non-lucid

Date of Dream: THU 4 OCT - 2018



Dream No. 442 - Volt In The Hills

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, my brother was trying me to go to Ferntree Gully, up in the hills, which is apparently where 18-Volt lived according to this dream. The dream though didn’t show that I was travelling in my brother’s car; rather that we were travelling in mid-air but very low to the ground like we were in the car.

As we would get closer to Ferntree Gully, I would get more and more excited. I would even say things to my brother like, “Oh my gosh, we’re getting closer, I’m so excited!”. Also, as we would get closer, I would perceive this invisible energy more and more, suspecting that this was coming off 18-Volt. Though, just as soon as we touched the foot of Ferntree Gully and 18-Volt was about to come into site… I woke up.



Dream No. 442
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: WED 3 OCT - 2018



Dream No. 441 - He's Done A Lot For Her

I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was in an unknown outdoor area and I was talking to my friend JH. She told me how she had been trying to call 18-Volt, she tried a few times, but he wasn’t picking up his phone. In-fact, she even tried again when I was with her so I could see what was going on. I forgot what my response was to her.

I was then in some unknown building and as I was walking towards the stairs, I came across JH’s mum who had an accurate appearance. As I was planning to profusely apologise to her for JH not being able to reach 18-Volt, she interrupted me. She said, “Actually, he’s done a lot for her. He actually got rid of the guy that’s been causing her trouble”. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



Dream No. 441
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: TUE 2 OCT - 2018



Dream No. 440 - Separated Sections

Dream 440 A - So Many Teeth
The dream had started with the camera zooming into 18-Volt’s mouth, especially to show his teeth. First, his teeth were like normal as shown in WarioWare Gold, four at the top and four at the bottom. What happened next though was absolutely scary… His teeth started to shrink and spread! There were now six on the top and six on the bottom, then that became eight on the top and eight on the bottom and so on. His teeth got to a ridiculous number and the sight scared the heck out of me!

In another dream scene, Lulu from WarioWare Gold was hanging onto Young Cricket’s back, then after that, he was by himself. Young Cricket was now standing across from me at a distance, in my court, and he was making all these faces as if he was swooning over me and trying to charm me in some way. At first, I was indifferent but eventually, Young Cricket’s acting seemed to work as I smiled back at him. After that, I woke up.

Dream 440 B - The Parent Rap
I have forgotten the first part of the dream. From where I can remember, I was in my backyard and my parents were saying some really nasty stuff to me while making all these accusative, pointing gestures at me. I decided to start calling for 18-Volt but it took a few tries before he successfully appeared. Just the sight of 18-Volt was enough to send a hush over my nerves. With my parents still going on at me, 18-Volt pulled me to the side and then walked me over to the front yard.

We then walked to the bottom of the court and then half way up the hill leading towards the local primary school. At first, I was going to ask 18-Volt to deal with my parents but then I quickly changed my plan. I said to 18-Volt, “I was hoping that Dreamy WB would be there to dish out the discipline and then you would be there to comfort them afterwards”.

Then dream then showed a holographic projection of a stage in the distance and that’s where 18-Volt was moved to. He had a microphone in his hands and was making a rap based on my parents and how they were treating me; I have totally forgotten the lyrics though. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



Dream 440 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No
Dream 440 B
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: MON 1 OCT - 2018



Dream No. 439 - Curious Dreamer

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, I was walking into the grounds of the private hospital in my old local area. I scaled the gardens on the floor that was next to the road and looking into one of the corridors through the window, I caught sight of an elevator. I looked uneasy as it opened and thought to myself, “If 18-Volt was here, I’d try to take it”. The dream ended there and I woke up.



Dream 439: Results (Competition #7)
Competition Night: 30 (FINAL)
Lucid or Non-Lucid?: Non-Lucid
Dream Guide: None
Emergency Team: None
Eligible For Competition Points: Yes



Points For This Entry: 3.5
Calculation Details:
- Non-Lucid Fragment (0.5)
- 3-Day Recall Chain (3.0)

+ Previous Total: 146.5
Total Accumulated Points: 150.0

Date of Dream: SUN 30 SEP - 2018



Dream No. 438 - A Baby At Fifty One

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where do remember, I was in the kitchen and I found out that my mum had another baby, at her current real life age of fifty one! Frankly, I was amazed because she did have a hysterectomy done so I thought she wouldn’t be able to have anymore children. It took a while for the fact to sink in that I had a sibling, a little baby brother, that was 20 years younger than me and 22 years younger than my big brother, who also exists in real life.

The family were having a hard time deciding what to name the baby. I came up with heaps of ideas but no matter what I said, my mum liked none of them but was still reluctant to give any input herself. One name suggestion I can clearly remember was Darren. That’s all I can remember for this dream.



