non-lucid

I was bolting through the house, trying to escape. As a last resort, I ran into the bathroom. The bathroom was a large room, and in the corner there was another door that led to a small room with a toilet. So, Main bathroom -> toilet room. I knew that if she found me, I would be potentially cornered.

I ran into the small toilet room, and locked the door behind me. I was panting, completely out of breath. I heard the door slowly creaking open, announcing her entrance into the main bathroom. I held my breath and my legs trembled. Malevolent sunshine peered into the window. My legs shook under the building anxiety, and my knees were hitting each other as I trembled harder and harder. I could hear her footsteps getting closer and closer to the door.

The handle of the doorknob began to twist open, and I tried to bend it in the opposite direction to prevent her from entering but it was futile. The door slowly opened, as if she knew that she had plenty of time. The malevolent sunshine binded with her skin in glory and her light blue skin glowed. Her long, platinum blonde hair flew upwards like Medusa. She was some kind of demon, I could tell by her aura.

She threw me upon the floor and hissed. I screamed in panic and she screeched:

RELEASE YOUR TRUE FORM!!!

"NO!" I screamed back.

YOU ARE LIKE ME

"I am NOT! I am HUMAN!"

LIAR!!!

She rose up several feet into the air, bent her head backwards and screeched as if in possession. Her screeching reached up to the highest frequencies until her beautiful feminine figure shriveled up and became like that of a shrunken head. Her light blue skin burned like hot embers. She viciously began to make love to my body as she chanted:

RELEASE YOUR TRUE FORM!!

For a moment, I let go of all human connections. My soul transcended to an exquisite dragonfly sitting on a wet leaf, and then flew up towards the cosmos.

Hey, I haven´t wrote so many of my dreams here since I have been away on vaccation. I am going to write some of them now. The First dream:
I was dreaming about that I was like a hero in a movie, and I was suppose to save my son and a glass timer which
could destroy the whole world in wrong hands. A evil dude had added this stuffs in a haunted house/hotell. So I
started my journey to the haunted house. When I came to my destination I saw that the house was surrounded by many trees, and it also looked as a very little house, but the inside was big as hell. I went in to the house and went
trough many doors, toilets, showers, all kinds of stuff. At some point I came to an office where there was another
door, which led to a sauna, and then to an another office. Like I said I went trough many doors, don´t remember
how many, but alot. Then I found some stairs, I walked upstairs and saw a passage with many doors to the sides. Like corridors to ferrys. I went to the first one to the left. There on a bed I found a ghost, crying. I don´t remember
why he was crying. At first I was scared of him, but it turned out that he was a kind ghost. He talked a little about
himself and the about the person who ruled at this house. Then I talked about my mission and what I was doing here. He told me that the thing I was doing was like an attempt of suicide and he adviced me to cancel my mission. But he saw that it would be difficult to change my mind, so he wished me good luck instead, and then I went back to the passage.I went to another door, it was locked. Another one, also locked. The third one, not locked. I was just going to open it when I heard voices from the stairs. So instead of going in to the door, I hide myself behind some subject. I am waiting anxiously too see whos coming. I hear that it is girl voices, and up from the stairs cames three beautiful drunk girls. One had brown hair, one other black hair and the third was a blondie. Everyone was tall and fine and they all looked like modells. No one of them had notice me so I sneaked behind the one with black hair and touched her nice butt. She taught it was the blondie, so she get angry at her. Then I sneak behind the blondie and fiddle on her ass. She also blames the one with black hair. Then I touch the one with black hairs but again, but this time I don´t let go untill she sees me. She´s get pissed off and I run away untill I was pushed in to a corner. I don´t know what to do, so I touch her bobbies and clamp on them so that her t-shirt fells down and out came the bobbies. All of them had really big. Then the blondie show me that she had bigger. Then they take me to a room where things starts to happen. Crazy dream xD.

Awake, Non-lucid, [Commentary made while awake]

[I remember three dreams from last night, the last one REALLY long and complicated. It wasn't lucid, unfortunately, but it was still pretty awesome.]

[Fragment] I'm at a mall. Even though it's late at night, there are still people approaching the entrances, mostly to get to the McDonald's and the Starbucks that are near one of the entrances.

