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Updated 03-19-2012 at 05:09 AM by 44350
Somehow I became a vampire. I called M to help me, he pulled up in a new car that he was very proud of, even though when I got in it was already dirty. His girlfriend whom he called his "wife" drove separate, he had to give her something, he didn't make any notion to introduce me so I just got in the car. M was reluctant to help me but did give me some advice, that gravy and vinegar was a good alternative to blood. We drove around and he let me out on a random street. Some random teens started talking to me like we were friends. I was nice to them (I don't normally chat with strangers, let alone young people) until I found out the cute girl was gay. (How shallow of me!). The next thing I know I'm at murder scene in a house of someone I met briefly. The detective and I looked around the house but didn't find anything too suspicious. I took the slide (wee!) down to the basement where the kid was, he said there was another dog down there so I brought him upstairs where it was safe (using my vampire jumping powers and strength) and took the detective lady to the basement. On the way down we heard screams, when we got back up everyone had been bitten and turned into vampires! I killed the bad vampire and gave people the option of living or being killed before they completely turn. The rest of the dream was discussion on who had the right to decide someone's fate, this concerning the kid that was turned and if he should be able to decide his own fate. Second dream. More vampires! This time a group of people were getting ready to beat up on vampires we captured, because they wouldn't die from being beaten it was good practice. This took place in a mall. The first victim was definitely a vampire, but after that they seemed like regular people who were resigned to being punching bags. At one point a kid had to beat up a fat girl. Then they switched places and she beat him up while he wore her underwear. Don't ask me. Finally it was my turn, I was wearing a nicer shirt and was kind of worried about that as I was waiting, but I rolled up my sleeves and stepped toward him. I couldn't bring myself to hit him so I made him a vampire again and let him more or less free, so we could fight each other equally. I beat him up using lots of martial arts that seemed fancy at the time. Then I woke up.
We were all sitting in an auditorium, the police were also busy doing something there. Some of my friends and I were showing everyone to their seats, before the event started. I had no clue what the event was, or what was showing. Vividness: 3 Realism: 4 Daily Residue: None Lucid Aids: Sub Lucid 2.0
I was bad again today and didn't write these down so I'm going from memory. I was at a bar, a fancy bar, and while I was supposed to be enjoying myself or hanging out with whoever I was with, I was watching A and V enjoy THEMSELVES. I was overtly jealous and A noticed. Eventually I left and was walking across a vast arctic landscape with a bunch of other people, I don't know where we were going or why. I thought about how boring it was and how cool it would be if I could just hover a bit with each step. Just then I realized I could fly and became lucid. I floated up and instead of immediately exploring I thought to myself about what I could do now that I'm lucid. I still don't think I had much control though because I ended up going back towards the bar to show off my flight to A. But on the way I got side tracked by little cottage and found a cute girl to make out with. (Why does it always come to this?!) I was completely conscious of the last few dreams and waking up as soon as I get excited so I tried to just go with the flow. I lasted a bit longer maybe before waking up. The next dream I was exploring a cave system with some others. Don't really remember what happened now.
In no particular order. Saving L from some people. Had to ride my bike down some stairs and to a beach, then I woke up. Some sort of "gang" war against some other people, shot someone before he could shoot me. Phone rang right when I was going to tell the cops everything. Cuddling with K until she had to go. More was going on in that dream I don't remember. I'm having more and more dreams about her... Went lucid at the end of a dream where I was walking around with a group of people. Didn't last long, looked at my hands and then lost it.
non dream - lucid - non lucid I wake up after ~8 hours of sleep, but I still feel very tired. I decide to go back to sleep. I'm in what appears to be an hotel room, but instead of a bed there is a long desk with 4 PC monitors on it, and some audio equipment including 2 microphones. It seems that I am casting a SC2 tournament game from here. I wonder who my co-caster is. Day9? o_O That's kind of a surprise. But then I feel like we've known each other for a long time, and it's all normal. We cast a game between some well known player and a mouse. (Yes, an actual mouse... the animal >_>) After we're done casting (the mouse won) we discuss that this mouse is rather intelligent, and day9 compliments the high APM. I'm tired and I want to go to bed... I know we're at an hotel and I can sleep in the next room. I'm now in a bed in the next room, but I can't sleep. There's about 10 people sleeping in the room, which I find a bit weird and uncomfortable. I get up and decide to go for a walk. Another guy stands up at the same time, he's a friend from high school. We leave the hotel room, which leads straight into my old high school building. We walk through the main corridor and he lights a cigarette. He hands it to me and I start smoking, but then I realize I'm not a smoker, and the cigarette tastes horribly. I put out the cigarette on my hand, because I know it's not going to hurt and throw it into a trash can. Some official person from the high school sees this and gets insanely mad at me because smoking is forbidden inside the building. I tell him to relax, I'm not even in high school anymore. Then he gets even more angry saying I have no reason to be here. "But I sleep here!" He freaks out, "DO YOU THINK THIS IS A FUCKING HOTEL?" (yes) I'm now in front of the Hotel/School outside a small restaurant. Me and a few friends from high school are having dinner. I notice an odd yellowish liquid in my