Dream 438: Results (Competition #7)
Competition Night: 29
Lucid or Non-Lucid?: Non-Lucid
Dream Guide: None
Emergency Team: None
Eligible For Competition Points: Yes



Points For This Entry: 0.5
Calculation Details:
- Non-Lucid Fragment (0.5)

+ Previous Total: 146.0
Total Accumulated Points: 146.5

Dream One

I was on a large ship in the ocean. In the distance, coming ever closer, I could see many islands. The majority of these islands were raised hundreds of feet above sea level. They had steep rocky cliffs. They were tropical islands and very full of greenery. It's never stated by anyone in the dream, but I believe this is a region of Ethos known as the Splintered Archipelago. I have never been here before. The ship starts to pass through among the islands. Someone of higher rank mentions to me that I have over 1000 more days of servitude left. It's not necessarily slavery, but it seems I am bound by a contract to serve an organization. Based on some conversations about guilds aboard the ship, I believe that I may be in service to an explorer's guild. There may even be members of other sorts of guilds aboard the ship.

The dream skips and I am now in the ship's interior. I am in a large room with a single table. I am standing next to many other people in a circle surrounding the table. Only two people are sitting at the table across from each other. This meeting appears to be political or business in nature. One of these men was the leader of an empire. They were discussing the expansion of his empire into the archipelago. The man on the left removed a folder of secret documents from his bag and slid it across the table. A deal had just been made. I remember getting a strong feeling of mistrust in this moment. I believe the man passing over the documents is trying to deceive the other man. "He's lying." I whispered. They continued discussing their plans and I wake up.

Dream Two

I am on a ship again but this time it is an air ship flying high above the archipelago. I am at the bottom of the ship standing by an open hatch that reveals the world below. A man next to me is giving me orders. He points to a large island below and it becomes highlighted in my own vision. He tells me that I must go down there and explore the area. He wants me to chart the area and bring back any artifacts or items worthy of research. He says that good work will help take days off my time of servitude. I jump off the ship and start diving down to the islands. I see more detail as I get closer. I see that there are some villages, ancient ruins, and old forts on the islands. There are also many boats in the water. I remembered that I had seen the archipelago in a previous dream. I become lucid as I continue to fall and examine the islands. It's not a high degree of lucidity and I still carry out my original objective. I move towards the area that was highlighted in my vision. It appears to be an ancient tower.

The dream skips and I am now in a cove. The water is shallow and it is full of crates and debris from a wreckage. I start to break open crates in the shallow water to see what I find. I only remember finding rope, small tools, and some coins. There was a very large crate in the water. It was twice my size. I couldn't find a way to open it, so I tried to break it open by hitting it with a board. The crate quivered when I hit it. It was as if it was made of jello. It also growled at me after I hit it. I sensed now that it wasn't a crate but something alive. I even thought that it might have been a mimic. I woke up before I could find out.

When I made this account I was into LDs and writing my dreams down. I ended up forgetting about it. These are just some of the dreams that I found hidden in my old books, there's another one that I really wanted, but I can't find it. There are 10 in total.


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May 24, 2018

I'm in some kind of cavern, the walls are rock and dirt. There are these sentries like robots scattered around the area. I'm not sure what they do, so I don’t hide just yet, when one spots me, it's blue light turns red and it shoots this laser. I duck behind a rock, it makes a blackened mark on the wall behind me. Now warier, I make my way to my left, going up to a wall, it has a ladder on it, I climb it quickly, as I reach the top a sentry sees me, I jump behind another rock before it can fire. Gazing around, I noticed that the ceiling had tons of pipes and wires hugging it. There were also more sentries around me. Two were right below me, at least four somewhere in front of those, another four or so to my left. I didn't know what to do. As I stayed behind that rock, I saw someone, they had a weapon in their hand, wearing all black, I can't really remember his skin, but his hair was also black. He is breaking all the sentries, going for each one, dodging their lasers. I watch as he breaks one of the ones below me. The other laser powers up.

"There's another one!" I yell to him, pointing at the one below me, he stares at me for a moment before smashing the next one.

His name is Nathaniel, Nathan for short. We stay together and try find a way out. I'm not sure what happened entirely. This is one of the first dreams, it could even be from yesterday. All I know is that his arms were around me, holding me, I can feel his heartbeat under my hands. It's so peaceful holding him. I even woke up saying his name.

There was a storm dream, had a boat, but it's boring.

I was standing in Lionel and Megan's yard. There was no house behind me however, no roads. Just fields. The sky was cloudy, and it was very windy, the clouds seemed to be forming funnels. I sighed and looked around, trying not to think about the impending doom. I honestly didn't feel like being in a tornado at that moment. There were two others with me, one was I-Pin from KHR, and the other might have been Katanna. I went up to I-Pin and asked her if I can see Nathan again. She seemed hesitant, I asked again, and she took my hand. Leading me to a box. I thanked her and went in. The box took me back to the cave. This time without the sentries. I stared at it for a moment, seeing no sign of Nathan, I sat down. It took a few seconds before he came out of the box. I jumped up and yelled his name. He looked up at me. I smiled and tackled him, hugging him.

We stayed together most of the time. I asked him if he was mad at me, about what, I'm not sure. I was in a hospital in one of my other dreams, cleaning blood off walls. We were in this room, it had a hospital bed in it, he was laying on it while I was looking through something.

"I can see the real you... you look beautiful." I froze and turned to him.

"Sure..." To me, being who I really am in my dreams, it's different, how I want to see myself and what I really look like... it's weird. I want to be who I really am, or at least resemble my dream self. It's hard... but it was reassuring. In my mind, who would want someone like me? A big woman who acts like a child half the time. I know I need to change, need to let go of my past, but, I just can't seem to let it go. Parts of my past haunt me, and it hurts. It hurts so much. Nathan saying he wanted me... it's weird, and I'm not sure how to feel about it.