[Somewhat longer dream] I'm at Disneyland, going on Star Tours. There's a really, really long, elaborate queue for it, but I just walk straight through, because there are hardly any people waiting for it. The first part of the ride is a standard spinner, which is up on a platform with a big painting of Buzz Lightyear and his spaceship on it. “Why would they do that?” I think when I see it. [Sigh. I really need to make serious reality-checking a stronger habit.] After we (the guests) get off the spinner, we walk back across the platform to the entrance to the next part of the queue, where we are handed a seatbelt to take with us when we go and board our actual Starspeeder, which has four rows of four seats each. I try to get into the seat furthest to the right in either the second or third row, but I can't; it's too narrow for me. There's another empty seat in one of the rows behind me, but everyone else has already sat down, so to get there, I have to climb over everyone else. I accidentally kick one person in the head and just miss another in the process.

[Really long dream begins here] I see what look like full-page panels from a comic book: each one is a cityscape at night, and there is a glow of sunlight on the horizon. The point of view moves, moving toward the horizon each time, but every time it passes over the horizon and 'turns the page,' there's still the same distant glow of light on the new horizon.

After the fourth or fifth repetition of this, the scene transforms into three-dimensional live-action all around me. I'm still me, but I know that I'm imagining myself into the universe of “Buffy the Vampire Slayer,” which is what this place is. I'm in a room, and there are two other people there with me, a man with dark-brown hair and stubble and a blonde woman. They're both supporting characters from the show. [I knew what these characters' names were in the dream, but I cannot remember them now, so I will refer to them as “The Guy” and “The Girl.”]

Outside, it's now daytime, but there's a thick white haze covering the entire sky. This has been going on for several days, and it will allow vampires to be out and about during the day.

The Guy, The Girl, and I all go to a class at a school. I'm not playing the role of any particular character from the show; I'm just trying to blend in as a generic student. We enter a classroom, and all the students hand their homework in to the teacher before sitting down. I try to walk straight to one of the old-fashioned, dark wood desks and sit down, but the teacher grabs my arm and asks me, “Did you do your homework?” I say, “No, I don't have it.” Of course I haven't done it; I'm not actually a resident of this fictional universe. Then it occurs to me to try reaching into my backpack, which is sitting on a chair, and expecting my homework to be there in order to obtain it. I try it, but it doesn't work. [Yes, that's right. In this dream, I remembered to apply a technique I learned here on DV, even though I hadn't realized that I was dreaming. My mind is weird.]

Later, The Guy, The Girl and I are all in a car. We're talking about how I'm going to leave soon (or something is going to happen soon), but it's all right, because afterward, The Girl is going to be just the same. “In fact, she'll be whatever you want,” I say to The Guy. I'm the only one who knows that the role of The Girl is actually being played by Bebe, a fictional character I imagined up years ago [both in this dream and in my waking life, by the way], and when I stop imagining myself into the Buffyverse and leave it, Bebe will leave it, too, because she's part of my imagination.

I look out the window of the car and see, in the distance on the top of a hill, the silhouette of a big roller coaster and Ferris wheel. I think, “That must be Six Flags Magic Mountain.”

The Guy, who is driving the car, says something along the lines of, “Are those guys still following us?” We look into the rearview mirror and see four guys walking behind our car. Our car is driving pretty slowly, because we're on a narrow street with lots of other cars on it that runs through town, but still, if those guys managed to follow our car on foot all this way and through all this traffic, they must be ghosts. The Guy shoots a fireball at one of them, but he dodges it, even calling his attack (“Ghost Dodge!”). There is a fight out on the street, and The Guy, The Girl, and I all get killed by the ghosts.

Having been killed, I wake up in some unidentified location. [Not really! I was still dreaming, but as usual with FAs, I didn't realize it was false until after I woke up for real.] Waking up upon being killed is exactly what I expected to happen. I know that that particular dream/imaginary place isn't supposed to exist anymore – I was the only one dreaming/imagining it and I just got thrown out of it by being killed, so it should have just collapsed – but I think, “Screw the rules, I have imagination,” and imagine my way right back into it. [Note that although the rules being screwed here are the ones from Inception, there was no sign of one of their dream-sharing devices during this FA – everything was powered entirely by my imagination.]

