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Date: September 6, 2013
Method: MILD & WBTB (WILD Failed)
Total Sleep: 8ish

Dream 1:

I was in a reality TV show and I was with a married couple who continued to ask me something along the lines of how to stay happily married. The couple are in the music industry and are very popular on TV right now. The husband is a big time music executive and the wife is a singer and they are trying to decide if they should start a family by having a baby. I had to really thing about this question because I didn't know the answer and I went over and over in my head how I didn't know anyone who was happily married. The married couple continued to just stare at me (along with the television cameras) as they eagerly awaited an answer that I never gave them.

Dream 2:

I was dreaming that I was in Nursing school and I was really having a hard time with my finances. I was a full time student with a lot of responsibilities and I had to make a decision on whether to quite school or ask my mother if I can move back in with her. I made the decision to just move back in with my mother and I hated it. She was constantly on my ass about doing things (?) and I began to realized that maybe I mad e a mistake and should have just continued to live on my own and struggle with school instead of living back home with my mother.

Dream (or FA?):

Dreamed I was writing in my dream journal all the dreams I had dreamt the previous night and I had written down many of them. I was overly excited because I had many lucids and I wanted to see if I had broken my own record. When it came down to the counting part…I didn't know how to count! I kept starting all over trying to remember what came after 1, but for the life of me, I couldn't remember. After about 2 or 3 tries, I gave up on concentrating on my numbers and somehow woke myself up and realized it was all a dream and I hadn't any lucids at all.

Dream Frag:

I was looking at buying a house and I could only choose from three homes that I had seen (I had just watched "House Hunters" before I went to bed).

Dream Frag:

Soemthing about me being in a heated argument with my husband...

Thursday 9/5/13

Last night bed 1:30am - 8:30am

I believe this dream was influenced by episode of jeff lewis interior therapy I watched on sunday, about a gay couple that was together for 5 years and one girl really wanted to get married? And by my IRC convo with OB last night.

DR 8:30am

There are two girls and they are good friends. One of them asks me to marry her. I like her, but I kinda love her friend. So I figure, I could do that and be closer to the one I love, while still kinda loving the one who proposed to me as well.

All kinds of emotions go through me. I wonder if my parents will be still alive when I tell them, or should I tell them now, knowing that they will be happy to hear that I got married. I'm not worried about them not accepting my gay marriage. I know it's my life, and although I never in million years thought this would happen to me, and I'm surprised that it did, I'm ok with it.

Now I hear, that next step is for me to get a "equipment removal" surgery. I'm thinking, well, I'm not really using it anyway, It just hangs there, I don't really see a good reason to remove it. But I go to see a nurse and she writes doctor's schedule on a blackboard. Next few days he is teaching, and in his office, and then he is on duty in the hospital. I'm surprised she told me maybe only one week's worth of schedule, because it seems too fast to me to decide and have the surgery.

Next all 3 of us are in the bathroom. One is doing her nails, another one is asking me to hand her something, and I'm like "whoa, this girly stuff is so not me". It's so new to me. I can't say I'm enjoying it, but I'm excited to see where it takes me. And perhaps I'm willing to make some changes to accomodate my new life.

In the recent past, I have had maybe 5 dreams about getting married. They were all "wth, how did I agree to this bs"? This was the first one, when I was ok, or even happy about it. But still, enough of these marriage dreams. I get the point. Now give me some weapon, ammo, and let me lead insurgents, or be chased by police.

