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WARNING!!!
The following dream contains extremely graphic nature, and strong sexual content, that may not be suitable for children.
Parental discretion is advised........

Dream #1 Fetishes.

Spoiler for Strong Sexual Content:

Im in some basement watching a bunch of women being abused and tortured by other females. Some of it is almost too much to watch! There are different mixtures of women, all inflicting pain to one another, or receiving pain from one another. One woman was asian, and forced this black chick to eat her out. Everytime the black chick stopped the asian chick smacked her on the head with her whip really hard. and grabbed the black chicks face, and crammed it closer to her pussy and said..
"Keep eating you bitch!"
Another woman who looked latin, was using her big toe to foot fuck this white chick with red hair while she was strapped up to some metal table. Another woman looked german was kicking another german girl in the pussy while she was wearing boots and telling her that pain is good. Im now witnessing two Latin women spanking another latin girls naked ass while her pants were pulled down to her ankles. She was bent over another latin girls lap, and they were using wooden paddles and saying.."You will Worship us and us ONLY GOT IT!?" I was now in a backroom watching two white women rubbed their naked tits up against eachother all while moaning. One of them noticed me an invited me in the room. Im now laid on this metal table strapped in, and One of the women had red hair and was wearing black and red panties, no bra and wearing black leather boots. She climbed on top of me, and begin unfasting my pants. She now tugs and pulls my now throbbing rock hard cock, and assures me that what happens next will only be a test.
A bit afraid now, i notice the other woman who had black hair and had her nose eyebrows and bottom lip pierced. She walks up to the table with a needle and small steel ball the size of a pebble. She has a cotton swab and some latex gloves on.
"This will only hurt briefly."
"Please noo...please lady NO!!!
"Ssssh..hush now, this will only take a minute."
The red haired chick now hops off and is now gripping my still throbbing rock hard cock. The chick with the piercings takes the long needle and dips it in this clear bottle, while holding a cloth underneath it.
"I will close my eyes now if i were you."
I close my eyes feeling a very cold wet sensation inches away from the head of my penis, only to hear a door being kicked opened, and a womans voice saying..
"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HIM!!!"

"Na..Natalia?" It sounds like Natalia. i faint and wake up.


Dream #2 Thinking things over.

Im in some apartment talking with a few different guys in suits. We were talking about investigating Some building i think. One of the men who looked like he was possibly Arab told me to just sit down and think it over in a few days. I let the men out of this apartment buiding and close my door and sit down in a chair letting my thoughts come and go.

Dream #3 The man name Javier.

Im in a car in the back seat with some men speaking in another language (Possibly russian) This one man is telling me when i get in the building just drop this envelope off to a man name Javier??? I get out of the car and the man now says to me..
"Rememeber, you do good job..you make real big money."
I walk into this huge corporate building and put my left hand in my left pocket, (I do this subconsciously in RL too) and in my right hand i am still holding the envelope. I see a blond russian woman at the desk and ask her..
"Excuse me Ms, you know where i can find a man name Javier?" She looks at her files on her desk and nods.
"Mmhm" You can find Mr. Javier on the 5th floor room num 214.
"Thank you." I nod my head at the woman. I noticed i am wearing a black suit and my hair is pulled back in a braided ponytail when i glance at my reflection in the hallway mirror.

I continue walking down the hall looking for a elevator. i finally see one, its empty and i step inside. I keep reminding myself about the name Javier 5th floor room num 214. I reach in my pocket and pull out my hawk coin totem. I now exit the elevator walking down the hallway looking for room num 214. Im on the 5th floor and see all these room numbers, and finally spot room num 214. The door was open i step inside, to notice a man who looked arab or latin sitting at a desk reading thru some files and papers.

"Ah, so this is the man i been hearing nothing but good stories about."
"You know who i am?"
"Of course i do, please have a seat."
I sit down at the desk across from him and he starts telling me that he can offer me a job.
I forget what else was being said right here...i believe it was something about me helping him find his daughter. Dream fades and i wake up.

Final dream: (Fragment) Recruitment.

Im in my 2nd home in the basement talking with some women about building an army. I mention to one older white lady that, she can be the lookout and i can give her a file containing vital information. (Thats all i remember) And i wake up.

Notes: I clearly could have easily became lucid in the 3rd dream, Just that that dream felt a bit too real for me to reality check. Overall im fairly happy with my recall, just a tad bit dissapointed that i did not become lucid.

