memorable

Sorry for this being late

I was in the basement with my dad, watching a movie on TV. The movie took place in Japan. The scene was in some sort of clinic for children who were critically ill with some unknown disease. A mother was holding a small girl. She was dressed in strange garb (like from Charles Dicken's A Christmas Carol). She was shivering, staring out into blank space. A nurse wrapped the girl in a thin pink blanket, but she started shivering more violently. The nurse said, "I can't do this anymore" and fell. Her face turned gray. An (unseen) person took the nurse's cornias and sewed them onto the eyes of a home-made stuffed animal.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The dream starts off by me spawning in a forest. As I look around, I realize that I'm at Isla Inocentes (my favorite map from Battlefield Bad Company 2)- only the color of the area seems to be more of a green color, compared to the fall look of the map. I realize now how detailed this dream was. I think it might have something to do with me starting ADA a few days ago- although I never really did any exercises for it yet- I was planning on starting over the weekend.The area that they spawned me at is on top of that hill before the last base in Rush Mode. I hear some tanks rumbling off in the background, so I go and investigate by walking straight down the road. There is a T-90 right there just looking at me. I look down at my hands and I'm holding a RPG, so I bring it up and hip fire it at the tank. I hit the tank right in the treads, but it doesnt seem to do anything. I quickly run into a building on the left hand side- so the tank cant get a clear shot at me. I stay in the building just for a second- and I run out the front of the building and see an infantry tank (i'm blanking on the name right now :S).

I jump inside of the tank, just like you would in the real game, and start to take fire at the back of the tank. I notice its doing a lot of damage on the T-90 and right as I think that it starts to back up extremely fast. I dont really remember much of the chase- but I remember where we end up. We end up somewhere in Laguna Presa. The tank starts to slow down as it reaches some port by the sea. I take aim at it and destroy it.

Isla Inocents: (from the game)


Laguna Presa: (from the game)

This dream occurred about 90-minutes after going to bed in the first REM stage. I took a liquid gel multivitamin and 500mg of B5 before bed.

My GF and I were playing a cooperative video game. I remember fighting a giant turtle like monster and she was getting overwhelmed and overly excited playing it. The visuals were very 3D, even holographic, and her character was able to paint cross-hairs on the beast. (There was no fear attached to this part of the dream.)

We decided to go out. It was nighttime outside and all the street lamps were off. My GF was suddenly afraid. The darkness was making me apprehensive too which is not normal. I went to close my car door and it wouldn't shut. I moved the seat belt a little thinking it was caught. Then slammed the door even harder, but it bounced even more.

I looked down at the frame and discovered my wallet and cell phone were lodged there. I figured my phone was broke, but for some reason I didn't want to stay in my drive for another moment. I slammed my car into reverse, in a maneuver to shut the door finally using a hard left spin.

We jammed down my darkened block and near the end on the right hand side standing in front of a car was a cowering German Shepard dog. It was crouched, and it was trembling with fear wetting the street in front of the curb with urine. This was a big healthy looking animal, scared out of its wits.

We drove further and came to near to the spot of my last posted dream Neighborhood: Magic Garden. Standing in the middle of the road was deranged looking huge Rottweiler dog. It was starring me down hard. I rolled down the window this time to attempt to lighten the atmosphere with puppy talk. It just rolled its head, looking at me dead in the eyes with barely contained hostility.

We drove past and reached the exact spot of my last posted dream Neighborhood: Magic Garden There, kitty-corner to where the magic garden had been was a decimated house with the entire front end smashed wide open. I could see a couple inside. Dead. Nude. Frozen in positions of absolute horror on their sofa.

Turning down that street and driving further, the entire block was covered with thick green moss, huge fallen trees, and ripped apart houses. I could hear a massive number of frogs in the distance.

--At this point I whimpered out loud and it woke me up. My heart was racing, I was terrified, and I could still hear the din of hoards of frogs in the distance... The sound faded and it merged with my air filter which was set on low.