The dream didn't have me in it at all, instead it followed a story-line involving Piper from Orange Is The New Black. She was arrested and sent to prison, a different prison than the one in the show, and was worried about how she'd fit in. When she first walked into the cafeteria she met a smiley happy woman who invited her to sit down and pointed out the different prisoners and their names. She pointed to a really tall muscly lady with shoulder-length blonde hair and said that was her girlfriend, and that everyone was always surprised because the muscle lady's voice didn't match her body. The lady stood up and started yelling at some people, but her voice was super soft and high-pitched like she sucked on helium. Piper totally laughed and imagined the lady as if she had a normal voice, and had a thought of her in a suit and tie with a deep voice bossing people around. Out in the yard during recess she wandered around exploring. The yard was huge and fenced in, and had lots of trees and closed off wooded areas and locked doors. She found an opening through one of the closed off areas and walked past it, which led to a confusing labyrinth of trees, rocks, and barbed wire fence. She took a wrong turn trying to get back to the main yard from the maze and wound up in a small clearing that was surrounded by trees on all sides except the north side was against a tall wooden fence with a door on it. She walked up to the door and looked through the cracks and was shocked when she saw it led right back to the main yard. However, she couldn't get through it because it was locked, so instead she had to go all the way through the maze back to the other side. But she resolved that, because that clearing was hidden and unknown, she would make that her private reading space. Back in the cafeteria she met another girl whose name began with an S, I think it was Sabrina or something like that, and she was very tan and had long bouncy black hair and lots of black eyeliner on. Sabrina kept flirting with her, and then Piper wound up having a crush on Sabrina. Everyone in the cafeteria was giggling about it and making childish jokes. The next time they were in the yard, Piper took Sabrina, who was carrying a china tea set, through the maze to show her the secret clearing she'd found. When they got there, they sat down and had tea. One of the tea cups had a stick of red dynamite in it that didn't work, but Sabrina carried it around for good luck. Suddenly, the guards started taking a roll call and Piper could hear them through the door on the fence, and they both freaked out because they were in a closed off forbidden area. Piper hoped that she could just say "Here!" when the guards called her name and they wouldn't actually look to see where she was. So the guards called for Piper, she replied, and one of the guards, a mustached guy with sunglasses, sighed and walked right up to the locked door Piper and Sabrina were behind. He asked what they were doing back there and Piper made up an excuse and said they'd gotten lost and the door was all they could find. He seemed to buy it, because he went to find the keys, came back, and let them out and sent them back inside with the others. As the two girls walked through the main yard, the prisoners saw their tea set and they saw the dynamite stick and thought it was a vibrator, so they all got the wrong idea and started spreading rumors about Piper and Sabrina's secret "sex area". Back in the cafeteria, in order to gain the prisoners' respect back, Piper aimed to show them she was good at baseball and would make a good addition to the prison baseball team. She found a big yellow bat, and kept picking up small pocket-sized rainbows with My Little Ponies on them, threw them in the air, and tried to hit them across the room with her bat. She missed, but blamed it on the fact she was throwing the rainbows herself. A random lady came over and took the rainbows and pitched them to Piper, and she hit every single one of them. Everyone was impressed. Weirdly enough, when the pony rainbows were hit and landed on a wall, they would transform into a big wall mural of whatever pony was on that particular rainbow, so the walls were covered in My Little Ponies. News came from the guards that Piper was to be transferred to a different prison, and everyone laughed when they found out the name of the prison. When she asked why, Sabrina said that was the prison where the rich people went, and the prisoners started making jokes about how difficult life in prison for them must be when they can get daily massages and spa treatments. Piper was pretty excited at that, and they transferred her out. On her first day at the new prison, she walked into the cafeteria expecting a bunch of girly girls she could discuss beauty treatments with. But the moment she said hello, everyone in the room started throwing food and trays at her, and she realized the people here were meaner and more "prisoner-y" than they were at the last prison. She sat down next to an older Asian woman with spiky short black hair who wore too much lipstick and blue eye shadow, and the woman just rolled her eyes at her and said it was a difficult place to be.

Cory and I were getting married, and somehow my old friends from middle school caught wind of it, probably from Facebook. I was super worried about them coming because I thought they'd laugh at me since I wasn't the same person I used to be back then and I didn't want them to hate me. So I decided I'd pretend to be like an older version of my grade school self while they were there. I remember talking to each of them on the phone. Before they came over, I tried to calm myself by playing video games. The one I remember in particular was this Dragonball Z RPG/fighting game that I played often as a kid so it was nostalgic (in the dream, it wasn't an actual game that existed in real life) and when my old friends came over, some of them actually wanted to play with me. Sarah was really good at it and we played the game together for a while. Then the time came for the wedding, but Cory and I weren't wearing regular wedding clothes, we were both just wearing t-shirts and jeans. The place where the wedding was being held looked suspiciously like the clearing from the Piper dream I'd just had, and I started thinking "Wait a minute, this looks familiar..." but before I could connect the dots to realize I was dreaming and become lucid, I woke up.

