non-lucid

Good morning
Well, I just remember a few fragments. I definitely need more sleep. My recall is getting worse and worse.

Hours of sleep: 6.5
Vividness: 2/5
Recall: 2/5

1. I'm on a beach. I want to go to the other side of the beach. I go towards the sea. I see that there is a river who leads to the sea. I want to cross the place, where the river enters to the sea, but the stream is to strong. I try to cross it twice, but I don't manage to get over it. So go back to my towel. There are a few DC and I start some conversation.
2. I'm on a busstation. My parents are there and a few friends. I ask my dad what we are doing here. He says that we have to the city D. I tell him that this is not the right station, because the bus leads to the town E. I tell him exactly the right way we had to pass to get the right bus and how long it will take. I don't know why, but he gets angry.
I realize that my friends are here and want to talk to them. But I don't manage to start a conversation with them.
3. We are in bus. It drives through a mall. It drives over stairs, the people look a bit awkward. I wonder what I'm doing here. The bus finally drives in an elevator. I look out the window and see a DC. He looks at me really awkward. As response to his look, I start waving and say Hello.

That's it.
PS: I want epic dreams!

I was in the car with my mom. We were driving to an art store. When we got there, we went in. It was a brightly lit place, a beige color scheme. There were a few people. The place was small, the shelves little wire racks. I was looking at some acrylic paints. There were little jars of the primary colors. The sign said $9.99 on them. I turned away and looked back at them, thinking that it was a lot, then realized that it actually said 99 cents (of course, I didn't realize I was dreaming -.-).

I was then in the car again, and we were driving to what was apparently my sister's apartment. The place was absolutely luxurious. She was with a bunch of her friends in the living room. They were laughing and talking about something. I went in, and my sister started talking about their plans to go shopping. They said they wanted to go either on Saturday or Sunday. They said that maybe I shouldn't come because they wanted to go to some sex store. This sort of annoyed me, so I asked them why they couldn't go with me today and they could go by themselves at a later time. They gave me some half-assed excuse, and then the dream faded.

I'm in a long building like a warehouse, and there are rows of aquatic fishtanks. Moose is there in a white bathing suit and she has fiery red hair. She's feeding the fish tank by tank, and she doesn't want to do it. I told her I'd take over, and she walked next while I kept feeding the different fish. She told me Cloud was going to marry her mother, and I was like "what!?"

FA

I'm in a tanish looking bedroom, and Moose and J are there. Moose is dressed pretty normal and she has earplugs in. I started telling her about my dream. I told her that the room she had for the fish was like right next to this room, and my friend J looked at me and said "oh, one of them those", and left because he didn't want to hear anything about dreaming. On the tv there was some big guy singing and dancing, and I pointed at how silly he was looking.

There was a paper dj right next to me on the bed. I looked at it and started wondering what I should title the dream, then I woke up.

My mom suggested that I take a Spanish class at the community college. I didn't really want to go into Spanish, so I decided not to. I walked around the small college, which was probably the size of a small house, and found a cute porch. The porch was a slab on concrete with a fence built around it, but off of the porch was a steep, snowy hill. I decided to sled.

As I was sledding, I realized that I was probably somewhere in the mountains. The hill had become less steep, but I couldn't see an end to it. I picked up a lot of speed, and the natural scenery was beautiful. As the wind continued to whip my cheeks as I sledded in my little purple sled, I saw 2 figures in front of me. I put my leg out to stop the sled before I hit them, but the force was too strong. Fortunately, the impact wasn't too bad.

"Watch where you're going." One of them says. I don't remember if both of them were boys, but I know that at least one was a male and the other could have been a female. I wondered what they were doing out here. Looking around me, I noticed that the entire perimeter was composed of just a snowy wasteland. Snow and mountains as far as the eye could see.



"What are you guys doing out here? Would you like to sled with me?" I asked, noticing that I could see my breath.

"We're on a mission," One of them says sternly. He looks out to the horizon.

"Well, the sledding out here is really fun." I say. The two begin arguing amongst themselves.

"How did we manage to even get here?" One of them says.

