non-lucid

I'm on campus talking with some friends on the first day of classes. I'm waiting outside a classroom they they all have their next class in, but I realize I don't. When the class gets out early, I run up the stairs to the front doors. I almost run into a girl, however, and spin around to avoid the collision. I say sorry before trying to get back to the doors but I feel really dizzy from spinning around. I manage to get outside and I feel better as I run across the open area. I get inside another building where my class is at and arrive in the classroom before it begins. It's an odd shaped room that seems too small to fit everyone in. When the professor comes in, we are suddenly all at desks in a normal room, however. She starts out speaking with a voice assist like smokers would use and it makes her hard to understand. I consider dropping the class and taking it next semester, but her voice gets better and I'm enjoying the material so I stay.

Dream 1: I am in my house, looking at social media. This girl I just got in contact with blocks me, and some dudes start texting me and giving me shit.
In waking life I did just start talking to an old friend. But there's no fight

Dream 2: I'm playing a weird type of game. which looks to be a mix between the last of us and mine craft. It looks like minecraft. But The game play is a lot like the last of us. With no zombies. I'm inside the game and am playing with my sister and someone else. I'm looking every where for collectibles and my sister keeps on complaining saying it's taking too much time.

Well later on through all the adventuring which I don't remember. We fight a boss. It is very weird boss fight. You had to shoot barrels from the top of a roof inside the building. There was this dude that got bigger every time you missed and he was filled to the brim with muscles. I don't get the fight at all but dream me does. For a while we do that and eventually kill him somehow. In certain points he got almost big enough to reach us. So I had to hide behind a wall so he can't grab me.
I don't remember if there's any thing else to the dream, but the way to reach the end is to build a rocket and to leave.

Dream 3: That old friend is doing a karate class, this is the second time i see my old teacher. Well this karate class everyone did nothing in multiple parts of the dream. And near the end the teacher is throwing a ball at my old friend. I help her out and join. Later the dream just fades out.

I didn't expect too much for today. That head ache was a big set back it seems. I would love to do great in the competition but I don't know. I know for a fact I'm improving, in recall and vividness, and I'm learning how to get lucid better.

But why be so pessimistic? This competition last for a whole month, I can and will redeem myself.

I was writing a script for a documentary about my life after leaving the band I'm in. I was suffering from something called "thought battles" which plagued me constantly. Essentially, it was just fancy terminology for me being too mentally active to do anything and that eventually leading to pretty bad short term memory loss. I put my notebook down and started wondering around my room for ~5 minutes. I then went downstairs to see if water could help. When I got to the kitchen, I saw a kitten no more than a week or two old pass me, and then I started crawling on the ground. From down the hallway I could hear me grandma talking to her self, saying that she was from a location in real life that she doesn't actually live in. (keep in mind this is at around midnight). She then spots me and shouts "Hey!" at me. I am paralyzed.

Jamie is still reading.

So right after my last post here, where Jamie projected herself into my dream. This was similar. I had a nap right away and I had a dream she was reading from a computer screen. She's very ,"Hum dee dum," in her head.

Strange

I was in a fortnite game or something. Some guy went up to me and said he was my Twin Flame or something and tried to cuddle with me. But I wasn't feeling that at all. Also had a feeling that it was really Jamie. Well, I guess I'm not gay.

And if that is Jamie, stay away from that Twin Flame garbage. The title sounds nice. It just seems to be mainly dictated by familiar spirits who seem more interested in keeping people apart to have them develop psychic abilities. I honestly don't care for it. I just read that stuff sometimes to read how similar my experience is to other people's. Just want a steady girlfriend or wife or whatever.I didn't ask for all this crazy shit. they put you on a path where the goal is no longer coming together. What did Jesus say in a dream? "I want you to come together now." Well, he says it can happen now. So I trust him more than unreliable spirits. We have his blessing after all.

Crazy

I'm in a strange town looking for a secret underground abandoned cavern. I have dream memories of going there before and that there was a sequence to get there. Once I found the street I started the sequence by walking to this park. It switched to night time and there was lots of trees. I entered the park, but it was a private park and there was someone with a flashlight looking for people who were breaking in. I hid behind a tree to avoid this guy.

Suddenly, the dream changed to being inside some giant abandoned office. This is was the next part of the sequence. I was with the other people. They were looking for the entrance to the underground cavern. i said I knew where it was. I found the closet where the hoke was but there was some garbage and sheets covering the whole. So I pulled them off and revealed a hatch that I opened. inside was pitch black. I went down and inside it but my memory fades here.