Date: August 15, 2013
Method: MILD & WBTB
Total Hours of Sleep: around 6-7

I was in the home of Anthony Bourdain from the TV show "No Reservations" (in RL, I am madly in love with this man!). He was showing me his riches that he has accumulated over the years. Fine furniture, priceless paintings, exquisite jewelry were as far as the eye can see. He stated that he has all the things a man could ever want in his life, but one thing was missing...a wife. Then (and this is the best part of the dream), he grabbed me by my waist and hoisted me in the air, slowly sliding me down against the 'bulge' () in the front of his pants, he looked me dead in my eyes and said, "Will you marry me?" Without missing a beat, I screamed a 'Yes' so loud...I woke myself up.

Note: And I woke up soaking wet.

3rd person. A wealthy household full of various factions is gathered by a very old tree to discuss their leader's potential divorce, and how they can use it to their advantage. But I wind up focusing on a group that's ignoring the family politics and telling a story about this old tree, something like a fairy tale or a ghost story. Two children were transformed by the ashes of a witch's bones. One transformed into the image of the witch herself, the other transformed into something monstrous and deformed, vaguely donkey-like, and this allowed them to 'walk in strange places.' On certain nights a parade of witches (both men and women) passes by this tree, and disguised with the witch's ashes, those children joined the parade.

1st person. For political reasons, something to do with an organized crime group, I was briefly married to Julia, an extremely influential businesswoman and vampire. Now I've just about gotten things with that crime group settled and there's no real reason for us to keep up the sham marriage, and I'm surprised how conflicted I am about that. I'd gotten used to life as her husband far too easily. I'm thinking about how up until now I've been dealing with a 'tame' vampire, not the real deal. I'm looking over my shares in her businesses and thinking about selling. It'd be enough for me to live on for the rest of my life, if I do leave.

(Fragments: I noted down 'veve' and 'garden party' and went back to sleep. I can't remember what either of those were about.)

3rd person, following a lady's maid in a castle. She's with her mistress, a blonde woman, very angry at the master of the house right now, a man with very long black hair and a very deep voice, and the master sends the maid away to go wait for a delivery of fabrics, from which the materials for the mistress's new wardrobe are to be chosen. The servant does as she's told, thinking of how hard it is for her mistress to adjust to her new husband and the customs of the empire, and while she waits for the delivery she weaves some threads into Scholar's Knots, a game for the mistress to unravel later, to calm her down. She makes the knots that represent the Emperors, and then, although they don't traditionally go together, she makes the knots for the Richards kings, which she thinks her mistress will appreciate. As she weaves she thinks, as a way of welcoming the mistress into the empire, welcome to your first thousand years.

Date: July 8, 2013
Bedtime routine: MILD & WBTB (I keep falling asleep during my WILD attempts, so I decided to forgo it tonight)
Total sleep time: 6-7 broken hours of sleep, kept waking up and having a hard time going back to sleep (Damn you insomnia! )

Dream

Dreamed I was doing a research study on how children turn out as adults if they slept in their parents bed for most of their childhood. The results indicated that these children grew up to need much more attention than other children, these children may also be more susceptible to drug and alcohol usage from lack of coping skills, and their parent's marriages failed early due to the lack of sex (I have no idea where this dream came from ).

Frag

Dreamed I had several tattoos covering my entire body but I had no memory of how they got there .

