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Good morning
Well, I just remember a few fragments. I definitely need more sleep. My recall is getting worse and worse.

Hours of sleep: 6.5
Vividness: 2/5
Recall: 2/5

1. I'm on a beach. I want to go to the other side of the beach. I go towards the sea. I see that there is a river who leads to the sea. I want to cross the place, where the river enters to the sea, but the stream is to strong. I try to cross it twice, but I don't manage to get over it. So go back to my towel. There are a few DC and I start some conversation.
2. I'm on a busstation. My parents are there and a few friends. I ask my dad what we are doing here. He says that we have to the city D. I tell him that this is not the right station, because the bus leads to the town E. I tell him exactly the right way we had to pass to get the right bus and how long it will take. I don't know why, but he gets angry.
I realize that my friends are here and want to talk to them. But I don't manage to start a conversation with them.
3. We are in bus. It drives through a mall. It drives over stairs, the people look a bit awkward. I wonder what I'm doing here. The bus finally drives in an elevator. I look out the window and see a DC. He looks at me really awkward. As response to his look, I start waving and say Hello.

That's it.
PS: I want epic dreams!

0820: Amusement part. Christmas for Hugh's younger brothers. Video game theme. I am announcer of the ride as they go down.

1115: Tom Cruise ... in ... Suggest it is a ...

1400: In math class. Learning about Heydinger Bollinger fields. French teacher watches. I feel like I am not following.

About a week ago I had a weird (and short) lucid dream.

In real life: I was camping and sleeping under a blue tarp.

In the dream: I realised I was dreaming (I can't remember how). Through my left eye I could see the outside of a small building, but through my right eye I could only see blue. At first this didn't bother me and I decided to do a reality check to confirm I was dreaming. With my right eye I looked at my nose and I was very surprised to find that I could still see it. I moved my head and the image in my left eye changed but my right eye stayed the same. The dream was unstable and I desperately tried to stabilise it, but the fact that my eyes saw different images didn't help.

Shortly after that I awoke and found myself staring at the blue tarp which was above my head. I realised that in my dream I must have had my right eye open the whole time.

Well wakingnomad told me it was time for me to find my dream guide..
I was lucid last nyt w/ one of the most weirdest and most confusing dream i had..
It was my 2nd time being fully lucid. I didn't do reality checks but I just knew I was dreaming and managed to stray in that dream state..
A lot of events occurred I don't know the exact order..
But I'll tell the important ones first..
I kept calling out for my dream guide to appear..but it didn't work for some reason..
In my dream I was with wakingnomad..I didn't question why or when he was there but I just went along with it..
I didn't check if he was a DC which I should have..
but it felt like it was him..not sure though??
anyway we went around that dream plane..
we passed a guy i don't really remember..
but then moments later wakingnomad was doing something..
he was focusing on he guy we saw from earlier..
he said he was fousing on him, imagining him to come near us and sure enough it happened..
this guy was weird andwen we saw him he as carrying a plate of food.
He had a flirty vibe to him too..
In that instant for some reason wakingnomad just went all out and fought him 4 some reason..
but the guy was kinda invincible..
wakingnomad told me "c he's not human"
since that guy was like invincible..and he just ate the food evn though i knw it didnt satrisfy him since he was not human
anyway wakingnomad and i continued to walk around..
then i remember walking with him through a place that was like limbo or weird
like clouds all around
andd as people passed by..
people i didnt know..
waking nomad woul say ignbore them they're just DC's..
and sure enough i would ignore them as they walked past me in that cloud-like world or something..
one thing that was weird is y didn't my dream guide come wen i called??
was d person i was w/ my dream guide??and i just assumed it was wakingnomad?? idk??i need answers..
den some other confusion happened too..waking nomad just suddenly disappeared..
i didnt really question the chang of events but
all of a sudden i remember that a kid w/ glasses went up 2 me claiming to be my drea guide and he was like touching through things..
like through my head and stuff..
but that's all i remembered..
im still unsure about that kid though..it cud be just a DC??ryt??
and then another claimed to be my dream guide, it was a person i knew in waking life
i know her by her pictures in real life..
she's the current GF of my ex BF..
and she said she was my dream guide..but i know tis is not true,,
since aren't dream guides supposed to know evrything about u??
well when i mentioned in that dream i was the ex of her current bf she seemed shocked..
wasn't she supposed to know evrything about me f she really is my dream guide??
things get weirder..psYfr (aaron) was there by me when i was talking to my so-called dream guide..
i remembered wen wakingnomad was doing that whole focus thing for that creepy guy to come near us..
i thought of going into psYfr's dream..but then i stopped myself remembering psYfr's warnings not to do that in waking lyf..
so instead of going into his dreams for some reason i imagined him coming near me and wakingnomad just as wakingnomad did w/ the creepy guy..
but he didn't come in that instant..
but i think since i imagined him coming near me, eventually throughought the dream he did..
wen i was talking to my "so-called" dream guide.psYfr was by me..and wen i mentioned to that dream guide that her bf now was my ex she was shocked but i told her she had nothing 2 worry about and i kissed psYfr..he knew what i was doing..I was pretending that me and him were together evn if we wern't anymore..and he just went along w/ it knowing wat i was doing..pretty soon..the fke dream guide disappeared and me and psYfr were cuddling and a sexy lady passed by while we were cuddling or something lyk dat..but before that happened my "so-called" dream guide said she was my dream guide coz her last name was "six" for sixth sense..but thatr's not her last name..it's psYfr's best frend that has the last name "six"..weird!!
den part of my dream was a singing contest too..
two of my younger sisters were there..
and they were arguing which they do in waking life so often..
and some filipino singers were there too in that portion..
datz all i can remember and wat i wrote down..
why didn't my dream guide come wen i calld out many tyms??
was i with my dreamguide all along and just assumed it was wakingnomad??
coz he did show me a lot and isn't that wat dream guides do??
or was it that little boy touching through stuff??
if it was wakingnomad, was it really him or a dc??
and watz up w/that weird dream guide faker??