I'm back in the Buffyverse, but not in the same place I just left; I'm walking around in an unpaved plaza. Passing by a particular cafe, I find my Starbucks travel mug [yes, the one I have in real life] standing on the ground outside the shop, being used to collect the water dripping off the roof. The lid is lying next to it, and both the lid and the cup are all cracked and broken from being left outside for such a long time. I say something along the lines of, “Did I leave this thing out here for the last few days?” to the cafe owner. Then I pick up the cup and the lid, take them with me, and continue walking. I find several small, brick structures with audio-animatronic characters in them, activated by motion sensors. These structures are actually trash cans; I use one of them to throw away the broken cup.

The next thing I remember is being in my old townhouse apartment in Florida. I discover that the two sheets of notebook paper I set down on the couch a few minutes ago, the ones with notes from my dreams written on them, are soaking up liquid. I pick them up and see that there's punch spilled on the couch. Annoyed, I say, “I have to read these.” My roommate, Laya, is there, and the following conversation ensues.

Laya: Someone threw a cup of punch at the couch.
Me: We don't have any paper towels in the house, do we?
Laya: No.

So I go over to the kitchen sink and get a cloth towel.

Laya: You should pull your weight around here.

I start trying to wipe the spilled punch off the couch. It's a foldout couch, and I've been sleeping on it. An unidentified male friend of ours is looking around upstairs and sees that none of the bedrooms up there are being used. I'm alerted to this fact when he calls down the stairs to us.

Unidentified Male Friend: (Emiko) never sleeps here. [he used my real first name in the dream]
Me (yelling back): Yes, I do! In fact, this is the only place I've slept at all since we've been in Florida this go-round! It's just that I sleep downstairs!

When I woke up for real, I commented, “The kitchen sink isn't up against the back wall, and since when do any of those apartments have foldout couches?” [Also, “this go-round?” Apparently, in this dream, not only had I gone back to spend another year there, but so had several of my friends from that year. Finally, my memory for spoken dialog from dreams has been really bad up until now, but this time it was really good. That's pretty cool.]

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID SEMI-LUCID

Good morning! Dreamt alot last night, and it was nice! None were unpleasant (except one which was annoying) and I even had a semi-lucid one!

04.30: Superpowers
I'm with my sisters and brothers and a few more people. We're having a conversation about the different kind of powers we all have. "Has anyone started to develop a second power?" I ask and everyone tells me they do. I smile as they all show me they've "chosen" telekinesis as a second power. They move around small objects and can't do much yet since they're just starting to learn it. We walk around for some time, and end up at a parking lot with garages on the sides. I decide it's time to show them my extraordinary power with telekinesis. I turn semi-lucid and know that the more I believe in my power the easier it will be to use. My sister Malin is infront of me and she is a perfect "test subject" I raise my hand and clench it in the air as I usually do when I use telekinesis and fling her away. With a yelp she flies away from me in the air really fast and yells at me to stop. I bring her back just as fast and almost make her crash into one of the garages before I stop her. I gently release her and smile as everyone looks at me in awe and admiration.

04.30: Taekwondo
I'm with my old taekwondo club and it's time to compete! My friend Felix and his brother Viktor is there and their trainer tells them to put on plates on their feet. "You will get a pair of those aswell Matteh" he tells me. "Uhm ok... I don't even practice taekwondo anymore" I think for myself. I see two people who used to live on our street when we were kids. They're very nervous and don't seem to feel very good. My friend Erik shows up with his girlfriend Carro. They drop a bikini and I pick it up. It's black and white.

06.00: Super headphones please!
I'm in an electronics store in my girlfriend's hometown. I'm standing next in line with a mother infront of me. She's taking a long time and finally it's my time. "Hi! I'm looking for some headphones which has EVERYTHING on" I tell the guy behind the counter and he shows me one of those phone accessories you put in your ear. I look at it for a while trying to decide. "I'm not sure that's my thing, earwax will get everywhere..." I want something with EVERYTHING on. I imagine they having a visor, radio, a screen and stuff like that. I tell him no thanks and leave the store. I walk down the street and my dad shows up. He starts ranting on about bridges and I don't really pay attention. I see the local pub with a few people in it drinking beer.

