. The boy and I have some brief conversation and I mention to him that he should sedated. The dreams ends. One thing I regret is that one of my friends in the dream told me their name. I don't remember what it was.
Had a lucid dream about being at this school. I dream about school a lot. I saw a black Camaro. I was spotted by some people so I turned invisible. I felt the need to run away and so I did. I went upstairs until I was in a dorm room. I entered a bathroom and opened a window to try and escape.
I am at work, I think with a male coworker. We are watching cameras when I notice a group (maybe 4+, mostly girls?, probably in their late teens) upstairs on the main aisle by the Levi’s. I notice one girl in particular; she is holding a few shirts still on their hangers. I zoom in and incredulously remember her, as I tell the guy here, from a dream. I tell him I’m having a deja vu and know which of the shirts she is going to steal because I have seen it already in a dream. I think she’s wearing camo and so is the shirt.
I am outside somewhere in what looks like a marsh. The water brilliantly reflects the sky, making it hard to tell how deep it is. It’s also hard to tell what/where the land is, as the plants are lush and thick. I am walking through this, giving in to the inevitability of my feet sinking into the water at some point. I still try to avoid it as much as I can, and at one point I am jumping higher, farther, and slower than is humanly possible. This marshland is really peaceful and beautiful. Now, I’ve ended up on the edge of a forest, traveling inward. It’s gotten darker quicker than I expected, and I feel a brief pang of fear as I don’t have a light or a sense of direction. I’m in an unfamiliar college building and walk into Mike Holmes’ class (different than his real class), finding it full when I thought it would be over. I see my empty seat at the high desks and take it. Now, I am presenting a model - a plain, rectangular, multi-floor shopping mall. I don't think I've ever actually seen this model until now, and I'm only talking about its simplicity as if it is its biggest asset. He seems to like it.
DJ didn't get posted after typing it out so I'll just jot stuff. #34, Mr. D trying to wake me up for school science lab, leave, forget books, saby lobster, food market, flood of fish. Girl chase me with spear hurts ppl, hatchet off arm, she run, bus terminal, girl became gigantic, arrow on chest, faced fear. Dark hallway, scarted, walked backwards wake semi lucid, felt good, faced fear and I felt good.
Happened randomly in the dream. No technique. I teleported back to my house and tried to summon dream character. Appeared but was distorted. Apparently trying to summon original dream characters breaks the dream.
I tried to have a WILD this morning but fell asleep instead, but nevertheless I had a dild upon having a hand rc and realized I'm dreaming, although it was more of a semi lucid state. I knew that I'm dreaming but thats all that I knew, and wasn't really conscious of anything else at this point. I was outside infront of my house under a large tree. I started to use the force to move the branches around, I finally succeeded. I regained my connection to the force. I felt this intense vibration in my hands, head and in the air as I stretched my hand out to the large branch of tree , it was something special. Then I thought it's time to do something. So I started to go towards the local mall, for some reason that seemed to be a nice place to experiment around. On the way out I met with my friend, so we decided to go together there.. First I thought I'd jump on one of the cars to ease our transportation since walking is a bit hectic, especially in a lucid dream. the place was vacant, it was winter, snow covered the streets. the sky was almost pink . There was some sorts of barricade of cars there, we started to climb through the debris , then we were ambushed by what I suspected to be a krayt dragon, or some sort of dragon ,it was thin but nevertheless big and caused much panic. I reacted quickly I waved hand signs and blew fire onto the dragon, it seemed to have hurt it and it went away...I was like "damn ,even my fire element ability has came back too!" After that my lucidity really faded and I lost recall
