non-lucid

So I'm fighting this guy that apparently I've been set up to fight with or some shit, as some kind of game. Whilst my brother fights some other guy he's suppose to fight. Apparently we were just suppose to FIGHT and not kill each other. whoops.

I kill this dude and my brother's like OH MAN WHAT DID YOU DO WHI DID U DO THAT FFFFFFFFFFFFFF. And then I'm like dude bro chill man dude. bro. and then he's like FFFFFFFFFFFF. and then I was like FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF UR RIGHT I KILLED HIM. And I got overly worried and panicked and was wondering how I'd dispose of the body. Then my neighbor passes by and sees him dead and she cries and shes like AHHHHHHHHH (which is the sound of her screaming).

Then I was like WOAH. THIS CANT BE HAPPENING I MUST BE DREAMING MAN. Then I do my flying reality check and flew away but then I woke up.Fuck.

I dreamed that people were upset with some hierarchies I had set up. Maybe I had some people reporting to others. I am not sure. But people were discontented. Dave Atkins was there. When I made the case that hierarchies were important, then he said well do you have to bring in your dad on decisions that require hierarchy? I said this was using false logic, I called it a name, premafacious, that what is proven in the extreme disproved the middle.

I had a number of other dreams but did not have my dream journal by my bed.

It started out I was watching T.V. This was the only time I would know I would be watching T.V. I was watching this boy, following him in 3rd person.
I remember him talking to this person identicaly looking to him, though tattier clothing. It was his dads birthday (The one I was origanlly following - they have different fathers lol?), thought the 2nd "twin" forgot. He didn't seem to care.
Next I remembered 2 people, I took to be the kids (teens) fathers. At this time, I'm just watching them both, from a high angle perspective. I think they were in a different house.
The father of the boy I was origanally following was asking the father of the other boy to fix his roof. It sounded like he had been saying he was going to fix his roof for some time, though didn't do it. He seemed really reluctant to fix the roof, I think he did agree to it eventually.

Awake, Non-lucid, Lucid, [Commentary made while awake]

I'm descending slowly through the levels of a house. When I realize what's happening to me and that this is a dream, I decide to stop in the third level down and explore it. I will myself to stop moving downward and to be standing on the floor, and achieve both of those desires. I begin walking through the rooms, concentrating both on the action of walking and on the scenery around me, knowing that my concentrated attention will keep the dream stable. There are some steps down into a large living room. I think, This reminds me of some of my friends' houses. Well, of course it does. That's where my mind must have picked up the images that this dream is made up of.

I turn around to take in more of the room. While I'm doing so, I think, I need a mirror. When I look back at a particular section of wall a second time, a large, tall, rectangular, frameless, wall-mounted mirror has appeared there. [Cool! I guess I'm getting better at controlling the features of the dream environment.] I come up to the mirror and stick my hand into it. My hand goes right into the mirror and is obscured by silver mist, but I feel nothing at all. I still don't particularly want to try to go anywhere else that way, though, so I don't. However, on the floor to my left, I see a large, freestanding flatscreen TV [the same size and model we have in my real house], and decide to try to go through that. As I crouch down in front of it, I think briefly of a couple of specific places from my past that I would like to find on the other side of the screen. I then start going through it. I feel the screen snap when I start pushing through it, and feel the edges of its two halves dragging against my body as I climb into the TV. There's nothing inside but darkness. I ended up just waking up. [I failed to choose a single destination and truly believe that it would be there on the other side of the screen.]

I went back to sleep and had another dream. I'm in a room with a bunch of computers, and someone is directing me to complete a series of questionnaires on one computer, which is on the aisle that goes down the center of the room, between the rows of tables. One of the questionnaires involves looking at frames from an animated TV show and identifying what show they're from. I recognize them as being from the Garfield and Friends TV show.

From there, the dream shifts, putting me in that episode of that TV show. I'm standing right behind the protagonist, watching him/her [not sure] have a conversation with another character just outside the gate to a town. The setting appears to be a medieval fantasy story. I recognize that I'm dreaming. The conversation is finished, and the second character admits the protagonist and me through the gate. As I pass the gatekeeper character, I say to him, “It's good to see you again.” I start walking along through the open space in the center of the town, again concentrating on walking and on the scenery around me. As I walk, I cover my mouth with both hands and whisper into them, “I was actually talking to the town.” I can actually feel the warmth and moisture of my breath on my hands, which impress me with their realism.