I was married to one of my friends (L). She was pregnant by about two or three weeks, apparently. I had some strange vision that she and I were going to be murdered by some creature if we stayed in our house. I thought nothing of it, but the vision was rather detailed. It was a similar setup to the visions in final destination. I saw three men start breaking in. They were quasi-mortal and were very strong. L and I hid in our room, but somehow I knew that we would die because we were still in the house.
Shortly thereafter, they found us and killed us. This brought me out of the vision to about 5 or so minutes before the break in. Somehow, L knew men were about to break in, but she had not had the vision. I told her we had to get out of the house. There was no possibility of our survival for as long as we were in there. I told her to get to the door and to run the moment I opened it. She did not believe we would be able to make it and neither did I, but I knew that it was our only shot. So I opened our living room door and we ran out into the night.
We had a legitimate head start, but they eventually caught up. The dream gets a little fuzzy here, but between this point and the next three events happen: one: I kill the three men, two: L gets stabbed somewhere in the abdomen, and three: it becomes daytime. In a panic because of the potentially mortal wound my wife has taken, I pick her up and yell for someone to call an ambulance. For once, they arrive within a minute or two. I also am injured, so they treat me and her at the same time. I only have minor injuries, I think, so I get angry that they would waste time with me. I know that I was not going to die with my injuries.
L’s pulse stopped somewhere during the ride, but they claimed they could keep her alive by pumping these fluids into her. I was skeptical, but I had nothing to say. It was that or she was dead. I don’t remember much more than this other than it actually did have a happy ending. Both L and I lived, and (I think) our child lived. I know that was a big concern, especially considering where and how she was stabbed.

For the last 2 weeks I've been having a reoccurring dream that my fiancé dies in
the line of duty( he is a cop) In the dream we have been married for 7 years and
have one child together. The dream then jumps to me and a guy that I've worked
with for a while and in the dream we are having a conversation. In the dream he
his fiancé leaves him but he still for whatever reason has to get married. He then
asks me to fill in as his bride and that we can get a divorce later. We go on a
date, have sex, and wind up falling in love and getting married.

*I've been engaged for 9 months and we have a date for may of next year set, this dream is really weighing on my mind, like maybe it isn't meant... (..... please help!!!!

Sincerely,
Confused :'(

2:30 to 5:22 pm:

Note: 9 purif breathing

Non-lucid:

I am with a group of people. There's a marriage. Donnie and Tep2x. The color is whitish and grey, like it's about to rain or is raining, and it's up in the mountains. However, there are a lot of houses. Like a subdivision. Sis and I took a tricycle to get to their house. We were welcomed in a nice-looking house. Teptep came out to welcome us into the home. She was wearing a white dress, like a wedding dress.

Inside, we stayed in what seemed like a room connected to a cave. I can see the cave from the bed, which then opens to a forest outside. We were told stories that there is a wolves' den near the place, and that they are quite defensive. A bear also came to mind, and it walks around dangerously.

We went outside, and me with hesitance, until I was told I look like a hermit staying there, and people might become wary of me. I brought my bag, which I made into a shoulder bag and hung on to my left shoulder, and my umbrella.

I was outside near the MRT/LRT train station. There are a lot of people. There's a McDonald's nearby, and this somehow surprised or made me happy. Or was it someone else?

I am inside some kind of house. Abandoned, it seems. There was a prophecy made by someone. I think it was me. I read the tarot cards. We are hunters, trying to do a ritual to stop something. We have to do it beside someone. It seems that 'someone' is a painting of person. The painting is mostly black, and then there's a white drawing of a man.

P.S.: I woke up to find this atrocity against grey wolves.

A dormitory. A field. A lot of fried chicken left on the ground. An ice box. Beer. Back gate is open. Restaurant. order at restaurant. A ball. An academy. A murder. Demon. Infestation. An old woman. 24-hour store. Empty. House. She's inside but not answering the phone. A play. A dark character. Marriage in play but it's actually a coverup magic. It gained power through repeated use in plays. He was defeated and banished. A house elf showing potential futures. A hellish Catholic ritual (for a pagan at least), millionaire. Condo. Dormitory. New borders. Towel.