07.30: Fishing rod and worms
I'm with my youngest brother Morgan and we're chasing our sisters on a road in the middle of the woods. I have no idea what we were riding but some kind of skateboard perhaps. Anyways suddenly we stop because Morgan has to take care of his fishing rod. While he's trying to untangle the line and pack it up, I look at the ground. There's a small hole I start digging in. Suddenly there are worms everywhere. Large and wriggly things. I grab a handful and tell him this is great shit. The dream changes and we're at my mom and dad's house. The fishing rod is still not taken care of and I try to do it myself but their damn dog is in the way. He puts his paw on the hook and puts it up in the air and look at it. I remove it gently while screaming at my mom to take care of their dog. Suddenly we're having dinner and my sister spills food on my lap. It's pasta bolognese and it's not very good. I just smile and swallow the anger.

07.30: Fragments
*Ducks are running around and eating old french fries from the ground. They move in a circle around me. Another group of animals are also trying to eat fries. I'm not sure but I think it was cats.

*I'm on a train, and I don't have to pay to ride it.

Amount of sleep: 8 hours

Food before bed: 100mg B6 and 2 omega-3 pills.

That's it! Sweet night. Some more lucidity would have been nice, but the feeling of telekinesis was nice! I still got it hoho, was a few weeks ago since I last used it. I even remember the sensation of flying a bit, but I don't know if I really did it.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Meh, this is little fragments of my dream last night. I was sitting on a curb and an MGMT song started playing. Then me and my brother I think started speeding of across some Tron like, green field in my old neighbourhood. But it was like some big boat made of glowsticks. I saw glowsticks on the ground and they flashed and doubled, and I picked them up. Then we looked over at the other people sitting on the curb and we needed them to look away when the song finished, and they did. Odd, whatever, that was strange.
I saw the little green beans girl from Oddsac! I sat down near her and some random and started taking poliroid photos. I took the poliroids from the camera and shook them and looked at them, but they all were obscured with random other things, like we were in one of those asian photobooths where you add the effects onto it. So I took another but the same thing happened. I should have recognised this as a dream sign.
The little girl wanted to go to a toystore. We were in the toystore looking around. I think I told her not to pick anything too expensive or something.
And thats it.

Real life Dream Lucid
Just for me to remember, dream is color 067300 and lucid is one lighter than the deepest blue, #4169e1.

Dang. I remember at some point I woke up at 5:40-something AM and forgot to do a reality check. I think it was right before the Boy Scouts in my house dream. (It rhymes!)

The amnesia dream
I remember having a dream before this but I don't know what it is. I've seen second or two long snapshots in my head and then I'm like, 'Oh!' and then I forget it.

Angry lizard-people on a spaceship dream
Then I had this dream... There were seven people; two groups of three and one person, me, each in one of the three rooms of a spaceship. I don't remember launch but I do remember I (er... I think I was a girl in this story) went up to the front room to talk to the pilot group, but they turned to reptile faced bad guys and hissed at me. I ran to the back, where the three in the back did the same. I sat down to talk with the bad guys in the back, and explained something important (I wish I remember what...) and while doing so got out some important object. I started to negotiate with the hostile animal people. End of my recall of the dream... But I do remember I won.

Side note about next dream
Some time before, in the middle, or after the Boy Scouts dream this scene happens. I have seen this exact place before in other dreams. Sometimes I have dreams or parts of dreams that I just know I've had before. The whole place was cement textured. Our family van was going down a spiral ramp (think like how a parking garage slowly spirals upward/downward in a rectangle, but only 20 feet long and much steeper.) and at the end there's a left turn into like a hallway sort of thing. But the problem is, the end towards the ramp is way lower and collects LOTS of water. In other dreams, I've seen the van drive through a foot of water. It slowly tapers in depth as you get farther away from the ramp. However, in this dream all the water is frozen. So, I'm in 3rd person, listening to the people in the van talk. The finish the spiral ramp and drive perfectly fine at the ice, but everyone's concerned as they drive across the ice. Knowing my experiences with this spot from other times, I was afraid the ice would collapse. It didn't as they came back, either.