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Feb 7, 2018

Just had a weirdo dream, Dana and I were outside, she was looking for someone, I was making fun of her for it, I followed her near the old house, standing atop a large snow hill. Suddenly, I fell into the snow, I screamed for her help, telling her that I was sorry and I loved her lol. I dug my way out the side, as I came through gasping for air, I felt the snow atop me starting to weigh down on me. I screamed for Dana again, digging myself out, I ran towards her. Freaked out, the two of us grab this rope and run. I feel the rope tighten around my ankle, looking back to the old house, I see two guys holding onto it, they were ghosts. I try get the dogs to attack them for some reason, soon we were screaming and trying to escape. I see another face floating in front of us, Dana is scared of it, but I recognized it.

“GRIM!” I screamed out, he had his arms crossed and was staring at the two holding us captive. I scream for him, he glances my way and tells me to go. Dana and I ran into the house where it was safe. When the door was closed behind me, I saw a dog covered in green and red markings, kinda looked like kanji. I talked to grandpa, he had this chocolate spray thing? He sprayed paper and told me to ask Ducky about why they were following me. I had also commented to Dana that Grim never used to look like that. My own thoughts were that he was killing himself staying here protecting me… All in all, it was an odd dream.

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Nov 24, 2017

Some ugly ass clown thing was dragging me the the stairs on Sonia's, I was calling out for my dad or Aunty. I got to the middle part by the door, I was starting to get desperate, by using Jesus Christ's name, I was able to weaken it in order to stand up. The thing rushed at me, trying to bite me. I managed to use my hands to keep it away, I can feel it's ugly teeth on my fingers. I somehow managed to kick it down the stairs and run up the rest, laying myself between Sonia and another person, who for the most part, I assumed was my dad. I begged her to pray with me, for some reason or another, she refused. Though I know the the real one would in a heartbeat. Anyway, I hid by her like a baby, even going under the blanket for a moment. I looked up by the TV and seemed to see it again, only it was just a book. I think that's what made her not want to pray? She thought it was because I was watching scary movies?

"Maybe I'll just wake up Jace for the hell of it." As I said that I looked to the other person beside me. He was already awake. He asked me what was wrong. I told him about said ugly clown.

"It was just a dream, if it wasn't my fingers would be bloody!" I had laughed it off showing him my hands, his face was serious though, he jumped up and grabbed his sword before going to the other room, presumably to talk to the other shadow hunters. He then went down the stairs. I couldn't fall back asleep, so I got up and got a drink of sprite. According the the light from the door, it was around morning. Jace came back up the stairs, my sprite was now Pepsi, he stood by the door, I was at the top.

"I need you to lure it out, it seems connected to you." I blanched.

"Absolutely not! Are you crazy!?" The guy seemed silly for a moment, seemingly to try lighten the mood.

"Would you rather I do it while you're awake, or have it come for you when your asleep?" I scowled at him. He held up three of his fingers, I shook my head no, he held up another three, again I said no. Soon I woke up. Still kind of shook from that dream tbh. At least Jace was hot, kind of a mix between the movie and Netflix version, more of the way I pictured him in my mind. I think there was more to this, I barely remember, but there was a dead baby, I said it was dead in the dream but it was clearly alive? Idk but I covered it up, and told it that it can uncover its face when I fell asleep, something happened and then I ran upstairs triggering above.


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Jan 5, 2017

This dream was a while back.

The dream took place in a swamp like area, it had burnt and broken buildings littered around it. It also had small bodies of water that looked like they were filled with blood. Lilly pads were scattered all around in the water, and trees were everywhere.

I remember being there before, but I knew for a fact that I had died last time. I remember the broken, roofless house, the house I had died in. I avoided it. Lots of people were scattered about, attending some type of party. Everything soon went to hell. Instead of being in the house and dying instantly, I was by some monster trucks this time. I climbed on and told the two in it to drive. A vampire jumped into it with us, as the truck was like a convertible, it had no roof. The vampire tried to kill us, I ended up knocking it down, or maybe one of the others did. Suddenly there are two werewolves, one with strawberry blond mane and the other jet black.

They started fighting the vampire, it ended up hurting the lighter one, and was about to hurt the darker one. Without thinking, I jumped off the truck and killed it, as if them. I felt a connection the the darker one.

They transformed into humans and I helped them into the truck. If we could make it down the road, we would reach a military base where we would be safe. More vampires came, I ended up jumping off and distracting them while the other two escaped. I was going to die... again. I ended up realizing I was dreaming, becoming semi-lucid. Wanting to see where they went, I flew after them.

I got into the truck as we began to approach the base. I’m not lucid anymore, as I only wanted a different ending. The military guys say on of us is infected, that if we don’t get rid of him, they will shoot us all. I knew it was the light haired wolf. Who for some reason had black hair as a human. He reminded me of Alec, from the Mortal Instruments.

I told the other wolf, Alex, we had to throw him off. He didn’t want to. Alex and Alec were like brothers. In the end Alex listened to me, and tossed the in-pain-dying boy off the edge. He was about to throw his ring with him, I stopped him and caught it.

