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My first attempt to recall anything from my dreams was quite successful. I repeated my mantra as I waited to fall asleep "I will remember my dreams". And i think i was actually on the verge of an LD.

I felt myself fall under sleep paralysis, and i felt a buzzing move through my body, one section at a time. That didnt last long, then i heard a very low tone quite loud and very clear, it descended in pitch for what felt like 30 seconds and then stopped. Thats when the voices started

I know i heard many voices, but the only 2 i recognized/ remember were my GF and my father. The voices continued for a while, then a shot of webbing came flying at my face. I felt like i turned my head (but didnt physically) to see spiderman fighting venom in what looked like a bank. I was unable to move or interact with the scene, it was more like a movie. The only interaction was the feeling of turning my head to view the battle.

It was at this time i think i got a little too excited and i felt myself think "i will remember this" this took me out of the experience and brought me back to my physical body. I scribbled down what i remembered in my DJ, and attempted a DILD unsuccessfully. when i next woke a few hours later, i couldnt recall anything.

The last thing i have written in my DJ is "Batman in club at night" now this is kind of cool, i don't remember this now, but i obviously wrote it down for a reason. This interests me in LDing even more. And i now see what a big role my hobbies play in forming my dream world.

excited for night 2!

10.23.2011
Coming from an earlier dream, I am with a couple very young friends, running through a muddy pond-sized puddle. I avoid some deep spots to make sure I don’t wind up drowning myself, since I can’t swim, and run through shallow waters with the group to join a group of unfamiliar older adults on a lawn on the other side. I suspect they are of some relation to me, but I don’t actually know any of them.

Lead by a tall man among them, they are reciting some long historic quote which I recognize but haven’t memorized. When they’ve finished I walk around a bit and overhear someone asking another how to install Linux on their computer – they ask, “do you have to use a CD?” I can answer their question, but I feel like I need to drive somewhere. After thinking about it a moment, I choose not to interject into his conversation, and hop in a silver mini-SUV and drive off the lawn, down a driveway that has appeared where the pond was earlier.

I stop at the road (also replacing the aforementioned pond), still able to hear the would-be Linuxer’s questions. I think about driving off like I’d planned to, then I throw the car in reverse, hop out, and push the car by its hood backward to the group of people, intent on helping out. (Somehow I’m able to drive the car without operating the steering wheel, but I think nothing of it.)

When I arrive back at the group, I push the car away and find that they’ve all gone silent. One elderly man, an ex-sailor possibly a veteran of military service, stands from his lawn chair and approaches me, and begins reading a script. It reads like a funeral speech, or something you’d hear on Memorial Day. The man’s son was killed/died early in his young life, and the group gathered every year to remember him. However, the man began directing the speech at me, going off the script to tell everyone that I am dishonouring his memory, “standing there looking all cool, wearing the shoes he could have worn.”

His words were painful for both of us, but the sadness and guilt I was feeling was quickly replaced with anger. I became thoroughly pissed and pulled off my sunglasses, disgusted that he was publicly blaming me for his son’s death. He continued to rant, both of us standing there face-to-face with no more than three feet between us, and I could feel the situation about to escalate. He pulled out an oversized handgun, loading it with a single shotgun shell. Someone came up from behind me and tried to talk him down, as did I, but to no avail. I tried to get closer to him with a kind of diagonal sidestep in the hopes of disarming him, while making it difficult for him to aim at me, but I wound up twirling as I moved. Obviously, I start to freak out because I’m moving much more slowly than I’d intended to, and am expecting to feel a bullet break my skin. However, the ex-sailor appears to have turned into a short dark-skinned boy and is having trouble figuring out how to operate the gun. Since I can’t run, I twirl a couple more times, and someone manages to stop him – I don’t see how exactly.

I find myself on the road in the silver mini-SUV, and I’m barreling down the road. I am on the phone with the boy that saved my life, and I excitedly laugh that the scene I’d just witnessed reminded me of the movie Donnie Darko. I ask the boy on the phone if he’s seen Donnie Darko, and explain the comparison: if I hadn’t started down the driveway in the SUV, then returned to try answering the Linux guy’s question, I might not have survived – it made sense in the dream. He agrees with a laugh, and the dream ends.


Earlier dream fragments:
I am with Chelsea listening to an old woman talking. She is switching between French and English, with a heavy Mexican accent to all her words. I interpret the French words for Chelsea where I recognize them.