The Boy Scouts in my house dream (who love stickers)
The next dream I had was in a modified version of my house. Everyone from my troop in Boy Scouts was inside and we were all (I'm not sure if I was) getting ready for some trip. I was at the laundry, next to my stack of clothes. I gave a bunch of people stickers, and some of them refused, others didn't. Then I got out this big textured rubber sticker that had holes in it. It was like the colored lines of some figure made into a 2mm thick rubber sticker that really did feel realistic during the dream. It had some meaning that I have now forgot. The majority of the sticker was peachy pink, the rest near the center was other colors like black. I think it My dad laughed, 'Stick it on the <insert forgotten name here> !'. I reached out the window and did so, laughing. The thing was like a stone bird bath slightly curved by maybe 2 inches like a chair. So no water would ever stay in it (there wasn't any in it in the dream) because it'd all pour out the front. It was only like two feet tall, yet it was so high up I could reach it from my second floor window next to the laundry... Which never gets opened and has junk in front if it so I normally can't reach it. I guess I never noticed it was too high. The rubber sticker didn't stick, it only curled into a 'U' and stayed where it was.

Beep, beep, beep, beep, beep.

I was in a car with my mom and possibly a couple other family members. I feel like for some of the time I was in the backseat, while for some of time time I was in the front passenger seat.

We were driving up toward a laundromat in a busyish, urban part of town. At the intersection we turned left.

Either my mom or I may have been on the phone with my cousin. He is a soldier (in waking life) and he was coming home for a break. My mom and I were going to meet him at some restaurant.

But my cousin said (I never heard him speak in the dream) something that made me think he was too tired to come to a restaurant all the way out here.

I told my mom, "We can't ask this of him. Let's try to go to a closer restaurant."

We were now driving along a hill's crest in some semi-suburban, semi-mountainy area. My mom now intended to take us to some Times Square-ish restaurant. I think it was a game-themed place.

I either told my mom or I thought that my mom should not be taking us to such an expensive place. My mom was having money troubles. I thought she should be saving her money. Any cheaper restaurant would be fine where we could all sit down and catch up.

Hello I had last night a very short lucid. The way I went lucid is quite a bit funny xD

Hours of sleep: 9h
Vividness: 5/5
Recall: 2/5 --> Just remember a fragment

I'm standing in a street of my neighbour-town. I'm waiting for the bus. Everything is so clear and looks perfectly normal. Every little thing looks so real, that I don't even wonder if it's reality or not. The bus comes but it's full: at least 200 people were standing in it, it looked so overcrowded that I had the impression that the people were standing on each-other . So the bus doesn't even stops. A friend shows up. He asks me: "Did you missed your bus?". I answered no I didn't.
Suddenly a car drives with excessive speed on the road and stops in front of us. A bunch of really ugly women came out. Another friend, who is in the army, run towards us, he was in panic and screamed:"You have to run away from these ladies! They are so ugly that you will die when they catch you!"xD. The women start running towards us and yeah, they were so damn ugly! We ran away but they were quite fast. While running around the streets, a few buses drive past. I want to stop one of them, starts waving, but I see that it isn't the right bus. The driver breaks but I make signs that he had better to drive past. He looked at me a bit confused, than he sees the women and drives as fast as he can. The women run behind him.
I'm quite happy that they had finally gone. My friend from the bus station asks me: "Do want to go to this awesome outdoor party? It's not far away from here." I agree. We walk through a huge gate. I meet some DC's, they look really drunk. we go to a bar. The barkeeper asks me what we wanted to drink. At the same-time a female friend shows up. She orders soda, my friend orders Guinness. I don't know what to order, because I'm a bit confused by the fact that she was here, because she really hats the places were drunk people are. The barkeeper serves Guinness, but it takes really long. I watch at my clock, but without paying attention. I say to the barkeeper he should hurry up, that I'm gonna miss my bus. He finally serves. I don't pay attention and take the Guinness and drink it in one stroke. It tastes really, really awesome! I say: That's the best Guinness I ever drank!" The barkeeper: "Guinness is always a win, just like bacon!" I agree. xD
My friend is a bit angry that I drank his Guinness. I excuse my self and give him the money back. I start running towards the gate to get my bus. In the meantime I met some DC, they are vomiting because they are to drunk . I'm a bit shocked and I get for a moment sick. I ignore them and keep on running from this weird place.
I run through the gate. And I meet The Queen! I don't realize it, I wave my hand in this special royal way and say with a Oxford-accent: "God save the Queen!" She looks really confused and awkward but I don't give a damn on it! I finally get to my station. I wonder when I did for the last time some kind of RC. I look around me. I have the feeling that everything is frozen. Than suddenly I remember this meeting with The Queen. I asked my self if it really was The Queen. I tried to find some logic explanation (first I thought that she went to a costume party..) I finally plugged my nose, but I didn't do it right. So I do it again...AND I'm able to breath! OMG I'm dreaming! I ask my self what I'm going to do next, but I get a feeling of over-excitement. Everything goes instantly dark. I rub my hand as fast as I can, I feel the heat, but it's still dark and I awake.