Note: Tonight was composed of fragments which I will post here. Actually, I'm sure there was more to each of these dreams, but those are parts that I am not able to remember at this point. So here are the fragments:

Under My Skin
I was in the lab / sick bay in the biodome tower with Tigress and Janet, I couldn't remember how I had gotten there, but somehow I was lucid. I looked around, I saw Tigress talking to Janet for a bit, so I just waited. I remembered Tigress saying she wanted Janet to check us both out to see if we might have any parasites inside us. She came over to me and said Janet had given her a clean bill of health, so there was no need for her to stay here any longer. I wondered where she might be going so fast, didn't she want to stick around and maybe do something after Janet checked me out? Janet told me to lie down on the sick bay bed and she would check me out. I did that, and I couldn't see what she was doing, I was lying on my stomach, but she was talking about some rather disgusting leech type things that she was removing. I wondered if Tigress was waiting for me… I saw someone out of the corner of my eye, I looked and I saw Nomad. He said there were parasites on me, he was sure he had sensed those there. Janet said there sure were, but she was almost done getting them all off. Nomad asked if she had gotten the ones off of Tigress, too. Janet said Tigress hadn't had any parasites on her, though she had checked for them. Nomad seemed to think that was odd, but he didn't say anything.

Mistaken Identity
I was in my room and lucid, I remembered I had a goal of locating Walms and restoring his flame, which he had told me was out. I knew from how he had acted that it wasn't completely out, but I thought maybe he could use a bit of help getting it strong again after encountering some strange energy that had apparently damaged it. He said he had been staying away from everyone until the flame was restored so he wouldn't look to pointlessly hurt anyone (if the flame had been out that wouldn't have mattered) so I might have problems finding him. I focused on locating Walms, he said his energy would be different, so I wasn't really sure what I would trace. So I just focused on what I know about Walms from talking to him and sharing a few dreams in the past, using a song spell for tracking… and thought it took a bit more energy, a portal finally opened, so I went through. I exited the portal into a forest area, looked consistent with somewhere I might find Walms. I looked around, not sure where I might find Walms, but then I spotted someone over beside a particularly large tree. I went over to him and looked at him closely, I couldn't see much in the way of energy there, well that fit… I had expected that Walms would be hiding his energy pretty well. I called the person Walms and said hello, I said I was there to restore his flame, and I was sure I hadn't been followed. I got a blank look as a response, so I thought maybe he wasn't lucid… I told him he was dreaming, I added that I was Raven Knight. He continued to give me the same blank look as if I was speaking in a foreign language… damn… I wondered if there were times that Walms was non-lucid that he didn't remember English… "Yo estoy Raven Knight," I stumbled in Spanish, "Estoy aquí para restaurar el fuego interior ... Walms? Estás soñando, ya sabes ..." That same blank look that was beginning to get quite frustrating… "How cute…" a voice said from my right, "She doesn't recognize me…" I turned to my right really fast, just in time to see someone vanish… Walms?! Then who was I talking to? The person I had been talking to said something that made absolutely no sense… um… I went over to the place the person had vanished… that was Walms, no doubt… "Wait a sec!" I called, even though he was long gone. I focused on opening a portal to follow him, but my memory ends here.

