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Last Nights Dreams
Dream 1

A woman has brought me an adult Pigeon to look after and I am taking really good care of it. I take it out of the cage to give it a fuss, I stroke it and put it under my chin to snuggle, the Pigeon loved it!. I sit in bed with it (( the bedroom is different to my real life one )) I have the Pigeon on my finger by my left shoulder, after a few minutes it grips onto my finger really hard but something was wrong...my hand was slightly twisted so I knew it wasn't right, it got really heavy and was weighing me down, I try to get the Pigeon off my finger but I can't. I eventually manage to lift myself upright and I realise that the Pigeon is now under the duvet (( I found this odd because a moment ago she was on my finger )). After a struggle I manage to get the duvet off the Pigeon. The Pigeon suddenly goes all stiff and I say " ohh god, she's dying!" ((I also find this odd because she was fine a minute ago)) I now manage to get the Pigeon off my finger and hold her, I say "come on, please come on" but she died. I am now holding a Pigeon with a baby girls head on it the head was bigger than the body and slightly swollen, the face was also a little deformed and twisted. I now put her on the floor because she's stopped moving but then I see her twitch and she yells at me "Angela!...how can you leave me like this!!!" I quickly pick her up and hold her cheeks, I then say "please baby come on, come on!" I'm trying so hard to keep her alive but her eyes begin to roll and she pulls a face, suddenly she has a Pigeons head again and she let's out a painfully squeal with her beak...she is now still and dead.
Her beak is now all twisted, I go over to my Hubby who is lying in bed and I say "she's gone!" my hubby then says "shhhhh" and I see my Uncle A behind me. I giver her to my Uncle A and she is now a tiny baby girl. My Uncle A holds it in his hands and my Hubby says "just chuck it up the garden!" I am shocked by this and then wake up.

Dream 2

Myself, my Hubby and some other people are in a room, some bloke is having a go at my Hubby. This bloke comes over and hits my Hubby...my Hubby doubles over clutching his nose in his hands. My hubby now lifts himself up and says something to the bloke that hit him and my Hubby gets really angry, he really scared me aswell. My hubby suddenly launches at this bloke and lands a right good punch into his face...the bloke goes flying across the room and lands on his back on the floor. After a while the bloke gets up and all the left side of his head is smashed in from where my hubby punched him. The bloke now hurries off and I'm really proud of my Hubby then I wake up.

Last nights dream
Last night I had a false awakening...I knew it was a false awakening but I didn't have any controll.

I'm in bed and my Hubby pulls the duvet off me, I want it back but he won't let me so I pull a sad face and say " I'm cold" in a really sweet voice lol my Hubby then says " just this bit" then gives me some duvet but only a little!
I say to my Hubby " I need a fag" so I sit at the end of my side of the bed to make 1, my Hubby suddenly pushes me off the bed and I land on the floor with a bang. I feel something touch my arse from under my bed, I shit myself but have to look under the bed to see if anything is there but it's just the usual stuff. I almost think bad thoughts to myself like what might appear if I look again but I stop myself and nothing bad appears. I run into my daughters bedroom and grab their hands. My daughter S says " what you doing?" me and all the girls run into all the rooms upstairs shouting " Wahhhhh!!!!" because I knew this would scare anything bad away. We all finish up back in my room and we all collapse onto my bed and laugh our socks off.
I now wake up for real but in sleep paralysis...as I go into another dream I say to myself " I'm dreaming" but don't remember much after that.

My hubby was holding me and he had his hand on my arse and I farted on him, Ohh my god I was sooooo embarassed lmao

Last nights dream

I am with my hubby and we are in the town center, I want to do some x-mas shopping. We went into home bargains and there were alot of people in there. I could see all the toys etc. on the shelves and I said to my hubby, "I've got to get the girls some presents". I put a few things into my basket and then my hubby said "come on then" I said "i've still got some to get yet", he said "you've got enough, come on!" I then begin to worry thinking "I've only got S and J 4 things each and I haven't even got L and P anything yet". I got to the till and put my few things on and began to worry again and think about how selfish my hubby is being and I can't believe he could be that cruel to our girls!!! lol