"I thought that the library was that way..." The other person responds.

"Well I don't see a library out here!" He shouts.

"No shit captain obvious!"

"We're in the middle of freaking nowhere thanks to you."

"You're always blaming this shit on me!"

"If you guys are lost, seriously, the sledding here is really nice and fast," I said, interrupting their argument.

"Looks like we have no choice," One of them says reluctantly. Somehow they both have sleds.

We continue sledding down the hill until we reach the bottom. At the bottom there is a small stream which leads into a large pond. The two begin arguing again. I decide to leave them there.

After climbing horizontally up the hill, I come to a library (Hahahaha). I want to research where I was, so I look for books about the mountains. Instead, I find a book about Blind Justice (~Torn Souls, Hurt Faiths~). Inside the books are beautiful pictures from the story, and I am amazed that our library has this. It explains the story in depth and I was surprised at the book's version of the story.

Non-Lucid
Lucid
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Vividness:4
Recall:4
Hours of sleep: 11 and a half
Food before sleep: Mini Butterfinger Crisp

Me and some random guy were digging where he said he thought he found something. We were on a different planet...But, it was much like Earth. We dug for a little while before we came to a drop down. He let me jump in first and I found that it was like a hallway leading into a grand house. Shortly after I realized that he had not jumped in with me. I shrugged it off and continued to walk down the hallway. When I came to the entry way I realized that it was a house...FULL of mummification tools, including all the wrappings and salts, etc, etc. Now that I think about it the house kind of reminded me of the Forest Temple in The Legend of Zelda Ocarina of Time... I looked around for a little while. Completely freaked out I decided to walk down another hallway that was well lit. It lead to a kitchen/bathroom/office. There were two toilets, a full kitchen, a shower and a computer with three flat scream monitors. I noticed that one of the toilets was next to the kitchen counter and the other directly in the shower. The shower was long enough to hold a six foot man and then some! I then walked back over to the toilet next to the kitchen counter. It was oddly shaped, it even had two separate toilet bowls, so two people could sit and do their business at the same time. I think looked on the counter to see a control panel that controlled how the toilets flushed. There were two different settings that I tested. One of the them was the normal pee setting and the other setting was a weed setting.. Apparently they needed to flush some weed in this house. I skipped past the kitchen and went straight to the computer with three monitors. I sat down in the office chair and tapped the space bar. Thankfully it wasn't turned off, I clicked open the internet and typed in YouTube, but apparently that planet didn't have YouTube. Then a family that kind of looked like my own walked in and the dream ended.

The recall on this dream was hilarious. I woke up and had forgotten almost completely about it and then my mom, brother and I were talking about Halloween decorations and my brother was trying to talk like my grandma's dog. My mom then said that my brother sounded like a mummy and thus I instantly remembered this dream and got my dream journal to write it down before I forgot. Then, I decided it would be a good dream to start off my online dream journal.

Hello :/ It's a bit late but I was too busy to write my dream down. And this dream just reflects the evening I had in my favourite club.... in some way. lol

Hours of sleep: 6h
Vividness: 3/5
Recall 1/5

I'm in my favourite club. There are a few friends hanging around. It's already late, a friend, who was the diver, said to me that it was time to go. We walked out, I had some kind of strange feeling. I had the feeling that something terrible is going to happen. But i don't care and we walk out.
Outsides, there is a street. In front of us is a pub or club.

This place doesn't exist in reality. I remember that this place was already a few times in my dreams. One time it was an hotel, an other time a pub.

I know that something is different, but I don't question reality. I say to my friend we should go in, because it's an awesome place. But he is a bit angry: he wants to go home, because he's tired.
I don't know what happened next. We ended up in a club. This strange feeling doesn't disappear. I know something horrible will happen.

...

Well, something strange happened. Suddenly girl N. shows up. She wears an awful t-shirt, which is too short and reveals her belly. AND... it's a beer-belly!!!!!! I just think WTF!?!?!? She starts speaking and says that:
- I don't care any more about my appearance. When no-one wants my body, I have the right to eat what I want and as much as I want. F*ck you guys!!!!!