Templar Party
I was in what I thought of as my house, but it wasn't like my waking life home. The inside of it was very similar, but there was a huge deck out back where there were a lot of people having a party, there was music, food, a swimming pool, and everyone was having lots of fun. But somehow I knew the guests were all Templars… I was also thinking my mom had no idea who she had invited over. I tried to tell her, but she wasn't listening. She went outside to take care of the guests, but I stayed in my room. I was able to look out my window at the partiers outside. I didn't want them to see me, so I was staying low and just peeking over my window sill to see them out there. My mom looked frustrated, then she came inside and found me spying on the party. She said she didn't care if I stayed long, but it was rude of me to not show up and at least say hi to our guests. I said I couldn't do that, those were all Templars, and they would surly know that I was aligned with the Assassins… She told me not to be silly, they wouldn't know that unless I went out with a sign that said, "GO ASSASSINS" or something dumb like that. She said she wanted to see me outside in 15 minutes, and that was final. With that she left the room. I knew for sure that the Templars would recognize me, so I had to get out of there. I went out of the back door and headed for the gate, trying to hurry before I was seen… epic fail. I hadn't made it halfway to the gate before my mom spotted me and brought everyone's attention to me. The Templars looked over at me, I could tell by the way they looked that they knew I was with the Assassins… My mom, oblivious to everything, was cheerfully introducing us, which is not actually like her normal behavior at all.

My latest lucid dream was at night. I found it quite interesting because it was the first dream I can ever recall that was in a night time setting. I remember there were street lights that were cylinder shape and they almost seemed detached from the poles. I remember being fascinated by how beautiful they were. The way I confirmed that I was in a dream was by counting my fingers. I counted 8 fingers on my right hand and then started counting my left hand as if that was normal but I stopped myself and thought wait a minute 8 fingers, I'm dreaming. When I first heard this technique I was worried about using it because I thought it would kind of freak me out but I actually found quite humorous. Of course the first thing I did was start flying but this part seems cloudy and I seem to remember that I could leave the area I was in for some strange reason.

I also saw a small truck driving and I flag it down because I wanted to talk to the driver but when he rolled down his window to ask me what I wanted I kind of freak out and got scared so I told I thought he was someone else. After that I thought to myself that I need to be careful or I'll turn my dream characters against me. I obviously got this from watching Inception.

I felt myself starting to wake up which had been my biggest problem in Lucid dreams in the past, I would get excited and feel like I was literally sucked up into the sky and out of the dream. This time I use the spin technique to stay in the dream and it work really well. The spin itself wasn't at all what I thought it would be though. I thought it would be like spinning in circles on the ground like you do in waking life but instead when I closed my eyes and started to spin it was one of the most amazing moments I have ever experienced. The spinning motion was more like spinning in water but a much more free feeling, almost like being in outer space and there was these amazing colors like a laser show dancing all around me. During the spin I kept reminding myself that I was dreaming because I read you can come out lucidity from doing this. What's funny is when I did stop I was mad because I thought I had woke up. I was in the exact same surroundings but still thought I had woke up. So I again counted my finger and there were 6 fingers on my right hand this time. Unfortunately I did wake up after this. But even though it was short it was the most control I have had in a lucid dream so far and it was the longest I have been able to stay lucid in so far. Progress is a good thing.

yeah

Sex dream... but it was interesting to note, the "hole" I was screwing turned into a portal and led me into an alternate sex dream... so yeah, figure that one out.

Asuka is a computer nerd.

fragment of going into a room where Asuka was ignoring me because she was on the computer and looking at something.

WTF

I'm on some weird ship above earth. I'm fighting some cyborg guy... and a clone of him, and thena brown clone of him? I don't know. There was lots of floating around in this fight with anti grav stuff. Much like the one fight from inception. I wish I'd remembered more details on this one.

Town

first I was walking into some house. I found a guy there and asked him for a ride. I was in toronto or something, and he said "sure". I was with some woman (asuka?) and we were all handed pamphlettes. We got into a taxi drive by the guy.

Then later We wound up someplace with Haley. Asuka merged with haley and then started taunting me on my current lack of sex life. I remember walking away feeling pretty down on myself.

Dogs

A dream about some strange dogs and having them bite my arms.

Flying.