“Don’t.” He asked me why. I told him it was the only thing he had left of Alec, funny thing was, it was sliver.

So, after we entered, we ended up in a mall like place. It had the layout of my school for some reason. I wore the ring on my left thumb, since it was to big for my other fingers.

We settled in, in order for Alex to control and keep his co diction from others, he took special pills. The people somehow found out and tried staging something in my bathroom. Alex and I were signing papers to get a bigger house, when I needed the bathroom. I ended up running back to my apartment, I ran past some guy in a white hazmat suit.

“I need to pee!!” When I entered, there were two guys in there. One was switching Alex’s pills, and the other was placing something into the toilet. I ended up asking what they were doing. They told me that Alex did this and that they had to arrest him. I argued that he couldn’t have done it as he was with me the whole day. I threw a fit and ran, pulling a fire alarm on my way out. I ran through a class room, telling them it was a false alarm as I ran, an announcement was made over the intercom telling them about it.

Alex joined me outside, he was concerned. At this point I realized I was in love with him. I told him about the hazmat guys, then we left.

He was running in wolf form while I flew through the air. I saw blue fairies trapped in bubbles, so I freed them. I also had the great fairy mask from MM for some reason.

Alex and I went to this boat thing, we were fighting to get through men trying to capture us. I used the fire ball jutsu from Naruto, along with some earth jutsu.

We got into a sunken ship tying to escape, turns out they wanted us there. Once inside I noticed that guys were hiding on the sides, before I can warn Alex, they shot us with tranquilizers.

I could feel it shutting down my system, fighting it, I dragged myself into a platform. After regaining my breath, I turned to Alex. One of the men had him, had swam up behind him. I jumped back into the water to try save him. I was to late. The man had broken Alex’s neck. I dragged Alex through the water to the platform, trying in vain to wake him up.

I snapped

Turning into a being filled with rage and power, I killed everyone on that ship. A tattered black cloak covered my body, a blank white mask hid my face, twin scythes held in my hands, drenched in the blood of my enemies.

Alex ended up being alive in the end.

Later on I was in a mall with my sister. But in bras and pants. The cashier said something, Tia told him not to anger me, reminding him of what I was. She wasn’t afraid of me, just people setting me off. After that he said I can take anything for free. I saw a blank mask on the wall, it reminded me.

“I am the symbol of fear.” The blank white mask, no holes, just a smooth mask.

I was set off again and killed more people.

In the end, Alex still loved me, and I killed a bunch of people.

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Oct 4, 2016

The top of the school was somehow flooded, ever evacuated the school and all sat in the front in the parking lot. My sweater was in front of me on the ground, I was wearing jeans and a grey shirt. At my sides were people, they each talked to the people around them. On my right was Robert, or Robbie as people call him, and on my left was Tanner, though I didn't know his name at the time. I couldn't see the person in front of me or behind me. Everyone saw a semi-truck drive by, it had a picture painted on its side of a pinup girl, I think her name was cookie or something, from a TV show I had watched the other day. I was getting cold, so I got up and went to my car to grab m sister's DIO sweater. I put it on and got in the car. Connie was driving the car, as I didn't like driving in the city. I went home.


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April 29, 2016

There was this swarm thing. Sean and I were in a truck, driving down the dump road, we ended up hitting a broken car. In the car were 4 kids, they were alright thankfully. We ended up getting onto a four-wheeler and taking the kids home with us. At this point I realized my powers were not working.

Sean and I walked around the house, looking for things that could help us. I went back into the house and asked about the kids, they told be they were gone. Taking my broken Ipod, I rummaged through other electronics, I ended up building some type of sensor thing, this is how we found out about the swarm.

Gathering weapons, we went to find the children, they showed up on the radar, then the swarm swallowed them whole. We ran to the area and saw it. There were thousands of bugs, they ended up attacking us, I tried to shoot them away, but remembered my powers didn't work. I was stung by the insect like beings. We ran away.

Somehow I ended up singing 1000 words, it awakened my powers, using fire, I rid of the swarm. I woke up.

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Aug 3, 2016

I was in this apocalyptic world, zombies were everywhere, I might have even been one. Then this guy shows up, dragging me along with him through some kind of adventure, I wasn't even aware, I could see things passing by me, but I couldn't really think, I was just a mindless zombie.

The man's name was Terry, he had long dark hair tied in a low pony-tail, dark coloured eyes, and was taller than me.

He spoke to me about dreams, showed me ways to control them, yet none of them stuck. I couldn't understand. By the time I became lucid, I was close to waking up. He refused to answer anything I asked him, just smiled at me and left. I was at this modern like house, there was a rock near it, I sat on it as it lifted me away, showing suck a vividly beautiful scenery, birch trees scattered everywhere, a beautiful blue lake, and tons of field all around, nothing touched by the greedy hands of humanity.


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? 2016

The setting is a modern like Sandy Bay, the Arena is now an apartment building/school. I lived in it with my husband, I was pregnant, I wasn't big, I just knew I was pregnant.