I am in my old house from when I was a child. I am with my husband and his brother ((who died a few years ago)), there are about 3 other blokes with us aswell. I dreamt that one of my husbands brothers had recently died but spirits were good again with everyone, we were just having a laugh etc.. We were all playing a game in the front room, my husbands brother had a towell to his mouth while we were playing, I remember looking at him and thinking "Jesus, he's bleeding", we finished the game and while my hubby went and sat in the front room I went upstairs. I got to the landing and went into the bathroom, I got to the sink and I could see blood, there was bloody tissue, bloody cottonwool balls and the bloody towell, there was also blood all over the sink. I began to panick and knew it was off my husbands brother. I walked out of the bathroom and I saw my husbands brother lying on the landing, I knelt down by him and knew he was dying, part of his tongue was next to him on the floor. I leaned forward a little and looked at his mouth..the inside of his mouth had been sewn up, cotton went through the sides of his mouth and through his tongue. I tugged on the cotton trying to get it out but the cotton also went down his throat and was well and truly stuck. I realised there was nothing I could do then I looked at my hubby's brother and realised he had died. I really didn't want to tell my hubby that his brother had died on this night because he hadn't long lost his other brother. I walk downstairs, I'm still holding the blood stained towell etc. in my hand, I walk into the kitchen and my hubby says "where's mi brother, have you seen him?" I get all upset because I don't want to tell him. I put all the rubbish etc in the bin then walk into the front room, I take a seat next to my hubby and I just look at him. I have tears in my eyes and i'm so choked up that I can't speak. My hubby looks at me and his face just drops, he then says "NO, please no", I then break down in tears and so does my hubby. ((dream skip)) I see my husbands dead brothers ((they are both dead in RL)) They have their arms around each other and they are singing, they say "this is for K, we know he likes it" They sing "stand-by-me" they sing the whole song and tell me they are ok now and back to how they used to be, they also say they know my hubby is doing ok and I can actually feel how much they love him. They said they sang the whole song so that i would remember it when I wake up. There was a 3rd brother but kev has only got 2 brothers that died, I argued with this 3rd bloke that he wasn't my hubbys brother but he argued back with me, he is very stubborn and adamant just like my hubby lol. We ended up laughing and I said "ok, ok you win!" He smiled and then my hubby's brother "D" said "It's all true you know and make sure you remind "K" of the song. I then wake-up for real with the song "stand-by-me" in my head and then it blagged me for about an hour or so afterwards lol.

Last Nights Dreams

Dream 1

I am in my bed ((in rl)) I have been lying there for about an hour, I'm on my back counting from 100 down and in between counting I'm saying in my head "tonight I will lucid dream" My limbs begin to feel like they aren't there, I have my eyes closed. I then get that weird feeling, there isn't any SP noise just the odd feeling you get of going into a dream while staying concious. I am now in my dream, I am still lying in bed and my eyes are closed. I feel my hubby's hand grab at me and I think "Ahhh, It's one of those dreams" I hate it when I have these kind of faulse awakenings because my hubby always grabs me etc, ((thats what lets me know I'm dreaming if it ever happens when I DILD)) I open my eyes now and see His hand coming at me again so I slap it away, my movements are slow, like fighting him off in an invisible bog. He grabs my arm again but I think "sod this, I'm not doing this again" I fight back and he keeps trying to grab at me, I manage to sit up and I launch at Him. I'm slapping Him and whack His finger very hard...I suddenly think "Shit I hope this is a dream or He's going to kill me for that" ((It feels very real and it nearly convinced me for a minute that it was)) I now begin screaming at him "It's just a stupid dream...It's just a stupid dream", I scream this at Him several times while slapping him off me then I manage to get out of the bed. He now stops grabbing at me and begins to go back to sleep. I take his arm that is very slowly and calmly still gently edging towards me and place it over His chest and I quietly say "Sshhh", He is now back asleep. My dream still has a bad feel to it so i think "I need to get away and out of this dream into another one before He wakes up again" I remember that the last time I had a lucid in my room I didn't fly out of my window and didn't know how to get out so I decide this time I'll fly out of the window and headed for it. I look through the glass and see a dark night sky..i see houses and buildings and I can see they have the lights on inside of them, it's a lovley pretty view. My view is a bit blurry so I decide to open the window to make my view clearer. I open it and my view is now very much clearer but I can feel a cold breeze blowing through. I look at my hubby and think "shit this will wake him up" ((I did not want to wake him up in my dream just so he can grab at me again, it's scary when he does that)) I shut the window leaving just a slight gap at the bottom. I decide to jump and hover ready to fly out quickly, I want to prepare myself and then if he wakes I can quickly escape him. I jump a little and hover...It's great. I am beginning to feel my dream coming to an end, it's still there but the feeling is different, I think "ok I'll now fly out and then maybe my dream will last" ((forgot to touch etc lol )) Before I manage to fly out I find myself lying back in my bed, eyes closed and a big smile on my face as I think "WOOT...I just WILD'ed intentionally"