Initially I had a dream about designing an intricate pulley system. Later I had a dream that my whole high school class was filing into an auditorium for an assembly. I was making messing around with my friend Blake in front of his girlfriend. He waited until the until the school cameras panned over our area then slapped me so that the whole school saw it on the big screen in front of us. I didn't know if I should play of cool or retaliate. As we were waiting for the assembly to start, a rumor got out that there was a bomb in the school. I narrowly escaped the school through an unlocked door. As I ran, a girl and here friends were on the outskirts guarding the peremesis. The big one in the middle started shooting at me. I dove and rolled down a hill to dodge the bullets, taking two. She has given up, as I watched uphill, I notices these big astrict ( * ) shaped glowing lines in the air, wavering like a bubble and surrounding the whole school. I kept running and made sure to keep my head down low. Eventually I found some other kids from the school who had made it out. Infront of us was a large ski lift looking lift that rose way into the sky and on until it was out of view. I boarded it like everyone else, my passenger being a little bit of a weirdo. I don't remember much else. I can also recall a snippet of a dream where I'm getting on an elevator with an older man and someone else. I was frightened that the elevator might give out.

03.10.2012

Building & Glass Elevator, Sportsmanship, Mechanical Insect, Keiko, Aang Crying, Bus

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Building & Glass Elevator

I remember going to a huge building and I'm walking with a few DCs. In my backpack, I have some statement verifying I have funding for college, and it's a lot of money for me.

I go inside and I see a lady that looks like she would be someone at a Help Desk. She looks like she's in her 30s wearing a short full body skirt.

There were other DCs that had statements for funding from different banks as well, and I wanted to show her mine, but I decided that I should go up somewhere.

I wanted to use the restroom, and it was designed for one person to use. There's someone occupying it, and the door is slightly open.

He's washing his hands, and he sees me and tells me I can come in since it looks like he's almost done anyway. I tell him "Thank You" and he responds "No problem."

Then when he leaves, I do my business, I have trouble aiming at first, but I get it on target. The door is still slightly open. A male peeks and I notice this, and then I get mad at him and start to close the door quickly with fury. (Funny how someone lets me use the bathroom while they're almost done with it, and I get mad when someone tries to come in. But I guess if the other dude was still doing his business, he would be bothered too).


After that, I was going up a lot of stairs and felt like a corporate building, and a I knew I met a female along the way, and when I get to the top after talking for a while, the fire alarm rings, and we all decided to go on.

I wanted to go down the stairs but someone tells me that I should come to the elevator with them. I think it was my mother, and I ignore whatever she's trying to telling me next.

We're in a glass elevator (sort of, I can see outside though), and I'm waiting for it to go all the way down, and it's pretty bright outside.

We go outside and I see an Asian guy that looked Viet that I used to know in High School. He's going after this girl, and it seems he likes her. There's another girl behind him sitting down watching him make a move on the girl.

She starts to follow them, and they're probably 15-20 feet away from me, I look at her for a while and then I shift my attention to going forward somewhere.

Dream 2: Sportsmanship at Bar

I see a group of males that looks like they are on a football team, but they're just wearing athletic shirts like Powerhouse shirts. Two males look like they have the same body structure, and they all gather together.

The whole environment seemed to be in a bar late at night.

One guy comes up to join in on the victory, but since the opponents are close to them, he portrays some sportsmanship and stays quiet until he reaches his group.

After that, he even shakes hands with the other team to just help them not feel like they're complete losers.

Dream 3: Mechanical Insect

I'm inside a building again, and I see this monster in front of me. From my view, it looks like it's around 6-9 feet tall, and it's weird.

It looks like an insect, but it's a mechanical insect, and most of the colors that coated the metal were blue and green. It starts releasing green goo, and me and another guy are dodging it.

One person tries to stab literally straight to its heart. One sword goes on the top section, and the other goes on the bottom. A lot of goo is spewing out from this creature, but it just won't freaking die.

The person sees this isn't working, and tries to go for the right torso region this time, there's more goo spewing out, but it is still alive. The guy decides he has to make some kind of radial attack to cover all sides near its heart.

It finally dies, and I swear the guy who killed it looked like Zolo from One piece, but I'm just going to presume it was him.

The dream shifts to where this a male has some cleaned metal base from the creature and it's black. Whenever he adds oil to it, it makes this really hot flame.

I can literally feel the heat as it radiates and I cover my face and neck region, and I tell the male that he should stop doing that, and he's like "Ooooh okay" in a stupid hippy accent.

Dream 4: Keiko

I'm in a building again, and there's this anime girl outside. We (I'm with random DCs again) had to keep her safe somewhere because she's tied up with white rope.

We decided to lay her somewhere, and then as I start to turn to follow whatever group of DCs I'm with, I see some being near the girl.

The person looks like Elder Toguro from Yu Yu Hakusho, and before he could do something horrible to her, a random anime chick comes in to save the girl, but I think she vanishes, which was really no point in her coming in the first place.

