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(Yesterday.)

I'm a man trying to calm a situation down so that I won't wind up in a cell. It would be for a minor charge, but my situation's complicated. There's this woman I made a deal with a long time ago - I brought her to this world ('this world' is for all intents and purposes the same as IRL), and she freed me from the curse that had locked me up back in our own world. But there's a catch - if I'm locked up in a cell even for one night, that old curse will find me again, I'll be trapped again. I think of that as her 'winning' - we help each other often but I don't like her much. I'm afraid of being trapped, but I'm also afraid because if I'm trapped I won't be able to keep up the illusion that makes me look human.

(Today.)

A woman and I had been standing in the middle of a road surrounded by trees, discussing something - a car comes, the driver sees us, he swerves, he crashes. I'm irritated at the interruption, but I go over to the car so I can get a meal out of this before emergency services arrives. The scene changes abruptly - one moment I'm walking towards the car, the next moment time has passed, emergency services have already come and there's a crowd of people around. The woman and I leave and transform into a cloud of bats. In all my vampire dreams this has never happened before, and I pause to enjoy the novelty and absurdity. My perception's different. The sky is a brilliant saturated blue with something shimmering about it, and the air gives me the impression of containing new angles, like unseen tunnels.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

I and a group of other people, all of us foreigners in this place, had been talking to a group of women on a small 'island' - just a heap of stones really. We're very frustrated. We're trying to get them to do something for their own good, and they're not cooperating. They end negotiations and vanish into thin air.

Still as the POV character from that last scene, I'm walking around the grounds of some large estate on a hill, with a gated entrance visible not too far away. I'm speaking to a woman all in pale gold - everything's pale gold, her robes, her hair, her skin, the mask that she wears that covers her whole face something like a welder's mask, only revealing one eye. She has her own issues with the people from that 'island' - she's saying they're against her and her plan simply because of her mental illness. She resents them.

I'm sitting on a wooden throne and talking to a man who's going through a bout of existential despair, and he's asking me about coping with vast spaces of time, with immortality - how do you do it? I find this hilariously awful - you're asking me?

I was in a special room with two guys I don't know. We were talking about how we could fall asleep. All of us started suggesting things until one guy took out a piece of gum with a smiley face. He told me to chew on it and it will make me fall asleep quick. I said okay and ate it but the other guy was complaining about me taking it. The other guy who gave me the gum told him to shut up and pulled me into a relaxed position so I could fall asleep better. For a second I felt I was knocked out by the gum and we got excited that it worked so well. We than separated and I started talking to my family. My mom was telling me she was really mad because someone stole her plants in her garden.(We don't have a garden in WL) I told her to calm down because I will help her find the culprits. As we walked we ran into neighbors(We don't talk to them) and the lady started talking about how she had a weird dream last night. She was upset about something in it and said she felt like something was amiss in it. I than told them there are times where you can be lucid, aware that your dreaming, semi lucid and non lucid. They interrupted me though and started talking about something else about dreams. After that the dream became really vivid and it felt even realer. I walked for a bit and a peppy little girl came up to me and said she wanted to talk about dreams with me. She bragged about how she succeeded in three share dreaming attempts and was wondering if I wanted to try it. I said no though cause I didn't want a stranger invading my mind. She said ok but if I could pick up her favorite music CD that helps her fall asleep to the sleepover. I said no cause I didn't want to have a sleepover with her but she insisted and kept begging me so I said okay. I went to the other room and started looking for them but than noticed my other cousins and brothers were going to play a game. They were also looking for headphones with a microphone so I asked if the one I found was theirs. They said no so I just walked into the room where they were going to play and started playing with a rubber band. The rubberbands's texture was so real that I was surprised when I woke up. I was even thinking what if the little girl is actually a real person that invaded my dreamscape three times.Haha But that can't be true....Or is it? O.o lol jk

10.10.2014

I become a ghostly witch and hold The Mask to put it on. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream started when I was at a huge hall. The room was pretty much empty but there was some carpeting and a few wooden tables on the corner. Apparently, a party was going to take place and I wanted to have the ultimate party experience. On a white table in a corner there were a few magic items that belonged to me and to other people. I went to grab a few things for this party. There was a guy who was monitoring these items so I only grabbed what belonged to me. I grabbed a small round green sphere, that looked like a palantir, another one that was like the screen of lamp (but all blue) as well as the mask from the movie, The Mask.