Last Nights Dreams

Dream 1

I am at a swimming pool with some other men and woman. We are all in the big swimming pool and I look down at the water and it looks murky, I can't see what's in it because it's so manky and I don't like it because I can't see the bottom to see where I'm treading. I'm dating a half-cast man and he is here with us at the pool. The half-cast man asks me to get engaged to him and I'm over the moon about it. I go and tell everyone and we just sit and talk for a while. I look across to the pool side and see the man that I'm now engaged to,I go across to him and he's not looking very happy. I look up to him and he says "it's off!!!" he now walks off out of the baths. I'm now upset. I see my Mom and go over to her and say "I was going to marry him aswell, I was making wedding plans".
I go back to the pool and act upset. I don't feel as upset as I should be considering I've just been dumped so I have to act like I am. I try to cry but I can't so I just make myself look sad . There is another man here that I fancy and I want him to notice that I'm upset and come over to me but he's busy talking with the others. They are all sitting on big metal pipes that are just above the pool. I walk across the pipes and pass those who are talking and I go and sit on my own and act really upset again. No one asks me why I'm upset but then the man I fancy says "what's wrong?" I say "nothing" I still act upset and just sit there as I watch someone who is swimming in the pool. One of the men in the group now takes us to a second pool, we are all standing in it and he says "look it's only slabs in this one. Suddenly all the water is gone ((for a split second I think "huh!!!")) he now lifts up some blue plastic that is covering the bottom of the pool and I can now see all the slabs, he now picks up a slab and it's just dirt and grass underneath, I think "god damn I couldn't swim in this pool, there would be bugs etc floating about in it, I couldn't bare to tread on that with my bare feet. I'm now wondering what bugs etc might be in the other pool I was in!!!

Dream 2

I'm downstairs and my Daughter P is being arsy with me and she storms off upstairs. I go up after her and when I reach the top of the stairs I grab her on the top of her arms. While I'm holding her I lean back as I balance on the top step. I now feel weird and think "this must be a dream!!" I decide to scare her into behaving and I keep leaning her back and fourth, she is smiling smugly and then starts to cry and then screams loudly. My hearing now goes very dull ((like when your ears are full of water)) I'm now thinking "ive never experienced this in a dream before. ((although I'm lucid I'm not 100% in controll)). My 2 dogs now belt up the stairs towards us and knock us, I now wake up.

This is one of those funny dreams. I start off in a room with a couple of friends of mine, and two dream characters I do not know---both of them were very large men. My freind Zishan is having some type of party (I took it as a going away party do himself). To celebrate we are making peanut butter sandwiches---on the the table there are pieces of bread laid all down in rows. All of us begin to spread the pieces of bread with peanut butter, while doing this we are having the most amazing time! Usually when I am with this freind we are always laughing and enjoying ourselves.*

On a side note one thing that I found weird was that Zishan start to put this green jelly on the sandwiches, and it kind of looked like pesto. I had one sandwich with it and it was disgusting! I kept telling Zishan to no longer put this on the sandwiches---Zishan would not listen and explain that it was really good (by the way in reality Zishan *is always adding disgusting things to his food that he thinks makes it taste good).*

Anyways the main point of the story was that Zishan wanted to surprise prank a friend of ours (which is my best freind and my dream sign). For a year now Zishan has had a giant crush on this girl, and by the end of the year he was suppose to propose to her before she graduated. It's been a year and he still hasn't proposed, and she graduated! My best friend is the most concerned about Zishans long delay. Zishan tells me that he was holding this fake event to trick my best friend into thinking that he proposed. So what was write subjects down on a yellow paper that had to do with marriage---he left blank spaces between each question so that my best friend would guess the name pertaining to the subject. His plan was to make my best friend believe that the blank name was the girl he wanted to marry, but actually the blanks belonged to my friend himself(it's very hard to explain but in the dream it made so much sense). He hid the paper under dozens of cookies, so when my friend got to the bottom and seen them he would automatically assume that he was talking about the girl.

I asked Zishan if he was really going to marry her---sadly his reply was "no she already got engaged to someone back home and she is leaving to meet him". Seconds later my best friend walked in (and strangly with a girl I had a huge crush on in middle school, she just came like she didn't even walk in with him). Everybody greeted her and him. Immediately Zishan goes to unraveling his plan advising my friend to come over and eat the some cookies p. I look over to Zishan and he is taking the cookies away to reveal the paper himself! My friend looks at him and his response was so funny it woke me up! He just told Zishan to shut up! Let's eat! And everyone burst out into laughter

Then I wake up*
Allahu Ekbar*

Something about Movie Gallery, there's a mirror world you can get to using a cannon-portal? There's a very starry dreamscape. It's very pretty.

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I'm a detective assigned to a missing person case. The person who was missing was a girl named Ahri. (I'm not sure if it was just a girl that looked a lot like Ahri from LoL or if I subconsciously translated what she would look like irl. Either way, it wasn't the same character.)

I head off and do some investigating. I learn that she had been seen by someone some time ago, doing something that I can't remember.