Morning of December 19, 2019. Thursday. Dream #: 19,358-02. Reading time (optimized): 2 min. My dream results in reticular activating system sleep-wake mediation in a literal sense in this experience. Although I am in a bed, it is in a spacious unfamiliar business office. I am not tired or sleepy and had (in real life) gone to sleep earlier than usual. The first sleep-wake mediation personification is an unfamiliar woman, about sixty years old, sitting at a desk to my right. (The process typically begins on my right, the side more exposed to environmental sounds as I sleep.) Her desk is a few feet from my bed and facing me. Over time, I become slightly puzzled by the situation, but my dream self does not register it as illogical or intrusive. Still, I instinctually initiate wall mediation by using clothespins to put up curtains between my bed and her desk. At first, one of my curtains falls on her, and she complains. Eventually, she puts up curtains as well, and there is a space of about three feet between my curtains and hers. My waking-life identity is now more emergent (as it typically is as a result of wall mediation, which brings my dream self closer to liminality) and I realize that Zsuzsanna is sleeping in a canoe on the other side of the room to my left (as she sleeps on my left in reality, and most dreams render this factor correctly). I think I should be with her even though there may not be much space. (Despite the instinctual association with dream state reinduction with the canoe, there is no presence of water or wetness in this experience.) I go over and get into the canoe. Another canoe is upside-down over the top of the first. I enjoy being with Zsuzsanna, and although there is an increase in my perception of imaginary physicality, there is no discomfort in the restricted space. (We are in the correct orientation, though our heads are in the opposite direction as mine was at the beginning of my dream.) Later, an unfamiliar teenage boy gets into the canoe. After a short time, the secretary (still on the other side of the room), calls someone to come and get him. He is supposedly a juvenile delinquent, but I had not seen him as threatening. Zsuzsanna and I are soon standing in the room. There is a sense of peace. I watch her go to the door that opens to outside. An unknown man, only in shadow, remaining in the doorway, calls her by the wrong name (Laura), but she responds with unknown information of some kind. (Wrong names occur in my dreams to signify how the dream self is not a viable model of waking-life; obvious, as my dreams never render valid memories.) The use of a virtual door into or out of the dream state in sleep-wake mediation is common, and this is mediated by cortical arousal personification by way of preconscious simulacra and the reticular activating system. However, Zsuzsanna responding to this process rather than my dream self is intriguing.
Fables First dream had fairy tale characters hanging around in a small town. I think this dream came from what I did earlier in the day. Bus chocolate I was riding the bus back from school on the way back to home #34. I think the dream looped itself once - dejavued. Back to the bus, I was getting on the buy and paying the bus driver. Instead of paying with money, I paid him with some wooden tokens that looked like small earplugs. I handed him around 6 of them and rode the bus. I got back home and my mom was there. I remember eating some chocolate inside the house. It was pretty tasty. *I've been in this dream area for the last weeks alot. Could be a dream sign. What is it trying to tell me? Riding that bus was a later time period than the dreams from months prior. So that could mean I'm progressing in terms of time period in a way. I think the message from the dream could be to stay in the present. Since it was either a bus ride or a long walk back home, I was always in rush to get back. So probably stop being in a rush. But I suppose last couple of days I had a nostalgic feeling sort of, just like back then... The chocolate, not sure... ate some chocolate today, I do remember thinking about chocolate very briefly the previous day and the dream likely caused me to eat chocolate.