Elder Toguro vanishes and gets closer to the same girl being bound by white rope, and he starts to form a weapon, kind of like a cutlass from his arm.

He has the girl by her neck, and I see Kurama is behind him, and he's talking like Kazuya, one of Shinobu Sensui's personalities. I found that a bit odd for another character's voice to be one of the main character's accent, but I just go along with it.

Kurama does a rose-whip attack on Elder Toguro's head, which apparently kills him. We leave the girl safe again, and we loosen up the white rope a bit so that she could move.

She looked a lot like Keiko Yukimura from Yu Yu Hakusho.

Dream 5: Aang Crying

I'm riding down a huge slope with a bicycle, and it's daytime. The road is really wide, and when I have to go up, I end up flipping some object all the way to the top.

Once I reach there, I see an image of Aang from Avatar the Last Airbender crying as Katara is holding him.

Dream 6: Bus

I'm going inside a bus and I go to the back end of it. In the middle are three seats. There's a DC to my right that's sitting on one end. I'm not sure if it's a male or a female, but I sit in the middle of the seat.



I feel like I took someone's spot, but I didn't care.

2/25/12

DILD

Notes: I was napping and using some binaural beats. They were 15 min clips and after the first I came really close to SP. Right as it ended, my arms felt like they were floating up and I could start to see HI. There were some lines of text in my vision that were bending around. Soon I lost it and felt really awake. I tried it one more time and then just went to sleep. I had a small lucid and then a bunch of FAs. Eventually I became lucid again.

I am trying to make a dream scene appear after everything goes white. I decided to pretend it was a snow drift and suddenly I could move my dream body. I climbed up and there was a huge slide. I go down head first on the ice slide and lose the dream again.

Eventually I can get back into a dream from the FA. I start to see my surrounding so I decide to sit down and have a lucid pill. I dig through my pockets and don't feel any. I see a packet of my cold medicine on the counter. At first I didn't want to take that because I knew it was just some sleeping pill, and it wasn't what I needed. However, I couldn't find anything else so I take it anyway. I try to focus on my surroundings for a minute. I then stand up and walk down a hall. Eventually everything went black.

I can still feel my dream body so I try and make the darkness into a dream scene. I think that I am a ninja creeping the the dark. So I start "stealth walking" around and suddenly I can see again. I am in a hall facing the door to an elevator. It beeps as the elevator approaches. I am still in ninja mode so I try and climb up the wall and hide so I can jump the guy who comes out. There isn't much room but I hang on the wall by grabbing this tiny ledge with my finger tips. That seemed kind of lame for a ninja so I wondered if I could just rotate gravity. I look closely at my hands and stand up on the wall I am hanging from. Suddenly everything is sideways. I am walking around on the wall. The is really disorienting in a small hallway. Things start to get blurry so I sit down on the real floor and try and focus.

I take a real lucid pill this time. I reach in my pocket and can feel it right away. I break open the pink pill and dump the contents into my mouth. I sit and kind of meditate for a minute trying to stabilize the dream. Everything looks good so I get up and go outside. It is a beautiful red autumn day. I fly up hundreds of feet above the red trees and a quaint town on a hill. I can get good height flying but no horizontal momentum. Eventually I fall back down and try to find a jet pack. I wanted to use some DCs to help with passive control.

However, there were only dogs around me. A steady stream of huskies were walking past. I tell one to go fetch me a jet jack. It runs into a house and comes out with something else. I ask a different dog to do the same thing. This time I tried to visualize more. The dog didn't even come back though.

I give up on that and decide to try and find some girls. I walk into a house and remember the TOTM. I run around a corner and find this painting. It is about 4 ft by 6 ft. It depicts another beautiful red design. It was kind of an abstract scenery. In the bottom corner there is a menacing hooded face. I decide to go in the painting and thwart that asshole. I put my hand on the painting. It is like jell-o. I then slip my arm and eventually my body through.

I come into the gray walled room. It was tiny. I thought that was pretty anticlimactic. I look around and see elevator buttons on the walls. It is an elevator! Lets take it somewhere. The buttons are scattered randomly around the walls. I hit three that seem applicable and we start moving. We go down and the doors open to a floor of cubicles. People are all hard at work. I slip by undetected. I need to find the boss. I find another elevator on the other end of the floor. There is a secretary watching it. I have to wait for the elevator so I walk by the desk. The secretary is kind of hot so I grab her ass I also feel up another woman standing there. The elevator opens and there is a hot asian girl there.

Perfect! Now I can walk into the elevator and people will not question where I am going. They will just think I am a creep after that girl. I hit the top floor button and we go up. I joke with the asian girl that she is really hot.