Note: I first remember the part of the pub. But the part with girl N. came into my mind as I was sitting in the kitchen drinking my coffee for breakfast. AND it gave me a strange feeling.OMG, what is my brain thinking subconsciously??? It's kind of disturbing

Awake, Non-lucid, Lucid, [Commentary made while awake]

Last night, my WBTB went on for nearly fifteen minutes, due to my trying (and failing) to figure out what it was that had gone thump and woken me up. I think it helped me attain lucidity. I should do WBTBs that last that long more often.

I'm bicycling along a sidewalk that winds through grass along the side of a street. Every so often, the sidewalk rises up and becomes a little bridge that allows water to go under it. It goes up-and-down and side-to-side so much that it's a little difficult to bicycle on.

I'm in a building with a group of my Literacy AmeriCorps friends. We're in an open, interior space that runs through several stories of the multi-story building, and has lots of staircases and landings in it. My LAC friends are standing around on the staircases and landings. We're talking about the party that's going on in a room upstairs. One of my friends says that, in order to get in, you have to bribe the guy watching the door in a “touchy-feely” way, e.g., by touching him in a sexual way. I absolutely refuse to do this. At some point during this conversation, I realize, “This is a dream. I can't really be talking to these people.” [I haven't seen any of them in reality since the program ended; we don't even live in the same state anymore.] Then, a bunch of unidentified guys come up a flight of stairs from deeper in the building and start trying to molest me and the other girls with their hands. As they begin to surround me like a flood, I realize this is turning into a nightmare, and try to leave the scene by closing my eyes and turning around. Once again, it does absolutely nothing. The guys start getting their hands on me, and achieve their goal of discovering where my erogenous zones are. I'm scared and shocked and I wish it would end, so it does. I wake up, and go back to sleep shortly afterward.

I'm in a room where I and three of my LAC friends, one other girl and two guys, have been staying. I find a guitar in the closet. A tall guy I don't recognize is also in the room. One of us asks, “Who in this room plays guitar?” and the other answers with “Lisa C.” and one or two other names. [I can't remember now who said what, or what the other two names were.]

I'm in a giant, room-sized aquarium. It's rectangular and about twelve feet from floor to ceiling, and all but the top three feet are filled with fresh water. One wall of the rectangular room is covered with small, enclosed plastic boxes, each containing a different kind of fish. You can open up the doors on the front of each box to let the fish out into the larger aquarium. I'm swimming in the water and can apparently breathe under it. I'm playing with the fish that are out in the larger aquarium, trying to get them to act out some scenario, but it isn't working out too well because there's this one carnivorous fish with big, pointy teeth that keeps eating most of the smaller fish. Eventually, it even starts eating another fish that's bigger than itself. I swim up to the very top row of little boxes, one of which contains a Blue Tang. I think about letting it out, but decide not to because I'm not sure if this one is a freshwater fish or not, and because I don't have very many of that kind. At this point, I discover that I suddenly can't breathe as easily under the water, and I realize that it's because the top three feet of the room are now filled with water, too. [Yes, I realize that doesn't make much sense. No, I didn't realize this during the dream, nor did I realize I was dreaming.] I go to the end of the room and start trying to get the door open so I can breathe the air outside the room. It has a wheel on it that you turn to open the door. While I'm still trying to open the door, before I can either drown or get it open, I wake up. [Dude. That was pretty cool. I wanna go back and play in the aquarium room again sometime.]

Good morning, everybody. I'm glad it's the weekend.

I remember two dreams from last night.

Dream #1

I was on the second floor of an art museum. The floors were set up to be wide open, with tall ceilings. The floors were dark concrete. I could see down to the first floor from a weird-shaped cutaway.

The art was all sparsely placed. It was all like sculptures made out of different random items. Some stuff was tall and hanging from the ceiling. Other stuff stood alone on the floor. Other stuff was on the walls.

I don't remember the name of the exhibit, but I remember it struck me as very edgy and interesting, like something about global pop art by some oppressed group of people.

