memorable

Lucid dreaming can be fickle, y'know. All I do is a WBTB, I just focus on going back to sleep because I had work to get up for. I wasn't even trying to lucid dream. Some time passes and I sort of "load" into the dream like a game or turning up the brightness on a monitor. I mean one moment, I am visualizing myself looking into the mirror, I get the feeling that I can focus on it more, then the dream fully loads around me. I am not going to wonder what technique that was.

BUT the BIG BIG thing here for the first time in a loooong time - maybe ever, I stabilized the dream past 30 seconds. What I did this time around was focus on the details on the back of my hands. The feeling of walking on the ground. The feeling of the clothes on my body. Sounds. Anything. I tried very hardest not to do any thinking inside the dream. I went searching around for a dream guide. I knock on a door. No answer. I knock on a window and I guess a woman who was the mother told me they were at school. So I spend the rest of the dream wandering around my neighborhood for about 10 minutes.

Notes: I woke up in the night and remembered the lucid and another dream. But then I forgot it when I woke up because I didn't write it down. I thought that I would remember it. From now on I'm going to suppose that all the dreams that I don't write down I will forget. Then I will probably write them down because I think my dreams are precious.

I'm walking out of Det Röda Huset and I'm under the tree. I'm lucid and know it's a dream. I lie on my back and hover over the ground backwards. The apple tree is big and prominent. The sky is purple with different layers of clouds, some of them are getting thinner and dissolving into purpleness. The quiet atmosphere is blissful and I am truly without a worry in the world. I think about how this is a dream. I imagine my real body lying in my bed and I see my sleeping face in the dream. I wonder what I want to do and fly up. I see a house with a window. I know there is someone inside so I try to break the window (my normal entrance into houses) but it's not working properly. It gets cracks but not enough. A big lady comes out from the door and tries to catch me. I lose my lucidity in the chase and I can't remember more.

Notes: I've been under that tree in really many dreams now. I am often lucid when I see it. I always get beautiful experiences when I'm lucid in Sturkö, it is an amazing place with many precious memories.

I'm walking in school and go to the guitar place. I want to see if the guitar is there. It is lying on the floor and I am feeling happy and relieved. Upon further inspectation I notice that the neck of the guitar is really thick. It is a steel-string acoustic guitar and I wonder why it got a thicker neck than a nylon-string guitar.

Notes: The school's public guitar has been missing for some days now and I often go and check if it has returned. Someone probably stole it or broke it which is sad because I really liked it.

9th November 2020

Initial note: Some parts of the dream were clearly about having to get ready in the morning but other parts felt more random. I didn't sleep through the whole night, having struggled to fall asleep and to stay asleep for most of the night, but only recalled the morning dream.

Dream:

The entirety of the dream takes place in what seems to be a subway and in some parts there's a feel of it being mixed with the layout of my old home.

I remember being naked and at one point there's some kind of mini game thing happening and

Spoiler for semi-graphic:

eggs are appearing like pickups would in a game, on the floor; I have to grab these eggs, about the size of a regular hen's eggs and put them in my vagina before they hatch by themselves, but apart from that I note that I am male. None of this makes me question reality and whenever I put one of these sort of off-green coloured eggs inside myself, they get pushed back out some moments later, feeling quite nice but with a somewhat "raw" sensation, on the edge of being an uncomfortable sensation.

And then the egg thing would hatch and a prize would come out of it, like a kinder-egg prize toy or something, but the prizes were completely random. As I kept doing this, things like bathroom spray cleaner bottles and other mundane objects would be "spawned" by the hatched eggs I was using. I think to myself very clearly "wow, it's almost like magic, but how do the companies make them appear as if they spawn from thin air from these comparatively very small eggs?" I add to the irony of this by then thinking "it must be some kind of quantum gateway tunnelling, I think", completely missing the cue.

Then I remember getting dressed with my usual clothes, the ones I'd be wearing today basically. I don't remember putting socks on but I know I hadn't put on a top just yet. I recall an escalator which I go down on, it goes a long way forward and not very far down so it has a very small degree of elevation per step. The subway area itself is very much like the ones I've been used to from my old home area but far more vast and of incredible depth/height. For a while I'm the only person in the entire place.

Then I hear dad calling for me and telling me about how we had to get on with it and get ready. (prior to this whole dream I had a waking moment where I had checked the time and it was still more than an hour's time away from my alarm going off) Mom is also here now and she's telling me about how T lost his citizen's card/ID in the subway just recently. I comment that I couldn't possibly lose something like that out of my wallet because it's all stuffed in quite tightly.

Dad seems disappointed that we (me and T or me and H?) weren't ready sooner, but I tell him it's not even 8AM yet and he doesn't really change his tune, insistent that we should be more prepared or something to that effect.