I pass by a shop building with off-white walls and a window, and go, “Oh, yeah.” I remember that I still want to try to walk through a wall. I turn to my right, walk right up to that wall and keep on walking. I can only get a little way into it. It feels like walking into a flexible, but thick, strong, and semi-solid piece of rubber. [That's the last I remember.]

In waking life yesterday I hiked a few miles near Kennesaw Mountain. My legs are shot. This made me dream a fragment about some kind of troopers. It was basically G.I. Joe guys; nothing really happened with them though.

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I was with a black lady. I never saw her face. I saw her ass. It had weird designs that didn't look that nice, but I wanted to touch her anyway.

I turned my face, not because I didn't want to see it, but some how this was to ask permission. As I brought my hand down slowly, she pulled my hand down and I squeezed her ass. I was happy.

I looked up and now she was on her back and she was Chinese, though again, I never saw her face. I saw her waste. My hand was in her hair.

The End

I seem to have pretty good luck in my dreams.

Wow, been a while since I've posted! Definitely still dreaming, even had a few lucid dreams. Just haven't posted here. :/ BUT my recall is improving wonderfully from where I've been working on it, so now that I'm having longer dreams I thought I'd post them here.

Also, something that's really been helping is the method of loci. I have over 80 things in my memory palace, including a few things for dreaming. I'm excited to try out some more dreaming ideas with it!

Also, I'm learning Esperanto, and the last dream I had involved it. XD I love languages in dreams.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

04.04.2011

Park Sale (Non-lucid)

A group of people and I are sitting inside somewhere listening to a woman being abused next door, and for some reason we're unable to try to do anything to stop it. We're trying to be quiet so they don't know we're there when my old school friend's little sister starts crying. I rush over to console her, but then suddenly I think I'm outside. Another girl is crying and I hurry to grab her.

Note: The abuse thing makes sense for some things in my RL.

I'm in a park and I clutch three dolls in my arms. I think that the smallest one is strangely silent, but then remember that she had some condition that made it so she didn't speak. There are people with their children on swings and such. There's a merry-go-round.

I think I jog at some point and make pregnancy breathing noises, and a woman hears and is amused. Next I'm in this area where people apparently normally read (it's one of those shelter places in parks that people can reserve), but now someone tells me they're setting up for some kind of sale (I forget what kind).

I think I fly before or after this point because I remember almost flying into a few things. A woman hands me a little box and tells me to make sure the time is set. I take the small (glass?) object out of a box and set it on the table. It says it's seven minutes until starting time.

- I say something about the girls and someone gives them a bit of a strange look. Holly (girl from old school)? I think she was the person on the other side of the table from me.

Caterpillar Parasite (Non-lucid)

I'm at a party or something. At the table beside mine is a glass jar of liquid (I think I briefly remember that it looks like my grandma's green bean jars) and it has stuff in it. I take it, open it and and am about to fish something out with a hooked utensil* when the girl who as sitting with the jar tells me not to put such a thing in there.

-* It feels like I did the same thing in the dream, but with a different object.

One thing leads to another and I end up throwing the liquid on her. Then apparently someone is sent to take care of the situation. I tell the girl at my table fake innocently that it was an accident. I think in my head what I'm going to say when the person gets here.

While waiting, I suddenly feel something on my back through my overalls (from RL that I'm wearing) bother me. I ask the girl to take a look.

...It's a caterpillar. The girls turns into a doctor women trying to get it out, but it slips back in. I can feel it moving around and shiver, grossed out.

- In a later scene, me and the girl I threw the liquid on(?) are walkng by the water, 'both' of us recovered and apparently had made up.

- In the end, there was a scene of a midget woman in her house, weak from some illness. A midget man comes to see her. She was sleeping on the couch. He helps her stand and walk.