I’m on a train which is driving on the freeway, high above a big city, and the door next to me is open to allow me a clear line of sight to the people driving cars next to us. One person is driving what appears to be a blue-coloured variation of the Dalek suit from Doctor Who, and I call it a TARDIS (without realizing my mistake). I’m incredibly entertained by seeing this as a functioning vehicle.

10/11:
I was in my garage and it was night so it was dark and a cat came in with a gun and I jumped on top of it and it turned into a person and I don’t remember anything but throwing him down the steps and making him crack his head, then someone went down the stairs and didn’t even see the dead guy, just walked through the door.

-This was one of my dreams from about 3 years ago, it was nothing special to me. About a year ago, something happened that made this dream very interesting to me. This is what happened:

My parents had left and were going to be gone all night. I was about 18 years old. I had 3 other friends over and we each ate an 8th of shrooms. When we started tripping, we decided to go to the garage to hang out. We decided to turn the lights off in the garage because for some reason we all wanted the lights off. My one friend, Cory, was a first-timer to any hallucinagen. He went out the back door for a couple minutes and started thinking about things and making his trip go bad. He walked back in the garage and told us he needs to go inside now, forgetting that there are 7 concrete steps that lead to a door. He fell down these steps, went unconcious, and I had to carry him to the couch inside. (This is while the other 2 friends I was with were telling each other that he was dead) About a year after this happened I was reading through my old dreams and stumbled on that dream. I know I could say things like: the cat with a gun represented us tripping on the shrooms, the darkness in the garage fits, I got the shrooms for all of us so in a way I did kind of push him down the stairs, and that nobody saw the dead guy and walked through the door, because he wasnt dead, it just seemed like it because he was unconcious. This is one of those times where I wish my dream recall would have been better that day, so I could have really decided if it was a premonition, but from the information I have, I just think that this is all just plain old chance. Let me know what you think.

(over the years the same dream) allways have dreams of the house i grew up in at night in the backyard outside floating about 30 feet in the air and watching the wind blow threw the trees and moving the wires on the power poles just very long calm time spent floating in one spot if i move to far away the dream changes.

(2005-2006) - had really bad nightmares around this time, but finally figured out how to stop them, dont take naps during the day.
when i was sleeping, i saw myself sleeping a few feet away and i did try to read a coke can nutrition facts beside my bed but it was too fuzzy.
a few dreamstate paralized awake but cant move. i really hate this becuse i allways think my parents will think i am dead and send me to the morge. i try so hard to move a finger or somthing its soo terifying but in that second i can move! everthing is going to be ok so i close my eyes again and slip back in to paralize state and the fear is back in a few seconds.
a few dreams of moving very fast in a horizontal position feels like the world is spining but i am in the same spot its a rush!

( end of the world dreams ) 2009 had a very vivid dream of people sitting outside there front lawns and staring at the sun, it was red and very big. but the feeling was very calm like we all accepted it. kids were playing and people were crying and huging there family.

1 week before the tsunami i had a dream i was at work and everyone was trying to get to our cars but it was snowing really bad (dosent snow in my town lol?) a second later i was in a rental from work back in my hometown (we dont have rentals??)and military were closing off a gate and people were honking there horns becuse i had to turn around. out the passenger window i saw a tornado hit a helicopter so i pulled my phone out and tried to get to the camera app but it was too late the chopper was in flames comming down. i looked forward and the moon was so big in the sky and i saw a cloudline just below it, but then realized it was a giant wave and a strong feeling was at the pit of my stomach becuse i knew this was it and i was thinking about everyone i love. i woke up with that feeling and told 2 people at work becuse it was soo real.

i dont have alot of dreams, i remember too often latley. if i get some strong ones like the tsunami or the red sun strong dreams i will DJ them. gonna have some fun reading others posted now hehe

I was in my kitchen, I remember opening my eyes to a sunny room. There was a switch that was connected to the side of the kitchen cabinets. As soon as I pulled it down, I realized I was dreaming. I kept waking up in this dream with sleep paralysis however. The first time I woke up I immediately closed my eyes and went back to the kitchen. I tried making my way to the door but I walked extremely slow. Like I was being weighed down. I woke up around 2-3 times but kept falling asleep back into the dream because I didn't want to wake my boyfriend and I was in sleep paralysis anyways. So I shrugged it off. As soon as I reached for the door and opened it, I woke up and that was the last of it. I was fully aware I was dreaming and I kept trying to change aspects, but I couldn't.