Damn it! Why didn't I realize it earlier than it was a dream? And what the hell is the Queen doing there????

(brief lucidity, but I wont count it as a LD)

I'm back in the military, and theres some sort of hostage situation going on. Theres this big black guy who has a guy, and hes carefully moving him to a van. Several people have this guy surrounded with weapons, and I have no idea whats going on.

The guy shoots the random DC and shoves him in the front seat, and then points to and says "you're coming with me". I get in the van, and we drive off. He starts asking me questions about what type of vehicles I'm qualified to drive. He rambles them all off in numerics. I lie to him and tell him no, no, no, no. I tell him I didn't learn how to drive any vehicle, because I don't want to get caught up with whatever this guy has planned.

He starts asking me how much does it cost to clean up a vehicle this size at the carwash, and I tell him about five dollars with of tokens. I look down, and I notice I have the dead DC's blood all over me. From the looks of it, it's been there for at least an hour. We're coming up to a tank unit, and he tries to adjust the dead guy in the front seat to make it look like he's sleeping. He's having a hard time because rigamortis has already set in, and I hear all of the DC's bones in his right arm cracking. We pull up, and I get out.

Theres this brunette girl who looks like she's been out in field training for for several weeks. Her skin is tanned, and dirty and she's wearing a dark blue shirt and shorts. A male soldier is telling her to take off her shirt, and she does. I felt incline to stop them, but it was too late. She's not wearing a bra, and I can see the true colour of her skin.

At this moment, I FA into another dream where Someones asking me about what's happened, and I tell them what happened in the dream. They tell me with the information I provided I they can stop the guy who's behind it. I remember seeing a necklace that was in the shape of a T formed out of two mirroring handguns.

I'm back in the orginal dream, I'm looking around for that girl, but she's not there, she's on the tank. The guy in the van is gone. I take a few moments to look at the outfit that I'm wearing. It's standard military gear. I walk around, and see the girls shirt lying on the ground. I decided to pick it up and put in my back pocket.

14.10.2010

Flight to the Astral Plane. (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID ASTRAL

Hi Readers!!

I have been a big while without recording dreams. Well, I did, but on paper journal. My business has been keeping me super busy and I could not work as much on dreams, but I had daily recalls and 4 lucids. I do not have time to add them all... but from today, I will be adding them again. I started with "Mastering Astral Projection" workbook. Sorry to the skeptics. I am going to work on this book for 90 days and I will be fully focused on Astral Projection only. Dreams will be somehow in the background, but at the same time, it goes tied to Astral Projection. I will use ALL my lucids to project from now on. I completed several goals with lucid dreaming, I will only complete the following ToTMs in order to keep my wings, but that's it.

Four dreams tonight, two of them lucid, from one of the lucids, I did a successful Astral Projection.

Fourth:

I woke up and felt that my body was ready for another lucid. I told my self I was going to turn lucid and I did.