I was then down on the first floor, possibly in front of the cash register at the gift shop. I was with a woman. We were talking to the cashier, a very pretty woman.

She was telling us something about how this exhibit traveled. The way she told us made it sound like Europe, Japan, and the US were all situated in three layers, one on top of the other. I saw all three regions in my mind's eye as pieces of geographically-shaped plastic, one stacked on the other.

Dream #2

I had either taken heroin or had it injected into me. I felt a little warm and dizzy. I walked around in a bedroom and then went out to a living room.

The room was dim and yellowish, as if bright sun from outside were blocked by thick, beige curtains.

I knelt before a bed and rested my arms and head on the bed. A tall, skinny, white man with slightly tanned skin and blue eyes sat on the bed.

He looked down at me and said, "Did you take the heroin? Yeah, I took some, too. Only thing is, now that you've taken it, you'll see that you can't stop. Sure, you feel fine now. But wait till it wears off. You'll be screaming in pain."

I was afraid. I didn't want to be addicted. But I couldn't even remember how I'd gotten the heroin in my system. I remembered some vial of amber colored liquid. It had been injected into the space between my shoulder and neck.

I thought, Well, maybe I won't be addicted. After all, the guy said I'd feel really good and then really bad. But I don't feel really good. I only feel normal, maybe just a little bit warmer than usual.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID SEMI-LUCID

Good morning! Had a few beers and drinks last night and fell asleep around 3 AM. Had a lucid dream this morning, but it wasn't even half as exciting as I expected my next one to be. The entire dream was a bit vague and kept changing constantly. It's still something! I'm happy I got one, but I didn't have time to get to the desert...

11.00: Jetskiing like never before
I'm on a jetski at my grandma's vacation cabin. I go back and forth in the lake and it's really fun. I go up to the dock and my dad is there. Suddenly I'm outside my dad's house and the jetski is shrinking in size very fast. I jump on and race down the street in the puddles. "Get back our puppy, he has run away" my mom tells me and I look for him. I see a black puppy at the end of the road and I go to get it. Suddenly all kinds of puppies come around the corner and they wanna play. I look at the collar of the black one and I don't recognise the name.

12.30: Fishing
I'm on a fishing boat, going upriver in the jungle. My brother, his friend and his girlfriend is there with me and we're all fishing. My brother gets fish all the time and to get them off the hook, he just swings the fishing line in an arc. "Cut it out!" I yell at him, but he doesn't listen.

12.30: Slow telekinesis DILD
I'm reading some kind of history book. There's a city with a big dock, on a lush jungle island on one page. I see a few stone faces with text to them up in the mountains. The previous chieftains of this place apparently. "During the war of 1800, the entire place go overrun by people who wanted to buy stuff and it lost its touch" I read. Suddenly I'm standing on the dock itself, looking out over the water.

"There were spies everywhere" I say to myself and I look for them. A very modern, red and black boat is docked and I stare at it suspiciously. There are wooden ramps on the boat, and on the nearby boats aswell. Suddenly a group of guys on bikes and quadbikes appear and they start jumping from boat to boat. I watch as they jump on land, wearing swat suits and heavy machine guns. They stop while going through an open container and open fire on the ground before them. The sand gets shot away and a small piece of the island starts floating out to sea.

I change dreamcharacter

I'm Magneto inside our local shopping mall. I've just done something bad but I'm not sure what. Anyways I have to get away real fast so I imagine having rollerblades on my feet. I turn semi-lucid and realise I can change the dream to my wish. I skate through the empty mall and exit the building. I'm back at the dock and I can see the piece of island floating out in the water with the container on it. I jump and starts flying towards it. The winds are really strong so it's pretty hard.

I land next to the container and suddenly it's not out in the sea, it's on a parkinglot. I see a van a few meters away and I put my hand out, and drag it towards me with telekinesis. The tires screech as it stops just next to me. It starts moving away again and I have to repeat the move, only this time I "tied" it to the container. "Damn these winds are strong" I think for myself. I know someone's chasing me so I start loading the car with a few seats from the container, my brother Morgan is there. Monica shows up and she tells me she's going to stop me.