The door opens and there is some empty hallway. I get out and walk around. (my recall is failing here but not much happened). I forget about the evil guy and remember that I have to bring something back from inside the painting. I dig through a closet and try to find something that would incriminate the company. I get a sheet of paper that looks like a concert poster. It has a few names on it. In big letters it says, "Sin City." I decide that is good enough, grabbed it, and turned around. There are 2 guys in suits playing catch with a ball. They told me they knew what I was doing and I wasn't going to succeed. I walk back to the elevator to retrace my steps. The door won't open. I look to the window and jump out. There is like a 50 floor fall to the ground. I get up and lose the dream soon after.

02.12.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: In Elevator and Sedated Female

I'm with a group of random DCs, I go into this room first where this lady was resting on a bed or something like that. I'm not sure if we were in an elevator or anything, but apparently, this woman was sedated with something to keep her from confessing in a trial.



I don't know why she needed to be sedated, but she was just looking blankly at the rooftop.

Then I think me and the group of DCs get off the elevator that was carrying us up.

One DC told the other DC to not make any kind of small intrusions that might trigger the alarm system, and the person responded with a face that said "Okay okay...I won't do anything extreme."

We kept going forward and I forgot what we did after.

Dream 2: Tennis

Playing tennis, a guy joins me and some other dude who was with me. I fail a lot with my ground-strokes, I even tried going slow-mo to the ball and do a one handed backhand, but it I think it went flying away.

Then it was time to pick up, seeing as everyone started to leave. There were so many tennis balls on the court, and I got them by pressing the balls between the holes inside the basket instead of bending down and picking it up.



Then weird objects like a high heel shoe or something came out of nowhere, I didn't bother picking them up though.

Dream 3: Listening to a Door lock

I was inside of a room, and I had my back braced against a door. Some DC that looks like the father of a guy I knew who was incompetent in a few functions said that he was in there.

I listen carefully to how the door was being locked.



Not really interesting, I know, but it just felt kind of intense for those few seconds.

28.01.2012

Tied up and Dodging Goo, Blonde DC and me getting cock-blocked... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It amazes me how much I remembered this dream...while I was typing, both dreams I recall still had lingering images that helped me remember what was happening...it's like my mind just went to a whole new level with image memory or something that's it's scary at the same time (in a "holy-shit-never-knew-this-was-possible" kind of way).

Dream 1: Goo/Sperm Dodging, Escaping with the embodiment of Batman and Naked Snake

This dream was a bit Western like in the future kind of setting. Apparently me and two DCs had to kill 3 Cowboys who where black outfits to make themselves look like bad-asses.

I think one of the DCs (both were male) was carrying a dog that looked an awful like those fluffy ones. One of us (can't remember clearly) had to tie the dog to the side so it won't escape while we dealt with the 3 villain DCs.

Then when we were ready, we were tied up instead in some random place. But I didn't know I was tied up, the villains were shooting us, but it was bullets, it even looked like blue goo or sperm even.

I failed the first time, so the dream restarts, and then it's back to the same scenario where it's like a flash animation cartoon that you would see on Newgrounds our something ( the bulky black outlines etc.). I think I was "L" from Death Note, and he was naked as well.



The other two DCs who were supposed to fight with me already died at the start from being blasted goo/sperm.

When I realized I was the one tied up (but I'm still seeing things in the villain's perspective; so it's probably me playing it like it's a video game), I dodge left and right from their blasts of goo. The way to dodge them was me realizing that they shoot at the previous location I was in, and to quickly move to the other side.

Then it got a little difficult because they started to anticipate where I was going to go, and some landed on the face of the "L" character I was playing (the control was simple, just move left or right on a 2D game).

After a while, everything just stops and it scans over to a new scene playing where the "L" DC is standing on some circular area that turns into a mini-elevator and sends him back down.

The dream changes again (It doesn't have the cartoon setting anymore, everything feels like reality again) to where it feels like Batman is running away after escaping the villains in the scenario before. But somehow it feels like I'm the one who is him. I'm looking for a way out, and I tried to click "down" on an elevator, but it doesn't work AT ALL.



I'm assuming they started to increase the security by shutting off the main methods of escape. So in my head, I'm wondering what the hell to do. Then I turn around, and go to the room left of me that's open. It looks like a regular bedroom.

I go in and if I do remember correctly, the bedroom had several windows that I could use to escape. The ones of the left looked like they had thick Plexiglass material to it, so I didn't bother trying to break those.



While I'm picking which window to go through, I take quick glances from time to time in that short period of time to see if anyone found where I was. Nobody as yet, so I finally look to my right and see a window that I could turn the knob to open. I open it quickly and slowly descending near the edge of the rooftop.

