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Last nights dreams
Dream 1

I am outside with my Pigeon, I put her on the grass to see if she can fly yet but she runs off a little, I try to catch her but before I do her wing falls off , I pick her and her wing up and fix her back together. I now let her go again and she wonders around the grass, I'm still worrying about her wing and then her head falls off lol. I quickly go over to her, her body is just lying there and her head has rolled a little away from her body. I pick up her body and place it on my lap and now I pick up her head. I look at her head and then look at her neck area, her neck area has got like a plastic maze thing in it which has a little ball in it, a bit like the ball mazes you get on the top of kids bubbles, there is also a small catch that fits onto her neck that I need to attach the head to. I put her head back on and hear it click into place and she is now all better
Dream 2

I am in a house and there are a few people in here too, there are 2 main people, a man & a woman. I think the man was my partner in my dream. Anyway... I'm trying to light my fag when my lighter suddenly bursts into flames, I'm holding it in my hand and see all the flames but it's not burning me and for a minute I find this weird and wonder why the flame's aren't burning me. I throw the lighter and ask " does anyone have a light?" I get one from someone but it doesn't work so I throw it. The main man and me are now having an argument, I'm accusing him of having an affair with this woman, he denies it and packs his bags. The woman starts packing her bags as well and I say " see, I knew you two were having an affair with each other!" he shouts and then they both get into the car, wave then they leave.

So I was like at school, and like I was in the parking lot of like my old school. But it was like my school ya know
So I like saw the skaters/stoners from my school walking to the school from across the parking lot, so I like walked up to them. This chick was with them too ya know. So we were like talking and I said like "remember that time I was high?" and they were like "we don't know every time you're high man" so I like still walked with them and like almost flushed my jacket down the toilet. It like didn't tho man.

Okay, subconscious. I get it. There's something important in my life pertaining to academics and/or college. Thank you. Can I have a new theme to my dreams please?

Well, in this particular dream, I was in a class being taught by my real-life boss. She seemed nervous, but got confident as she spoke. Afterward, other people in the class (they were a mix of real-life college and high school friends) talk about how they want to drop her class. I try to convince them not to, but I considered changing one of my classes to "Advanced Powerpoint". Weird, right? I apparently really wanted to learn about Powerpoint presentations.

I'm in the student union with my friends grabbing something to eat, when this guy who looks a lot like Orlando Bloom comes up to me and starts chatting me up. He asks me to pick out dice of a certain color. He wanted to use them at a friend's wedding for some reason, and couldn't decide on a color. He only had two dice in his hand, but they kept changing color. It was really cool. I chose a really surreal deep mauve sort of color. Then we flirted for a bit. Aw yeah.

Man, I hope my dreams start getting more interesting. Maybe the problem is how I'm going to sleep really late and surfing the web right before I go to bed. I need to change that.

A man is videotaping him with women that are wearing pink shirts. He is talking to this one white lady and then after hes donw talking to her, he drives down a road and sees a black lady with atleast two or more pink shirts on. Something happens in the conversation, I think he calls her a man-whore and he starts tearing her shirts off and she tries to pull them away from him.

I was in a dark room where people where being brainwashed into doing bad things. Me and my friend managed to escape and he dissapeared from the dream for a while.

I was captured and was then taken back to the room, to be brainwashed. I resisted for as long as I could but in the end it got me. Basically there's a light that shines down from somewhere and a woman's voice says stuff. I left and bumped into someone, then I became semi-lucid, I started to fly around like Movie Ironman as thats the only way I can fly.

Then I was chased by that man all around my area to the park.

Short fragment this time, branching off from the previous fight.

I'm back on the battlefield, sitting on the ground, there are loads of boots on the floor and I am looking for a pair better than mine, again the HUD pops up and I can see each boots stats. There is some epic boots but the armour value isn't very high (1500 for some reason), so I find some more scruffy ones with an armour value of 8000.

Panoramic view, there is two warriors standing near a dock, the women is wearing what seems to be similar to Oblivion guard armour, equiped with a bow. The guy is clad in thick rusty plate (may have been thick leather) and is the tank of the two.
I am watching from above as they take out two guards and begin to walk up to the port, the women sending an arrow straight into the guards neck, while the guy sweeps his sword into the side.