I was eating at a restaurant. Suddenly some guy comes on stage and tells everyone that he has hidden tiny bombs inside the shrimp we're eating, and has a detonator in his hand. He tells us how the bombs will melt our stomachs and turn our fingertips black before we die.
So anyways, after he's boasted for a while, I somehow manage to escape, and get sent to planet Grundwald for training to become a galactic cop to defeat this evil bomb guy. But the training proves to be too tough; it required us to swim a pool back and forth for an entire month without breaks. I then get put into a special division, where they train us lighter.
After the training is over, they pull out a shrinking beam and shrink us into 2-3cm height. We sneak into the evil guy's lair, and find out that he isn't just some evil guy, he's a demon from hell who can only be beaten by reading a magical scroll that we just happened to have in our pockets.
I start reading the scroll aloud, he tries to stop me but my buddy galactic cops are keeping him at bay. The scroll text was like if Lord of the Rings met the Bible met Lovecraft. I finally finish reading the scroll and a beam of light from the heavens hits the bomber's face, and transforms him into a small floating harmless seahorse. And we cheer, and then I woke up.

I somehow travelled back in time into the early 1800s and couldn't get back. I became immortal. I travelled on the world's first train, time skipped, helped people get away from a volcanic eruption that I knew would come because time travel in the late 1800s, time skipped into WW2 where I worked as an allied spy and infiltrated some high security base and killed the commander + his guards, time skipped into the 1950s near the same volcano to save people from yet another eruption, where I met a religious cult who had my face on a painting because they somehow knew I was immortal and then they made me do a speech in front of them, after that I flew around in an old plane, time skipped finally into the present day, I was in a bus. Came back home like usual after living for 200 years to continue my present life.

BUT PLOT TWIST

I found another me in my house! A copy. I then realized, I hadn't just gone back in time, the time travel had thrown me into a parallel universe with another me living in it! I realized how screwed up the situation was, and then I woke up.

First of all it started as a normal dream.

Then I took drugs in it, something like benthozyme (not sure if it even exists) that were pills that melted in your mouth. And it turned into a lucid. The "drugs" made it hilarious, first I met a golden buddha that rose out of the ground, and I asked it about the meaning of life, and then we had a deep conversation. Apparently being wide is the meaning of everything. Everything is about wideness. There is no length or height, just wideness flipped on its side. Without wideness everything would be 2D and our 3D world wouldn't exist. Wise words from the buddha . After this conversation the buddha went back into the ground, and I noticed the weather was becoming cloudy. So I swiped my hand and the clouds dispersed away, and I set the time to summer, mid-day. Nice and sunny! I then jumped around in a field of flowers, saw a Sherman tank drive past me, played some piano and saw my grandmother, then woke up.

It was vivid as fuck. Perfectly clear and realistic and I could feel everything.

It was a normal dream at first, it was winter and I was flying, then realized that flying = impossible and did a reality check -> turned lucid.

I spent it testing and practising my level of dream control. I telepathically lifted a wooden house into the air by pointing my hand at it and then smashed it down 50 metres further and it turned into splinters. Did it while floating in the air. Multitasking!

And then had a false awakening, forgot to do an RC and went off to tell my buddies on Steam that I had a lucid, then woke up for real.

I was the son of a king, living on planet Bodrum. Because the king was my father, I was appointed the squad leader of planetary defence squad #2 and made a General Major. There were two squads defending the planet overall, both with around 20 warriors. We were at war with another planet whose name I can't remember, but they used red mechs while ours were black. Yeah, there were mech battles. Our weapons were blue energy beams and hand to hand combat (fuck yeah).
We were fighting over a mineral called Bodrium that was found on the orbit of our planet. It was important for some reason.
Anyways. We landed on a nearby planet with the King and squad #2. We had a massive battle against the red mechs (who we called "women"), and when we left the King refused to take me onboard his transport shuttle. He told me he needed me in important affairs and if someone shot down the shuttle it'd be bad.
Eventually me and the King were alone at a canyon-area on Bodrum. He challenged me to a training duel. He was a super skilled guy, he was kicking my ass at hand to hand mech combat, until I managed to slip a grenade in a notch in his torso. It exploded and disabled his mech. The king looked incredibly surprised. He called me to him, unable to move, and started telling me a story.
First he asked me, in a voice which was if like he had difficulties talking,
"Do.. you know how many children I have?"
I say, "no"
"29."
At this point I realize what a pimp he is, holy shit. He then continues, his voice is getting more broken by the minute.
"Do you know how my last child fought... he attacked me for 25 minutes and then I defeated him with a single blow.. but you.. you forced me to attack for 35 minutes and I was defeated in the end.. there's a prophecy that was once told to me. "Wait for the 29th child to claim your throne". Seems it was right.. *coughes blood*"
I realize the grenade I had set had also mortally wounded the King and he was going to die soon.
"You're... the new... King now.."
And then he died. Right after that, I saw several ambulances arrive, with cyborgs jumping out and asking if his heart is beating, if he is breathing, I tried to do CPR but failed.
The dream jumps to the next day. I see my squadmates mourning over his death, everyone is. The markings on my shoulder pads have changed from two stripes to three, indicating I was the King now.
I woke up crying.