Updated 12-19-2019 at 06:54 AM by 96162
First time I had a real cold in a real long time. Haven't slept that much lately but dreams have been more vivid and long. Earlier in the past week was mostly short dreams. Had some shallow lucids I think that lacked touch and vividness, and missed a a few opportunities to get some DEILDs. I noticed that I had that feeling that I could do a DEILD but instead tried to DJ a relatively uninteresting dream. I'll follow my instincts next time. sacrifice- Korean and russian mobs Slept for a little longer than 90 min for this dream. I guess it's sort of a nightmare? I had a dream about a trio or actually a quartet of guys. My consciousness and pov switched from one to another as the story progressed. The 4 of us committed some sort of crime, or stolen something? I can't really recall what we did. I recall us being near the center of M city or somewhere around there near a catholic school. From my memory I think it was something related to driving that made the police come after us. We were driving away from them on the first road north of that school previously mentioned. Drove towards west, west was to my right at the time. We drove for a while. Maybe like 30 minutes. Ended up somewhere related to korea. I think 3 of them that weren't the character that I was in the perspective of were korean. It appeared to be a mall full of korean stuff. My pov switched to the group. We explored the korean mall and wanted to get sushi. Yes I know, it's not a korean thing but it had a sushi stand, sort of like a ramen stand in Japan. I was pretty stoked about the sushi. I remember we were heading a direction that was left and up. IF I was to maintain the same cartography from previous scene, the that would be South west. Maybe it was more south than west. The mall had a modern feel to it, well aren't all malls modern in a way? It was one of those minimalistic malls, with small stores - I don't recall seeing any large chains like w-mart or anything like that. Found the police to the south. I think 2 of them chased after us. One was a detective and another was an officer working under him. We ran back towards where we came from. Took a left, and went inside that restaurant. I'm not sure what they were serving, but this one felt like a ramen shop, not a stand though. 3 of us sat there casually, trying to not stand out and one of our mates from the previous scene shows up. Apparently he wasn't in as much trouble as us and decided to help us out. My POV switches to the 4th guy. He had short hair, didn't seem asian unlike the rest of the group, he had a short beard, black hair. Decided to grab the attention of the police by calling them out. Diverting the attend away from the 3 that were running away. Was then escorted and captured. Dragged me to the left, about a dozen of them escorting me. So that's like east side of the mall. After walking a bit they drugged me or something. What they did was put some headphones or earmuffs and completely made me unable to hear my surroundings. They played some sort of question that was the only thing I could hear and asked me some nonsensical question; asking me yes or no. I then recalled that I had a similar experience earlier in the dream where the same thing happened, probably forgot the earliest part of the dream for now. They were kind of evil. Pretty evil. Quite evil. They asked me an innocent question, made it the only thing I could hear. But this time I had an extra-sense hearing outside of the headphones and as they played the recorded question, they were asking if I had commited the crime while playing that record. Basically trying to get me to say yes to a crime I didn't commit while I'd be oblivious of the question outside of the noise-cancelling headphones. Realized this, and stopped answering the questions. They were pretty irrited by this and gave me some deathstares. I mean it w as going to be their promotion or something if they could catch the one behind all this. Scene changes. I feel like it Russia now. Back to the POV of trio before. 2 houses. Older houses, somewhat large and there was a sort of party or rave going on. Police come raiding like before. My POV changes again. I see an older man, he looked sort of like george from seinfeld. They were here to capture him for all his misdeeds. Although some stuff happend earlier in this scene... I recall him exploring both of the houses. First the one to the right, then to the left. He was looking for his daughter. Found her in the second house, near the half-stairs of the bungalow building as he found his daughter. He knew his time was up. He said "good-bye" and "I love you" to his daughter... I guess I was in the POV of his daughter now. This made me cry. I woke up crying pretty hard notes: This dream shared the same landscape as some other dreams. Meanwhile I think the 3 korean characters played their parts in another dream. In the other one I believed they entered the underground part of that mall, and gambled in the hidden casino underneath. One of the guys was secretly super rich after inheriting stuff and they moved to a large place near the country side. The noise cancelling part was... how do you describe it? It was similar to when you'd first start AP or OBE, or WILD kind of feeling. The vibration feeling or something similar. Like when you'd leave your body kind of feeling. Maybe that's why I'd heard something outside of the headphones because I'd separated from my body in the dream.