From here, things got weird. I swore I was wearing Naked Snake's Outfit from MGS3 (when he did the HALO jump). I saw the straps and everything. And because of this, the two little loops near the straps that I put my thumbs on, I knew that if I pull those something would happen to help me float while I go down to the ground.

(The straps on his chest, that's what I mean)

But the environment itself didn't look like an area where villains would have a secret base though. The outside looked like any regular place, it had the setting that it previously rained, I didn't feel the sensation of the weather in the dream, but if it were, it would probably be a little chilly. One thing I noticed was a Tree in front to the right of the house too.


There were a few DCs below me that looked like regular people, and some of them were wondering what the hell I'm doing on top of the side of a rooftop of a house. But I quickly ignored them because I still feel like I'm being chased.

I had two options, jump down and fly and spread the wings in the outfit (in my mind, I'm a mix of Batman and Naked Snake now), or turn my head to the right and try to carefully press my body against to the side of the walls near the rooftop to go down to the ground.

I keep looking left and right, and trying to think of several results if I picked one or the other, and decided to prepare for the first option. I slide my thumbs through the loops that I thought would release a parachute or Batman wings.

(Even though from above, I was at least 20 feet above the ground, which may not be a challenge if I was lucid, but I still had the laws of gravity stuck in my head).

I count to myself to get ready so that I won't fuck up the landing. After the final count, I made a leap of faith and extending the loops with my thumbs in hopes that something will come out of it.

NOPE. Fell straight to ground. Falling and hitting the ground had that rag-doll effect you see in video games. Then the last that I remember of the dream was Batman (or me) standing up perfectly fine.



Dream 2: Blonde DC that was someone that I knew IRL and random DC cock-blocks me.

This dream was a bit funny and again, was another opportunity for me to become lucid, but it just felt so real for the first few moments.

I open my eyes slightly and realize that I'm on the ground. It felt like I got my head hit by a brick when I was slowly trying regain focus.

There's this blonde DC who comes up to me that looks EXACTLY like a blonde that I knew in real life. Let's call her Victoria.

(I had her for Biology in High School, and even though we rarely talked outside of class, we had some funny moments with each other in class. She was so beautiful too sigh..)

Anyway, she comes up to me and I'm still on the ground wondering what the hell is going on. (This dream probably carried on the passed out state when I hit the ground from previous dream).

She crouches down on her feet, and slowly sits by the right side of me. She's smiling and radiating this positive energy towards me. She's asking me if I'm okay in that cute and "awwww look at you, you poor guy" kind of tone.



She starts patting and rubbing my head a little bit. Then she went to get something for me to drink. But before she could, a pack of Sunny D appeared out of nowhere close to us. She gets one from the pack and asks if I need something to drink.




I told her "Oh no no, thank you though." She focuses back on me being on the floor while I'm still feeling a bit hazy. I think she starts massaging me a little bit, and think she asked "Does that feel good?" or something like that.

Things looked like it was going to be mostly cuddling and warmth, but then when she starts talking more, this anime DC that either looks like a mix of Kikyo from Inyuasha or the ghost from To Love Ru is the one getting her breasts groped from the same blonde I believe.



(I'm not sure if it was the blonde doing it, or if a quick video clip of the girl getting her breast groped) because I still heard the blonde's voice.

The dream just ends with the female DC that cock-blocks me while she gets her F-cup sized breasts massaged.

I saw a quick nipple shot, but the hand that appears out of nowhere covers it and moves it around in a circular motion while she's making that weird face with her mouth open like you see when anime girls are nervous or scared.






I hate how I was this close to a blonde, she literally tries to help me out, but she could have at LEAST told me to do a reality check or something! I was so close to this woman that I could've heard her breathing....

Date: 26 January

Running around with a FAD and red dot sight. I see someone, start shooting, and since it is BF3 I wonder why I don't have to compensate for bullet drop. I then see another, and since I am poking my head up from behind a wall, I know he can't get me back, so I shoot him too. Then i get down and am wandering around, when someone form the other side of the bridge starts shooting at me. Since I am so low on health, I decide to charge him. I am nearly dead, and I jump and press B, knifing him. I see the cool knife animation of me plunging it into the back of his neck. I lay down, because I'm dying, and the police come. I am a fugitive and they have been hunting me for ages, but they leave me for they think I am dead.
I go to the autopsy of this guy I killed.
I then think there is some conspiracy or something going on. I look over a bridge and see four Asian girls that all look the same. I exclaim something, but it's wrong. The girls then break up into pairs, and I exclaim "twins!" I got it right. It turns out that the guy I killed was my twin.
He and I go to this elevator in a brick column where there are other twins and some young pairs of twins (i.e 5-6 years old). My twin is wearing a blue checkered top, it reminded me of Marshall Ericson from HIMYM. I hide behind him, and we get ready to go up the elevator to whatever is up there.