I don't have time to post my next dream from last night, it was much more terrifying and extremely realistic.

First WILD attempt....a Success!

May 1 2006 2:00am

I just had an amazing experience. I wrote it down on paper when I first got up, but then decided to get it right on the computer. Here it is:

I was awaken at about 12:15 and was having trouble falling back asleep, so I got up and did a few things and then laid back down in bed. Laying awake in bed at night has always frustrated me. I feel like I am wasting time, yet I know I need to try to sleep.

But this time I thought I would make use of this time. I decided to try to WILD. It had been quite a while since I had read about WILDing, so I wasn't really sure what to do. I did remember something about counting down back from one hundred while laying real still. I figured it was worth a try since there was nothing to lose.

So I got in a comfortable position on my back and slowly counted down from one hundred. But I kept having itches and found myself scratching them. I got down to one and started again.

At about 50 I thought, "This isn't working. I must be forgetting to do something." So I stopped counting. I laid there for a few more minutes and then I suddenly felt very sleepy. I figured I'd try one more time.

This time I didn't even count. I just laid there staring at the ceiling and focused on the feeling of myself becoming more and more "detatched" from my body. I heard a noise that was like a "hum", and I saw the ceiling "bouncing". Or maybe I was the one bouncing. Which ever it was, the ceiling would come closer then go back, then closer and then back, until finally I reached out my hand to see if I could "physically" feel it. Sure enough, I could feel it...even the texture of the plaster.

When that happened I knew that I had successfully WILDed and I was in a Lucid Dream.

I did the first thing that seems to come naturally for me in LDs. I flew out of bed and down toward the door. This time it was still dark outside. I remembered that in my last LD I was able to control the weather so it wasn't cold outside. I did the same in this dream. I opened the door and flew out in the not-so-cold night.

I could see the house lights and street lights around me as I started to fly higher. Finally I looked over toward the city and saw all the city lights. I realized that this was not my city, but a much larger city. I decided it didn't matter. In this dream my house was on some sort of hill overlooking the downtown area. I had to fly across the hill before the ground dropped away, and I was over all the city lights. That was pretty cool.

But then everything changed. I wasn't expecting this. My last LD seemed so perfectly real except for the fact that I was flying. But this one got a little strange. I was suddenly in a big dark room flying over these board games. Everything was huge, like I was the size of a fly in comparison. I didn't like it. I wanted to go back outside. I tried to change that, but was frustrated that I couldn't. I also wanted to see other people, since my LDs don't seem to have other people in them (except for that little girl that just passed through in the other one). But I couldn't make anyone show up.

I decided to try one more thing. I remembered that the Lucid Dream task for April was to swallow a goldfish (It didn't dawn on me that I was now at least an hour into May). So I decided that I would fly into the next room, and that I would see a fish tank full of goldfish by the wall. And....yes.....this time I was able to do it.

So there it was...this fish tank in an otherwise empty room. I landed on the floor beside it and looked at the fish. There were about 8 in the tank. They were a little more like Koi than the typical goldfish, but I figured that I had done pretty well considering this was only my second LD. They were all about 3 inches long and white in color with little spots of gold and black.

When I had read about this task I had wondered if "dream goldfish" felt or tasted anything like real goldfish. I was actually very curious to find out. I stuck my hand in the water and grabbed one. To my dismay, it felt exactly like a real fish...cold, wet, and slightly slimy. Without looking at it closely, I popped it in my mouth.

I stood there for a moment not knowing what to do next. I had hoped that once I got it into my mouth I could wish it into a cookie and chew it up and swallow it. But instead I had a very large, very real goldfish wiggling around in my mouth. It was too big to swallow whole. Yet the idea of chewing it was too gross to consider.

I finally thought, "If I can make myself fly in a dream, I certainly can make myself swallow a goldfish!" and with that, I swallowed.