I decided to combine a few of these. I was aware of the huge magic potential of these items so I informed the guy that these all were mine and i proved him showing this items that they started to react within my hands. The mask suddenly had that green shinny effect from the movie and the palantir started to become bright. The blue lamp screen was vibrating so he said that i was alright and I was noticed to have fun.

I took a walk outside holding this items and I donated a few quarters to some homeless guy who was sitting outside this building. I also noticed it was night. Upon him thanking me I went back into this place and I blended my energy with the Palantir. This turned me into a witch, a really hideous witch. I also used the blue lamp screen and this gave me ghostly powers, I stopped being corporeal to become ethereal, but I was still seen and everything.

I planned to put on my mask later and just go nuts, but I wanted to help some people first since I had magic. There was some guy that needed help because he was broke, so I hanged my mask on my belt and followed him. I asked him if he could grab my cell phone and taking a few pictures of me in my ghostly witch form, but for some reason, he was unable to make my phone work.

We went upstairs and some kid was following me. He tried to reach out the mask, but I told him to stop it and avoid touching it. We went to some sort of deck that also was connected with a street. I saw another homeless and I tried to spawn some cash for him without much success.

The guy told me that he needed money to buy more tanks of gas. Apparently, he was storing gas to sell it afterwards. I visualized bundles of cash to spanw and a few stacks appeared:







But it was not enough and I was unable to make more spawn, but I succeeded at spawning some major tanks with gas on them and he was thrilled I could help.

Feeling great about my good actions, I decided to put the mask on, so I went downstairs to join the party and go nuts, but my alarm clock woke me up from this dream.

Method: Bed c10.50pm, WT 4.40am (6hrs) IC 24mins 5 secs. ISAM, this lucid around 5.30ish
comments: the cheap ear buds weren't working - so I just though through the script in my head, focusing on the phrase 'keep looking for the vibe' - pleased the DILD happened without the audio

I am dreaming I am in bed with wife - effectively a FA as the room is the same but maybe 1 hr later when the sun is just up. We start to get a little frisky, touching and rolling under sheets, when my hand brushes up against something. I look down and see what looks a brown poo! All amorous thoughts come to a screeching halt!!!! I can't believe it - can it be wifes? ERGH - awful thought, I still can't believe and start to suspect strongly I am dreaming. I am certain enough I pick it up (wow!) its soft but not overly sticky - more like brown playdoo and I break it and smell it and it doesn't really have any smell. I am sure I am dreaming now but as wife is still in the bed (but no longer moving) I decide I need to be 110% sure. I do a series of watch RC's and time changes, but subtley, the hour stays the same but the minutes change by 10's, first going back, then forward - 10.50, 10.40, 11.00. At this point some irrationally I suddenly think ' I've got to stabilise NOW!' a bit stupid as the dream up to this point even with me being lucid already was pretty calm, I climb onto the bed slowly as I still feel alittle nervy about wife and clumsly start to spin slowly. At this point with a roaring in my ear, the dream collapses into the void! DOOHHH!

thoughts: I wasn't panicked to be in the dream, I just seemed to get flustered thinking if I didn't do a crazy spin to stabilize I'd lose the dream. And of course in the process of the panic of losing it - I lost it! CRAP! Will try and remain more calm and hand rub next time I think.

I dreamed of a bird with blue feathers, three black "hairs" and white chest and belly area. It has a long, blue tail. It was on a branch.

I dreamed I was married to a woman. I didn't experience the marriage. I was just walking on a street and suddenly thought of it.

Before walking on the street, I was inside a house eating a meal or soup. An uncle told me to accompany him/them. I told them I was eating, but he gave me a look which looked... I'm not sure. Dead? He frowned and then kind of just stood there, then left. Somehow, I remembered something: I was staying in their place. I quickly slurped the soup/food and went with them. We were walking on the road when I thought that I married someone, and they forced me to marry the woman, whoever she is. A cousin, I think. She never appeared in this dream.

I thought we were going to take one of their cars, but when we walked outside and in a corner, I saw them ride a jeep. I was surprised so I wasn't able to get in with them, and the jeep sped off. I just shrugged and thought I'd walk to wherever they were going. My sister appeared by my said and we talked while walking to the venue. I think she was in the house as well, but not sure.