I was in a strange place with some people. I flew there and I landed. I told the people that I could fly like superman. They were like ORLY? and then I jumped up but only floated. I began making a buzzing sound with my mouth and then I started to fly better. They seemed pretty impressed.

Smokes

I just remember hanging around a bunch of guys, and at one point I asked someone for a smoke and they gave it to me.

I was in the car with my mom. We were driving to an art store. When we got there, we went in. It was a brightly lit place, a beige color scheme. There were a few people. The place was small, the shelves little wire racks. I was looking at some acrylic paints. There were little jars of the primary colors. The sign said $9.99 on them. I turned away and looked back at them, thinking that it was a lot, then realized that it actually said 99 cents (of course, I didn't realize I was dreaming -.-).

I was then in the car again, and we were driving to what was apparently my sister's apartment. The place was absolutely luxurious. She was with a bunch of her friends in the living room. They were laughing and talking about something. I went in, and my sister started talking about their plans to go shopping. They said they wanted to go either on Saturday or Sunday. They said that maybe I shouldn't come because they wanted to go to some sex store. This sort of annoyed me, so I asked them why they couldn't go with me today and they could go by themselves at a later time. They gave me some half-assed excuse, and then the dream faded.

23.10.2010

Familiar Places (DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID







It's 1:30PM. I make a mental note of it before I start my session.

WILD: Misfire

★★★☆☆

A WILD puts me back in my house, though I'm far from home. Outside, several people are partaking in odd sporting activities. A young girl, for instance, is trying to playful blast her older brother with a Kamehameha. Attempting to intercept her translucent beam with my own, fiery and blue, I screw up and partially fry her head. Everybody goes back inside as things suddenly get very dark. . .

DEILD: Creeper Teacher

★★★☆☆

After waking, a DEILD tosses me into my room, and I'm confronted with an overbearing teacher at the foot of my bed, telling me what I can and can't do. Turns out she's a demon that wants to drag me to hell. I show her what's what, making use of my Katana and Super Strength, tying her in literal knots. After lugging her downstairs, in an effort to take her into the hot infernos, I wake.

DEILD: Threads

★★★☆☆

Another DEILD and I'm by my front door. I just lie there, surprised by my fortune, but something disrupts my zen moment as me and my dog, who was nuzzling me, get violently dragged across the floor. For some reason, there's a network of criss crossing strings scattered about my house, leading out the front door, where anyone can pull them. I cut the threads at their source, making note of the birthday decorations around my house's glass outer-door. It's still dark outside, so I venture into my court, touching our flag as I do. Without warning, a dark red, tricked-out car tries to run me over, but I jump on the roof and hitch a ride.

Bored with the scene, still on the car, I start up a long range teleport and am soon thrust into a CoH club-like setting wherein I'm standing on a table, just like in the game. Reorienting myself, I discover this is a pumpkin smashing event a friend of mine is running. Not that interested, I leave, exiting into a dorm hallway. From there, I find Raven's room (because she obviously lives in this dorm), but it's occupied by a group of people playing Madden or some other football game, and I get escorted out by a half naked Aunt.

Making my way through the building, looking for a good design on a wall or pillar to facilitate a portal, I come across my family who is on a tour of the area. Deciding to join them, we quickly end up in a place where a bunch of old Sci-Fi memorabilia is being showcased. William Shatner is there, too, and so is a “Time Machine” I could probably use to port out of there. I convince him to give us a test run of the contraption, but things go horribly, horribly wrong and Shatner is soon sprawled on the ground with several limbs missing. . .

DEILD: Second Life

★☆☆☆☆

Shatner is still here, along with C3PO, both limbless, comforting each other before their inevitable demise, as a group of “fans” looks on in awe. Reluctantly taking matters into my own hands, I heal them both with green energy, from said hands. Shatner is so overjoyed by my act of kindness that he takes me on a romp through the resort to a table where hundreds of sweets and pastries are laid out for my consumption. I spend the rest of the dream shoving as many delightful snacks into my mouth as I can muster.

DEILD: Sharks? I'll Pass, Thanks

★★★☆☆

The next one takes me into the back of some kinda Pizza Hut style restaurant. I break the large glass windows lining the walls to get outside, and quickly run into a blue haired girl that interests me. She's trying to avoid me, but I keep up with her using various travel powers. Noticing my abilities, as we walk along a busy boardwalk, she strikes up a conversation which is rudely interrupted by two heavy-set brothers. They have a bone to pick with me.