I put my hand out and make her fly away, but there's like a seconds delay. She runs towards me again and I do the same thing. There's still a delay. I make a strangling move and she pretends to be strangled (we did this last night while drunk. The pretend that telekinesis works, not real strangling) I turn 100% lucid and realise it's all in my head. I make her fly away further this time. She still comes back. This time I throw her so far away in the sky that I can't see her. She's happy all the time and I don't feel angry or anything, it was more like a game. The dream fades.

Amount of sleep: 9 hours

Food before bed: Beer, 3 x 50 mg B6. 2 x Omega-3 pills.

That's it! I wish I would have stabilized the dream as soon as I turned lucid... I will try to remember to do that next time I get lucid, but I'm not sure it would have helped. The dream had been pretty long and I think I woke up to Monica mixing her oboy with a spoon.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

10/6/2010
What a fun dream! I just had a dream I was in the future where war didn’t exists and neither did any form of violence. I do not know how I got there, but it started with a church service where I was in a dorm with the hunters and our family and we were getting ready for church. Later in the dream we went to this HUGE playground and I mean the biggest as in it was bigger than the resort and at a high height. I even found a door that said employees only and I opened it and it told me in a friendly voice to go to the front desk and claim a detention pass for detention. I didn’t go. Later I found out that this world is boring because you can only have fun and not make your own fun. Everyone lived the same life and that was not enough for me. I tried to find some history books or information on what happened but nobody from the future could help me. One guy was influenced by my words about the way things should be and tried to get me to talk to a higher authority and then I woke up.

9/19/10
All I can remember from this dream was searching for a Dodo in a cave/forest and in the cave were Mr. Freezes from Super Smash Bros Melee Iceclimbers games and they were on the side of the cave walls. Then I found the egg but I heard something so I went on and then heard the egg crack and then I go back to the egg and it is gone! So I follow the trail and just before I find the dodo I wake up.

9/18/10
Dream was like a video game so it was in third person a lot. Then me and dad went to an awesome knife shop and I got a samurai sword like the one I have but all red sheath and brand new for 30 dollars. Then the dream changed and I was flying like kid icarus and I did some stuff so that this queen owed me a favor and gave me something wrapped but I never got to see it. After that I was a biker who was then brought up to where they were and her assistant. Then I woke up during the best part of the whole dream LFS.

9/17/10
At a Church thing for people my age and then we went to my kindergarten and it had the mean teacher from matilda there. Then the nice teacher had a weird bug that looked like the monster that fought obi wan kenobi in starwars II in the arena, and it was riding on top of a turtle. Then it went inside of her mouth and she didn't notice and I was trying to tell her but it was too late... And then she said her throat was hurting and then she spit the bug and pieces of the turtle out. Then we went home to Grahmy's house but she wasn't there and their were roaches everywhere but when they got on you you couldn't feel them until you saw them on you. And I was chewing gum and spit it out to find that 4 roaches had some how got in my gum. What a gross dream...

9/12/10
Zombies again at a huge house courtyard with a big pond in the middle of it, and then a house job where I went and brought a blue car and a gray four wheeled dune-buggy thing on a trailer to the house for no reason and got worried that I would get caught so I tried to take it back but I forgot where I got it from and then we found out so we were driving in the neighborhood that looked like April Sound neighborhood I work at and found the spot but passed it up and then we did I drove through some construction site and then I finally got it back at the spot and left it there and ran back to the house. Then I woke up.

9/11/10
3rd person and we were aliens trying to blow up the milky way and it was like a video game. Then, I was with a bunch of other people my age and we were teamed up against some other team of people with a leader my age but with grown up henchmen with a base that was similar to my Grammy's neighborhood. We were playing on computers for a while then I was the only one their all of a sudden. And then the bad guys with their cat with alien green eyes took me prisoner and said I was to do as they say. Then a volcano erupted from an air strike I called in like on call of duty (3rd person) and it covered everything in lava. Then I went to a field not to far away and everyone is having a snowball fight and the events before are disregarded. Then I woke up.