Dream 2
Faulse Awakening

I have just woke up in bed and my baby Sparrow ((called Jack lol)) is flying about the bedroom , my 4 girls are in my room and one of them has let him out of his cage by accident. I am panicking ...I see my dog in my room and I'm screaming to the girls to catch the bird and also get the dog out, I quickly shut my bedroom door to keep Jack in and safe but them I wake up!

In my dream I was lying in bed. I actually thought I was really awake. ((bloody FA lol)) I have my eyes closed and can feel my whole body spinning, I can see the blackness going round and round and I think "this is like being on a round about" I can hear my hubby, I open my eyes and sit up. I am in bed and I can see blankets around me instead of my duvet. I look up and I can see lots of pictures hanging on the walls around the bed. I see my hubbys sister to my left and she looks very scared. My hubby says "it's in the pictures" his sister says "Just shout Dad and he will be able to get past it and get out" ((my hubbys Dad died about 4 years ago)) My hubby says "no we can't or the thing will get out", they are both worrying about their Dad being stuck there with it. I am thinking "ohh shit it's the bad spirit and it's followed me again" I have a bad feeling like I sometimes do when I feel that presence in my dreams. I pull a blanket towards me and wrap it around myself, I am scared incase it gets out through the pictures. I decide to lie down, I close my eyes and I think "I'll try and enter sleep paralysis again and then i'll enter a nice dream" i then wake up in RL.

I had a few dreams last night but I don't remember all of them, but one dream which was quite awfull does stand out to me.
I was with other people, we were just hanging out, my hubby was about in my dream but not directly with me. There was a girl, a horrible scary girl, this girl had a grey complection, black messy hair and wide brown eyes, she was attacking people, I knew this because I had been told. We are trying to avoid her but we come across her so I run and hide. ((dream skip)) I am now back with my friends, I go off on my own and I am walking through a hallway, next thing I know she is here, right infront of me then BAMMMM!!! She has hit me in the head with an axe, my god the pain is horrific. She is hitting me again and again, I am thinking to myself "I won't die because it's only a dream so it doesn't matter what she does" She has again hit me one last time and I fall to the floor. I can see blood everywhere, I put my hand to my head and feel a gaping wound I'm thinking "Ohh shit I'm dying, I need help" I can see a group of people that notice me and they come over, I feel dizzy and sick and i'm asking them to help, a woman is picking me up ((dream skip)) I am at the hospital and someone is looking at my head, my head is feeling very, very swollen and fat and also very heavy. I am holding a mirror and trying to take a look at myself, I can see the bottom of my face and it looks HUGE It is also very swollen. It is only a small circular mirror so i can't actually see all my face and head but, what I can see is scaring me. I'm feeling very faint again, I'm gripping onto something trying to hold myself up but i collapse onto the floor. I'm now unconcious but in my head i'm thinking "Just pretend to be unconcious because i'm meant to be" lol ((it's as if i was going along with the dream plot because i knew that was the plan for my dream)) People come and get me and put me on a bed. I'm now awake and my hubby is sitting beside me, I can hear him say "will she live" . I get scared again and i'm trying to speak but i'm feeling very groggy and just end up mumbling to him. A doctor comes and I hear him tell my hubby that he needs to put a drain on my brain to relieve the pressure, at that poing I really do shit myself but think "well if they have to, then they have to" ((dream skip)) I am now up and I am walking around. I have a large white bandage wrapped around my head and I have a tube coming from it, this tube has blood in it so I know that it's draining the excess blood and fluid from my brain. I can also see air bubbles in the tube. ((I see myself in 3rd person thats how I know what I look like))

This is just a fragment of a dream that I remember: I was on a cruise ship. I also had another dream which had something to do with my hubby.