Other Jamie dreams

Don't remember much actually. just lots of hanging out with Jamie. Things seem more chill than usual which is good. One of them had to do with Stranger things, i think. Why is every show I binge watch in my dreams?

when I was waking up. Some spirit guide or something flashed in HH ,"Concentrate." Concentrate on what? No, I'm done with learning this useless shit.

Unknown creatures in normal society
I talk to somebody, possibly my mother or my father. Then, I go down the staircase towards the exit of the house. Meanwhile, something important happens and some also important dialogue or monologue occurs. Back to going down the stairs, the door where one of my neighbors live suddenly opens, revealing something looking like a classical alien happily dancing out of the flat, which was considered as a monster in the dream. I go further downstairs and exit the house.

Sometime in the dream, I also seem to be in another one of my neighbor's flats, finding a different monster, which might have had fluffy, long fur.

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I don't remember anything that was spoken in the dream, I only remember that it was an exciting story, likely including an element of the alien/monster species being endangered by a sort of war and hatred against them.

I'm at work about to head into a meeting. I see a co worker I know and say hi before going into the room. Once everyone is here, a lady wants everyone to all take a picture so we all crowd together. She keeps changing our positions though and it takes quite a while. Once she does finish, most of the meeting time is over and people begin to leave.

I'm out on a long backpacking trip with some people. Our destination is some sort of hot springs, and we are apparently still several days away form reaching it. I spot some steam coming up from a group of trees in the distance and point it out to the leader. He says that's not the right one and we keep going. Eventually, we make it to a hot springs that a building has been built on top of and has created artificial pools and such. We go inside where the staff welcome us and tell us some information.

Later, I'm in line at a cafeteria and I'm being patient waiting for it to open while everyone else is very impatient. The lady in charge tells everyone to back off and tells me to come up front since I was behaving. When the doors open up, I go in first to find that they are only serving one thing, some kind of bread, and I don't want to eat it. I suggest to some people that we should go out to eat somewhere.

6 July

Comp day 1
Rem3/4
# 1 Lucid rant

I wake around 6, go to the toilet and am already disappointed with myself that am not doing enough for lucidity and dream recall to kick start the race. I feel very tired and can't remember any dreams, just want to go to bed.

A feel mins later rem starts and I find myself surrounded by a number of DCs. I start a rant that I was supposed to get lucid. The more I talk and look around the more vivid and spacey the scene becomes until I happily realize this is a dream. There is some interaction that I try to undertake with my sleeping body, though I can't quite recall what (like trying double perception).

The lucidity gradually slips into a non-ld. The last thing I recall is a non-lucid portion where a man that's doing some sort of astral travel gets into cold water and begins to disappear.

Rem4/4

Sister serpents (NLD1)
In a dream apartment where we supposedly live. There are several dark bronze busts of politicians from different countries. In the nearby room. Initially a story about a guy that had issues with his head. I see him as a baby, he is is two rods that were improperly manipulated when he was very young. The two rods are now in a container, the lid is put on and there is a metallic sound. This must be when the damage was done. I untie the lid to check him, but the two rods look ok, finely situated among the rest of the material.

The two rods are now baby serpents and I decide to bring them up, throwing them in an indoors garden in the main room. The first one starts growing fast, eating toys and everything in its way until his mouth is full of plastics. I grab him/her and try to get them out one by one, while it's oozing green slime on the furniture (too much detail but good recall , that I promise will change later. The last item it has swallowed are my headphones, which I am not sure I will be able to use again. I get them out and throw the first snake out of the window, hoping it won't be able to return.

In the meantime, the other snake has grown into a young adult human woman. She has shoulder length blonde hair. Luckily, she is registered at our address as a relative and will have no problems later in life with any ids.

Furniture (frag1)
In someone's place, I notice the furniture looks a lot like that from my childhood and try to find out if it's possible to still buy it. A brand name that's difficult to read appears written somewhere, which is how I am able to track the furniture and discover the manufacturer.

Haircut (frag2)

Looking at a pile cut hair with different colors

07 July

Rem4/5
Nld1: Waiting for a colleague
At some sort of event, i am supposed to wait for a colleague, but get tired of waiting and decide to head to the station. I message her multiple times and hope she is on her way. There are trains every min or so but it's full of people. We are supposed to take the train then go to this other place.

Nld2: Dad and the eagles
On street that looks structurally like the bora hometown dreamversion. I visit dad who is behind on the cashier and he works hard to write a card with best wishes for me. At the entrance of the shop are two eagles that kind of block the way. They look around as if hungry and once they notice there's a bag full of food in front of them, one of them tears with his beak into a strawberry yogurt.