The huge goldfish went about halfway down my throat before stopping. I started to gag. Unfortunately, the gagging made me wake up.

But again, I wasn't upset. I suddenly realized the significance of what I had just accomplished....my first WILD....and how easy it had come.

I had felt slightly frustrated that a week and a half had gone by since my first LD, and I had nothing else close to an LD since then.....until now.

I am definitely going to try this again.

Dream
Lucid

So while laying in my bed last night i kept repeating in my head " im dreaming". Then i thought wait i read something about someone say what if you could tell a dream character to tell you when your dreaming. So repeated in my head "A dream character will tell me im dreaming". Eventually i went back to repeating that i was dreaming, so i feel asleep and all i can remember from the dream was talking to my grandma then suddenly having a false awakening. I woke up in my bed and because i always plug my nose when i wake up in the middle of the night just in case its a false awakening i did it then to. But i didnt hold it for longer then a second and i felt some air come through, half my mind wanted to go "back to sleep" and the other half wanted to go do something because i was semi-lucid. Randomly the whole background changed and im talking to this girl and she said something and i replied saying
Me: In your dreams!
And out of random some random dc appeared and says
DC: What did you just say?
Me: In your dreams?
DC: Ok and what are you doing now?
Me: Talking
DC: No your doing what you just said!
Me: Ummmmmm..........OH I'm Dreaming!
Then the whole background went back to the false awakening where im in my bed and its dark outside. So i go outside and im standing there thinking whats something i can do? then i remember how everyone says flying is hard so i decide to try flying. So i go to this field in my complex and think ok everyone always trys jumping so thats what i did and i went like 5 feet in the air and i was like "THAT IS AWESOME!". So i jumped again like 50 feet in the air and did like 10 frontflips but sadly landed on my back. I get up and say "ok time to actually try flying" so i think about superman and how when he's just floating in place his cape is swaying so i was like maybe he thinks of being extremely light? But i was like naw and then the thought came to me maybe its that in a way hey's controlling the air or gravity around him? So i was like yea lets go with that, so look up to the night sky looked at my hands bent my knees and jumped with my hands infront of me like superman and i flew like 100 feet of the ground and then i was in mid-air motionless. I was so happy so then i started flying around like superman but i was like "i dont like this i look like noob" so i put my hands down and flew with my hands at my side. I flew around everywhere doing spins and everything and as im flying past my house to go other places i see my grandma and im like "Hmmm why is she here when shes in Puerto Rico" So i flew down and stopped in front of her.
Grandma: Look your flying!
Me: I know its really cool
Grandma: I bet
Me: yea!
But then after that i woke up but i wasnt mad because i was happy that i learned how to fly!

Vivideness-9

Long ass dream. There a girl everyone falls in love with. She has big boobs with blond hair and is very quiet. It starts at my restaurant. I'm with Kara and I see an old friend and his dad. He is with a woman and she's beautiful. My friend says hes trying to be with her. And that its really yard. I start to like her and try to steal her. My friend thinks shes out of my league, but I don't think so. My friends mom likes me and we get pictures taken. Another friend starts to like her and tries to get his dads Simone company to fund him so he can get her. To no avail. She's in love with my friends dad. Eventually she gets captured in Voldemort's third eye and the three of us need to open his eye and go in and get her. She start to open the portal and I think that I need to pause the dream so I can write it down. I wake up to write it down.

A new version of world of Warcraft and runescape came out. I decide to try it out. It was super buggy and there was an option to send a bug report. Kara was playing too and wanted credit for submitting a bug. My character had horns and was see through. I kept sending reports and was eventually teleported to a room with the creator. He was fixing the bugs right in front of me. Debora from Dexter was dating him and we were hanging out with him. It was a big deal. The creator was playing chess with her but kept looking at the screen of the game. He eventually broke up with her because all he wanted to do was play. I ran and got a baby from my mom next door to bring to the apartment. I went over to dustins and him and another girl were talking about how stupid world of warcraft was and I agreed. Then i said im getting on to play they laughed at me. Later we went to a bar and he said all I did was play and jack off. My shorts had some stain on them. A lot of ghetto people started coming into the bar and daniel from isreal looked he might come. They were his kind of people. We sat hanging around. More and more people kept coming.