I walked around the building, laughing as I peaked into classrooms. I ended up walking across the street, trying to find one of my classmates. Unable to find him, I went back to the other building. For the hell of it, I began kicking in classroom doors and running from the scene. I knew I was dreaming, becoming semi-lucid. I would become invisible and mess with the Dcs. I could hear my footsteps echoing off the floor and walls, I was wearing heels. A teacher ended up chasing me around, catching me in a dead end. I grabbed a remote, it controlled a water gun attached to the ceiling. I sprayed her with it, she screamed and ran away.

I went back to my room laughing, my husband got back after me and asked what I found funny. I told him I was trolling people, he did not find it amusing. At this point I remembered my last dream, the one with Terry. I asked my husband if he knew Terry and where I would be able to find him. All he did was smile and tell me that he knew. All of a sudden, his mood changed, he was glared at me and turned away, telling me harshly that I had to find Terry on my own. I got mad and yelled at him, he ignored me. We were then in a restaurant full of people. I asked again, he turned to me and screamed.

“FIND HIM YOURSELF!” I yelled back at him, becoming angrier with each second, the volume in the restaurant began increasing, my head began pounding.

“EVERYBODY SHUT UP!” They all turned and stared at me in shock, I began to walk to the door, shoving my way past my husband. I kicked the door down and walked out onto the street, the restaurant I was in was now a bus. I was standing in the street, I was so angry. My husband came to the door and began to yell to me, I couldn't hear him. A nice silver/white car came driving down fast, the driver looked shocked and tried to slam the breaks.

It was to late.

I raised my leg and slammed my foot down on the hood of the car, stopping it in place and making it fly over my head. I grabbed it and threw it into more cars. Glass flew everywhere, I could feel it brushing my skin every now and then.

I rolled to the side of the street, avoiding even more carnage, wiping any glass off my arms. I could feel it as I brushed it away. I changed the cars into trains and began throwing them around.

A loud noise was heard above me, this transformer like thing fell from the sky. I ran from it, jumping from roof top to roof top. I was the corn plant from Garden Warfare 2, I shot it with corn as I ran. I ended up on a mountain, becoming myself. I sat there and looked down at the devastation that I had caused. I could hear the transformer seal thing getting closer. I closed my eyes and laughed bitterly, waking myself up in the process.

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? 22, 2016

All I remember is being in the bathroom, trying to get water, but the tap didn't work. I heard something, turning to the noise, I saw this black portal thing, a dark hand began to reach out from it. I froze for a moment before backing away. The hand kept on reaching out, stopping at the shoulder. I began screaming and crying, my dad ran into the bathroom to ask what was going on. I just pointed at the wall sobbing. The words stuck with me.

“It found me! Help me it's coming!”

Dad couldn't see it, the hand just kept trying to grab me. I woke up soon after.


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? 2016

Harley Quinn had a Joker baby, we somehow ended up killing the Joker and sealing his soul in a painting. Once Harley was gone, the Joker went crazy, shouting that no one would be able to hold him, he managed to escape and kill one of the crew members.

I was on a ship with three others, each one controlled a part of the ship, it would only ever move when everyone used their control console. Each had their own cabin. I felt something off, I left my room to go check on the control centre. I saw the occupant be killed by the ghost of the Joker.

Screaming, I ran out to go inform the others. The joker chased us, killing another in the process. Turning all the thrusters on, we managed to expel him off the spacecraft with the help of a Sealers ghost.

As we continued on towards our destination, the Joker managed to posses a ball, the forge ball from Halo 3, he chased after us and attacked our ship. I took control and led us to a highly advanced planet. The orb was obliterated by their defence system.

We landed, once we were out of the ship, we were told to remove all weaponry, complying with their rules, I removed the giant gun I was holding, rangers, a spaz 12, assault rifle, and a sword + more. Elsa took out less than me. She was disgusted by the creatures, I calmed her down. I spoke their language fluently, I remember his deep voice saying, “You speak our language beautifully.”

He led us around, we were finally able to relax. We went to these indoor hot-springs, Elsa and I went into the female only part. Elsa was complaining about something, I ignored her. I told her there was a unisex side, she took off to go to it.

I saw from Elsa's point of view, she went to the unisex side, only to be repulsed by the creatures that inhabited it. She left, only to bump into an alien who looked like her, she went back to the other side.


I then saw from under the floor, I saw the two above me bump into each other, though I couldn't tell them apart. I swam up to them, breaking through the ice floor and swallowing one whole. I was some alligator type thing. I was the Joker.

My vision switched back to myself, the walls fell away as people began to scream and run, the Joker came for us, using his tail to cut the people in his way. A princely looking man tried to help us, only to be paralyzed by the poison on the tail. The alligator dug a hole and dropped us into it.

The paralyzing agent made us drool severely, I opened my mouth and let it all out, the other two copied me, soon enough we were able to move, I knew the Joker would come back to eat us. I began to dig a hole. The dream ended, but I somehow knew what would happen next.

I would dig a hole all the way to my ship, the three follow behind me, they want to escape, but I wanted to fight. I grabbed my weapons.

“If we don't stop him, no one will!” I knew that type of space gator, only certain weapons would be able to harm it. I picked up my giant gun, which looked like an M60.

Once we killed the Joker, the defense system would take out his soul.