I try not to fight them, I really do, but when they start to pick me up, in order to throw me into the shark infested water, I protest, utterly decimating them with my fists and feet. The final blows, which send them spiraling into the air, I follow with a large energy blast to make sure they won't bother us again. They don't, but neither do I get much time to chat with the girl. . .

DEILD: Pocket Sized Adventures

★★☆☆☆

Pizza Hut again. Grabbing some grease laden pizza on my way out, I realize I'm in the same environment as last time. Maybe that girl is still hanging around. Exploring the green, partially industrialized, area, I eventually come across a different girl, much younger than the first, who wonders why I don't have a Pokemon adventure with my lucids. Letting her know I think it's an excellent idea, I toss out a Squirtle, my very first Pokemon.

I contemplate doing everything from Squirtle's perspective, as I switch between his and mine, but decide against it. One of the girl's friends comes over and shows us her Fearow, which she uses to fly us all to a town hidden amongst the trees, of which I can't recall the name. Not that it matters; I wake up before we can land.

Rubbing my temples, I look at the clock: 2:58PM.

I need food. . .

I'm in a long building like a warehouse, and there are rows of aquatic fishtanks. Moose is there in a white bathing suit and she has fiery red hair. She's feeding the fish tank by tank, and she doesn't want to do it. I told her I'd take over, and she walked next while I kept feeding the different fish. She told me Cloud was going to marry her mother, and I was like "what!?"

FA

I'm in a tanish looking bedroom, and Moose and J are there. Moose is dressed pretty normal and she has earplugs in. I started telling her about my dream. I told her that the room she had for the fish was like right next to this room, and my friend J looked at me and said "oh, one of them those", and left because he didn't want to hear anything about dreaming. On the tv there was some big guy singing and dancing, and I pointed at how silly he was looking.

There was a paper dj right next to me on the bed. I looked at it and started wondering what I should title the dream, then I woke up.

Non-Lucid
Lucid

I was on a cruise ship, in the bathroom. I was looking in the mirror, I told my self "I can't believe this is happening, I must be dreaming." I plugged my nose, and I could breathe.

I was amazed I can't believe it worked! "Ok, stay calm or I'll exit the dream." Thinking I was able to change my environment. I picked something easy, A field. A big, grassy field. I closed my eyes. Imagined the field and opened my eyes. I was a a eternal field of darkness. I couldn't see anything.

I don't remember how but I went back onto the ship, and played out the rest of my dream like my lucid part never happened. I was back in the bathroom on the cruise ship.

My mom suggested that I take a Spanish class at the community college. I didn't really want to go into Spanish, so I decided not to. I walked around the small college, which was probably the size of a small house, and found a cute porch. The porch was a slab on concrete with a fence built around it, but off of the porch was a steep, snowy hill. I decided to sled.

As I was sledding, I realized that I was probably somewhere in the mountains. The hill had become less steep, but I couldn't see an end to it. I picked up a lot of speed, and the natural scenery was beautiful. As the wind continued to whip my cheeks as I sledded in my little purple sled, I saw 2 figures in front of me. I put my leg out to stop the sled before I hit them, but the force was too strong. Fortunately, the impact wasn't too bad.

"Watch where you're going." One of them says. I don't remember if both of them were boys, but I know that at least one was a male and the other could have been a female. I wondered what they were doing out here. Looking around me, I noticed that the entire perimeter was composed of just a snowy wasteland. Snow and mountains as far as the eye could see.



"What are you guys doing out here? Would you like to sled with me?" I asked, noticing that I could see my breath.

"We're on a mission," One of them says sternly. He looks out to the horizon.

"Well, the sledding out here is really fun." I say. The two begin arguing amongst themselves.

"How did we manage to even get here?" One of them says.

"I thought that the library was that way..." The other person responds.

"Well I don't see a library out here!" He shouts.

"No shit captain obvious!"

"We're in the middle of freaking nowhere thanks to you."

"You're always blaming this shit on me!"

"If you guys are lost, seriously, the sledding here is really nice and fast," I said, interrupting their argument.

"Looks like we have no choice," One of them says reluctantly. Somehow they both have sleds.

We continue sledding down the hill until we reach the bottom. At the bottom there is a small stream which leads into a large pond. The two begin arguing again. I decide to leave them there.

After climbing horizontally up the hill, I come to a library (Hahahaha). I want to research where I was, so I look for books about the mountains. Instead, I find a book about Blind Justice (~Torn Souls, Hurt Faiths~). Inside the books are beautiful pictures from the story, and I am amazed that our library has this. It explains the story in depth and I was surprised at the book's version of the story.