Dreamt that there was a weird guy killing us. It was long but I just remember the end. One guy dies and makes a vortex in the trunk. Two of them fall in and come back as ghosts. We go back inside to try and find the mystery.

We had people going to burning man. Everyone was joking around and having a good time. People took too long and we were supposed to meet Dustin there. We decided not to go because it was late. We found out my mom wasn't going so we ended up going. Kara and I started packing. One of my rooms was completely empty except for a laptop. Previously terry from reno 911 trashed the room. I know it was him because I saw his roller skates. We started packing stuff in our car. It was dark out. Some punk had a flashlight pointing in my car. I made fun of him and told him to go break into another car. I pointed my green laser at him. We were packing and I told him to go to a mansion and rob their cars but he said there was too much security. Another one of his friends came and my mom td them leave. My mom bought some crappy laser pens for defense but they just barley glew.

Was my birthday and everyone was over. For some reason I had a boyfriend. Lindsey was over with her boyfriend and we were hanging out. Lindsey and I went upstairs and had sex. Someone was coming upstairs and was trying to get in. I was trying to get dressed and they were getting suspicious. I told Lindsey to tell them someone pissed you off and I was trying to calm her down. My boyfriend was pissed and I got pissed at him for thinking I did anything. We were at the dinner table and he showed everyone a video of a psychic guy to prove a point. He wore giant glasses. I said anyone who is psychic wont be wading those glasses. Lindsey s boyfriend looked upset and I wouldn't even talk to mine. Lindsey wanted to stay and talk but u didn't want to so I told her to make up with him and keep our story strong. she looked worried.


Was playing some weird Kirby game. I was advancing through levels and getting farther. Cheated on one level with a rocket launched. When I gained a level I had no idea which new skills to chose. I was a tank.

Background note: I used to work at AIG. I did some unique, creative work for them which they liked. I was "promoted" a few times, but never rewarded with rank or title; but I was given better work. The used me for two years.

Dream:

There was more dream that led up to this but I forgot it, so I start out in a strange vehicle flying over the Japanese nuclear disaster.

With the plant shut down, they are releasing all the sea water being used to cool the spent rods back into the ocean as it will be diluted by the rest of the ocean.

I was being flown in a long box thing with windows. It flew by jet power or something. I looked down and saw the water rushing. There were officials overseeing the operation on top of secured train cars with water almost touching their feet, but they were safe some how.

The driver of my vehicle swoops down very fast and erratically and comes very close to the water, but we kept circling. It was like we were the news. Then, the driver becomes this Armed Forces guy--very serious, and he DOES go into the water...and we are not enclosed anymore. We have to hold our breath!

We go deeper until my head is under water. WTF?! The guy doesn't even warn me? So we are cruising deeper and deeper and I think this is pretty ridiculous now, and soon I need to come up for air.

I make it back to the top for air. Now I feel like I need to save the other guy, so I take four deep breaths to get oxygen back to my brain, I started feeling better, and then I went back down to see how the guy was doing.

Now I'm with my dad. We are all in Army attire but kind of futuristic (my dad was in the army), and we are lined up as if at a bank. My dad and I are signing papers.

My dad said to me quietly, "See, I've never had to sign papers with three other people." Only three people were signing the paper, but that is what he meant. (His point was that someone else could change something later and then his signature would still be on the paper, and he didn't feel comfortable with that.)

Soon, the person behind the counter was an old boss J.H. I was going back to work with her at AIG...kind of. The papers I was signing indicated permissions. I was allowed to map drives on my computer to Google and certain other programs.