We arrived at a place. Not sure if it was the place we were supposed to go. It has a nice garden or mini-forest around it, with trees and flowers and herbs. We went inside. It's a theater and there was a play. And a dog. Not sure how the dog fits in.

NOTE:

This was yesterday's dream. I didn't get to write it until now.
I've been meditating before and after sleeping.
I'm still working on the Dream Yoga book.

I’ve tried to write words, in the past, while lucid, and it’s never worked. The letters seem to fall, rotate, and float off the page as quickly as I could write them down, or they became so mixed up that they no longer made sense. Today I tried something new and it worked!

In this dream I was attending the first day of Chemistry, Faculty of Science. The professor was describing to us how difficult the course was, and you’ll probably end up dropping out. Same old, same old. Hearing this, I stood up and said, “I found the course not too difficult, and most of the people passed. What are you talking about?” I began to think about 2nd year Chemistry, when I realized I must be dreaming, because why would I be attending first year chemistry, and for that matter, why am I still in university?

I was having a hard time remembering that I was lucid, and I felt like I was slipping back into dream mode. I decided to carve the word ‘DREAM’, in the top of a stump and focus on it. Don’t ask me how, but there was a 1 foot diameter stump in the class. Using my point finger, I carved out the word ‘DREAM’ in the top of the stump. My finger was able to carve the letters in the wood in the same manner as one would write in sand. I was very impressed, because the word stayed there. I called over a couple of the people from the class to take a look at the word I spelt. One girl had a pitcher of water in her hand, and she poured it out over the stump, drowning the word. I could still see the letters under the water. Taking my left hand, I swept the water off, leaving only a bit of water in the grooves of each letter. I then took dark ash from a saucer that appeared beside me, and I filled in the letters to make them black. The letters were now very pronounced against the lighter colored wood.

DREAM

I called more people over to see this magical thing called a word, which was actually legible, and a rarity. The dream was fading fast, and I had no time to stabilize. I woke up.

This has been happening to me alot recently, where I don't recall how I got lucid. I remember going through some WILD transitions (vibrations), but I don't recall it kicking over. So I probably went into a nonlucid and got lucid later, or semi lucid, just don't remember.

What I do remember (besides inhaling nachos, fajitas, fried lobster medallions, and margaritas last night), is that I thought "What was one of the TOTMs? Oh yeah, look inside a pumpkin!" I was already wandering around outside, so I thought to myself how I was able to summon things better with this new trick: instead of begging or hoping or wishing for a pumpkin to appear, I just said to myself, "I'm going to go check out that pumpkin that's behind that rock". Sure enough, there was a pumpkin. But it was cubic, and it rotted away when I touched it. (Funny, at Trios Grill where I had dinner last night, they had a few pumpkins and gords outside in the front, and I remember thinking one was rotten at first because it was one of those super bumpy ones.) "Ok, I'll try the one behind that other rock." It was a normal, large round pumpkin, which felt a little soft but not rotten. It was soft enough that I was able to pry off the top. It was filled with normal pumpkin guts and seeds. I was a little crestfallen, and I recall wishing there had been more to it.

Then suddenly, under the pumpkin guts in the center, a chunk of guts started vibrating, and making a rattlesnake tail noise. I pushed the guts to one side, and there was a bug there. Then I said in a Gollum voice "Oh! A BEASTY!!!" (I swear I'll record that, just how I said it in the dream lol.) It was a bug thata looked just like the one OmKAR linked to in irc the other day. It looked like a cricket with a super long butt thorn, and it crawled in this guy's ear. They had to use tweezers to pull it out of the guy's ear, and when they did, the critter tried to hold on to the guy's earlobe because ti didn't want to leave it's home. Anyway, then in the dream, I felt something buzzing and tickling in my left ear. I knew right away what it was. I reached up and could immediately feel a butt thorn. I pulled it out and flicked it away no problem. But then there was another, and another and another. 4 or 5 I don't remember. But it was enough for me to call a time out, because I knew exactly where that was gonna take me. To 50 continuous ear bugs and a one way ticket to Wake-up-ville. You guys know what I'm talking about. So I just just thought "Meh, it only tickles a little bit, I'll just ignore it." Which worked beautifully.