Cocoa Song (Non-lucid)

I'm in the back of aunt 1's car and have really got to pee. A song is distantly playing and I only realize when I'm inside that it was my iPod. A boy is there and says that he likes it. I say it's _ by _ ('Cocoa' was one of the blanks, the other word was short).

I clean some sunglasses (one was my sister's?) and take them out to aunt 1.

- Was aunt 1's boyfriend in the car? I think my sister might have been in the dream somehow.

Note: The reason I had to pee so bad in this dream was because before this dream, I woke with a nosebleed. I went to the bathroom to get tissue and realized I had to go, but I was too tired to care and went back to sleep.


眉毛 (Non-lucid)

Skyward view of a 'map'. Flags are drawn on it (I think it reminds me of Hetalia). At one point I see eyebrows and think of England. Another time flags are along a coast, and one reminds me of England's flag- but I already saw the eyebrows so I think that these 'must just be states' (or other nations?).

- Scene of me spitting plain noodles into a white trash can, only to realize it has dad's stuff in it. I tell him (he's sitting nearby) and he's all, well, dad-like in his reaction. XD I think to myself that at least it was mostly on the one side, shouldn't be too hard to get it out.

The last two nights have both brought dreams of cheaters and cheating again. I can definitely chalk up "Cheating" as a dream sign, though I really wish it wasn't. I don't like having these dreams at all.

Dream 1

I find out that my Man is with some other woman, and that he is spending most of his free time with her. He refuses to take proper precautions in his "dealings" with her, and is overall being really hurtful and selfish, proclaiming that he will continue on doing just whatever the hell he wants with her, neglecting me and the kids in the process. I am overwhelmed and find it hard to cope with taking care of the kids. My 4 year old son ends up playing in a muddy field while I am forced to listen to my Man's groupies, who are all clustered on a bright red fire engine, go and on about how hot he is. He makes me watch a short trailer type movie about him and his new girl. I just ache with the hurt. I tell him how he's heartless and put me at risk.
I am then scolded by some social services type of woman for the lack of care I am giving my son.

Dream 2

An old instructor of mine has come into town after many years (Actually this is based in reality, this person from my past recently contacted me on facebook). He taught me when I was much younger. He is still married to the same woman, whom I don't know so well a part from knowing she is shy and quiet. I'm at my Mom's house, upstairs in her old bedroom before the renovations she did a few years back. I'm just laying around reading a book. He comes into the bedroom and flops on the bed beside me, spewing his usual witty and entertaining banter. After a long time talking, he suddenly makes a pass at me, grabbing me really inappropriately. I am totally confused, but somehow not surprised.

Flash forward to another woman, who, in my dream, looks exactly like Kim Raver from Gray's Anatomy, that he used to teach as well. I know that she used to have a huge crush on him, and I become aware that she feels very competitive towards me, vying for his attentions. She is acting very slutty and suggestive around him. She is sitting with her legs spread eagle, drawing attention to the "damage" to her jeans that apparently my instructor and I were responsible for "all those years ago". She is pleased with herself that she can still fit into the jeans, but I wonder how the hell she can be seen in public with them and not be thrown in jail for indecent exposure. All the areas that are supposed to be covered are very visible through big gaping holes. I notice my instructor is enjoying the show, and I wonder about his wife and where she is.

Some questionable stuff happens against the outside of an old shack, then the dream ends.

05.03.2011

Pink 3 feet squash bananas (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

As promised yesterday... here is my ToTM... most boring task ever assigned!!!!
I MILDed focusing to start on the moon. I was able to keep the moon in my head the last second before falling asleep.


I was at the moon and I was enjoying a beautiful path made out of grass. I realized that it made no sense growing grass on the moon. In addition, I was breathing.

I remembered the ToTM and I wanted to do it quick so I could Astral Project. I decided to fly in order to find the dark face of the moon. I flew over a few iron buildings (probably Nomad's Danger Room) and then I got to the dark face of the moon.