My recall faded a bit but eventually I had to go back to get a hoodie and I'm trying to not get lost in what seems to be an Escher-like maze quality that the subway seems to have. The entire underground area is very well lit but I'm left with an impression of darkness and recall the construction was primarily concrete, so it felt like a recent or cheap construction.

I recall that at some point, there were some more particular things that had hatched from my eggs; one was a bony black creature with wings, like a dragon, but not. It had a frayed look, worn. At first I genuinely thought it was a toy because it started out inanimate and in a sort of fetal position? But when it started moving around I began to hope it wouldn't cause any chaos or mayhem while we were away for work today (pre-lucid thought).

Another peculiar item that spawned from the eggs was a very authentic/official looking piece of scrap paper telling a military person who he should be looking at and what he should be doing when activating a nuclear arsenal. The paper had Spanish writing but it was mostly in English. The other military person mentioned was a "Dahlia" something or other, of an enlisted rank (sergeant comes to mind?).

At the top of this thick paper were two groups of Hebrew or Jewish 6-point stars and taking up the right half of the document were some watermarked bald-eagles or something, but the paper was torn around this area. I couldn't make up my mind on where this document could possibly originate from, thinking about Mexico, the USA, Israel and other places. But I remember being amazed by the document and trying to tell H about it in the dream.

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Notes:

- In the dream, I don't recall any of the "subway" area actually having any rail tracks. It just had the same feel as some stations I've been in, but on a bigger scale. I never did reach a terminal at any point in the dream, nor did I see any trams/trains. The whole place was very bare. Although subways used to be a common dream sign for me, they rarely feature quite as much as they used to a few years ago, probably since I don't use them currently.

- Apart from how it felt physically, there was nothing particularly sexual about the mini-game thing.

- I think part of what brought about the small dragon-like creature was the fact that H's cat had to have some emergency care very recently and so was looking quite "patchy" and ruffled when I saw a picture.

- Part of what brought about the very peculiar military document was probably because I was reading about colonising of the Americas in general last night and also looking at different maps about the subject. Dahl and its variations is a name I find interesting but apart from the similarly named Borderlands fictional military-arms company, I'm not sure what would have prompted a character to be called Dahlia in one of my dreams, but it's not the first time a random word has been put together.

- Although I don't recall what it was anymore, something did happen if I didn't use the eggs and just allowed them to hatch by themselves and from my perception (with it being a mini-game of some sort) this was "bad".

- At the time of this dream I had recently been speaking to a transgender friend of mine, whom I hadn't spoken to for quite some time.

And this post is above another user who posted a Davie 504 dream. Are youtubers trying to take control of our dreams??? *Cues x files theme*

I think I had jamie dreams I just can't recall them. Just woke up a few times with a feeling that she was in them. I miss the constant or weekly vivid dreams of her since they've been my constant companion for over 2 years now...

Small lucid

Just Walking into a room with my cousin there. I become lucid for no reason at all. I stand by a window and try to push through the glass into another dream. but i wake up after.


pewdiepie

I'm at some bar or party. It almost has the same layout to the 21 club here in lethbridge which i haven't even been to in some years. Use to go there to talk to no one, buy expensive beer, have some drunk girl slap your smoke out of your face for no reasonand call 3 different cab companies then wind up walking home because the cabs just pick up any drunk idiot int he parking lot. No thanks.

As i walk in I see Pewdiepie standing where everyone smokes. I want to say hello but walk in. I walk in and out of the building a few times. I say "Hi," to him a few times but he doesn't respond. (honestly my pewdipie phase ended when T-series Passed him and subs) eventually I manage to get his attention. I try to tell him I have his old wired Razer headset which i've had for 3 years. I can't speak and sense my physical tongue is to dry to speak. This makes me lucid but instead of doing anything I keep trying to talk but wind up saying nothing. Pewdiepie seems more interested in that I'm having trouble trying to speak. He kind of gets the gist of what I'm trying to say but he just kind of thinks my problems are funny.

Not sure what else i recall. I work nights and can say my lucids are in my second cycle during the day. I go to sleep around 11 am or noon. Wake up 4 5 Pm. Back to sleep around 6 and fall asleep around 7. the short later period has been giving me very vivid are almost all lucid dreams.

In one dream, I was inside a giant skyscraper in a city much like the one from Cyberpunk 2077. I think it was a corporate HQ. The building was an arcology, meaning it had restaurants, parks, supermarkets and living space - and you never really had to leave it for any reason. It was so tall, that if you looked out of the window near the top floors, you couldn't even see the rest of the city down below - just hills and mountains outside of the city limits. I remember being really afraid of heights at some point, and being too afraid to move in the irrational fear that I would "tip over the building".