I was in a kitchen. The kitchen itself was huge, like a restaurant's kitchen. The building was as big as the kitchen, there was nothing around, just the kitchen. I saw a couple more dream characters and we were cooking something. One of the DC trowed some liquid over the stove and it stopped working (it was gas)

I had some papers and i soaked up the water. I had a lighter so I tried to light up the kitchen. The fire would not start. I realized that the stove was wet and would not light just yet. In addition, some of the appliances at this kitchen were not used by a long time.

I turned lucid with no specific reason. Nothing odd I can recall triggered my lucidity. I was happy, the dream was vivid and I felt I was in deep sleep. I wanted to do my flight ritual before attempting anything. I started to levitate and I flew through a window. The window shattered. It was very sunny and I felt the wind in my face. I felt good within the dream.

I spotted a big city underneath me. There were a few small buildings and several DC. I keep flying without doing any specific task. I asked to my self what could I do. I did not feel like doing any lucid tasks and my mayor goals have been met. I remember than one of my waking psychic friends likes to do her Astral Projects from a lucid dream. I also recalled in a couple of books that in order to Astral Project from a lucid dream, all you needed to do is to wish it.

I landed and I closed my eyes knowing the high risk of awakening that had, but I knew I was going to Astral Project, so it would not be a big deal.

I closed my eyes and within one second I was floating on my bed. I definitely knew I was not in a dream. I am very experience in how do I feel during a lucid dream. I also projected a couple of times in the past, and it felt VERY different. This time I felt it again. I was floating over my bed and I saw my body laying in bed. My wife and both of my cats were sleeping as well. I was surprised how easy was to Astral Project within a lucid dream. I looked at my surroundings and nothing was dream-alike. I could stare at stuff without waking up and I was able to read. The letters did not switch. I remained in the physical plane for a while until I felt a small tinkle in my back and I was back in my body.
I did not wake up astonished like I do when I wake up from a lucid. I did not either had the same awakening from a regular dream. I was happy because I successfully Astral Projected. I am sure skeptics will not believe this... well... I am a natural lucid dreamer and I know very well I was not lucid dreaming but Astral Projecting. More of these will come in the following days!

Missed dream signs:
- None.

Spotted dream signs:
- None.

Reality Check Performed:
- None. Lucidity triggered alone.

14.10.2010

Back to high school! (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Hi Readers!!

I have been a big while without recording dreams. Well, I did, but on paper journal. My business has been keeping me super busy and I could not work as much on dreams, but I had daily recalls and 4 lucids. I do not have time to add them all... but from today, I will be adding them again. I started with "Mastering Astral Projection" workbook. Sorry to the skeptics. I am going to work on this book for 90 days and I will be fully focused on Astral Projection only. Dreams will be somehow in the background, but at the same time, it goes tied to Astral Projection. I will use ALL my lucids to project from now on. I completed several goals with lucid dreaming, I will only complete the following ToTMs in order to keep my wings, but that's it.

Four dreams tonight, two of them lucid, from one of the lucids, I did a successful Astral Projection.

Third:

I traveled to my old high school. It was also an live-in high school. I was with my wife and I told her that when we went to sleep, I was going to Astral Project. I told her I wanted to see how the rooms look like after 10 years, and the only way, was with my Astral Body.

We entered an elevator to go to a different floor of the school. We were looking for someone. I decided to do a Reality Check, as I rarely ride elevators. I looked at my hands and they looked weird. I realized I was dreaming. My dream was not stable at all, so I needed to fly. Thankfully, the elevator worked fine this time and opened. The door opened in the wilderness, but it was OK.

I started to fly to make my dream stable. My level of lucidity was not great, as I did not have many waking memories. I followed the dream as I remembered to do nothing, however, I remained lucid.

I saw a few friends and I had a chat with them. I told them we were in a dream and more stuff. We went to a kitchen, we were about to eat something. Suddenly, I had double conscious and felt briefly my body in bed, the dream faded.

I had a FA in my room. I explained my wife my dream and she got mad at me for a reason I cannot recall. The dream ended.

Missed Dream Signs:
- I was at this school, it is thousands mile from San Diego.
- The FA (after the lucid)

Spotted Dream Signs:
- Riding an elevator.