Up a little late last night, and the night before. My sleep patterns are out of whack again, so my dream recall is suffering. Here are some bits and pieces that I can remember.

Various fragments

I am outside with a group of people. We seem to be explorers or adventurers. Our quest involves crossing mountains and/or big buildings in a city. It takes forever to get to the other side, and I am exhausted by the end. We go into a hospital, and I decide I want to take the elevator to the top floor and look back at the distance we just covered. I get into the elevator (hospitals and elevators are both dreamsigns, but I don't remember to do a RC). As I am riding up, I seem to lose my clothes. By the time I reach the top I am completely naked, but I don't seem to think much about it. I crawl out of the elevator, which has shrunk to the size of a small box. I end up in the sink of another hospital room. Or the elevator may have turned into the sink...

... I am at a wedding. There is some tension here that I can't quite remember. I do remember that I had to use the bathroom, and there are two bathroom doors side by side. They both say "men", but I know that one of them is actually the women's restroom that has lost the "w" and "o". Someone comes out of the door on my right, but he/she is so ugly I can't tell if it is a man or a woman. Somehow I decide that this is the men's restroom, and I go in. Immediately inside the door I see that the two restrooms are connected and I peek around the corner of the division between the two sections to make sure I am in the right place. I assume that I am, because there is only a stall in the other half, and there are urinals in the half I am in. I set about finding a more private section of the restroom with a toilet that can't be seen by passers by (I am always having to do this in my dreams. Another obvious and yet failed dreamsign.) I find a nice one that not only is in a stall (more rare than one would think in my dreams), but is also blocked from view by an even larger toilet. There are several toilets to each stall here.

Another busy morning. As a result, I had to wait all day to journal so my recall isn't so good.

Weird vitamins

I am at my grandparent's house. Someone has made up packets of vitamins for myself and some family members. I look into the packet that I am given at the vitamins. There are some pills and odd looking herbs, and a worm. The longer I look, the more worms appear in the packet. Apparently the worms have medicinal properties and are good for us. I don't like the idea of eating them, but I think I do anyway. It doesn't taste too bad really. More like gummy worms than anything.

Meeting the Emperor

I am on a field trip or vacation of some sort. There is a girl there who is kind of cute, but a little odd. For one thing, she is dressed like a leprechaun. I can't tell if I think that is cute or weird, but she seems to like me. We sit near each other and now and then she holds my hand when we walk. We go into a building, going upstairs.

Somehow, I become a soldier in the revolutionary war. It is still the same setting and the same building, but a couple of centuries earlier apparently. I have to meet the "Emperor" of England to discuss the terms of the American Colonies. I go into a huge room, which is dark and apparently contains a lake. The Emperor is sitting on a throne in the middle of a lake, and people who have been granted and audience are expected to crawl to him along a path over the water. I refuse to crawl, and walk out to the Emperor even before he calls me. I don't like the guy's arrogance, and I'm an American anyway.

I tell him that the Colonists want independance. He tells me that I will have to schedule an appointment to talk to him. He says that it isn't so much his idea, but people will get mad at us if I don't get an appointment. Not only that, but he is apparently so great that only really extraordinary people can talk to him on such short notice. He suggests that I talk to his receptionist, and pretend that I was dead but came back to life, or something like that. Apparently that is the scale of importance that I have to meet to talk to him.

I go back into the hallway and find what I think is the receptionist's office. I think instead of saying I was dead and came back to life I will tell her I was blind but now I can see. It turns out though that this isn't the receptionist's office. The lady gives me directions to the receptionist.

"Go out this door and to your right," she says. "Take the elevator with the red door..." I forget the rest of the directions. I go out into the hallway again, but have some difficulty trying to find the rest of the way.

- I was with a couple people in a big field surrounded by a fence, and we were battling a tree. It lashed out at us with its branches and had kind of a cartoony angry face. I remember thinking it was like the whomping willow from Harry Potter, but I haven't seen/read HP in a long time so I'm not sure how similar it really was, and I thought it was unfair that we weren't in a car. I was thinking it seemed impossible to defeat it and it seemed like I would get badly hurt if I got any closer, even though the two people I was with were close to it. I decided to leave anyway. I turned and went towards the corner of the fence, where there was an opening. As I was walking, the tree suddenly grew much bigger. I understood it was like a boss in a video game and this was the second stage of the battle. But I realized it could almost reach me with its branches then, and was trying to. I ran as fast as I could towards the exit, barely missing being hit, but managed to make it out of the fenced-in area.