I'm getting off of a sort of pseudo-subway train, heading to a club. I get in somehow (probably just telling who I was,) and I get a lot of nasty looks from the club's members, as if I was there to arrest every single one of them. Everyone in the club is dressed up very nice. I go into a room in the back. I explain to everyone that I am a detective, and asked nicely if they would all line up against the wall so I could ask questions. I go around just looking at everyone, passing by Ahri without much thought. One guy starts trash-talking me, saying that he would beat the shit out of me and such. I just ignore him and continue. After I get about 3/4 of the way through, I go back to Ahri and look at her closely.

"What's your name?" I ask her, squinting my eyes to get a better look at her. Everything is so blurry.

"Ahri," she responds cooperatively.

"No she's not!" the man beside her blurts out, looking worried. The man was involved in the case somehow. His name had Nine in it, but I don't remember his full name so I'll just call him Nine. I nod and put my hand on her back, leading her out of the room.

"If you would come with me..." I say politely, and she cooperates. Once we get outside, I decide that I can probably get Nine to come with us too.

"You can get your 'Anon' friend to come with us, too, if you'd like," I mention. Ahri opens the door and motions for someone to follow. The guy who threatened me walks out, and I shoot Ahri a glare.

"Very funny," I say to Ahri, then turn to the man. "I'm sorry for wasting your time, sir." Ahri and I get on the subway-train-thing.

I ask her if she knows who Nine is, and she says that he's her friend. I ask if she knows how he got his name and she says no. I explain that the government was experimenting using certain drugs, and that the one that they used on him killed him. Nine months later, he 'woke up' as if he had only gone to sleep. I tell her that any time he is knocked out or goes to sleep, he actually dies for a little while.

A good bit of stuff happens. I don't really remember what, but I think that I started assisting Ahri. I do know that I took her to the detective's office place, but after that the mystery plot just kinda flopped. I took Ahri to my house, and we were running from something.

Timeskip, Ahri and I are married. My memory is fuzzy about this part.

Timeskip again, Ahri and I have kids. I'm teaching one of my kids how to use one of his powers that he apparently got from me.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

Two female movie stars were getting married to each other. They were walking down some kind of red carpet, like they were going to or coming from an awards ceremony. The carpet ran down some kind of narrow hallway the right side of which had no wall, but was open to the golden sunlight of late afternoon.

The two stars were both known for being gorgeous. One of them was a beautiful blonde with her hair up in a narrow wave. She wore a tiny, white dress with something shimmery on it, like sequins or mother of pearl. She smiled and giggled kind of like Scarlet Johanssen.

But the other star was completely wrapped in a black cloth. The cloth was then bound with something like ropes or bungee cords, so that it was tight on the woman. The cloth looked like felt, and in a lot of places it was cut into wide fringes.

The cords were all neon colors -- like neon orange, blue, and pink. In addition, the woman wore canvas-topped shoes of different neon colors: mostly neon blue, with bits of neon orange and neon pink.

I wondered whether the woman's outfit had something to do with her religion. Maybe she was required, as a woman, to cover her whole body once she was married. I may have questioned this, since I figured any religion that had such a policy would probably not be okay with lesbian marriage.

Dream #2

I was outside in some city area, on cobbled streets and near a fountain. It was daytime. I was before some yellow-walled apartment building.

I saw my old friend R. I may have been surprised to see him. But I may somehow have gotten the idea that he'd planned to meet up with me in this place. He knew I didn't want to see him anymore. And he'd somehow manipulated this situation, I felt, so that I'd have to see him.

It turned out -- maybe I'd known this in advance -- that R lived in the apartment I'd stood in front of. R had me go upstairs with him. It was somehow like I was going to live with R for a little while, like I was trying to get back on my feet and he was letting me stay with him.

We were now upstairs and in R's bedroom. R had pulled out a stack of pornographic magazines. I had the feeling that they were mine, as if I had lived here before, or as if I had lived here for a while now and had hidden these magazines somewhere here, like under the mattresses.

R was starting to make me feel bad about having magazines like this in his house. I was feeling embarrassed and ashamed. But then R actually had me start looking at the magazines with him, as if he were already interested in them and was now trying to get me interested in them, too.