I decided to go flying. The pumpkins I found were near a lake, so I flew over the water, a few meter above it, trying to think of another task. Funny thing is, conquering water is on the list, and I'm flying over water, and it doesn't hit me lol. Which is just as well because humongous, mammoth sized dino-fish could be seen just beneath the surface. And when I say dinofish, I don't mean plesiosaur or some ancient shark.. I mean a giant T-Rex. With fins. Think of a T-Rex mermaid. And it could leap out the water like a killer shark. It couldn't get quite as high as me, but high enough where I could smack it in it's head and knock it back down in the water. Halp Yeah, even if I'd thought of the task, I wouldn't have put one pinky toe in THAT water.



I'm still lucid, and this thing jumping at me a few times made me think I want to wake up. But I also kinda don't. I looked up and saw a pretty, partially cloudy sky and thought of just flying higher. But that's another one of my dream phobias: flying up high, and fast and falling, or ending up in creepy outerspace or something. So there I was, trapped between 2 dream phobias. Then I woke up. This advanced task is gonna be tricky...

Then I had a fantastic nonlucid about a sexy teacher that I'll post later.

im going to see if trying to remember last nights dream before going to bed helps with recall alright i dremt carolina was naked on my lap and we were having sex. it was weird though because Sam crz was giving me head before that. i was like nooo noo you cant do this infront of people.

haha
also worked in some establishment. i was with matt j and we

10.10.14

Last night bed 7:45 - 10pm, 12am-4:40

DR at 10pm

I'm in a long office building. I push a wrong button or done something wrong and big earthquake starts. I yell: "Stop hurting the innocent"! and immediatelly realizing, there probably is not a single innocent person in entire building.

Two of us walk to the stairwell door and peek inside. We have a feeling, building is waiting for us to start evacuating that way before turning itself vertical, so the starwell would become a death trap and we would all be in a vertical shaft falling down. So we are not gonna go that way.

All of these dreams flowed together somehow:

I recall watching some rendition of the first season of Avatar: The Last Airbender, and if you can actually comprehend this; It was actually worse than the live action movie. It looked like a school play or something. In fact, I sort of felt like I was in my old middle school.
The kid playing Aang kept forgetting his lines, and he (I'm not kidding here) had flash cards that he read from to keep going.
The only part that I recall very clearly was the very ending, where they were at the southern water tribe. The actors playing Katara and Sokka were holding up these big bowls of water to celebrate the water tribe and Aang was standing in the middle.
There were some people water-bending in the background, and their waterbending looked very fake.
...
Long story short:

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I was having a dream about some music store. It feels like this one gas station in my town though. The clerk had recently been murdered and me and another male DC were looking around for clues to his death.
I began finding all of these weighted discs, like you might use on a bench press in a gym. They were in all of these random places like one is taking the place of a record on the wall. There is one underneath a stack of tapes.
For some reason, one of the discs has been eaten and has a bunch of bite marks out of it. The DC says this looks like a crescent moon the way its been eaten and that this is a clue to the murder of the man who ran the store.
...
I became lucid at some point or other and found myself in a pumpkin patch. I falsely remembered the lucid task was to open a box, rather than a pumpkin and see what was inside. A big cardboard box manifested in my hand. I opened it and it was full of washrags, bandannas and a couple T-shirts. Some of them looked familiar, some didn't.
Can I get wings for this?
I thought that I had that out of the way. I would later be kicking myself when I woke up.
I recall walking around in somewhere. The pumpkin patch was next to some kind of art fair. (And boy, wouldn't this be an interesting thing to make into a TOTM for?) I begin observing the dream art. The thing I recall most were some banner-like works with these really intricate weaves.
I then think of the advanced TOTM; I need to face my biggest fear.
"I want to face my biggest fear right now!"
All of the sudden, the sky darkens, it starts raining and the art fair distorts and takes me back to my own subdivision. I am then there for a few moments. I see a huge storm cloud in the sky, bubbling and churning. I am happy because I know this means my fear is coming...
Then that fades two seeing people's faces cycling through really fast.
All of the faces are drawn in shades of red with a blue background and have all-white eyes. I recall one of the faces being that of Professor Penguinstein, a DC I dreamed about two nights ago. They begin to cycle through faster and faster until they become unrecognizable and eventually blend together into a skull with white eyes. Normally, I would have been scared, but knowing that I was dreaming, I stood in the face of the fear. To be honest, I was actually quite confused about what the dream was telling me. Why was it going through all these faces and making a skull? What is fear is this? This isn't really that scary. I could feel myself waking up, and tried to hang on to see what would happen next.
I woke up.
I tried to WBTB, but the dream it yielded wasn't lucid.
I had a dream I was trying out of the security crew at my college. I was supposed to be going to the tryout when I noticed somebody left their car unlocked. I thought they might be one of the workers giving me some kind of test, so I let them know. They thanked me.
I kept on seeing other things and preforming good deeds and I thought that I had caught on to the idea that these were all secret tests put into action by the campus security. I broke up a fight, called up the groundskeeper when I saw a sprinkler had broken, prevented a traffic accident, helped a disabled person up some stairs, you name it.
Then the campus security guy texted me and called me a 'lazy asshole' for not coming to the meeting.
I texted back saying that I didn't want to be a part of the security anyway, and couldn't remember why I signed up in the first place, (reality check, nudge, nudge) and instead went into the athletics building and went swimming. I recall navigating to the locker room, putting on my suit, and going to the hot tub.