Rem5/5

Frag1: With son in the car
It's the three of us in the car and what looks like a four old son. I examine his features and hair color trying to assess how he's turned up. (No son irl)

Nld3: The run
Sitting at a table with a number of people, who show certain calculations that copy incorrectly. A question is asked about a drawing of an old politician, which I want to enhance to make a joke. However, they draw him on my cheek instead, so I decide to leave the table. Initially, I just stay on the next seat as I just had been to the toilet, but decide to leave. At some point pass by a few artefact jewels that are kept in glass cell. I think I definitely need more locks there. Seems I have a collection of these weird objects, some quite glittery.

As I continue as far away from the event, I decide to run in the opposite direction of the school yard. In the yard are a number of huge creatures that look like brown baby penguins. Most can't do anything but explore the ground, however, a few look quite menacing and there seem to appear more of them too! (yes, since you unconsciously summoned them!). I decide it's time to get away from here. In the meantime, I run into S who's hanging from a tree with a backpack.

A number of people we know continue on the track to the backyard of the school. I carry a bottle of orange juice which helps me accelerate. After a bit of running, I can't seem to keep up any more running and decide to walk a bit to gather energy (how do you get tired in a dream?). The accompanying DCs decide to take a shortcut, and I recall another shortcut to take (this is a familiar place from prior dreams). I pass a medium sized office building. There is a delivery of FT wrapped in plastic and I contemplate about taking one, but decide against it since it's pp. On the way down the shortcut street are also a number of new editions of the economist - the world in 2050, laying on a trash can. I decide to take the 2050 since I haven't seen it before and continue on my way.

Unclassified

frag2: bus ride - in a bus, while trying to express an opinion show them the fingers, but then feel guilty this might be misinterpreted by the camera as anti social behavior (BB is watching!)

Frag3: an item can't recall now has a hole in it but we still need to use it so I suggest we put tape on it.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

I am Jesus, but when I am at the hands of the Romans, I escape. They put me in a tent but they don't know I have an invisibility cloak that I use to hide in a corner when they come to pick me up. They receive orders to look far and wide, but then someone reveals that I could be wearing such cloak, so they start reaching out through the air, trying to find me. Others are throwing sand to see if it hits me. It is not easy getting out of their camp. Finally I climb a fence and find a street market with vendors and steal some clothes, because they are now looking for an invisible man and not a normally dressed guy. I escape and live as an immortal. I am a trapeze artist in a circus, then I am caught up in the middle of the anti-fascist revolution in Portugal, then become a left wing feminist revolutionary and I change sex to became a female as I am so impressed with the ladies.

Trying to sleep here was horrible. The trains woke me up in the middle of the night, so I tried to wild. But I'm not used to them at all. So I just decided to sleep. After a while I eventually did.

Dream 1:my first dream was boring but weird so I'm going to do a quick description of it. I was on a toilet outside. imagine a portapotty but without doors. So instead of using the restroom, I'm trying to wild while on the toliet. eventually i get frustrated and go inside.

Dream 2: I have a false awakening. (I've began to get better at catching those and I will eventually, I've been doing RC's everyday I wake up first thing. I haven't missed a day yet.)

Dream 3: I am watching youtubers play minecraft. It was like a weird variant of survival games, but with a very big world. At first I'm watching markiplier, but then it switches over to a different youtuber. Most memorable part is when he falls off a cliff, and someone jumps after him and dies.

fragment: I remember this dream being very story driven. It is about some people who are murderers, are trying to become gods. Well it buds into this romance of two people who don't want to kill each other. But one is brainwashed and starts trying to kill the other. the boy has to try and unbrainwash the girl. I was an observer. Like watching a movie. I had no part at all in this dream.

I was playing a mix of Ocarina of Time and Metroid Prime. I remember doing a HESS (speedrunning technique) to skip the beginning of the game. Then I reached the first boss fight, which consisted in luring the boss to a window so that light would shine on him and stun him, so I could damage him

Bad recall last night. I had to stay up late, due to friends forcing me. I had all of these plans to do wbtb.

Dream 1: I have started dating a dc. I have no idea as to why or what process but we did. The dream scene cuts and I'm in a car with my crush and another girl. That I do know and irl. We have a love, hate relationship. So we are definitely competitive in a way, and are enemies.

Me and J(what I'm calling the person I know irl) are getting all flirty, and she eventually just shoves me on her lap in anger(I have no idea. But she's mad) My guilty conscious makes me take my head off of her lap, which also makes her mad. Then the dream ends. I noticed the scenery while in the car. The dream lasted way longer than it sounds. But I'd rather not say on how we flirted. I was on a road that was going to my house.