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Yeah, these are just the ones I was able to find.

The one dream entry I can't find is about a guy, his name was Mr. Gravis, or along those lines, I think I even put Garris, I confused his name anyway. He acted odd, telling me that I was dreaming, startling me, getting me to kiss him, holding dream secrets over me. Overall, he was different than other DCs.

A painfully sharp situation

I remember trying to walk down the stairs in the extremely dirty house. We were supposed to move out so there were things all over the place. Tables, shelves and even on the floor. It was hard to get to the kitchen but I managed and started to search for my sewing kit. When I found it I accidently dropped the plastic thing that had all the needles so them fell to the floor. I tried to pick them up but noticed that my hand was starting to hurt. As I stared at it I could see all these needles going trough my skin. I must had at least twenty that pierced my hand and fingers. I’m terrified of needles so I tried to stay calm and pick them out one by one. It hurt soooo much when I did it and kind of wanted to give up since it was so frickin’ painful! I kid you not, I wanted to scream, cry and die because the pain was so intense.
When I managed to get them all out and just doing my best to cope with it, Jay from iKON runs in with a bowling ball. He was all excited and told me with a shy smile that he really wanted to play. I glanced at him like: YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING ME… ;___;
But I agreed and was just right behind him when the dream kind of faded away…




Note: When I woke up I thought the pain would contuine or at least give me an explanation of the pain but my hand was feeling alright. Confusing, huh?

Oct 4 2018

Forgot abt. 3 which initly remembered, one was funny
Awoke 4:24
Walmart dream, with family (mine?) and little kids (cousins?), I'm searching for a wooden dowel/rod/block combo to hang something (for some reason can't just nail it to wall), looking on wrong aisle. Find right section and there are dowels with multi-colored clipboard rubber clamps, talk to fake dad
Buying stuff for the weekend, then not because ere are dowels with realized F not working
Crawling on ground, I'm avoidant then aggressive towards bees, crawl through G and other (they're talking - init'ly paid attention to what about)
Crawl & stand up, slight but fluid transition, in strip mall entrance w 30ish people, enter (door holding) they're nerdy, it's like a fitness center, black circle yoga/D&D combo - oh no, I forgot my socks! See Coran and L.L., talk about band & scars & fb, laughing
FA/TrEy., Carving into dresser, R.H. - didn't feel dreamlike, mote like vivid interactive visualization

I'm walking through some small stores. I kneel down to a box with old coins and start picking them up to take a closer look. My vision is a bit foggy, but i can tell these are not really coins, no matter how much I want them to be. just some medallions or commemorative tokens. An older lady starts going through it as well and crowds me out. I tell her piece of my mind.

I start feeling tension in the air as I'm walking towards the corner of a near building. People running. I know the occupation is starting. I think it's nazis, but the armored vehicle I see doesn't look german from WW2. I see the uniforms as I'm ducking in a doorway to get away through some back doors I'm hoping to find.

I see some civilian man walking inside. One is quite large. I know those are local collaborators, but to my surprise, they are quite gentle, as the big man pushes a woman towards the door with what I think it's croatian hajde.

Non-dream stuff - woke up at about 9:00, remembering one long(ish) non-lucid dream. Some details lost.

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Sequence:
I remember being in a variation of my current home. I was in the kitchen. I remember a big man, he was a friend of ours; I think he was of some african ethnicity but he wasn't that dark - he had short hair and brown eyes and big hands; his girlfriend, who was of similar ethnicity was there too? She had long curly hair and brown eyes also. I think the kitchen lights may have been on, but it was day outside, maybe clear but very early.

I remember they were talking and then it turned into an argument and I joined his girlfriend's side of the argument for some reason. Then I asked him to leave, and I realised I was a bit angry, so I immediately calmed myself down, touched him in the arm, as he was upset too, and I said "I'm sorry about that." - then everyone was a bit calmer and for some reason he had this bag full of chestnuts covered in sugar that had been deep-fried. They looked delicious but I commented that they looked nice, but unfortunately my mouth didn't agree because of all the sugar.

I tried to make light of the situation somehow but either way, I then went through the main hall; the front door was open and as I walked out, the scenery was different from what it should be; our side of the street was still a row of terraced houses but the opposite side was just forest/green, and the road was wider (2 lane instead of single lane) and the pavement was much wider. My partner was parked up to the right in the car. To the left was some sort of factory (maybe tire factory, there is one where I live, but not that close).

The factory was not open, as all its (visitor?) parking spaces outside were empty. I thought it had closed for the day, though the dream-time seemed like morning, my assumption was end of day time in the dream. Opposite to the factory parking spaces was a wide bit where a bus/coach could stop. Then the road did a curve as it went on.

My partner was on the phone and had sunglasses on in the car. Opposite me, the other side of the road was some Korean man, he smiled a lot I think. Some children were playing too, I remember a little girl for some reason. I remember my mood outside was a driven one, I was looking for parking for the man inside the house, and I concluded there was none apart from the factory's spaces, so I walked back in and was going to tell him, but I had some doubts it was "ok" to use those spaces, but I think I could hear my partner's voice saying it was fine, because everyone had left. (another hint that the dream time was end of day, really)

Transition of some kind or missing detail...