I zoom out of the dream and it seems to be as if I was watching from youtube.
Fade.

This a dream from yesterday, actually. But, yeah..

I saw a man, he looked like James Bond.
I was curious, so I walked over to him. I said "Hello". He said "Hi".
I asked him "Who are you?". I looked at him.
He just looked at me, like I was stupid. "You don't know who I am?"
I shaked on my head.. I had no idea.
"I'm protecting your mind, when you're sleeping" he told me.

.. and I woke up.

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Type: Regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Notes:
My recall is returning with school, as I believed would happen! This entry is from a short nap I took yesterday.

It was daytime; I was outside on a vast plane of land. You could see nothing else but flat ground covered in dead grass, except for one long, stretched-out hill that looked like the raised side of a ditch. This hill, raised a good seven or eight feet off the flat ground, went on for at least a mile, and this was where I was walking. The entire area had a vacant air to it, and the sky was a single-tone hue of rather pale blue which helped to create this atmosphere. Besides my own rather brisk walking movements along the top of the hill, everything was still. It almost felt like I was indoors, but not quite. I kept walking and eventually started heading down the hill, but not sharply; I took my time and mostly kept going forward. The perspective right now was in third-person, and I was viewing myself from the ground level about ten feet away.

The perspective changed, however, a few moments after I saw a girl in a pretty blue dress come into my third-person vision. She had blonde hair and was a bit younger than me, but not by much. She was fairly slim. I was now viewing things in first-person. I took a few more steps, looking down the length of the hill. I then felt her presence and turned to look behind me, upwards towards the top of this hill. I saw her there and I felt threatened, so I started walking up towards her with a glare in my eyes and gestured suddenly with my right hand, pushing it up into the air and slightly towards the left.

The ground ripped up in a big chunk along the top of the hill, right in front of the girl, sending dry clods of dirt and brown dust everywhere. The cloud of dust was probably only a bit taller than my own height of 5.4", but some of it sank down the sides of the hill.

"Get out of here," I warned her as the cloud was still clearing up.

She was nowhere to be found after the dust vanished, but I knew she wasn't gone quite yet.

I was walking with some white guy in a white suit around a block of flats. There was litter everywhere. He told me I had to clean it up.

I am on the DV forums, quite literally. I am at the forums. I am showing others "How to do things lucidly" by performing them myself, almost like a video. At one point in the dream I became lucid, and it seemed just so real to me as I was in Aeolar form, standing in the forum with weapons in hand.
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I am with a girl who has brown hair who look a lot like Raspberry, and she had found/stolen a credit card. This was back when they were first getting popular, and there wasn't any security on them. Raspberry left for a while, and when she came back, she had all new clothes, and was wearing a white trucker cap to the side and was all like, "yo". I told her to gimme that card, and I went on a spending spree. I didn't really get to choose my clothes though, and I burst through the doors with all white clothes, a white hat, and purple John Lennon glasses on. Me and Raspberry left the changing room, and Rasp was spraying the hell out of herself with deodorant, but it sure did smell good :3

Now, a black man who we "knew" came up to us an said "What up?" All 3 of us then headed to the cash register, where there were 2 bald headed rich black men trying to return something.
"Watch this," Rasp whispered in my ear, and within 2 seconds she had swiped the receipts of the men. We waited and began to listen in on their conversation. The first black man said he wanted to return something, but when he searched his pockets to find the receipt, he couldn't and then told the clerk that he would pay double. The second man did basically the same thing as the first, only, he said that
"I'll pay with a lot of Zero's. You'll barely be able to see the money sign, because the zero's will block it out."