I asked about it for more information and J.H. told me how my dad and I were signing the papers because I was known for talking a lot before. I couldn't get my argument out in this dream of how much I did for this company, so I said, "When do I get a promotion?!"

At this point they let the cat out of the bag. J.H. pointed to a man on her left and said I'll be working with the devil.

Fuckin' A! I looked at my dad realizing we were in Hell. Then, very quickly, I realize this I'm in a dream. Cool! I decide I'm going to bitch-slap the devil! I turn to my dad and say, "Watch this!" Then I walked around the other side of the counter and told this bitch of a lady who knew I was going to Hell, "Watch this! Hey...watch this!" I couldn't really get her attention.

I woke up. Still, of all the times to go lucid, I was really happy for that moment!

Dream - Lucid - AP

I was in a dorm room, and I had apparently moved to that one from an old one. My friends had already set up my stuff around my bed. All I really had to do was put my sheets and blankets on the bed. I remember Caitlin being one of my roommates, but I can't remember who the other one was.

I also remember seeing all these dolls scattered around the room. They were actually more like female figurines than dolls. They were there for decorative purposes. I started moving them around, placing them in different places, trying to figure out which ones should go around which roommate; seeing which ones fit best with their personalities.

I remember there also being a water bed in the room. It was the biggest of the 3 beds, a full-size. Mine and the other one were twin-sized beds. The other roommate said something about it being nasty and moldy, because the water had been sitting in it for so long. Around the edges it looked kind of gross too. I remember Caitlin coming in and laying on it, but laying under her own covers as opposed to the covers already on the bed. I thought it was gross, and I felt like she should have been grossed out about it. I was going to ask her why she took that one, but then I remembered that no one else wanted it either, and the other 2 beds were already taken.

I then remember seeing some more figurines sitting on a side table by my bed. They were Peanuts figurines. I vividly remember Marcy and Snoopy being two of them. I took those two figurines and placed them side by side on a coffee table by Caitlin's bed. Both the figurines then looked like they were sliding on their stomachs. They had their eyes closed. Someone commented on how they looked good there.

I also have notes in my journal about there being a movie on the TV in the dorm about a suicidal hit man, but for the life of me, I can't remember what went on. I vaguely remember that part of the dream.

I also remember talking to a lady with heart-shaped irises. The colors in her eyes looked marbled; the colors were a honey-yellow and a dark green. I thought about my dream with Hyu, but then dismissed my current situation to be waking life (dammit).

~

I was at an indoor pool. There were a few other people there. I saw a big, beautiful butterfly flying out to the water. I pointed the butterfly out to whoever I was talking to. Its wings looked like silk; the top was a light purple, the middle a light green, and the bottom an off-white. It landed on the water.

Upon closer inspection, I noticed that the butterfly had a female human head and face. I still called her a butterfly, but now, I can see that she was much more like a fairy. She had a small hat on as well, that looked like it was part of a flower. She swam in the water of the pool, keeping her wings out of the water. I then remember seeing her all the way in the water, wings and all. I hoped that didn't impair her ability to fly. She got out of the water, and asked a man for a towel. When she got out of the pool, I saw she had a whole human-like body, though she was quite small.

Then, my brother was trying to get a snake out of the pool with a net. I commented on this, saying that I had seen the snake earlier. He got it out. He walked over to me, and I looked at it. It was a green snake, and wasn't poisonous. It opened it's mouth, exposing its fangs, and hissed. My brother tried to pick it up out of the net, but got bit. He kept getting bit, and I could tell he was in pain, but he was determined to pick the snake up out of the net. I kept telling him to stop. He finally got ahold of its head, so it couldn't open its mouth to bite.