I put my hand in my pocket, visualizing I would pull a seed for the dream fruit tree. I pulled a weird seed from my pocket. It felt like metal, but I decided to plant it, visualizing it would grow a dream fruit tree. After a few seconds, a tree grew, it looked similar to this (without the Yoshies):







However, it was all pink and it only had bananas. The Bananas were thicker than usual (like large squashes) and very long (about 3 feet long) In addition, these bananas were all pink. In fact, the entire tree was pink.

I realized I found that stupid dream fruit plant. I remember I had to try one for the basic, so I did. I pulled one of those huge pink bananas. It was hard to pull, but I did. I did not peel it, I just took a bite. It tasted like Nesquick. Inside the banana, I could see "Nesquick dust" but it was pink and yellow. I ate the fruit and completed the basic task as well.

I decided to try to project from my dream, so I closed my eyes demaning to be in my astral body.

I fell in a non lucid dream where I was in a home that everything was pink. I had a serving of carbonara pasta, but it was all pink, including the parmesan cheese. I woke up.

Last nights dream is another lengthy dream/nightmare.

Dream #1
First I was dreaming that I was roaming around the neighborhood, my neighborhood at night. I was walking on the side walk when I saw my mothers truck so I hid somewhere and she left. I kept walking around the block and kept this up for a little while before she finally found me and stopped me and told me she was pissed. She really did have a stressed out look on her face. So I went back home and some Cetus was growing quiet fast and I had to avoid it on the side walk.

Me and her then went to this casino she told me to get my remaining cash from this one game. It was a small casino not very large at all, maybe the size of a pool table bar. She was sitting down at a small table still smoking, I don't smoke even in dreams. I think my brother comes and we have a good time then that's all for this part.

Dream #2 Warning: Not for the faint of heart.
I will be honest I don't know how I got into this huge warehouse. This dream was horrible because it involved this machine that had kids that where all asleep with some leashes around there necks hanging. They where all alive because the machine would slam them ageist a small wall like thing so they wake up. The only real way I can describe this machine its like something off of Saw. The kids had to kick a button just right on there thing to get out and it drops them on the floor. All of them figured it out and they where Ok but things started to get really strange. The guy that plays the manager off the Suit life of Zack and Cody was in his business cloths and pushed something on accent that causes everyone to be forced on this convener belt and pulled along slowly.

I was watching this all from the 3rd person view like a show, I had no body during this time. I was also kind of wondering why the hell didn't they just get off that belt. It wasn't moving fast at all, in fact they all looked like they where acting. Keep in mind I am NOT lucid.

All of a sudden they where surrounded by walls and at the end of the little hallways there was this spinning blade thingy.

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That little picture above is the only way I can describe it. They all spin inward towards the middle, I have never seen such a sick device in my life. The older kids where screaming to be let out trying to hold on to the walls trying to not get pulled in. There was this one kid who succeeds in rescuing the kids. There was some saw like trap he had to get through to save them, for my sanity I much prefer not to describe it. He was a little hurt but is OK

Conclusion

This was a horrible nightmare and even after the kids where rescued things still went on but I prefer to not to talk about them. I wish i could of became lucid and rescued them all. It was like watching a horror film, only one that you cannot turn off or look away from. What a night.

I have been very busy for the past week with exams to study for, and rather stressed. As a result, I have not been keeping up with my dream journal and my recall is getting a little out of shape. Last night I was a little on edge, so I took 800mg valerian. I slept briefly from 12:30am to about 3:00, and then had difficulty getting back to sleep. I took approximately 1/4mg of melatonin at this point. I then briefly attempted a MILD, but my mind was so restless it was difficult to keep any mantra or visualization. Nonetheless, I appear to have been successful in something

Beat Up

... I am part of a much larger adventure. We are in school or a library or something, possibly in Japan. It might even be a hotel. There is a large swimming pool in one room, and we are chasing after some villain. I apprehend this guy in the pool room, which is also some kind of laboratory. Cornered, he turns on me.

The guy is Japanese, and much larger than I am. I am no match for him, and we circle around a set of shelves containing chemical equipment and some glassware. I think to myself "this is a very odd situation. Not only that, I'm in a school, near a swimming pool, and there are lots of other things that are dreamsigns. I don't ordinarily fight Japanese guys in real life. I'll bet I'm dreaming."Sure enough, I soon realize, I am!