glass, what on earth did I order to drink? I take a sip and notice that the liquid has now attached itself to my lip, forming a string between my lower lip and the glass. What the fuck is this. I try to remove it by pulling on the string with my hand. The string just gets longer and longer. One of my friends starts laughing at me and explains it's a chemic reaction and some sort of prank. (he's studying chemistry and likes to do pranks in waking life) After I get it off I notice that I've just eaten a lot of stuff I don't usually eat. I wonder why I did that and stare up into the sky. It's night already, I can see the stars. Wait a second... I never ate this food, the dream skipped over it, I'm dreaming! I look back down to investigate the current scene. But when I look back down I notice I'm no longer at the restaurant. I'm alone, hiding in between some debris. I look around, the scenery feels post-apocalyptic, and reminds me of fallout. The streets are cracked, all buildings around appear to have been destroyed by explosions many years ago. Everything appears gray and sad. Above me is some sort of huge construct, only supported by a few thin pillars. Whatever it is, it is falling apart, debris is falling down, which is presumably why I hid in this corner in the first place. I hear voices screaming that the things is coming down and will explode, that everyone should make a run for it. I decide to make a run for it myself and start running uphill, not getting hit by any debris fortunately. Suddenly I notice an hotel to my left, of course, I was at that hotel. There are a few cars in front of it, and lots of people running away. Why does nobody use the cars? I spot a Continental GT and decide it's the fastest and most robust out of them and get inside. (I've driven one in waking life a few times) The keys are inside, lucky me. The passenger door opens and my dad gets inside "gogogo!" I start the engine and drive in reverse doing a 180 to point the car into the correct direction. I'm now in front of the street. All people are running to the left, uphill, but I can see the passage is blocked. To the right, downhill, is the construct which is falling apart. There's no way we'll make it going uphill, I decide to try to drive under the collapsing construct. I put the gearbox in manual because I don't like automatics and use the paddle shifters. I accelerate hard towards the construct. The pillars break, and the whole thing starts coming down. I press the accelerator pedal harder, knowing it won't make a difference, and hope to somehow make it. And we do, by a meter at most. The construct crashes into the ground right behind us. My dad tells me to keep going, the thing is going to explode. I drive as fast as I can, luckily the road is straight. Then suddenly there is snow on the road, and a corner up ahead... fuck! I hit the brakes hard, but the car is barely slowing down. I have to swing the steering wheel left and right wildly to prevent the car from spinning out. Still doing 220km/h, there is no way I'll be able to slow down enough for the corner. But then suddenly my sense of presence turns on, and I can feel what lies behind the corner. There is a canyon right behind it, meaning if I can't make the corner we'll fall into the canyon. On the other side of the canyon seems to be a salt desert. I get off the brakes and back on the accelerator. My dad freaks out. "What are you doing?" "Trust me..." I don't take the corner, I just drive straight into the canyon. I close my eyes, and concentrate on the other side of it, and try to lower it with dream control, so that we can make the jump. As I open my eyes again, I see that the other side stays perfectly leveled with he falling car, and we make it to the other side just fine. I see a massive explosion in the mirrors of the car...
Updated 03-19-2012 at 05:10 AM by 44350
Still no lucid dream for two days!! Someone woke me up and started talkiing to me so I forgot about half of my dream details. But here is what I remember. A series of deaths I remember being on an airplane with some friends that I have never met before. Something happend that made us run away and one of our friends had died and it was 3 of us left. One of my. Friends was so paranoid and he ended up jumping out the emergency exit off the plane in midair. We saw him falling to his death through the planes window. This made my last friend loose it he just sat there dumb struck. And when we landed he didn't put his seat belt on even though I was begging him to do so. Then the plane stopped and he flew across the plane! Fancy Mcdonalds Then I remember being in mexico in what was supposed to be my house over there which didn't look anything like it but somehow it was my house. I was with family and my gf. I saw all my uncles and conversed with them telling them how muched I missed them. We sat and conversed for a while untill nightfall broke in and me and my gf went back to my house and went to one of the bed rooms. Some kids tried to come in and one of my cousins stopped them thinking we were having intercourse but sadly we weren't. We were just talking because she had to get her license renewed the next day so we had to go back to the states. The next day we went to mcdonalds because my cousin wanted to go and mcdonalds over there in mexico was like only for the rich since its super expensive. So we went and my cousin kept hitting on my gf and that was agitating me. But we got there and there was like a performance going on in mcdonalds. My dream then shifted to the singers manager and how she was getting sued for a guest getting hurt during her performance. I vouched for her and told them that she didn't get hurt but was just trying to make a quick buck. Flaky friends The next thing I remember was being back in the states in my old house 2 of my old friends were there and 1 I didn't know. We were in my friend's jorges car and he was talking about how he was doing good in his geometry class. Then a group of guys came up to us and asked us if we wanted to be in a fight club. We talked to them for a while and they left. Then we were supposed to hang out be he decided to leave and go to the vally. So me and my other friend ernie got out the car and then he wanted to leave too so he left I went back in my car looking for my passport and then I woke up.