~

I was sitting at my family's electric piano that we have in waking life. My brother was sitting there with me. He switched the sound setting to 'strings', and held down a note in the higher range. As he held it down, I started to hear sound effects. How had we not discovered this before? He held down another high note, and "Marche Slave" by Tchaikovsky started to play. We played that song in high school in waking life. I got excited, and pointed out that it was "Marche Slave", but I could tell that people around us were getting annoyed. I experimented with some notes in the lower range, and then stopped.

Then, I was moving in with a man who frequents the coffee shop who has a history of severe depression in waking life. Tabita, a girl I work with, was moving out. She was explaining to me some things about moving, about what to do and expect.

I then remember waking up in bed at his house, but I was sleeping in a separate bed from the customer. I was trying to remember whether or not I had to work that day, then remembered it was Thursday, and I don't work on Thursdays. I wanted to sleep in some more, but I got up. I saw the customer's bed in the next room.

I then remember sitting at the kitchen table with the customer. His hair was an absolute mess, and he was wearing a dirty white undershirt. He started to talk to me about his morning routine, and work and such. I was thinking to myself that I was going to have to be careful, and deal with his depression very carefully.

Paintball Camp
It started with me going with a group of people around 17 years of age (I was the only one my age and was the oldest) and we first played basketball. I remember this one girl who had short blonde hair (completely random I don't think I know anyone who looked like her in any way) who was the sister of a new friend I made after basketball.

We went to a lobby area of a cafeteria and talked for a while and everyone got to know each other. I got to know his sister and found out we had much in common. I noticed nobody but me ever talked to her so I decided to befriend her since nobody else payed any attention to her. We got along very well.

Everyone then went to the dorms which were in the middle of a giant paintball course. There were sheets of plywood and little cabins everywhere. When we got back to the dorms, everyone was there but her. I was worried she got lost on the way and asked the counsler if she was alright and he said it was her birthday and we were going to surprise her and he held up a paintball gun when he said that.

I was thinking that shooting her unprotected with a paintball gun when she was unprepared wasn't very cool at all. No one would enjoy that. Everyone then ran down hill one at a time and would shoot at her and she was laughing and trying to hide. Then it was my turn and I didn't feel comfortable shooting someone who was unprotected and said that someone should give her a gun. Some one ran to her and gave her my gun and I got a pistol.

I ran down hill while she hid behind a tiny cabin shooting at me. I got hit about 3 times while running down hill (stung a little). I started shooting at her and she went behind the cabin. I faked like I was going to run around the cabin and she fell for it and turned to run to stop me and at that moment I dove over a sheet of plywood shooting with one arm and shooting her about 10 times (hey she shot me already it was fair). Her jaw dropped and my gun was now empty. She grinned and raised her gun and shot me about 20+ times in the back and a few times in the face (excrusiating pain).

After it was over I limped back to the dorm and she came with me while everyone was laughing at the stunts they just saw. I asked the instructor where he got the pistol and he said Brunos or something random and I said I had been there before and it wasn't there, and he insisted that it was.

The instructor told me that the trigger fell off the pistol and I went and found it and gave it back and after that I woke up.

Dream Lucid Me DC SG

Dream1:
I´m somewhere with my family. I see Roxas, Sora, Axel and some other guy from Kingdom hearts walking away. I follow them, but they go insane and try to drive over me with cars. They end up colliding with each other and I start helping them out of the cars. (They´re unconsious.) Then I become lucid while helping Roxas and think if I could get his keyblade. Something tells me that it´s in the car. I look for it and find it next to the gas and brake padles. I take it, swing it in the air couple times and start running along the street. Unfortunatly I forgot to stabilize the dream and wake up.