Outside, the field continued, and there was a small stream. Just across the stream was a small house, which I entered. There were some more people there, and soon after, the people who had been battling the tree came in as well. They said we would have to wait until the next morning to continue with the battle.

Time seemed to skip forward at this point, and it was early in the morning. There was only one person in the house. I talked with them a bit and said I was going to go check out what it was like outside and what the tree was up to. I'm not sure where the rest of the people were, but I was talking to them on MSN on my phone, and I said I would be right back. I put on a pair of polkadotted rainboots I found in the porch and left.

I went to the edge of the fence and peeked around it to look at the tree. It had just woken up and was in the middle of a big yawn. I quickly moved back so it wouldn't see me. Upon turning back around and starting to walk, I realized suddenly how amazing the landscape was. I think it was the most beautiful dreamscape I've ever seen. It's difficult to describe how nice it was. The sky was rainbowy from the sunrise, and there were hills of soft grass as far as I could see. There were patches of small bright pink and blue flowers. Everything looked crisp and slightly frosted over, and glowy, as if it were being lit from behind by a cool blue light. I realized later that it reminds me of this picture:

which is just a picture from deviantart I favourited but haven't looked at for a while. Anyway, after admiring it for a minute, I decided I had to get back to the house and tell everyone what I'd seen, otherwise they would worry, but that I would come back outside after. I went back to the house, but accidentally walked into the stream. I was annoyed for a second, but then realized I was wearing rainboots so it was okay. I walked through the stream a bit, then up onto the other side and into the house. I told whoever was there that I was going to go back out, but unfortunately woke up before that happened. I'd like to revisit this place in a lucid sometime.


- One of my cats was missing for a few days. I was scared, but eventually found her under my bed, sleeping curled up under a blanket. We thought it was really strange that she'd been there for so long and was still perfectly fine. She had this red and green headband with some feathers and ribbons that was significant and magical somehow and explained why she slept for so long. I think maybe it supposedly put you in some sort of trance or something? And I think someone said it was Indian. None of us knew much about it, but we knew my late grandfather did. We planned on asking him to tell us about it, and then he would write us a note and leave it somewhere, because this was apparently something you could do.


- Also a small fragment where I was in an elevator and only went up one floor.

I am facing an elevator, and I jumped inside. I am trying to escape something. I look at the numbers, and chose one. The number 10 lit up on the elevator. I think it's the top floor. I also "sensed" that there are some "floors" that lead to death, with some strange symbols on the list. I recall one was particular colored bloody red, outlined in black.

There are people in the elevator. I'm not sure if they were there when I entered, or if they entered along the floors. I vaguely remember stopping in one floor and deciding it's not the right place.

Finally, I reached the "right" place. The door opened, and I saw a line of people, facing right (if I look at them from inside the elevator), with a trail of people going to the left. They were not looking at the elevator, and none turned their heads when the door opened; they were looking directly ahead. They're wearing informal clothing.

I went out, along with a companion, and moved to the "right," the place where the line of people were looking. Then my companion (male) reminded me of my book. I saw I left it on the elevator floor. There were still some people inside. They were wearing formal clothing. I went in, picked it up, and left. The line of people are still there. Were they even planning to get inside the elevator?

I walked off, and saw the place is like a factory.

Mood: busy

NOTES: The keywords I wrote when I woke up: elevator, death, escape, left book inside elevator, turn right. I remember the elevator, book and turning right, but I'm not sure sure why death and escape were there, so I just tried to recreate it.

7/9/2011
I'm in a basement with washing machines. I'm talking to my dad about college. I waited until late, almost the last day, to register for, uh, registration. They were almost fully booked. I had to sign up for whatever's available. They had an opening. I took it.

I'm waiting outside a building in the dark, near the concrete steps. I'm talking with someone. I touched a dead baby duck (it looked like a stuffed one with a broken pullstring). I feel dirty. I need to wash my hands. I go inside without my stuff.

I look for the bathroom, but I get stopped by two security guards. They tell me there's an opening right now. I say ok, just let me go get my stuff (and wash my hands). They say no. I need to hurry before the guy who was supposed to have this appointment time gets here. So I go.

The building is a bit maze-ish. There's a stair going down in the middle of a room. There's a lady down there, typing at a desk.

I go to another room for registering. It's an interview. I sit across the desk from a guy who looks like that guy who says 'inconceivable' in The Princess Bride, except he has hair. Or maybe he looks like the mayor from Buffy the Vampire slayer (the one with the todo list saying: eat lunch, become invincible, PTA meeting). He asks me a lot of questions and writes stuff down on a form. Then he asks me what I plan to do for my essay. What essay?? I didn't know there's an essay. And I still need to wash my hands. He explains. There's an essay now, about a computer science topic. I tell him I plan to do it on open source software or linux. He doesn't hear me. I repeat myself. He still doesn't hear. He closes one, but not both, of the doors to the room, limiting the background noise. He hears me this time, and asks me why. I tell him these subjects excite me.