What if my biggest fear was actually this last dream. DUN DUN DUN!!! (JK)

1. I had just woken up and was inside of my room just sitting down with the light off. Suddenly I hear the doorbell ring, and I wonder who it could be. I leave my room and stand at the top of the stairs waiting to see my parents open the door to the person. As soon as they opened the door I heard an extremely loud talking person- and I knew it was my grandpa. He told my parents that the entire family was going to go to a certain place and hangout. My parents agreed to go and upon them closing the door I started to get ready.
As I looked into my bedroom mirror I noticed that I had extreme bed head and I knew that I couldn't go out like this. I went into my restroom and wet my hair down real quick. After doing that I came back into my room and started getting dressed. As I was looking for clothes I noticed that my room was a total mess. There were clothes everywhere. I went back into my restroom to gel my hair up and then came back to my room again for my clothes. In the middle of putting gel in my hair I heard a car beep its horn directly outside my house. I knew it was my grandpa and he was getting impatient so I started to hurry up. My parents told me to hurry up as well, and I told them I'd be down in a second. I looked for a pair of shoes around the mess in my room, and I eventually found a pair of vans underneath a pile of clothes.
However, I didn't want to wear the vans because they didn't match my outfit. I then went into my shoe closet and got out a pair of red Jordan's(I hate Jordan's by the way, no idea why I had them in the dream lol). They were all red and were overall really nice. My parents yelled at me to get downstairs immediately. I then grabbed my one of my snapbacks, a red jacket, and my headphones. I rushed downstairs and sat down on our Library room's floor to put on my shoes. As I did so my sister came in. I looked inside my Jordan's and saw that they had a very interesting insole. It was all very plush and comfy inside. I continued to put on my shoes.
My parents told me that my grandpa got impatient and left to go get some food before we met up. As I finished putting on my shoes, my sister recommended that I wear my hat because my hair was messed up on the side(even though I just styled it?). I put on my snapback and picked up my Bob Marley headphones, then I walked out the door and got into the car. My dad drove us to some sort of public cafeteria where you get the food that you want like in a school cafeteria, except it was a little different. Once we got to this place, I got out of the car and walked over to the "Pantry" section of this place.
Here I found alot of microwaveable dishes such as a baked potato, and all kinds of dinner meals. I specifically remember there being 4 or 5 different versions of the baked potato meal. As I continued looking at the meals, trying to decide which one I wanted to cook up, a huge buff black dude came next to me and started looking at the meals as well. While he did so he basically crowded me against a wall because of how big he was, and he didn't even noticed he was doing this. I decided to pick my meal later and left the "Pantry" area before I got crushed.
Right as I left I noticed another person go to the Pantry area, a really big black girl. She looked around 12 or 13 years old and wore a pink shirt. She too started looking at the food, and stood to the right of the buff black dude. Suddenly I spotted a cop walking over to the Pantry area, and he went right behind the two people looking at food. I remembered the cop from earlier from when I was in the Pantry area. He told me to leave it(this was before my second trip to the pantry when I saw the black dude). Now, as I watched the cop, I whispered under my breath, "what a douchebag". My dad heard me and asked which cop was the douchebag. I pointed out the one that was now talking too the huge black dude and black girl.
The cop then started to create a scene. Me and my dad both got quite and listened for a second. We could hear almost everything that the cop was saying to the people. The cop then arrested the black girl for some stupid reason and he also arrested another person, a long haired dude that looked like a rockstar. My dad knew that there was something wrong with this because he is an ex-cop so he started protesting the cop's decision to arrest those two people. My dad started shouting, "They do that everyday, they do that everyday!" and told me that the cop shouldn't of have arrested those two people because cops aren't supposed to arrest for that reason anymore.
I then watched as the cop walked the two people outside. After they were gone, I too went outside just to see what was going on. As I stood outside I saw my friend Isabelle from school, and she drove over to me.
(will finish the rest later).