Throughout my dream I could "ghost" where I'd leave my body (or the body I was in) and inhabit another. Be it animal or people. In the beginning of the dream I could fly and go invisible too, but usually only when in the ghost state. I could also try to go in to a person to change their attitude. The story started at a house where someone maybe K found me out, I was going to lead a guy somewhere for fuel for his truck but we ended up at a mall with friends and I took over a mall food kiosk employee and discovered he was second in command of some secret group conspiracy having to do with an old movie. So posing as him I went to help my friends expose the conspiracy. We went to the movie where one friend got in a fight with an obnoxious sociology major, so I ghosted into him and shut him up. Then back to the main guy. Every time I ghosted the person slobbered a bit, I woke up as I was trying to clean up the slobber on the seat.
Updated 03-19-2012 at 05:11 AM by 44350
WAKING LIFE DREAMING LUCID BOLD IF IT FEELS PARTICULARLY SIGNIFICANT From the night before last *This is a veeeery rough draft that I may or may not get around to cleaning up* A Boy to Include? a blond boy joined us cheap necklace/pendant I had one in the same symbol too (on reflection, i don't recognize it) ashamed? that mine was a weak metal it looked somewhat interesting though I didn’t mean to make a wet towel hanging high on a hook on the wall fall. caught it and the wrist watch that had been laid atop it, tried to put them back as they were. I wondered at the dampness near the watch I was 13-17 the boy was maybe 11 we debated over if he was too young
WAKING LIFE DREAMING LUCID BOLD IF IT FEELS PARTICULARLY SIGNIFICANT From the night before last *This is a rough draft that I may or may not get around to cleaning up more* I woke, trailing out of a dream. I tried to remember but was disappointed that I didn’t. Then the dreams started to come back to me. Dad, mom, a friend from college, and maybe another friend (best friend from high school?) sitting (on a bed or floor with cushions?). Comfort but not a lot of affection, not needy affection at least. Calmly focused. I was asking questions about what happened when I was a child (about traumas that occurred). It was observed that I wasn’t as angry as usual. I told them yeah, I don’t get so angry now when talking about my childhood traumas with dad. I say “I just got tired of being angry,” feeling very heartfelt and with a glimpse of that exhaustion. “Now I just ask questions about what happened.” Dad agreed, though he still didn’t like to talk about the what. The 4 or 5 of us discussed the change in my questions about childhood traumas and if it was a good thing. My college friend appreciated my change (in the face of others having concerns about it).
12.04.2011The life of Her (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID This was an extremely long dream. I can only recall fragments from the first part of the dream. Several days, nights, months and years happened in this dream. I think I was a spirit guide from a lady since she was born until she was old. The whole dream covered the life of her. She had no name, so I call her, "Her" It felt odd to be a dream, I was not lucid and I was not Astral Traveling either. - Her was born. Female, blonde, special child. She could see me. - Years passed, she had a hard childhood. She only could trust me. I was in a hotel with Her. Her was about 10.. The hotel did not have much decor, it was mainly a wooden closet, a bed with a green cover and two brown lamps. There was an odd lamp by the closet that made noises and revealed images from the future when you walked by, but I was uncomfortable, so I left. I started to talk with Her. Music sounded in the dream. She was sad because she had no friends. I told her to be assured people loved her. I told her she had indeed friends. Now I was at a swimming pool. Her was about 18. Her was nervous and excited at the same time. She was going to have a race. She jumped on the second aisle of the right of the pool. Two female ladies tried to screw her, however, a third lady, who was Mexican jumped between then and pushed Her to the corner. Her was happy that she did not have to deal with the other two ladies anymore. A gun was shot and the race started. Her dove and started to swim very fast, she arrived second, someone arrived prior to her and received the gold medal. Her left the swimming pool to me her only friend, or maybe two friends. I was floating in the middle of the pool, now empty. I could see the spectators seats. The seats were wooden and they had a shape like a pyramid. The sits were so next to each other that I could slide on them and get into the pool. Oddly, I did not splashed. Now I was in some gardens. Her was about 40. Her found some hidden stuff of a friend. Her told me she was not a fancy city gal but a more rural gal who grow in the woods. She told me she had to act like a city gal to fit in. There was a small wooden house under a couple of trees. There was a sink in the middle of the house, but not faucets, just the sink. The sink looked old and damaged. There was not pipe on the bottom of the sink. I saw some blood under the sink (on the ground) I was in a big forest, but it had almost no trees. Her was on her 80s. One of her last wishes was to take a picture of me, with her. I told her I did not belong to that world and I doubted the camera could picture me, but I tried. There camera had a two inch radius objective that was tried to a cord. She moved the objective and placed it on my forehead. Her said, "Right where the Third Eye is!" Then, she moved the objective back to the camera. It was dawn and after several tries, only her appeared on the photo. I decided to take some pictures of her and I told her that my energy would be within her photos. Her was happy. She smiled, lied down in the ground and died with a smile on her face. Shortly, I woke up.
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