I write something on the form? I don't remember but later it's got my handwriting on it.

I suddenly realize the interview is being filmed. I am nervous. The guy is like 'of course it is.' I realize I am not fully dressed. I try to cover up, then decide to try to act nonchalant.

There are others in the room. The guy whose appointment I got because he was late is one of them, I think. There is a small bed with no mattress off to one side.

The guy is testing me on something now, only now he is a slender dark-skinned chick. Some porcelain animal cracker shaped things are dropped on the floor. They have the devil in them. You can't touch them, she says, or the devil will go into you. She attempts to clear them up, but it's risky work. The devil will go into objects you touch them with as well, apparently. Afterwards, I am supposed to have noticed something, but I didn't. I feel embarrassed. I missed the social (cultural) cues. She walks around tapping her face making disapproving noises. But the interview is done. I am supposed to take the form... where? The basement? Oh, I get it, to the lady at the desk at the bottom of the stairs.

I take the form to them. As I am leaving up the stairs, the desk lady (there is another lady there too) gets up. She is commenting on my writing, that my v's are pointy. There is some sort of (hand) writing test that takes a lot of time/pages? The way they are talking makes me uncomfortable, as if they were criticizing.

At the top of the stairs, the room I am in has two doors, at opposite ends of one wall. I walk to the left door. Both doors are open. Down the hall, I see a guy, but more urgently, I see a dog, painted red and yellow. It's a hellhound! I shut the door quickly, before the dog gets there. It's running. I am just in time. It growls and presses against the door, up on its hind legs. I growl back. Then it goes around and comes in the other door. "Fuck!" I grab a chair, to defend myself with. I'm panicking. The two ladies are nearby, but they won't be able to get to me in time to help. I wake up.

WILD attempt. No or little SP. Possible brief lucidity. Very fragmented.
In an elevator. Poisoned. The bottom of the elevator goes up independent of the top, hits the ceiling, and goes through.

On a bus. There are two kids. I only saw the one with the ugly face. Someone tells me I am the one who taught him to dream (lucidly?).

I'm in a sitting/kneeling position, falling asleep, worrying I'll hit something and wake. I feel momentary intense arousal. Something about getting a tattoo.

6/25/2011
Dream written later in the day as part of a waking journal entry.

I am in a labyrinth, standing on the edge of a chasm that I never look at. There are several doors to open. There were others there, a team, but I don't remember anything about them. At first I just tried to open each door, without going through. Each door had a trick. One door had a giant horned guardian beast with a half deformed head. We tricked it into falling into the chasm because it could not stop quickly enough. I don't remember the tricks for the other doors.

I pick one of the doors and go through it. I have in mind to explore the way I usually explore the map in an rpg- I go down every single passageway just to see where it goes, and I backtrack to find all the paths I haven't taken yet. It doesn't really work that well in a dream, since places don't always stay in the same, er, place.

The rest is pretty fuzzy. I remember a house, a shopping mall, buying some bread, a service elevator, and how very confusing the passageways are.

I'm not too sure what this dream was about. Thank god I am finally getting out of this sickness I've been having though. Its hard to recall dreams when all you want to do when you get up in the middle of the night to write down your dreams is continue sleeping. Well... not anymore!

I just remember being in an underground and depressing area. Well.. maybe it wasn't underground. It was very depressing and dark though. It was also raining.

I walked to an elevator and started to go up as the weight that helps to move the elevator up and down began to move back and forth. I don't think it fell, but I was worrying that it might. I then remember going somewhere with an uncle of some sort until I woke up.
It just.. wasn't a normal dream. Boring too.

I was in a hotel or something with a bunch of people including XOXOLexiBee off twitter, who I follow but have never spoken to, lol. We all went into this huge elevator that's more like a fancy room, with dark red and gold decor and carpet and stuff. As we're moving it suddenly started shaking around and flipping upside down everyone was getting flung around, I was just like "wheeee". Then it stopped and everything was completely dark. Someone said to press the help button, so someone else did, but it didn't do anything, and everyone was like 'oh shit'.

I had Lexi's phone for some reason; it was an iPhone 4S, but it had a little LED light in the bottom right corner like the one on my phone. I was using her phone to iMessage N (even though I can't?) but all punctuation would turn into a weird little box symbol. She didn't know I was using it, but I knew she would see the conversation. I thought about telling her I'd used it by accident on twitter, and I thought she would be annoyed.