The next dream was horrifying. It started out nicely enough. I was driving around with two guys and a girl in a bikini who I really liked. They carried around a trailer, which was bright red and made by Ferrari. One of the guys said he regretted buying it, as (as I expected) maintenance was super expensive with even small components costing an obscene amount to replace. I remember standing outside the vehicle, leaning on something as I watched a beautiful sunset over the sea. I noticed the horizon was oddly high in the sky, but I didn't think too much of it. Then, I did notice it - the horizon was actually an absolutely titanic tsunami (easily 3,000 ft tall) coming straight towards us. I immediately went into flight mode, and ran away from it like a madman. We were in Antwerp harbor area, and the main port authority building was a couple hundred feet away. A modern, concrete building, perhaps strong enough to withstand the impact. As I bolted towards the building, a loud siren (like an air raid siren) went off and a voice declared a state of emergency as the wave approached the mainland. Very apocalyptic. I reached the big glass double doors of the building. The wave was now very close, towering over everything and blotting out the sun. It moved very fast. My nephew was also there, all of a sudden. I tried the doors, but they were locked. "They're leaving us here to die!" my nephew shouted in a panic. I grabbed my badge and scanned it, and the doorlocks clicked open. The dream ended there. The day before this dream, I watched a very old VHS-tape. It had a short trailer for an "how will the world end" documentary which featured, among others, footage of a tsunami.

I had a dream where I was at an apartment with my mom and I had to go outside to do something. There was also a celebration of some kind going on. I left when for some reason I decided to find a car to sit in for some reason. I sat on theo (ex boyfriend who I am on good terms with irl) on accident and noticed that Edynn was in the front seat and vicky from the fairly odd parents was there too. they told me to get out and that they didn't want anything to do with me anymore. Theo cited the fact that we were in a relationship and I didn't care as a reason. I couldn't articulate more than just screaming, specifically at edynn. I actually got so mad I tried scratching up her face, resulting in theo being harmed the most. I got out, told my mom about it, and she seemed more adamant about advertising that there was a two bedroom apartment we were gonna move into. I left and wandered around aimlessly for a while.

I remember being in a hotel room and saw the notorious B.I.G there with me. I said something along the lines of "wow you really do come across as big". he took offense to it, thinking I was referring to his weight, I clarified that I meant in regards go his presence and energy and then he got really hyped and started knocking stuff over and then left. Cut to a school. I was there with all the friends and students I had talked to in school throughout the years. I had a diary and nicknames. I remember seriously upsetting Jasmine and then apologizing. We stayed in dorms that resembled one star hotel rooms with the same sickening green color as the two star hotel I am in as of writing this. Shawn, a friend I used to know from elementary through middle school, had run into a warehouse after breaking down and being insecure about his musical skills. I eventually went back home and talked to my mom and decided we had to do something over at a different part of the building. We drove there, at one point talking about conspiracy theories and how I personally didn't get them, especially how they apparently gave people the urge to defect to remote locations. We made it to the building and then immidiately noticed the structure of the school location was flipped. There was a lightswitch that my mom got fixated on at the end of a hallway at an upper floor of the building. I was trying to get her attention when I saw someone walking towards the stairs next to us on a lower level. I noticed that there was a shoe replacing this person's head, freaked out, said "mom, these people are made of feet, we gotta go" and noticed that her head had turned into a shoe as well. The shoe person below me noticed my presence and ran full speed towards me as my mom stood mindlessly facing the lightswitch. I was attacked and then I woke up.

Jamie

All i recall is her telling me she's planning to reach out to me. Hm... Trying not to get my hopes up for that. I mean isn't BPD devaluation FOREVER? Right.

Bus Lucid

I was downtown by a park or something. A bus pulled up in front of me. A girl I seemed to know came up to me from the bus, she wore a hoody. I wasn't interested in talking to her since she had a boyfriend who was driving the bus. I began to walk away but the back end of the bus swung toward me. I was suddenly inside the bus with no transition and became lucid. I figured the people on the bus for DCs so I picked the girl up and carried her to the back of the bus to have sex with her. She became docile like a blank DC. I began unzipping her pants when the driver said something to me. The girl had vanished but i didn't notice or care. I asked the driver if he knew Jamie and if he could take me to her. He said,"yes," I saw someone with long brown hair that reminded me of Jamie suddenly appear in the passenger seat next to him. The person turned around, it was a girl with brown hair but her face wasn't Jamie's and it didn't feel like it was her. But she smiled at me. i woke up then.