Along the dream, there was a side-story of me having a secret relationship with a squadmate who was a hot chick, which continued over the course of the dream, between important plot points.

Some guy was saying how he hated Germans and how Germany sucks and such. Suddenly Hitler's ghost appeared, all smoky and transparent grey like a generic ghost and started flaming him back in German that I somehow understood and it was fucking hilarious, the guy was scared. Hitler was like "thats what ya get for fucking with Germans" then Napoleon's ghost appeared and Hitler went "yo Napoleon light my cigar bitch" and then he lit his cigar and they chilled for a while and both eventually faded away

Later, multiple sleep paralysises but did not succeed in WILD this time, it was very close though.

I was texting this chicka earlier today. In bed cause I had just got done stretching and eating so everything was comfortable. I sent her something like "Hey foxy lady. What are you up to?" My bedroom looked relatively normal and the sun was still bright casting lines a crossed the walls in my room. Then my phone made the sound like it was vibrating and remained motionless in my hand. Confused I checked the response and it was "Smoking and watching Doctor Who." A typical answer but I decided to RC.
The lines from my windows shadow on the wall started to dance and bend in to crazy shapes. The bedroom was changing rapidly in subtle ways. I woke up in my bed under a warm cocoon of clean blankets. I must have drifted off to sleep and never sent any texts. Crazy experience. I will try to tell myself to remember harder if I decide to tale a day time nap again. How bizarre the experience was I figure lucid dreams would be awesome.

The rest of today and tomorrow morning will be full of Reality Checks.

Non-lucid dream

I'm in a giant gym with my friend N, we start jumping up and down from the roof to the floor over and over again. The dream changes to me and my friend K, were sitting on a bench in school waiting for our new teacher, He comes in with a robot and tells us that it will be our new assistant, The dream changes again to me and K in the same spot but hugging, the robot assistant bursts through the door and chases after us. I look at kailey who is crawling though an air vent. I follow her through to the other side, It looks like we were in a video game store. Kailey told me she had to go and ran away before i could say anything. I saw my friend N again waiting in line with a bunch of people. "Hey whats up?" i ask him "Oh nothing much just buying a game with my friend." (some acne covered kid that iv'e never seen before.) I try talking to him for a few more minutes but he ignores me. I go over to weird looking game vending machine, there is a middle button that I press and a screen slides up from the side. It tells me to type in some numbers (password? zip code maybe?) Right when I tryed t type something in I woke up.

Recall isn't it's best right now so I only have some fragments that I forgot to add this morning.

I was in some type of water park and there were a ton of atv's because the company that was hosting the event had it's anniversery that day. So everyone was allowed to ride their atv's through the water park which was a bit dangerous to say the least. xD So I was riding through the park when I decided to stop and swim in a small pool of water that was off to side of one of the rides. I remember I was swimming there for quite sometime and a dc just appeared off to the side watching me. He was an employee of the park and he was just making polite conversation. A little bit after I woke up from that.

I remember 2 of my others dreams but, I didn't stop to think of them as much I had the last one. So I've now forgotten them almost completely since I forgot to do my dj earlier. :/

i was at a school halloween party and i was hanging out with Dionne for a bit and then Dakotah and i pulled a baggy of cheetos out of my purse and we were eating them and some stpid kids walks over and is ell "how much?" and Dakotah says "fifteen a gram" and i look over at him like what??? and he's just like "shh" and we sell our cheetos and then laugh while this stupid kid pretends to be high...
dumbass.