I remember being with a group of people, my dad was one of the people but I don't remember who else, I think just dream characters. Of note was a man older than my dad. We were in a mall (this could have been a more obvious dream-sign on its own, plus the presence of my dad) and then we went up some concrete stairs and we were in an overhang tunnel, that went over some street or something. It wasn't very long but had angular corners. I walked next to my dad and as we were crossing, he pulled some sort of lever and the tunnel bridge started to rotate its middle section; I looked behind to see if the other DCs were able to get on.

We walked to the other end and there was a stairwell down. Then I remember being outside of there and it was like some sort of campus... I looked around (I can't remember my motivations or intents) and ended up going down some more stairs into a dark place, a subway. The tracks were at the same level as the platform, i.e. there was no stone/concrete lip over the tracks. There were quite a few people at this tiny platform that was no bigger than a small room. The tunnels were equally dark, maybe brighter somehow. I think I had stepped on someone that was sitting down at some point, though I don't remember apologising, for some reason. I couldn't see them, still.

Then I went down more stairs, to a similar sort of platform, also dark and small with several people waiting. I realised I was in the wrong place "that's the yellow line... I want the blue line" I thought, after seeing a yellow line along the tracks. I went up a level again and concluded that platform wasn't right either. I had the impression that each track was for the same line but went opposite directions.

I got out to the surface again, this campus place, but everything looked... fake, almost plastic-like. I walked along the pavements between the grassy bits and there were people around. I reached a point that had one of those blocks you can hit from Super Mario. The dream started to look a bit Minecraft-y, with voids in certain spots on the ground, sky visible. I fell down by accident into a small void pit but fortunately there were some stone blocks there. I climbed up the opposite side and continued walking.

Dream details are starting to go really fuzzy now, remaining memories of particular note only being one of a sword or something and of walking into a different place.

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Notes:

• When I was thinking why I didn't want the chestnuts the reason was a valid waking-life reason, as I currently have some mouth ulcers that I really shouldn't "feed".
• It is peculiar that chestnuts appeared, especially prepared in such an unusual way. I haven't had chestnuts in quite a while, but I haven't been thinking about them. It may be an automatic craving, as this is about the right time of the year, when we used to have chestnuts at my childhood home.
• The Korean man was a waking-life remnant because a friend of ours was discussing the North Korean leader in passing conversation last night.
• The subway, tracks, etc all were very obvious dream-signs that I missed as always. As I was thinking about that part when I was writing it, I was realising that when I've seen trains recently (mostly in games) I've never remembered to do a RC.

Morning of October 3, 2018. Wednesday.

Dream #: 18,916-01. Reading time (optimized): 2 min. Readability score: 71.



My dream self is non-lucidly in my den in the Stadcor Street house in Brisbane, where we have not lived for years (since our two oldest were young children). There is clutter of which I am sorting. I pick up several winter sweaters from atop other items on the floor and hang them on a hook on the door. A few are like ones I have had in real life, including a gray one. I also pick up pieces of technology, such as a sound card.

The west wall has a narrow gap under it. I notice that a big dragonfly is headfirst about halfway under it. It seems to be dead. I decide to show it to my youngest son. (My dream self has no recall that he never lived at this address.) When I turn around, the bedroom where Zsuzsanna and our youngest son is is the same room I had just been in, though my dream self does not notice this error. The head of the bed is against the west wall. Zsuzsanna is sitting up in bed. Our youngest son is standing on the opposite side of the room.

I feel intense vibrations in my fingers as the dragonfly is alive and moving its wings. I go to the back door, incorrectly rendered as facing east into the yard rather than south onto the porch, and let it go. It still has trouble flying, so stays near the door.

Looking out the window of the back door after closing the door, I see an American robin (juvenile based on its coloring) hopping out to the center of the backyard. It seems that the bird probably ate the dragonfly, though I did not see this occur. I awake around this time.

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Use of a door or doorway serves as one of two potentials, either triggering the waking process (as here) or triggering lucidity and vivification. A door is a transition from one mode of consciousness to another, in real time.

Birds have been a common point of focus in the last moments of my dreams since early childhood. It is an emerging consciousness factor as an association with the dream self’s fictitious body (not viably understanding where one’s real physical body is, associating the essence of sleeping and dreaming with flight). The dragonfly was a potential for lucidity but did not serve as such. This type of focus, which has occurred in many dreams, is from subliminal awareness of my hands when my dream self’s attention focuses on picking up or moving something.

No preconscious avatar is present. That is most often because of the presence of a dream state indicator, in this case, the bedroom and bed, a feature of at least one dream per sleep cycle since earliest memory and which serves as a precursory liminal awareness of being asleep, thus the preconscious is often not needed in RAS mediation of this type. (That depends on my dream self’s mode and progress of transition from the dream state.)

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Still sleeping about 8 hrs almost every night.

Had a short DILD 2-3 days ago. Just counted my fingers and realized. That's it, lol.

A WILD, I took 3x300 Alpha GPC at 2 am, woke up at 4:30 from a WILD. I saw myself walking between 2 parked trucks, or maybe tight store aisles. I realized I'm dreaming and I'm suddenly there. Later, I'm telling someone that I had a lucid.