After those men had left, we were checking out, when suddenly a black boss-like character came up to us. He and our black man know each other, and it seems as though there is a rivalry between the two. There is no trouble with the transaction, and we buy the clothes. The boss laughs,
"Hah! You all are doing well for yourselves! I was actually about to go make some money myself."
I walk up to the boss, "Yeah, but we're not dealing with hard cash. It's liquidated. It's made to flow so we can use it on the go." Heh, that should be a quote I think to myself.
The boss cracks up when I say that. "Hey, so where is your next job?"
Our black man quickly replies, "We're taking a quick drive to Vegas."
"Drive??" I say questionably. "I didn't know we were driving there."
"Yes, drive. Low profile."
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Some person on the DV forum read my posts to Mayflow and says,
"Aeolar, I think you are a very nice person and I'd like to hang out." xDD
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This is four months later from today. So it turns out that by this time, I still had not gotten a job, so I decided to go out and push drugs. At first, I was getting pretty damn good at it. I had paid my debts, and even bought myself a pistol. But one day, I was introduced to these high roller big shot guys. They wanted us to do some dirty work for them. I accepted, because each man was getting $5,000, and all I had to do was drive. Easy money, right?

So, the next day, I got in a pickup truck, and picked up 2 men. I basically drove in reverse while someone manned an MG in the back. Well, long story short, we were ambushed and bound to die. Our contractors had set us up, and only a black man and myself were able to run away. We ran through bushes and out onto the highway. We were being chased by professionals with M16's. We managed to run across a bridge and find a car. We knew we were fucked. And I mean fuuuuuucked. I asked the man what he did for a living, and he said that he pushed guns. I had 2 pistols on me and a plastic revolver. I kept looking at the revolver, it was important in some way. I heard someone on the radio yell, "Jump! JUMP!!" So I did. I jumped out of the moving vehicle and started walking west down the highway. I walked for a while, dodging Lorries and other Semi-trucks. I had my phone on me, and someone had texted me that said "Are you dead, running, packing, or looking for UFO's while packing?" I came up with a plan to end this. I am now watching the gun pusher. He has picked up four friends. All of them have assault rifles. They meet the pursuers out on a hilly road that looks like it belongs in California. The gun pushers have no chance, and as the last one falls, a man appears behind the murderers.
"It is I, bitches!!" I yell. Then with a silenced 9mm pistol, I drop all 7 of them, and the dream ends.