My Japanese opponent takes advantage of my temporary disorientation upon realizing that I am dreaming. As I stand there laughing to myself and patting myself on the back, he jumps around to my side of the shelves and closes in. "Ha ha!" I laugh, "You do realize this is a dream, don't you? You're no match for me!"

He continues to come towards me. I decide I had better stabilize the dream, so I try a dream posession technique like the one I had great success with in a lucid dream last week. I decide to try to posess my opponent, but he won't stand still. I can see that he won't cooperate for me, and I remember that part of the success last time came from the fact that I posessed my dream self, Monk. I summon Monk.

"Monk," I order, "Appear right here." I indicate to the spot next to me. I look, and there he is, waiting. I step sideways until I should be standing in the same spot as him, and blink a few times until I am seeing with his eyes. I am starting to get this posession technique down, but it was not easy to complete last night because the Japanese fellow was still attacking me.

"Wait a minute!" I say, not quite understanding why he is still playing his part. "Let me stabilize this dream." He doesn't wait, but takes a swing at me. I glance around quickly, trying to notice details and activate my senses. I am partially successfull in this, though it is not easy to do a proper job of it with a huge thug trying to pulverize my skull.

"OK," I say, visiously turning on my assailant, "If that's the way you want it, fine! You're no match for me, this is my dream. I'm lucid, you know."

The Japanese thug just sneers at me, and swings at me again. "Watch this," I say. I visualize a force of energy coming out of my finger, and into the stomach of my attacker. Not much happens, so I thrust at him, feeling the energy as I do so. He looks down at his stomach, as though I had just poked him. Then he laughs.

"You really thought that that would work?" he roars, "Well watch this!" He punches me in the stomach and I double over. Then he grabs me by the shoulders, and throws me into the wall. My breath is knocked out of me. This is not going at all well. Pinning me against the wall by the shoulders, he peers into my face (all this time smiling in a self-satisfied way as though he knows DC's aren't supposed to do this). "What about this?" he says, punching me in the face. "How is the dream going now?" Then he slaps my face a couple of times, pulls back his fist, and delivers a punch directly between the eyes that wakes me up.

At the Lake

My famliy and I are at a lake. It is on that I used to dream of more frequently, but have not for a while. We wade a little bit at a beach, and come across some large rocks in the water. My Dad starts climbing around on them, jumping from one to another. There is one jump he is hesitant to make, but when I get out onto the rocks I attempt the jump. It isn't like you fall very far if you miss, the rocks are only a few inches out of the water. I miss one jump, and splash into the water. My parents chuckle, and that's all that happens. Pretty anticlimactic for a dream after taking valerian.

There be Giants

We are in a place with many tunnels. I'm not entirely sure who we are, but I think is it something like the crew of the starship Enterprise. But I'm also at my grandparents' house. Anyway, it is more like a huge sewer system. Many adventures take place that are a little fuzzy when I try to recall them, but they invlolve some mythtical creatures and some robots. A robot crawls inside of the Moon, which somehow causes time to stand still. This does something with a giant.

We now have to defeat this giant. The location is like a shopping mall now. An element of romance has been added, as I am trying to win a girl I believe. There are other people around. I can't remember what they are supposed to be doing. Anway, we can hear the footsteps of the giant down one of the tunnels. They get closer and closer, and we realize we had better seek cover. I try to run up a narrow set of stairs, but the giant follows. There is a scene where two of us and the giant are running around and around the stairs, jumping down to a lower part of the stairwell and running back up again. Then I run into a department store and hide among the shelves.

The giant is captured, and some of our group sets to work on performing a labotomy or something. They open it's skull, and pour in some liquid. A few minutes later, the giant wakes up. I am afraid that he might turn on us again, so I stay in hiding (for some reason, I was a big coward in this dream). Soon the giant approaches the place where I am hiding. Some of my companions come running in to tell me that everything is OK, and the giant is harmless now.