Last night:

DREAM1

Like a video game. We have to get someplace. There are couple of possible paths we can take. All over water and some islands, and coral near the surface, so we could walk on it. Tropical waters in some places, cold, muddy, with ice on them in other. Was interesting.

DREAM2

Female leaves with her daughter to a new house. I stay behind with a man to finish packing. I leave in a truck, an 2 houses away from the old house, I feel the car shaking. First it's a long gentle wavy motion, getting stronger, then weaker and stronger again. It ends with 2 sharp jolts. I see a map of so cal in my mind, and I know this was the big one. 7.5. The woman returned and so did I.

Interesting dreams, kinda liked them.

Oct 2 2018

Suburb dusk hill orange green frag

City, F, cat? Frag

Long 9 dream. Mom criticizes F and I drinking sodas and eating swedish fish. We go in another room and I give her a present I prepared before I knew about the swedish fish. It comes in a little box that comes apart. Inside are the words "save" on one side and sth else on the other, in black pen. The present is gummy worms and I already ate one (vivid taste - could feel the sugar crystals, it was an orange and yellow one. She is disappointed and I'm trying to fix the wrapping, then I pull out 2 other things (long chocolate-covered pretzel like longer thicker pocky with no unchocolated "handle", and one of those Lunchable packs but with just real pocky, maybe cheese, and marshmallow fluff. I think at this point we were half in a 9 variation and half in a World Market snack section (I could see the aisles off past the couch. Natural white daylight from windows throughout.

At mall of sorts and/or bad part of town (day residue from warning a friend about New Orleans & Mardi Gras) with F. At first it's the town, we're driving a black sedan into a corner which I've been to alone recently (repitition), there are sketchy people going by. Suddenly realize it's a dead end (concrete wall) and we can't back up. Now we're in a mall rounding a display corner, don't remember what happened next. Orange light.

Go to movie theater, sit around middle on left side, for some reason I'm sitting behind F, it's packed. For some reason there's a listing of titles and showtimes on the screen as if we get to choose now that we're here already. We see a trailer for a new AHS movie which F says is just an episode but I don't believe her, in any case it looks awful. The screen changes and the lights are a little less dim and a college aged announcer guy gets on a microphone and starts to say some partyish stuff (reminds me of leading male from One Day during obnoxious announcer years). Some multicolored lights* start going and a select few people start getting up and dancing. A kid asks F to dance and I step in from behind and put my hand on his shoulder and say "sorry bud, she's taken", in a way that seems nice but he seems dejected. Then he asks me to dance! Not wanting to be inconsistent but feeling bad for him (he kind of looks like and reminds me of a younger version of myself) I kind of do a lame dance and then something I make up on the spot and call "the lightsaber*". He seems happier and F is laughing. Suddenly suction cups are being passed out and some girls are putting them on one of their breasts. I see F with one and get angry but it turns out the girl had one and it got stuck to F's knee. (maybe all of this has to do with my possessiveness?)

Anyway pretty vivid dreams tonight, but as I'm writing I feel like there's a big one I'm missing.

I'm with my class in school but we're traveling. My teacher is very innocent, I'm not sure who she is possibly my fourth grade teacher. I'm walking in my elementary school now and there's a bunch of the teachers from back when I went there walking around. I can hear people talking about how they used to be bad or good. A teacher I used to have specifically for math walked out of her classroom and I thought "ms. so-and-so's fourth grade math was the best." I did enjoy it IRL. We're in the classroom now but it's really strange. Everything else is the same except the floor is gone and in it's place is this giant open expanse of outer space. Hanging between the walls are these rickety wood bridges. On the far side of mine is a large piece of the bridge missing and a few of us are squeezing onto the remaining panels of wood. I accidentally drop my phone into the galaxy. I'm not really freaking out I'm just laughing and a little embarrassed. There's a stereo there with a screen in the class that I somehow am hooking my music up to. I start shuffling through songs and hearing different ones until I hear one I think everyone will like. I turn around and ask "does anyone like Tame Impala?" and people started nodding and one person was freaking out. I played "Past Life" for a little bit speaking along with the speaking part of the song. I started shuffling through again and played songs I didn't think people would like but no one was really saying anything. The dream faded away.

I'm in another country, possibly Italy. Kolby is there with Eva and I believe JP. We're in a hotel and it's early morning. They are woken up and talking about going to drink somewhere. I'm still technically asleep. The dream opens up into a video game world in another country. Tyler R. comes up to me and hands me a christmas present which I open to find a few different video games. One of them is a racing video game featuring these cute little characters. It reminded me of that Sonic the Hedgehog racing game. Anyways we're in the middle of a race track and the game starts to play so I'm now racing around the track. There are little blue mushrooms similar to Mario Kart mushrooms that boost you along. One part of the course goes under water a little bit and you have to find a bubble to bring you back up to the surface. Another part has giant brick walls like a maze you have to get through. I randomly meet this guy along the track and he invites me to join his party of 10 or so people playing the game. Randomly Arttu shows up and we're racing to the finish. At the last moment I get 3 blue mushrooms and speed to the finish. He its me with an item but I barely pass over the finish line to win. Another track starts to load up and I'm thinking there's no way I do as well in this one since I've never played it.