Dream - Lucid

I was at some kind of family/friend get-together at I believe the house I grew up in. We were all getting gifts. I got some clothes and lingerie. Going back through my gifts, I thought I had gotten more clothing than lingerie, but it mostly seemed to be lingerie. There was another woman there, an Asian woman, who had lots of lingerie as well. I think she had some cute clothes too that I wanted.

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That's all I remember due to insomnia/having to get up waaaay too early. Tomorrow is an even earlier day, and Sunday is the same as today. Then, I get two days off. Looking forward to that!

An OK but not outstanding, medium recall night, definitely "present" moments

+ I am putting on a glove, I feel a small object is in one of the glove fingers, I take off the glove and dig in to pull out the object, I take it out and it is like an elongated double-acorn (like 2 acorns joined at the bottom, behold my awesome image editing skills):

This is some "world seed" of immense importance.
There were two walrus super beings but now there's only one. I'm sobbing that I've made a mistake. I'm lying across the expansive back of the walrus god. It is very understanding, and said that the decision to make the object in the form of a seed makes things ... and I finish his sentence "complicated?" He says yes.

+ I'm in a gym working out. I'm on a piece of equipment that works the pecs (chest). It's a sliding platform with my back against the wall, it's in a small-medium work out hall. This machine works with your own weight as you're moving your body on the sliding platform. In the relaxed position the platform is more forwards, and as you bring your hands together holding the cables the platform moves backwards towards the wall and your body weight provides the resistance. I'm grunting long and loudly as I reach the peak of each rep. I do several reps like this and I notice a guy on the right-hand wall sort of smirking at me, I try to reduce my grunt sounds a bit.

I'm in (another?) room, I'm thinking about the ideal exercise equipment apparatus, it is a small tower, 4-sided of tall chrome bars, where people can hang and stretch at whatever height/position they want to.

Across a room a hot girl is doing fast repetitions of an exercise while hanging from one of these work out towers at about head height, her body is horizontal parallel to the floor with her back down, her feet are slightly elevated, yet her shirt is billowing up ("hanging down" but against gravity) more and more, her cleavage is visible at first, then her entire torso down to her upper legs, I'm checking her out.

On another structure a naked hot girl with black/dark hair (everywhere [in the normal places] ) is working out *really hard*, she finishes her exercises, and her workout companion (another girl) gives her a good, solid lick in the v-jay. I walk over to her, she's now resting from the intense effort hanging upside down with her arms reaching towards the floor, and I say "well done!". Her sweat is running off of her in streams like thick rain, some of it gets on me, she has dark armpit hair.

+ I'm in a room, I have to be somewhere (at 2pm?), is it morning, is it afternoon? I can't tell, I look at my digital watch, the time keeps changing, the am/pm keeps changing, WTF TIME IS IT? I try to "feel" how tired I am to see if I have slept or not. (This went on for about a solid minute) (and I *missed* it) (ಠ_ಠ)

+ I leave a room and enter a sort of hallway platform, the platform is full of kids of different ages, they're all looking at me, they're waiting for the celebration to begin, they have balls and balloons of all kinds, there are streamers and tinsel hanging from the ceiling. Then, older people emerge from the room and look approvingly at the group of kids, enjoying the holiday celebration.

1st. I was at a complex with a bunch of friends. We all stayed here because we were all diagnosed with cancer, the results would come back like the pathway results came back from school, each had the type of cancer with the recommended treatment, I remember Courtney Frame and Sophie Baker being there. This kind lead to another dream although I can’t remember the exact details, on thing I do remember though is stealing from shops..