Dream 1

I was standing on a field. I was with my hubby and another man was standing to my far left. I looked onto the field and there was an alien lying down on his back, he was glowing red and his glow got stronger and stronger. There were balloons by the alien and I shouted something to this man about the balloons, I think I told him to get the ones by the alien for us. We ((me and hubby)) decided to go home and check to see if the balloons were ours and the alien followed us. I checked a small cupboard and there was 1 balloon in there, I shouted to my hubby "they haven't moved in here " I went to the back door to check there and heard a dog growling and opened the door with caution. My sight had now gone but i knew a nice dog had come in, I felt it then I shut the door on the other 3 dogs, the nice dog was called sally and it was all black. My sight is now back and I am now back in the main room of the house, my hubby and the alien are both in there. The alien said we will be charged for how long he is here ((lol)) The alien has now changed into a normal man and is wearing a grey uniform with badges on. I looked outside and his white van was there, there was writing on the side of it which said "SPECIALISTS IN GAS, HELIUM......" and something else which i can't remember.

Dream 2

I was tired, me and my hubby had been somewhere and then we went into a room. There was a large white, leather corner settee in the room and a large T.V. Me and my hubby lay on the settee and he put one arm over me and the other one under me, I was uncomfortable so he moved it after i gave him a shove ((lol)). I had my eyes closed and he put a film on the T.V., I heard my hubby say "ang are you awake, ang are you awake" I pretended to be asleep, I then said to my hubby "do you want to turn the telly off while we go to sleep" He had put a scary film on and i remember thinking that i would have a lucid nightmare if i could hear screaming etc. while going to sleep and i didn't want to.

Dream 3

It was raining and I was walking up the street with someone. There were lots of shops along the street, a certain shop caught my attention it was a pie shop or something, there were 3 lads outside the shop. One was tall and looked like a bag-head...the other 2 were short and chubby ((one of these worked in the shop)). I and my friend went into the shop, the shop was very crowded , one of the short chubby lads followed us, he walked in while his mates waited outside. As his mates egged him on he grabbed my ass, i looked down and was shocked, he was holding a white towell when he pinched my ass, i think he had it to try and conceal what he had done. My hubby was working in the shop and was watching when the lad grabbed my ass but he didn't realise what had happened although his face looked curious. This lad then told a worker there that he wanted a pie or a doughnut but another bloke who worked at the shop gave the lad a bollocking and told him he was sacked! The manager then asked him if he wanted a doughnut ((lol)) ...This lad and the other workers who worked in the shop wore white clothing like what a butcher would wear. We walked out of the shop, i was wearing my shiny black leggins and longish white top, i began to pull my top down over my ass incase he done it again

Dream 1

There was a lady on a pogo stick and she was jumping about everywhere, she could also fly but she only done this for a second just to let me know she could. This lady was leading me up a street and i had to follow her ((dream skip) something to do with my hubby again but can't remember what.

Dream 1

I wrote my hubby a letter and after that he was trying to be nice to me. I walked into a room and he was lying on a bed with a short fattish lady, they were both naked. He looked at me while he was cuddling her and said "this is what you want to do..the fountain" ((this meant oral sex on a woman in my dream)) I said "what the fuck" and walked over to them both. I tried to push the fat bitch out of the way but I wasn't able to, and anyway my hubby was holding her tightly while he was touching her, I felt completly repulsed. My hubby then tried to make me give her oral sex but I managed to get away ((wtf)) I stormed out and slammed the door behind me, I screamed to him "You'll fuckin regret this" he answered by making loud "Ummmmmm" noises to try and piss me off and make me jealous, I shouted to him again "Fuck you!" I stormed upstairs and bashed the 2 hanging light switches and they clanged loudly against the tiles.