I'm literally shaking while writing this, because I'm very exited. I don't remember experiencing something like this before. Right. So, I awake from a dream I just had, I can't remember it, but one of the DC's actually told me to wake up and I did it in an instant. Everything around me shook and vibrated. I was in the waking world. I was fully concious, with my eyes closed and without moving an inch, so I decided to DEILD.
I was very sleepy, but also awake at the same time, I could hear this ringing noise in my head, which I read about, and knew that this is a good time to DEILD. I noticed my left wrist was extended, so I slowly put it in a relaxed state. That didn't wake me up. I then began to slowly count to ten. After I said five, I felt an amazing experience. I was actually being pulled down my bed, I was shaking, vibrating, and I had this sensation. I knew that this was it. After that experience I didn't even bother continueing to count 10.
Then it happened, was almost 100% sure I was in a dream. I said to my self: "finally". I smiled, I was happy, and attempted to pinch my nose.
Thats when I knew that being in a lucid dream or controling it wont be an easy task. My arms wouldn't move. That somehow didn't bother me. I just used more force into moving the hands than I ussualt do. I pinched my nose, and started breathing. Yup, 100% lucid. I could breathe crealry as if nothing was blocking it. I was still with my eyes closed. So I tried to imagine a grassy field around my bed when I open them. I then felt light coming in trough my closed eyes. Exitedly, I tried opening them. But I couldn't, my eyelids wouldn't move. Nervously, I stood up and tried opening them with the help of my hands. It worked, whew. The next thing that I noticed being weird was the movement of my arms. They were moving very smoothly. I'll try to explain: When I do something with my arm, and then suddenly stop, it doesn't stop right away. It then "slides" down to the direction I was using it in and then completely stops. This later seems to dissapear as the dream progresses (I hope you understand). So It wasn't a grassy field, that didn't discourage me. It was my room. Completely identical to the one in the waking world. It was fun, but a bit frightening at first. my room wasn't completely dark, it had dim lighting. I then suddenly noticed movement in the room. It was my brother in his bed. This is where I lost lucidity for a moment, panicked and jumped to his bed, when I saw his face starting to transform. I covered him with a pillow, beat him up, stand away from the bed. I then regained concious control. The next thing I remembered was dreams stabilization. I stood still, closed my eyes, and touched the first thing I could reach. My desk. It felt exactly the same. I was surprised. I then touched my bookshelf above it. It felt the same too. I then took a deep breath. I completely forgot about testing my hearing and eyesight. With that done, I proceeded to check out the rest of my home. But first, I wanted to use my mirror, I stood infront of the mirror and but my hand on it expecting for it to go trough. it didn't, well atleast tried, though I couldn't see my reflection, not any other reflection for that matter. I went to my parents room, and heard voices, a little frightened I continued walking. Another strange that cought my attention is that I didn't feel my legs. I knew I was walking, but I couldn't feel the ground I'm standing on, nor the legs I'm moving with.
My parents room looked the same, my mom was sitting in her bed doing something, with my brother next to her. I didn't do anything stupid this time. I just ignored it. I then proceeded to exit my apartment. I remembered having another mirror, near the door, so I checked that too. I could see my reflection. I was shorter, I looked the same, but the reflection was off. Everythime I focused on one spot, it looked blury, while everything else looks normal, but still a bit weird. It was funny. I then unlocked my door, and slowly opened it. Birght white light. My corridor was almost the same, exept it was longer, and wider, and more white. This is where the action begins. I see some people walking door to door. A woman and 2-3 men, I can't remember. Those men looked big, strong mean, and had strange faces. They then saw me, and started walking to my door. I panicked a little, but managed to keep my cool and opened the door for them. I I couldn't understand what they were saying. Suddenly i felt very angry. Super angry. And punched the woman in the face in a raging furry. She fell to the ground. I was then alone, standing next to 3 big men who didn't look friendly. I started running towarss one and wanted to use dream control. I imagined that i would hit him so hard, he would go trough the wall. I punched him, he hit the wall and the wall just cracked. Still, it was a start. I felt powerful. I took care of them with ease. I then found my self in an office room, it didn't feel weird, so I went along with it (I could still feel being fully concious) I looked out trough the window and saw something which resembled tiggers? I was curious to see what they were. I the see my friend and dad, sitting on some chairs next to the window of the room (I wont try to explain how the room looked, because I can't remember) I ask my friend to help me remove the courtains, which were blocking the window. the curtains looked like the ones in my apartment, because my mom put on new ones a few days ago. With nothing blocking the window, I punched it. My punches felt so powerful. The glass didn't brake. I started rapidly punching the glass, with the room shaking. Nothing.
Suddenly, out of nowhere, felt the sudden urge to wake up. I closed my eyes and immediatly found myself in my bed. I could remember everything clear as day, but after a few minutes the memory started fading, so I couldn't wright it down in greater detail. It turns out the thing which trigered me to awake was my dad going to work. I was smilling, and was happy. This was one heck of an experience for me.

From when I could remember the dream. I was in school, then went outside to a carnival. We used currents to make it come towards us, by taking the water out with a little scooper and putting it back in. I now know it is impossible. Many of my school-friends won prizes, but I didn't. We went back to our classroom in a flash, me not dreaming of how we got there or back. Then I began to fall asleep, a deep sleep.

I awoke to, well, not my classroom. I was in a house, much like my own. On a chair in the kitchen, an unknown man asked me if I was OK. I nodded and began to get up and ask about where I was and what happened. Our conversation went like this:

Me: 'I was...uhm...sleeping.'
Him: 'Sleeping eh?'

I came up to explore more and he seemed to not have a problem with it, the house was strange. Exactly the same as my own house with all the things in the same place, I found my phone on a pile of papers, where my mum's phone was usually charged. I looked at my phone, and it was, uh. Different. The software on it was completely different with different wallpapers. I didn't check anything apart from the menu options, which by then I could confirm where completely different.

Me: 'What did you do to my phone.'
Him: 'Put all my software into it.'

There was something else, he drew...or something, many of these drawings looked like cartoons and manga, they were pinned to the living room curtain. I think, and we had another long conversation of which I can't remember. Also, uh, he had another job, maybe a secret agent...