Updated 12-18-2019 at 04:12 AM by 96162
Jamie 1 Just hanging out with her at someone's house, maybe hers. Maybe mine not sure. Don't remember much just good vibes. Jamie 2 A few days later, Just a dream that me and my brother were walking with her but she was our disabled little sister or something and she was throwing a tantrum or something. Well that peace lasted a long time . Jesus Jesus is standing with some girl I seen on a dating site he has a marriage contract and is daring me with his eyes to sign it. I just wake up from shock before i can say, "hell no." Jamie 3 Just some HH of jamie making out with random people in front of me looking at me seeing if I'm getting mad. okay okay. No dating sites that go nowhere anyway. No crushes of any kind while I am supposed to wait for someone who hasn't talked to me in years, and all i get is these dreams. Has read my messages, but also refuses to reach out, yet insists (from dreams) that I send more messages. This all makes perfect sense! How can she even sense these things I am doing? I understand people with the twin flame/alien love bite phenomenon might get clairaudience, or vivid dream images, but to this degree? It's either real or a big epic troll from the spirit realm. I'll try to tune things down for now, but please try to understand the ridiculousness and insanity of this situation i have been put in. *rant over* #new week Didsbury Some random dream of running around didsbury, but it has a cool layout. I'm supposed to be in someone's play or show or something but I get out of it somehow. I'm at home later and i get a text from a homeless guy that is my friend and he wants something to eat. I get a birds eye view of him walking up a turnpike heading into town and I am somehow guiding him. Mcdonald's nightmare I was doing a night shift with this new guy. We kept getting into a fight. I kept hitting him with a grenade launcher. He jumped into a hidden part of the ceiling and I floated up and shot a grenade through the hole he had left. But the grenade didn't go off. Moments later a bunch of kids swarm into the lobby. Crazy orders come on screen. the screen literally says ,"600 nuggets." I am freaking out. It's just me and the guy to do all the orders and what's worse A bunch of girls alk into the lobby and the guys start swooning over the loudly. I slam my fists down on the table and yell that I'm quitting. i head into a room with a window and see a car spinning around in the parking lot me and the guy flip him the bird. He returns the gesture. How sure how he saw us, but okay. Manager Emily storms out of the office. I am surprised she is there. She lightly touches my back which i find strange. and calmly says she will help with the orders. We start doing them and then I wake up.
I was riding a ride in Kings Dominion, the drop zone. We were lifted high into the sky and then dropped quickly, stopping right before we hit the ground. I was a counselor at a summer camp. We were in a fort deep in the woods, I think it was early in the morning and we were talking to the campers. The dream scene was in an expansive room in a church. There were rows of benches leading up to a podium and stained glass in the background. My manager Br was there speaking to me. They were playing religious music but at some point it turned into dubstep and club music. I was thinking it was bizarre that they were playing this kind of music in a church setting. I believe they were playing a Skrillex song at some point. I was flying upwards passing around a ball with some other people. At the end of the dream I kept accidentally opening my mouth and I thought my jaw was going to break.
I am sitting in the outdoor seating of a building that is downtown (I think with Granny). There is a building to the left that has an awning over a stone facade and its entryway. I notice plaques, photos, and other framed objects, so I think it must be something like a visitor’s center. On my phone, I see that Sage has posted a picture of a building very similar to this one. The caption says something about having a good time in London, though. In this picture, it looks like Mt. Rose is in the background, so I look at the building by me and end up seeing the exact same backdrop. I find it weird that she’d lie about that. I don’t think it was posted all that long ago and now, sure enough, I see Sage and her parents walking over from that direction. I think they see me and are coming over to say hi. I am outside somewhere (it almost feels like the backyard of the old house) with a group of unfamiliar others. This group is, for whatever reason - therapeutic I think - going to be smoking cannabis together. It seems like everyone has their own preferred method of smoking. I have a new joint, probably from a dispensary. There’s someone by me, so I start small conversation by asking what strain they have. I’m pretty sure I have an indica. We are smoking now; I was unsure about smoking with others, but I think it’s fine. This joint feels weak towards the smaller end, like it’s going to fall apart. Now, I have to go to work. It’s mostly fine being high here and kind of a trip watching the cameras, but there’s also something important going on that I think I’d rather be sober for.