Engineer Bob

i fell asleep listening to The Dark Tower books again. I must have been hearing the story of Charlie The Choo Choo. Because i was walking around a train station with a guy called engineer Bob. i kept arguing that my name should be Engineer Bob, Because My name is Robert and I always wanted to take a cross country train Ride. Bob laughed and said he is the real one.

I had a dream last night where I was riding in an old Jeep Wagoneer like my parents had when I was a child with 3 girls and 2 guys who were all in their early 20’s. I am not sure if we were wrapping-up our time in college or if we had already graduated and were getting away for the weekend.

When the dream started, I was in the middle of the front seat riding between a tall girl with shoulder length dark brown hair who was driving and a short girl with long red hair who was riding by the window. I remember both girls were wearing jeans, brown knee boots, and leather jackets. In the back seat were two tall guys who were each riding by the window and a shorter girl riding between them right behind me. I had a 24 ounce can of beer between my legs that I was sipping on as was everyone one else in the Jeep except the dark hair girl that was driving us. We are driving down the interstate and mountains are in view in the windshield.

As we are getting closer to the mountains, the driver turns off of the interstate and then pulls into a gas station. The guy sitting behind the driver seat gets out to pump gas and the girl driving gets out to be with him, while the guy sitting on the passenger side and the girl sitting in the middle go into get some beer and snacks. I start to undo my seatbelt to get out as well, but the redhead sitting on my right puts her arm around me and says I am staying with her. I figure the driver and guy sitting behind her must be a couple because they are hugging on each other and the guy behind her and the girl next to him must be a couple as well since they are walking arm and arm. I have never seen any of them before, but figure the redhead invited me on the trip since she seems to know everyone else and is trying to snuggle with me. While we are in the Wagoneer by ourselves, she is keeping her arm around me and wanting to snuggle. I can tell by the way she is talking that she is starting to get a little tipsy and can smell the beer on her breath when she cuddles with me. As we wait, she starts getting more and more flirty and is grabbing onto me stronger as she keeps cuddling with me.

The guy and girl that went into the store come back first with a few cases of beer and a few bags of snacks. After the are in, the girl reaches her hand into a bag and pulls out two 24 ounce beers and says we look thirsty as she hands them to me and the redhead. I put mine between my legs and quickly finish off the last few sips of the open one I was working on. About the time I finish, the driver and her boyfriend are opening their doors and getting back in. As she is sitting down in the driver seat, she sees the redhead and I both have empty beer cans and grabs them from us and gets back out to throw them away. She then asks he boyfriend if they have any empties and then takes the empty cans from him and throws them away before getting back in the driver seat and starting up the Wagoneer and pulling away from the gas pump.

As we are getting close to the mountains, I can see that it is fall as the leaves have turned and are in peak color. The redhead puts her arm around me and pulls me towards her with a really strong grip and tells me how beautiful she the trees look as I can smell the beer on her breath. She lets go of me to take a few sips of beer and I open the fresh can between my legs and take a few sips as the dark haired girl pays attention to the road while the redhead puts her head on my shoulder.

Soon we are climbing up the mountain and the road is getting windy. The road makes a sharp left turn, the redhead falls on me and shouts Opportunity Corner and then grabs me tight and cuddles with me. Then the road makes a sharp right turn and my body falls on the redhead and she shouts Opportunity Corner again and grabs me tight and snuggles with me again. As we continue to drive up the mountain anytime we make a sharp turn, the redhead shouts Opportunity Corner and the grabs me and cuddles with me.

As we keep driving up the mountain, the redhead keep grabbing me with an increasingly stronger grip and cuddling longer each time we go around a curve as she is getting more and more tipsy. While her opportunity corner game was cute at first, it is getting more annoying each time we go around a curve and she does it. I look over at the dark haired girl in the driver seat to my left and can tell she is also stating to get annoyed with having to listen to the redhead scream each time we go around a curve. I try to tell the redhead that maybe she should stop playing this game, but she grabs me and pulls me towards her and says she loves cuddling with me. I eventually woke up from this dream while we were still driving up the mountain on a never ending road and the redhead was cuddling with me anytime we went around a curve and getting on everyone’s nerves including mine.

Date of Dream: WED 2 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 729 - Separated Sections

Dream 729 A - Home Ice-Cream Karaoke
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, there was anticipation that the old ‘Home Ice-Cream’ truck was going to be coming past our house. However, like all the other ice-cream trucks, I was afraid it was going to drive by us. The dream showed the truck coming up our court and it indeed did stop for us. The man in the truck told us to pick as many gelati flavours as we liked; so my mum watched on as my brother and I made our choices.