Probably my shortest non-being-awakened LD... In fact I know it.

I was walking around some girls house I knew in like... Kindergarten to 4th grade. She's showing me around, I see her mother, and mention that i had never been to her house before (Which is true.). She leads me up to an open air deck, the moon is full and frikkin' HUGE. We both take a seat, she's a crossed from me sitting on a couch looking thing with the moon in the sky directly to the right of her (My left.). I get the idea to do an RC, so I do (Nose breathe, as usual.) and it fails. I say to myself 'Figures' but I don't stabilize or anchor... Buh.

Anyway, I don't get excited or anything, but I do ask her: "T, have you ever done anything you truly regret?" (The dream before this one, I was saying goodbye to all my high school buddies and teachers, something I never really did for the most part in real-life. Likely why I asked that particular question.). She looks to her left (My right) in the distance and I lose lucidity.

So, a short one yes, but I think there's something to be said about becoming lucid two nights in a row... Even if the second time was only for about 30 seconds.

Non-Lucid
Lucid
Comments
Vividness:4
Recall:4
Hours of sleep: 11 and a half
Food before sleep: Mini Butterfinger Crisp

Me and some random guy were digging where he said he thought he found something. We were on a different planet...But, it was much like Earth. We dug for a little while before we came to a drop down. He let me jump in first and I found that it was like a hallway leading into a grand house. Shortly after I realized that he had not jumped in with me. I shrugged it off and continued to walk down the hallway. When I came to the entry way I realized that it was a house...FULL of mummification tools, including all the wrappings and salts, etc, etc. Now that I think about it the house kind of reminded me of the Forest Temple in The Legend of Zelda Ocarina of Time... I looked around for a little while. Completely freaked out I decided to walk down another hallway that was well lit. It lead to a kitchen/bathroom/office. There were two toilets, a full kitchen, a shower and a computer with three flat scream monitors. I noticed that one of the toilets was next to the kitchen counter and the other directly in the shower. The shower was long enough to hold a six foot man and then some! I then walked back over to the toilet next to the kitchen counter. It was oddly shaped, it even had two separate toilet bowls, so two people could sit and do their business at the same time. I think looked on the counter to see a control panel that controlled how the toilets flushed. There were two different settings that I tested. One of the them was the normal pee setting and the other setting was a weed setting.. Apparently they needed to flush some weed in this house. I skipped past the kitchen and went straight to the computer with three monitors. I sat down in the office chair and tapped the space bar. Thankfully it wasn't turned off, I clicked open the internet and typed in YouTube, but apparently that planet didn't have YouTube. Then a family that kind of looked like my own walked in and the dream ended.

The recall on this dream was hilarious. I woke up and had forgotten almost completely about it and then my mom, brother and I were talking about Halloween decorations and my brother was trying to talk like my grandma's dog. My mom then said that my brother sounded like a mummy and thus I instantly remembered this dream and got my dream journal to write it down before I forgot. Then, I decided it would be a good dream to start off my online dream journal.

Hello :/ It's a bit late but I was too busy to write my dream down. And this dream just reflects the evening I had in my favourite club.... in some way. lol

Hours of sleep: 6h
Vividness: 3/5
Recall 1/5

I'm in my favourite club. There are a few friends hanging around. It's already late, a friend, who was the diver, said to me that it was time to go. We walked out, I had some kind of strange feeling. I had the feeling that something terrible is going to happen. But i don't care and we walk out.
Outsides, there is a street. In front of us is a pub or club.

This place doesn't exist in reality. I remember that this place was already a few times in my dreams. One time it was an hotel, an other time a pub.

I know that something is different, but I don't question reality. I say to my friend we should go in, because it's an awesome place. But he is a bit angry: he wants to go home, because he's tired.
I don't know what happened next. We ended up in a club. This strange feeling doesn't disappear. I know something horrible will happen.

...

Well, something strange happened. Suddenly girl N. shows up. She wears an awful t-shirt, which is too short and reveals her belly. AND... it's a beer-belly!!!!!! I just think WTF!?!?!? She starts speaking and says that:
- I don't care any more about my appearance. When no-one wants my body, I have the right to eat what I want and as much as I want. F*ck you guys!!!!!

Note: I first remember the part of the pub. But the part with girl N. came into my mind as I was sitting in the kitchen drinking my coffee for breakfast. AND it gave me a strange feeling.OMG, what is my brain thinking subconsciously??? It's kind of disturbing