I'm driving down a main road in my neighborhood. I come to a fire hydrant. I have a fire hose that stretches to my house which is way far away. I take the cap off the hydrant and attach the hose. I go to my house. I put the cap on a shelf (nonexistant irl) above my bed. I go back and take the hose off. I now remember I forgot the cap. The hydrant is leaking. I go home. Now my little sister Ge. who is 6 years old is posessed by a demon. I start writing an incantation of my father to read. Part way through, I then remember I have instructions on some McDonald's wrapper. It folds and has layers like a drug label. It says to go to McDonald's. I bring it up to my father, who is on the toilet. He tells me it is just a marketing ploy and to go away. I agree with him. I still worry about that hydrant. I transfer Ge.'s soul and the demon into a small sex toy in the shape of a woman. I shove it into a box without a top and put some cloths over it because I don't want anybody to see it. Ge.'s body is still spasmodic. My father and me are driving in the van down some main road in the city. We are searching for something. Then we see a church and decide that it will do. I go in and hear the demon growling. I bring it to a podium in the corner and uncover the box. I didn't want people to see the toy because I was embarrassed. The demon screams and dies. My grandmother Sn. gasps because she thinks Ge. turned into that. I quickly stuff it into the box before she realizes what it is. I explain that it wasn't Ge. but I put her soul in there. She is relieved. Then me and my father go home. I return Ge.'s soul. I am now in my room. I want to return the cap to the hydrant. A big dog is in my room and is possessed. I begin to do to it what I did to Ge., but I awaken.

J was in my room and I was talking something to him.


Im outside the schools main entrance, and Im going in to the cafeteria to eat. On the way D,L,T and V start to mock me, and I reply buy calling them asshats or something. Im at the cafeteria and theres some ex 9th-graders eating and Im wondering why. Theres only bread for food. I take the bread and go to a table avoiding D,L,T and V.
Im then going to the WC with A, but when we come in, its not the regular WC its like a tiny waterpark. A runs to the other end of the place and I stay near the entrance. There are these water fountains and I go near one and start pissing there. Then I see that one swimmer comes up from a hole in the ground and I stop peeing.


Im at our house in my moms room and D is there and he is trying to be scary but Im not scared. Then I make D afraid of me.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a bunch of weird dreams last night. Most of them were kinda dark.

23.00: Sleep

05.10: WBTB 10 minutes

07.30: Paint store
I'm in a paint store, and I'm trying to return some paint I bought earlier, I'm looking for some "Warhammer 40k" paint. "Oh but we have those" the woman tells me. She brings out a set of paint jars. "It's 179 kr though, so it's more expensive" she tells me. I don't care, I want it still. I buy the thing and get out of there. Suddenly I realise I want to return some candy I got from there. A small bag of nut cream, which was spoiled. I show it to them and spit it out in the trash. They all apologise and hand me a whole bunch of new bags. I get out of the store. A whole crowd of elderly women have gathered and are doing some kind of march to lose some weight. I show them the bags.

07.30: Noise upstairs MILD
I'm sitting at a table with my friend G. We're at his house and we're all alone. Suddenly I can hear a soft thud coming from upstairs. I look up at the ceiling and a second thud sounds. I look at G. "Omg, someone's upstairs" I say. We freak out a little bit. A third and much louder thud sounds and we get up. "Grab some knives!" I tell him and run into the kitchen. I grab three long chef's knives and hand G two of them. I take a smaller one with one of the big ones.

My blood is pumping from excitement and fear. We start walking up the stairs and I can hear a blowing sound. At the top I spot a hole in the roof, and the wind is blowing in at incredible force. I pick up the board that has blown off and try to shut the hole tight. It's very hard work, and the wind is screaming in my ears. "Nail it shut!" I yell at G who takes a tiny nailgun and starts shooting nails into it. They're too small though, and the board keeps flying away. After a while there's nothing left to fasten it in, so we give up and start to laugh.

Dream skip. I'm outside of the house. There's a container with a shower in it and I'm showering away. I sing some random song while doing it. I realise I don't have any shampoo. I get out of it and cross the muddy yard, butt naked. Henrik (who apparently lived there now) shows up. "Hey dude" I tell him and grab my shampoo. I walk towards the container again, it seems to be raining but it's just water from the shower.