Later on, my family were holding a massive gathering at our house; we were inviting all our family and friends we knew as well as the next door neighbours. Each immediate family member (being me, mum, dad, and brother) were responsible for organising and hosting one or more activities to do in the house. I forgot what happened with my brother’s activity, but I can recall that it was tech related.

Next was my dad and he decided to do something music related. Taylor Swift’s version of ‘I Can’t Stop Loving You’ started playing and we had to sing to it as a karaoke competition, kind of like Sing Star but different as well. I thought I was singing it well enough, but then the program was still saying I was getting some aspects of it wrong. There was a person next to me who was beating me at it. As I thought the difficulty of this karaoke was ridiculous, I didn’t want to do another round despite the offer and went on to the next activity.

However, it was actually then my turn to conduct the next activity of the party and my showcase was themed around fun and games. I was going to be doing a couple of mini games as well as a small art and craft project.

Dream 729 B - I'll Always Be With You
The dream took place as a false awakening in my study room. I was firstly on my computer, but as I began to feel tired, I slumped off my chair and down onto the floor. In-fact my bed was the floor with a set of blue sheets and blue pillow down there. As I was trying to fall asleep, I could hear my grandma talking about her shopping for bread and who wanted some bread. It as if my family knew I wanted to sleep as they came barging into the room to ask me about this bread matter.

Eventually, they left me alone and I was able to drift off in-dream. The next scene was quick, but see-able. It was a grey day and I was on a bend of the Great Ocean Road, heading out of a cliff range and towards beach-side views. At the start of the bend, there stood Riku in his KH3 appearance and as I walked towards him, the ‘Mickey’s Moment’ music from KH3 Re:Mind was playing. After that, I woke up.

I may not have reached Riku, but I did get a message from that last scene through his energy; that no matter how absent Riku would ever feel, he was always going to walk my journey with me.



Dream 729 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 729 B
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: WED 26 AUG - 2020



Dream No. 724 - Separated Sections

Dream 724 A - IKEA In Croatia
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, my mum, brother and I were walking along a gravel road outside, supposedly outside our guesthouse that we were staying at in Croatia. There was mention that we would still be in Croatia by the time my birthday came and so questions arose about he we would contact my dad who was staying home in Australia. I can’t remember the response of if there was one at all.

Apparently I then woke up at 3:00 AM for the next morning and the plan was for us to have breakfast from this IKEA menu in the Croatian store. At first, the staff would serve out 50 free plates at particular times and so you had to be quick to get a serving of a jam english muffin, cut in half, as well as an egg, sausage and bacon breakfast burger.

I missed the 3:00 AM round but didn’t feel to bad. The next serving round then came at 8:00 AM and I tried to get into that one. However, people were pushing me from all angles and just as I was ready to speak to one of the staff, they told me it was all gone. I now wasn’t feeling happy. I had to wait until 12:00 PM for the next round and I was determined to get a serving this time. Once again though, they had given everything away before I could get there and they weren’t having anymore arounds.

I got upset and went crying to my brother that not only did I have to wait 9 hours to get breakfast but that they basically cheated me, giving me nothing. My brother said we could just order it from the menu and pay for it, which was a reasonable idea, but I was still mighty upset with the staff. Eventually, my brother and I looked at the menu, ordering the english muffins and the breakfast burger, which were separate items on the menu, and so we had to pay more than we anticipated. Although JO from my high school called on my brother’s mobile and so even though we had ordered the food, we could not eat it until JO let us go.

Later on, I was in the supposed lolly section of the food market of this distorted IKEA store. Within the food market area, I saw my university friend Regina and so ended up picking up some sweets with her. As I left the checkout area however, I realised I had forgotten to get a sweet that I had wanted and so rushed back in to get it. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 724 B - Forget Me Flashbang
For the first scene of this dream, I was walking down Corrigan Road when I came across Riku in his KH3 appearance, standing in the middle of the road, warmly smiling at me. When I came close enough, Riku and I hugged, me perching my head on his right shoulder as I looked at the side of his hairdo, feeling his arms tightly around me. Surprisingly, he then moved me off as to help take me home, as that’s where he knew I was going. I had to tell him he was in the wrong lane though, and so he moved to the correct lane which would turn right to get onto the highway instead of wrongly left. The dream then changed scenes.

It was some unknown area and Edward (Ed) B played the role of my pastoral primary school teacher in this dream; I believe I was positioned in upper-primary school (grade 5 or 6) although my age sat normally at 21. He was talking to us about the wrestling show he runs and was pitching an idea to the class about what he wanted to do. I had feedback that I wanted to give and so waited in order to give it. However, Ed seemed oblivious to me and kept on talking as well as listening to everyone elses’ ideas but mine. Eventually I got tired of trying to be noticed and felt like he was purposefully ignoring me, so I got up and walked out, feeling like I had no purpose to be where I was.