2nd. This dream involved someone out in the parking lot being chased by a police car and although the people in there had never talked to me, they were somehow connected to me in the dream and I feel like they also had something to do with the first dream. I was in the parking lot and the man drove up to me, he reminded me of Sarah Faucett’s dad but driving a different car that was smaller, shitty and a weird colour like the colour of my eyes in that grass profile pic. There were children in the back and as I said I somehow felt that I had met this man before in the dream somewhere, so I hopped in, there were no creepy vibes about getting in the car (although there should have been) just a sense of urgency.
He began to talk about our escape saying that I would drive the car when he got out. I stated that I had never driven a car before, he replied by saying that it didn’t matter and that we had a big head start on them (Police) anyway. We drove past a town and the man was extremely surprised because he said he had not seen people so close to where we had been. At this town was a gigantic hall, so we got out.
The hall was a community hall because there were posters outside stating that if you needed any help to just go to the community hall and there were a couple of people in there, one was a girl with black hair. The man went somewhere after this and I was outside the hall by myself. There were a couple of people here and they looked very sick. I remember trying to get their attention and that the windows were like they were next to a hot shower so they were steaming. People had written messages in them although I wiped them off to get my point across (Not sure what that was). The man met back up with me and told me that he was going inside for some reason, I followed. The interior of the hall looked exactly like a barn, exactly. The man and the girl began to talk and this is where the dream get’s extremely weird and out of place. He was put up for execution and executed soon after, although later he was somehow revived .
(I’m really not sure about this part, the more I think about it the more I can’t remember) This part somehow resembled a Facebook post I had read earlier about someone who had cancer and moved to Oregon to chose the way she wanted to die, so I did exactly that. There were two men standing by me, one of them was was the man that had rescued me. The man that rescued me had a rifle and the other man had a bat, although I chose to be executed by being shot. I was surrounded by family I believe and then I was shot.
There was a next part to the dream although there is no way I could remember it? I’m pretty sure my family was there though.

I found myself in temple. It was similar to our own temple in my village, but altar looked different, there was more gold plating on wood, and it was shining. It looked majestic somehow, in undefinable way. I wanted go out and home. But as I turned I saw again the same altar where doors out sed to be. I was confused... and turned around a few times, then I did reality check. I concluded that this is REALITY and not a dream.(Only few times I managed to differentiate between reality and dream in my dreams) I concluded that I have SLIGHT problems with my memory and I probably turn too fast to register doors. Therefore I turned directly to altar and walked backward out of temple.
Once outside, everything looked normal. I walked around temple. There were two people deconstructing an old howel. I had my bicycle nearby but it looked different. It has very big tractor transmission added on fork with big wheel on it. And two big auxiliary wheels on every side of that transmission. Man who deconstructed shed told me, that they need to drive it to scrapyard... So I said OK and I rode away. I was riding on my bicycle back home when I saw a dark gray wall on crossroad. I did again reality check, and again I concluded that I have probably problems with my perception of reality and that I'm not dreaming. I decided to use observer state (like I use by OBE) and I rode to wall. I saw that the wall was ever changing structure composed of limbs, hands and heads which looked like trying escape out into normal world. I rode directly into it, without hesitation or questioning myself whether it is sensible or not.
As I crossed threshold of wall it was like I rode into post apocalyptic world. Sky was dark gray... Houses were in ruins, smoking. Wind was making small dust devils... Ghostly figures were gliding aimlessly around it. Trees were black, naked. On the road, there were stones, debris, holes... after some time I discarded bicycle and I was walking forward. Observing, not judging state of things around me. Some ghostly figures tried to touch me, to catch me... visibly screaming. But I keep walking forward through it. I walked through a few ghostly figures, some demons like, some more humans like... I walked. And walked. There was despair, and there was me. There was pain and there was me. There was devastation, and there was me. I was observer. I was there but that THERE was not in me. After some time I got to second threshold (this one was shining) and I crossed it... again without questioning myself.
On the other side of wall the road continued curving into distance... the road was like new, trees around and grass were strong, healthy... The sky was deep blue... it was quiet. No sound was breaking the stillness surrounding me. There wasn't even wind. Everything was shining like new. Atmosphere of conflict and despair were left behind me. I turned to look back. There was no wall, no threshold, nothing... only healthy shining nature everywhere. I turned back on road and I walked. I walked forward observing but not questioning, not thinking, in everlasting here and now. I walked till I woke up.