I realise I'm dreaming. I look down at my hand and I count six fingers. It looks almost just like it should, but I'm sure I'm dreaming after memory checking. "Hey Henrik! Come on, this dream will probably end soon" I shout. "What dream?" he asks me. "This dream, we're dreaming" I say and decide to give up trying to convince him, stupid DC. I start walking away. "Oh yeah I know, wait up" he tells me. Suddenly my vision starts to narrow down. I can only see the ground and my own feet. I try to remain in the dream by focusing on my senses. I imagine standing on a snowboard and that I'm going down a hill on snow. It works! My vision snaps back up in place and I see a bright light. It's just the wall in my room.

11.00: Assgrab
I'm at G's house once again. I'm there with my friend Eric's old girlfriend, Connie. I don't know why, but she positions herself ontop of me. I start grabbing her ass. I feel it for a minute or so, then she gets off. Monica comes back from the store and puts a bag of candy on the table. "I bought it from the lady in the red dress. She said "Bonjour" when I entered" she tells me and giggles. Eric shows up and I show him a math problem on my computer.

11.00: Fragments
*I'm running across country with my brother Morgan. I think we're playing wow.

*I spot Monica's sister in a crowd.

*Something about two very rich old men.

Amount of sleep: 11½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it! I want my super good recall back... I miss having 10 dreams a night. Oh well, it'll come!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Dream
Lucid Dream
Awake


First dream:
Dream started from some kind of summer party with lots of my cousins and other people, my first "dream task" was to find one certain cousin which i found pretty soon.
We walked back to the party and my little brother went to fetch something from the lower yard(it was below a forest weirdly enough), on his way back he contacted us asking someone to push the button in the elevator because he didnt bother to.
I sorta tried telekinetically pushing the button and my little brother started coming up, later i asked if it had actually worked, my little brother answered yes and before i became lucid dream scene was distrupted by clock alarm

I had planned to WILD but i didnt bother to rise and tried WILD with little straining but ended up falling asleep as always if i dont wake up more.

Second Dream:
Started in top of minecraft esque hill with someone, someone i later saved from monsters of the night by flying to island some distance away from the mainland.
Soon after i started to think what to buld in the island (as plan of skyport(piers and stuff in the sky) built up in my mind), i thought i am gonna need lots of wood, dirt and stone.
After while other people from the mainland arrived and started also planning what to build in the island, soon island way larger and and had giant forest of woods at least 20 blocks high.
I started to collect dirt from the ground but noticed someone had already planted lots of wood and crops around, still i started to dig the ground took patch of it (bout 5x6 blocks) and proceeded to build bridges for the cutting of the giant forest.
Dream was this time distrupted by little brother and rest of the dreams were mostly replays of Bulletstorm.(totally awesome shooter)

There might have been lucid dream earlier in the night cos i have memory of trying out my form 00 "experimental anchor form".

night of March 03 2011

First dream

In this dream, I was supposedly a fantastic singer and I was doing covers of two songs. I believe Fever was one of them...weird. Anyway, this camera crew came over to film me, because I was supposed to do a music video for them. I had to lipsync so they'd put my track over it, but I was a little embarrassed, worried I was doing it way wrong. I had to dance and lipsync, but in the end, I think I did a good job.

Second dream

I was in Chicago because my papa or someone was working after the SK show. I was along to help him. The job was to like clean up afterward. The whole time I was thinking dammit, I wish the SKs were here, but the show's over. And my papa said, "of course they'll be here. if they weren't, there wouldn't be a show to clean up after!" oh duh. Alyssa was also along. We saw and talked to J, and joked around because he gave me a hug and Alyssa was like, "I see how it is," so he gave her a hug, and I was like, "oh yeah?" and so I kissed J.

I don't know what happened, J led me outside and we pretty much made out. I was so ecstatic (even though for some reason he wasn't the greatest kisser, but maybe that's just me) and then he told me he'd pick me up and go to dinner the next day, but we spent the rest of the night together, just kissing and holding hands and it was fucking awesome.

Third Dream

HAUNTED NANA's HOUSE wanted to leave but couldnt.