The dream was now set within the local streets of a suburb, seemingly close to sundown. As I walked further and further from the now house, Ventus’ (KH) theme was playing in the dream, which I also had the power to project into Ed’s hearing, as a notice to him of how I felt and where I stood. As Ventus’ theme continued to play, I was now casually strolling towards an empty block of land which was supposedly a park. I looked up the hill, I realised everybody there was wearing a face-mask and because I didn’t have one, the police would find me and take me away, but much so against my will.

I compacted my right hand into the shape of a mask and put it over my mouth, with my thumb over my nose, as I then turned back from the park; desperate to go back to the refuge of Ed but remembering I couldn’t as he didn’t care about me. This changed though, as over Ventus’ theme, I could hear his voice pleading with desperation for me to come back. I came to the realisation that he was calling me back this whole time, ever since I set foot outside his property. He was aware of the meaning of Ventus’ theme the entire time.

As to not get jumped by the police, I made a route straight back to Ed, who was now in a house that was under construction; it was literally just the wooden frame sitting on a large concrete base. As I stepped onto the slab of the concrete, with Ed now in sight, Ventus’ theme had stopped playing. He came up to me and apologised for making feel like I had no purpose and now he was begging for me to tell him what I had wanted to tell him before my departure. I finally told him that ‘Jhake’ should be involved in the ‘Money In The Bank’ match and he was really keen on this idea. And then the dream ended.



Dream 724 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 724 B
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: TUE 25 AUG - 2020



Dream No. 723 - Separated Sections

Dream 723 A - Killer Mosquitoes
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, my family came home from some sort of church service. My mum and I had decided to go for a walk and like in every dream, we walked on the actual road. As we were going up Wellington Road towards the distribution centre, with me walking behind me mum, she asked what was wrong with me in a very antagonistic way. I said that nothing was wrong but she got really angry; I can’t remember everything that was said in this scene.

We then ended up at my other grandparents’ (dad’s side) place. As my mum and grandma were talking in the backyard, my grandma took me to behind the shed to show me something. There were all these eggs growing on the trees, like miniature shop eggs. As I picked one off the tree and was holding it, these gigantic, morphed mosquitoes came flying at me. Not only did they bite, but they stuck their huge legs and pincers into my arms and kept them there… And it hurt like hell! Worse yet, my grandpa didn’t seem to be doing anything to help and just keep talking to me like nothing was wrong. The pain from the persistent mosquitoes got so bad that I had to wake up.

Dream 723 B - Shinjuku and Yozora
I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, it was in the middle of the night when I was walking down Haverbrack Drive (on the footpath this time!). Eventually, I noticed Riku (KH3 appearance) and so I ran to him with an awareness in mind, asking him he if you could take me to Shibuya or Shinjuku. It’s like Riku was expecting me to ask that as he seemed humoured, giving a soft smile and then picking me up off the ground.

I faced outwards as he carried me across Police Road, over to the other side, where the simulated location of Shinjuku was. The surroundings of this ‘Shinjuku’ were just like in Dream 718 A, if not identical. There were no buildings; it was just pitch black everywhere; you could not identify what some of the smaller objects in the area were, only their silhouettes. And then when I looked up to the sky, it was even darker than when I was casually walking by myself back on Haverbrack Drive. After a little while of Riku meandering us around the streets, I told him that I’d seen enough. However, I stopped him and asked that because he was here, if we could somehow see Yozora in order to execute the second task.

Riku or myself didn’t have to do anything. In the same area, and in total darkness, Yozora appeared out of nowhere, fading into the scene as it were. He was as a hologram yet he didn’t look transparent in anyway, so I deemed him as physical. The dream had Yozora in completely correct appearance, his left (towards me) eye blue and his right eye red. Yozora did nothing but intensely stare at me, and just that alone spoke volumes. I myself was paralysed in fear that I could not speak to question him. I just stared back at him in a frightened way, still in Riku’s arms, as he stared right into my eyes, as if he was staring into my soul.

However, the awkward silence was broken as Riku yelled from behind me, uttering an angry phrase at Yozora. I can’t remember exactly what was said but he said something with 4 words, within it, calling Yozora an ‘independent scrub’ It was as Yozora faded back out of sight and Riku was about to walk off with me that I woke up.

Dream 723 C - The Magic Cactus
This dream started off as a sub-scene, I wasn’t in it. It was this other girl, younger than me, as if she was late primary school age. Edward (Ed) B was with her, in her front yard, and was teaching her how to graft and water this cactus near her fence. The dream showed Ed talking to the girl as he cut the cactus in many different but specific places, and little cacti branches shot out of it to form this very pretty looking mega-cactus.