Dream 2

A bloke i know from work told someone that he would get them a ticket for a plane ride, this bloke was dead excited about it, I said "your joking, he wont get you one" ((Dream skip)) I saw this bloke from work talking to the other bloke again and he was telling him he wasn't able to get him a ticket, this bloke was gutted and he came over and told me, I said "I told you..he's so full of Bull-shit" ((lol))

Dream 1 ((fragment))

I had a dream about me & some men, there were about 2 or 3 of them. I also remember something about body guards, i'm not sure if the men were body guards or if someone was talking about body guards.

Dream 2

I was in my old bedroom from when i was 16 in my old house. I was there with my hubby. My hubby found an explosive that was attached to the strap of my shoe, the time was ticking down, it went from 16 mins to 3 mins then to 61 mins then down to 1 min, i panicked big time then thought "what the hell" ((I missed that sign grrrr!)) My hubby pulled the explosive off and quickly threw it out the window. I went downstairs and said to my eldest daughter "where's Cookie?" ((thats my dog)) she said "i put him outside" I went ballistic and screamed "GET HIM IN NOW!!" I went and got him and steered him away from the bomb as i guided him inside. I then thought about where my youngest daughter was ((her bedroom was above where the explosive was)) I screamed to her "GET OUT OF YOUR ROOM NOW!!" I ran upstairs and grabbed hold of her and quickly dragged her out of the front door

I had a dream about a cousin of mine, I was single and was going to ask him out ((LMAO..dont even like him!!!)) I was at my mom and dads house and my cousin was at his house ((he wasnt my cousin in my dream, just a friend)) I went over to His place..i was wearing a longish pink flowery skirt, we sat in his room and watched a film on tv. His dad came in and asked me to change my earphones because mine wasn't working ((not that i was wearing any lol)) I tried them and he was right they didn't work, his dad laughed and said "you didn't turn them on properly" My cousin put his hand on my leg and i lifted my skirt a little. I had to go back to my mom and dads house My uncle was there i think it was my uncles birthday party , my aunty was there aswell. I was scared to ask my cousin out, i thought about what to say but never ended up asking him. I went back to his house, i couldn't find him so i went upstairs to his room and sat down.I got my mobile and was going to text him but then he came up and came into the room. I said "i was just gonna text you then" I looked on my phone and there was a text on there that i hadn't sent it said "where are you?" He then got his phone out and said "whats your number and we can exchange" i looked at my phone and then woke up.

Dream 2: I was at a restaurante with someone else and was getting some food, we had a choice of cooked fingers or cooked legs ((lol)) I had the fingers, the fingers were smaller and had less meat on, the other person had the legs ((yuck))

Dream 3: I was in the bathroom with my hubby, he was having a shower and I was on the floor doing something. Suddenly my hubby threw his soapy foam at me and it landed straight in my eye, I said "you done that on purpose" he said "i didn't" and then he began laughing as he thought it was sooo funny

I am talking to my daughter about lucid dreaming, not sure where we were but we are at a table drinking, there are lots of people around us and it is very noisy. A woman came across to us ((think she was in charge of the place)) and she asked me about lucid dreams and asked if i could help anyone there to do it, i am a little taken back ((but didn't become lucid)) but said "hell yeah why not"..i stand on a table and everyone looks at me, i turn around and begin speaking to a couple on the table and one of them say they can already do it but they dont realise how much yet ((???)) dream skip.... I have a book in my hand and i'm asking somebody a question, a door opened and a young lad stood there and was looking at me, i seemed to recognise Him but at the same time i didn't ((as if the image kept changing)) There is a bright light and then i go into my next dream

I was in a house, my hubby was on a bed with another woman, I watch as they touched each other and moan, i feel physically sick ((dream skip)) I go upstairs in a house, my hubby was in bed asleep, ((i thought "yeah you go ahead and sleep now you'v had your fun!!")) i go to check on my girls, my 2 little ones have gone downstairs and were hiding, i catch them playing some kind of cryptic game in the bathroom ((yet i have no bathroom downstairs lol)) i say "you could get killed here, don't you realise how dangerous this is" I feel very concerned for their safety. I grab them and carry them upstairs, they are crying hysterically. ((dream skip)) I am in bed with my hubby, i try to get close to him but he moves away from me and gets up. ((dream skip)) I am alone in another room and a different bed, i can see my hubby walking about then i wake up.