Reality Check Performed:
- Hand Check, failed and turned lucid.

14.10.2010

Running a race. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Hi Readers!!

I have been a big while without recording dreams. Well, I did, but on paper journal. My business has been keeping me super busy and I could not work as much on dreams, but I had daily recalls and 4 lucids. I do not have time to add them all... but from today, I will be adding them again. I started with "Mastering Astral Projection" workbook. Sorry to the skeptics. I am going to work on this book for 90 days and I will be fully focused on Astral Projection only. Dreams will be somehow in the background, but at the same time, it goes tied to Astral Projection. I will use ALL my lucids to project from now on. I completed several goals with lucid dreaming, I will only complete the following ToTMs in order to keep my wings, but that's it.

Four dreams tonight, two of them lucid, from one of the lucids, I did a successful Astral Projection.

Second:

I was competing in a race. I was third. For some reason, I had a head start in the tournament that was giving me a lot of advantage.
While I was competing, I wanted to buy something in a store.

I walked for a while in a big city. It was day and I reached the suburbs. I meet with a friend who had a big brown dog. I introduced my hand to the dog, he accepted it so I started to pet him. I left my friend and I took a shower. My mom showed up and asked me how was the race.

Missed dream signs:
- I was running a race... I do not run, I am better at swiming and other sports.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Astral Project.

14.10.2010

Odd card game (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Hi Readers!!

I have been a big while without recording dreams. Well, I did, but on paper journal. My business has been keeping me super busy and I could not work as much on dreams, but I had daily recalls and 4 lucids. I do not have time to add them all... but from today, I will be adding them again. I started with "Mastering Astral Projection" workbook. Sorry to the skeptics. I am going to work on this book for 90 days and I will be fully focused on Astral Projection only. Dreams will be somehow in the background, but at the same time, it goes tied to Astral Projection. I will use ALL my lucids to project from now on. I completed several goals with lucid dreaming, I will only complete the following ToTMs in order to keep my wings, but that's it.

Four dreams tonight, two of them lucid, from one of the lucids, I did a successful Astral Projection.

First:

I was with some friends and I was playing some cards. These cards were not Magic The Gathering... it was an odd game, the cards were big and thick. I had one card that was a king of something. One of my friends killed it and screwed me up.

Suddenly this cards became real life and there was a Sony music player that was making odd sounds. One of the dream characters hided his king inside a castle (cards were not real life anymore) A third friend was riding a taxi. He really wanted to save his king so he was looking for it.

Missed dream signs:
- The cards, were odd.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Astral Project.

NON-DREAM NON-LUCID SEMI -LUCID LUCID

As you can see, I have finally decided as what to use the above scale as the measurement of my lucidity. I won't be changing this anytime soon. Also, I will only post in this DJ for ToTM & ToTY dreams (as this one is). I already maintain a dream journal in the student workbooks, I don't feel it necessary to copy between my memory, my physical DJ, my DVDJ, and my SWDJ. I will use my Student Workbook as my primary online dream journal until the Shared Dreaming class is over.

I was at school, walking around the quad. People started to form a crowd behind me, and I wasn't sure why at the moment. Soon, half of the people I knew were with my inside the shaded cafeteria. It was around 8:00, a fog was blowing away, and the air was crisp and tense. Soon afterward, another group of people stepped in front of us. They were leaded by one of my nerdy friends, B. He looked ready to hurt something. My team was in kinda light clothes, while his were wearing dark clothes. I yelled "GO!" and a member of my team charged at a member of the other team in a race around some coned track. My 'team' was losing. I thought 'I know I have to have a short IM with someone, but why?' Whatever. (This was for ToTM but I forgot about it until later before I woke up) I got on the computer, entered a school chatroom, and everyone was discussing the race. I typed in "Crap! We're losing!!!!" I looked at the screen for a while then closed the laptop. I noticed one of my teammates was sleeping. I shook him and said "Get up! You're next! We're gonna LOSE!" He mumbled and got up.
[Dream Skip - Next Day]
All I remember is that I sat down with a few friends to discuss the race. The dream started to fade out, and I woke up.

Poor recall.

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