The dream then went to my actual scene where I was. I was now with the girl and we were walking from my house. I was saying to her but also somewhat to myself that I was surprised she got to see Ed. I said that normally no one could ever see him as he never left his house. I kept talking to the girl about this as walked up the hill and across the big park area to get to the primary school.

I can’t exactly recall what was going on at the primary school, but I was eventually by myself again. Eventually, I saw this guy that looked just Riku but whenever I tried to get his attention, he’d just ignore me and in-fact walk away. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 723 D - It's About Time
I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I seemed to be travelling through a water-themed level, though I kept falling into the water and ‘dying’ as it were. My brother made fun of me and asked me why I was dying so much, but then I told him that the levels are supposed to be hard and that I couldn’t help it. I may have also told him to give it a shot if he thought he could do it.

After dying constantly some more, I seemed to transform into Sora (KH3 appearance). Now from a third person perspective, as Sora was floating vertically in the sky, Riku came and put his arms around Sora’s waist, bringing him back down to the level. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream 723 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 723 B
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 723 C
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 723 D
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: MON 24 AUG - 2020



Dream No. 722 - Separated Sections

Dream 722 A - Speedy Elevator
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was with a school group, specifically my high school, and doing something at a completely distorted version of Forest Hill Chase Shopping Centre. In the dream, the food court was on the second floor and the floor above spanned the entire area of the shopping centre. The only thing I can clearly remember about this scene was that elevator usage was compulsory to get to the next area and I was nervously preparing.

Eventually, the scene changed and now it was time for the huge school group to have the induction assembly for what was going to happen. I realised that the leaders and facilitators of this event were the Kingdom Hearts Guardians of Light (all except Sora who’s deemed missing and this has also translated into my dreams). All Guardians of Light were aware of my elevator phobia and it was Terra that was going to go with me as he approached me and escorted me towards the elevator as all the other students continued to chatter amongst themselves, waiting for their time to go down.

As grateful as I was for Terra’s offer, I wanted to go with Riku more, so was hoping we’d bump into him. Indeed it was the case that Riku was incidentally walking the other way and so I was able to get his attention. This initially made Terra confused but the dream then showed the boys seeming to have a mini private conversation between each other and I could make out some of it. Riku said to Terra that he was more than willing to take me and that he should anyway as he is my dream guide. Terra seemed happy though and as he walked off, gave me a smile insinuating that Riku was going to look after me well.

Riku then locked me into a hug as he continued us toward the elevator. As we got nearby, I became extremely frightened as I got a feeling that this was going to be no ordinary elevator despite it MOSTLY looking normal. There was one arrow pointing up on the outside, but there were abnormally two arrows pointing down. A normal down one and then another one some space below it. I knew that we were going to be going to the ‘very bottom’ as our destination was supposedly underground; so I was anticipating that the elevator would be going extremely, uncomprehendingly fast.

I remembered that from other dreams, I’d keep my eyes open to try and work on my fear, but I wasn’t taking a chance in this one. As Riku walked me in, with him still holding me, I clenched my eyes shut as tight and got as much up against Riku as I could. Indeed the elevator went down like the speed of lightening and felt like it was doing so for a very long time, but Riku was keeping me in a tight but snug lock so I didn’t feel like I would lose balance.

We eventually exited the elevator to be at our next required destination, which was some really massive stadium slash swimming pool complex. I noticed that everybody was already seated in the rises while I was at the main table with Riku as well as Kairi (also KH3 appearance) who now joined us. In-fact Kairi was wearing normal clothes but Riku was wearing just his t-shirt, but it was light yellow. I realised that two guardians of light (out of 8, Sora missing) were responsible for each house. I was in yellow house that was under the lead of Riku and Terra. The others were as follows: Kairi and Axel (Red house), Aqua and Xion (Blue house), Ventus and Roxas (Green house).

Looking at the table, I noticed that there was an envelope for Kairi and then another one for Riku. I stood with Riku as we opened each envelope to look at the paper that was in it. I have forgotten exactly what the papers were but I do know they were something in relation to the dream project I’m working on IRL. Once we had finished looking through the envelopes, I looked at the stadium rises once again and this time, I could identify some of the people. I noticed that Dolores Umbridge from Harry Potter was in red house.

As everyone was staying and chatting in the stadium, I went up to Riku and told him that I needed to go to a destination that was even lower than the stadium and so basically had to take an elevator again. Confirming that I was ready, Riku took me to the elevator which now had an even more weird formation of arrows than before. Upon entering, Riku tightened his grip around me as the elevator crazily descended again. When we were at the required destination, Riku seemed to be going back to the stadium, as he said to me to call him when I was ready to back.