The next I can't remember or there was a skip through my dream again. I ended up waking up on a fancy bed, with golden covers and a dark-wood headboard. Everything was a blur, in mind and sight. When I finally got my bearings I saw I was no longer in 'my house' or with the man. I was with a woman, around 18, light tan, a brunette and she began to talk to me. This was a much longer conversation, but I can't remember it all:

Me: 'Where am I? What happened?'
Her: 'You fell asleep I've been looking after you.'

There was another longer conversation, again. I can't remember, but it consisted of what she did to my phone. I remember this snippet:

Me: 'What did you do to my phone?' (Noticing that it was physically changed now, not just the software.)
Her: 'I made your phone like mine, I gave you all my secrets.'

There was a long pause, in which I was inspecting my newly 'pimped-out' phone. Software and physical changes. But I couldn't help looking back at the woman, she seemed familiar, but I don't know from where. I just know I was growing an attraction to her.

As my sister came in to wake me up, I tried to hold on as long as I could onto the dream. I was now completely looking at this woman and I was going to do something, maybe kiss her, maybe say something. I don't know. As the dream faded out into reality I saw myself though, not my 13 year old self. But older, around 18, with long scruffy hair. My features were more defined, and I had lost weight, a lot of weight.
I awoke and was determined to write this down. It's took me an hour, but straight away I deduced that I possibly went into a coma, twice in the dream. That could explain been with two different people, at different ages.

TFor some reason, this was incredibly hard to recall. I only remember a little bit of it.
I'm driving on a highway with two men in a car. One of them is really fammiliar and I believe it's one of my dad's friends. The car is really big, theres enough space for all of us to fit in the front seat, nobody seems to be driving the car either. Then I get out of the car and see people behind us, Asian people. They're having a fight by throwing mud balls at eachother. I get hit by one, but I don't pay much attention. Then, behind the crowd, I see something which looked like trucks without withiut their truckload (thats what they're called right?). But they look odd looking. Very thin and very tall. They're speeding at incredible speed towards the crowd.And thats it, thats all I can remember.

As you may know my recall got really bad of late, could not remember any dreams atall..lucid dreaming comes naturally to me along with SP but....since taking 5HTP and vitamin B6 it all stopped, no dream recall, no SP ..nothing..I stopped taking them 4 days ago and now to my suprise its all coming back..just a warning to anyone with a natural ability...DONT TRY TO FIX WHAT ISN'T BROKEN

Ok 3 lucids in a row last night, In each one i kept picking things up like stones etc and feeling them aswell as looking closley at the detail to stabilise my dream. In one of my dreams there was water, like a pool, when i felt my lucidity wearing off I placed my hands into the water and splashed it onto my face and it felt so real it was amazing. There was also like a market place in this dream. I was asking if I could meet my dream guide and said "when i turn round my dream guide will be there" it didn't appear, i then realised that this was because i doubted it a little. I asked a Man "do you know who my dream guide is?" I thought it may have been him but he looked at me blankly i then said "you know , a dream guide, like a spirit guide" he said "yes i am" I doubted this and asked "are you my TRUE dream guide?" he laughed and said "no" I also said out loud "i want to see my nan and grandad" some man then said to me "we can't just turn into them you know" i remember thinking "i didn't expect you to" i looked around for them but they didn't appear.
Each time i woke slightly i said to myself "i want to meet my dream guide" this then took me back into a lucid dream. After the 3rd lucid i woke again slightly and then heard the "swooshing" noise in my head , i then felt myself spinning and falling then i must have gone into a normal dream.
These vere very heightened in intensity and very amazing.
I also remember like a dessert place and a curtain hanging up the door frame to a house or hut kind of place this is where the pool of water was. There was also a pony in my dream, i spoke to it , but with bad dream recall of late i find it hard to remember enough to write it down, but i remember it very clearly in my mind..if that makes any sense!!
The last lucid dream i had i decided to just go with the flow as my controll wasn't brilliant yet i had excellent ability to stabilise my dreams.
I did rub my hands together at one point when my dream was diminishing and it brought it all back again and stabilised it nicely.

I do remember at some point in my lucid i flew, think i just wanted to go for a quick fly about, but i was more interested in testing my controll and see how its getting, still got a long way to go yet but i'll get there as i have so much determination and i KNOW i will manage it eventually

Each lucid dream lasted about 10-15 minutes so having 3 I had a wail of a time