Fragment:I am getting chased by some weird alien creature.I know this dream was on the longer side I just can't remember, I think I may have become lucid in this dream. It's just that weird feeling. It sucks that I can't remember.

I just remembered that I had a FA: I woke up on my bed at night disappointed that my alarm didn't work. I put the phone to my ear and i ear something playing very softly.It's sad I didn't realize this obvious sign. But oh well
I have realized something, I keep on having dreams about developing romantic relationships. Does that say something about how I'm feeling irl? Probably. If it wasn't for the fact that I had to stay up late to help my friend I'd of probably remembered my dream

I remember entering my room. On my computer there was an AI program that teaches itself to physically delete things. I turn it on with my peak nihilism in full swing and it starts.
It starts as unrecognizable, but eventually I start seeing physical items be deleted, so I type !detention, and that pauses the program or at least makes it unable to operate. I unpause it and I get the most menacing "you" on my monitor screen possible, seeing as the list of items that are deleted goes up to the 12,000s. I try to type it again, but my keyboard was deleted, so I grab another one, but my struggles to plug it in were to no avail. All the while, pop punk/post hardcore-ish music was playing in the background.

In the beginning of the dream my mom, says that we're going to the doctors. I don't remember driving there, but all of a sudden I'm in this very small doctors office. For a while I'm confused as to what i should do. I enter a doctors office and say

"hey could you-"

She ignores me and is talking to herself I forgot what she says, but this doctors office is filled with a lot of other small machinery and the doctor herself is talking to herself in wonder as she swallows I think six test tubes of mutagenic serum, I would have thought it was something else, but she had that addictive look on her face. So i know what she was drinking. though for a while i thought she was drinking something else.

The whole time this was happening I slink into the bottom left corner of the room, looking at her in amazement. She finally notices i'm there and tells me to go wait for the doctor, I leave the room, into a different looking waiting area. With this weird chair in the middle.

I sit in it and a male doctor that's in a another seat behind me conversates with me about why i'm here. I don't remember that. I am called over to the office and while walking by over hear my mom talk about disease with a female doctor that is apparently infecting everyone in some country on the other side of the world.

A very beautiful doctor greets me and takes me to her office. I'm pretty sure we also talk about my alignment and that it may be a very rare one. She tells me to get on the weigh machine, For some weird reason I am now a girl wearing a skirt. I have male genitals still. (Yeah I have no idea) I get my weight checked. I think it was some very random number in like the 300's or 500's. Then the dream fades out.

2nd Dream: I am playing rainbow six siege with a friend, which I know is different from the one i usually play with.

I get into a game and i am on the attacking team(also by the time I enter the round I am inside of the game, not looking at a screen), There's another weird character that has never existed, I'm pretty sure his name was a lot like fuze. I forgot his ability.

It was a normal round. I kill one person who was peeking out of a window. I enter through that window but I can't find anyone else, I run up stairs through this dark household that had the occasional light coming from an electronic, and I see all of the enemies dead and I see two team mates there too.

On the defensive round, I notice another weird character. His ability is this flying drone with a buzz saw running through the middle of it. It very big too. The round goes normal, and I see the drone just explode on an enemy it was very cool.

Somewhere in the middle of the round the game suddenly switches and I'm now playing a match of battle field one. I don't remember much of the match, but I do remember hitting someone with a club on this weird standing platform.

Everything about these dreams have a gaming aspect too them, even the doctor one. That mutagenic serum is from a game called cataclysm dda. These three are the only games I've been playing recently.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening


I work at a court in a large building that looks like a mall. It is a very old building and people do tours in it. I catch some tourists visiting the restroom. It is part of the tour because they are antique.

I am being harassed by a female colleague and she pushes me against a wall, says she wants my cunt and touches me inappropriately. I am rescued by a couple other colleagues and they support me in presenting complaint to the police, but because it is a woman, the police doesn't take it seriously. Unfortunately she also has her own friends who support her. We are all working same place. I leave early and go shopping. A store of natural products has some sales and I end up buying an electric toothbrush and a natural hair coloring.

Later I go to work for some guys at the court. Some day they are talking about something boring and I leave. At some other room, I overhear some guys with a plan to destroy the world by releasing nanites. I follow them around to gather intel and watch as they push a button and unleash it on an island just by the coast, that we can see from the window. The nanites destroy a building in 10 sec. I run to tell my colleagues, but they don't understand what I am talking about and why it is urgent. It doesn't take long for us to start feeling the effect. Communications gone, transportation not coming and people in the city are already confused and scared and then cars start having accidents as the nanites eat them.