On my own, I noticed that a large group of people from my primary were having a mix between a party and a dance. Apparently each class was responsible for performing an act. One of the girls, ILoS, was the main DJ and was excited when she saw me, chatting as well as the fact that I offered to DJ when her class had their act on.

Until then, I wondered around on my own, but that didn’t seem to be a good idea as I eventually realised I was lost, and her act was now on; judging from the time she gave earlier. I tried to hurry back but I just couldn’t get there in time. Then when I finally returned, I felt so bad for not doing what I promised I would, but she said (in a displeased tone) that it was okay as DZ did the Djing instead. This left me feeling bad and somewhat useless for the rest of the dream.

I wandered off again, once again getting lose; but this time, the situation also seemed to be worse. As I entered into some sort of undercover car park, there became a flood, with water rising up and starting to chase me. I power walked up the nearest ramp as fast I could, but the water was always on my tail. There become a point where the water got to me, but the impact wasn’t as bad as I though. I called my mum on my phone and said to her that I was going to call Riku in order to go back. Before Riku could come back to collect me, the dream ended.i

Dream 722 B - Hiding From Mum
I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, my mum and I were at Chadstone Shopping Centre, starting off in the Coles supermarket, after we had apparently been to Review. We were just at the checkouts in Coles when something went amiss and so now I had to avoid my mum and even hide from her.

I quickly headed to the corridor in the mall where the bathrooms were. I quickly went into the Female bathrooms but then remembered that there was a secret lounge room next door if my mum decided to come and search these bathrooms. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream 722 A
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 722 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

It's been a looooong time since I've posted, but I wanna get back into it. So here's a dream I had last night.

I dreamt I was in the car with my parents on the freeway, and we were travelling somewhere. My parents pulled off on an exit and we went into a parking lot on the side of a mountain. My dad told me that I would like this place, but I didn't really know where we even were. It was just a foresty mountainside. So me and my parents began to walk around.

There's a bit of a blur between events, but eventually we began taking part in some sort of race at wherever we were. The race began on a very large street, and the path was marked by colorful strips on the road. My dad and I began following the path, and it seemed to go on for a really long time. For some reason my dad was now in a wheelchair, which I just don't understand, but dreams will dream. So we chugged along for awhile, but eventually my dad said he was tired and didn't wanna continue. So I left my dad behind and went my own way.

Eventually the path started to deviate from the road and started going into neighborhoods. I followed one and got lost near some suburban homes. I found one tan house and entered, hoping I could find the path again. After looking down from the house's balcony I found the path marker again and started following it. I found my friend Calvin along the way, and we worked together to keep finding the path as it became more and more complex.

Soon we entered a white ranch home and I walked in first. I saw our other friend Jack, who ran over and tackled Calvin. While they were distracted I went ahead outside to continue the race. The path went over a pool now, which seemed odd. As I went over to it I noticed there were challenges you had to complete in order to actually continue the race, and this is where it gets weird. One of the challenges was making nacho cheese underwater. My friends came outside, as well as a couple other friends now. We were all quite taken back by this challenge; none of us knew how to go about it.

However, I woke up soon after.

Jamie 1

One flash of a dream with her standing in a black space staring at me. she looks mad at me about something.

Jamie 2

This one I had just yesterday. We are walking down a street, it reminds me of olds when we use to hang out and walk down the street. We come across a house that has burned down. I have false memories of knowing the owner that lived there and he had some secret rooms with a stash of... i don't know what. when we walk by Jamie says she wants to find it. There's basically a pile of ashes where the house was along with some wooden boards on the ground still red in ambers. We walk on the lawn and I wake up. Well at least she wasn't mad anymore.

Lucid

Was walking outside at night. Got lucid but forget how. I was in a primal instinct mood. Didn't remember to look for Jamie. I was by a house and i tried to look in the window. i thought i saw a couple sleeping. I was going to fly through the window, but it shifted into a giant TV screen of a show where a couple were sleeping in bed. I was going to fly into it...

FA, check my phone to see how much time on my alarm is left. The phone has strange symbols. Become lucid but I am more concerned with how much time i have left so i try to wake up for real.

FA, check my phone to see how much time on my alarm is left. The phone has the same strange symbols. Become lucid and try to wake up again.

FA, check my phone to see how much time on my alarm is left. The phone has the same strange symbols. Become lucid and try to wake up again.

Yes that happened four or five times in a row and really woke up with 2 minutes on my alarm left.

Dad

somewhere with my dad in a house or something. I am telling him how he was really emotinally abusive when I was younger. I was mad and really accusing him. He looked really pissed off.