Dream2:
I´m already lucid and i´m standing in front of a bookshelf. There are some Organization XIII (From Kingdom hearts.) members standing behind me. I try to summon the keyblade, but only get some piece of scrap metal that kinda looks like a sword. One of the members says something to me and when I look again, i´m holding a keyblade in my hand. I leave and start walking along a beach. There´s a village on my right and some apple-like fruits growing from the sand in a line near the water. I keep walking and when the line of apples ends, I pick one up. Soon after I do that, some Shadows appear next to me. I kill them with my keyblade, but more appears. I kill them all and once the battle is over, I notice something in my keyblade. Instead of the Mickey Mouse keychain, there´s a round piece of metal with bubbles carved on it. I also see some text on the handle, but it doesn´t make sense. I return to the members to ask them about it, but I don´t want to interrupt them. That´s all I can remember.

1-2/4/11

Entry reads like that of a fragmented dream, but was written right after waking from it. In the dream I saw both good and bad outcomes in this experience, I guess my split personality, the nature of my love for her and her actions towards me, may be a factor.

3:22 am
Its weird, I was in a world with Georgia, and things just seemed... right. There was a oneness about it, I was trusting, as was she... Fragments... Down a path with her, path getting darker, bright light for a few hundred metres, then darkness (metaphor for my relationship with her?)... holding her, confronting her, one face is a devil that hates but another face is soothing and loving... The words I wanted to hear "I still love you" and the words I dread "Nothing between us".... I don't know, this one left me on the verge of tears but also happy. Mixed emotions messing me up right now...

Lucidity: 8/10
Vividness: 8/10
Length: ~10 Min.

I was in a field and grabbed some armour for myself. Then I was in a building talking to some people and got ripped off. So I went over to this guys place and started to use my force powers to kill everyone in the building. It was epic. I managed to find him, but then had a false awakening and thought my friend Cameris came over.

Lucid = orange

I'm at my James' (my bro) house. We're playing football on the kinect and my team is losing. Random people come from nowhere and join in on my team, in the attempt to tip the scores to my favour. Unfortunately, the time runs out when we're like 1 goal behind. I then have to make a move home because it's getting quite late and it'll take me a while on my bike (it's just a regular push one), and my Dad can't give me a lift 'cause he's unable to use the car currently. I find all my various things and pack them into my bag. It's bulging full and extremely heavy. I put it on and am almost overwhelmed by the weight so I put it down. Mum and my sister Tabitha are there as well. My sister's like ''You wuss.'' and I hand it over to her to see how heavy it actually is. She claims it's not actually that heavy and I'm just like ''Meh.'' I then look at my watch and I only have 5 minutes to get home (it takes me about 20 usually, from his place). Also, Mum stays behind and then Tabitha has to come with me too.

On our way I receive hate from nearly everyone we pass. Some taking the piss out of my style, others commenting on the fact that I'm in the 1st year of college (I'm not sure how that's supposed to be insulting, probably something to do with being young) but anyway they were pissing me off and I flashed a middle to quite a few of them. It's late at night and I assume most of them are drunk.

As we near our road, my sister notices that we've been followed by some of them. A car speeds past us after she's pointed it out, and we both race up the road scared of what their intentions are. When we finally reach the drive, all the lights are out. I say to her ''I hope Dad's home, too. I was worried something might happen which is why I wanted to come home earlier.'' We're then walking past the garage and realisation hits me.

''Wait!? I'm dreaming! You're dreaming too! Help me become lucid!''
Note: As soon as I became lucid, my sister turned into somebody else.
We then walk up onto the steps just before the door. We're just standing there. I start thinking to myself ''Well. I've wanted to try out a gender change in my dreams so why not attempt it now?'' and tried to will myself into a girl. At one point I thought I had succeeded, and turned to face myself in the window. I was still me, though. Then what usually happens to me happened, and my vision started fading out and it was hard to see I tell her (the girl I'm with) ''Keep focusing! Focus on your senses! Don't rely on your sight, just keep aware of everything else!'' I'm grasping on to her arm while saying this and focusing on how it feels as my vision starts to fade out. I focus on what I can hear, smell, etc. Everything except for my sight, as that is failing me.
However, while this is happening, I can see something huge coming towards us. I feel kind of scared but I assure myself it'll be alright as I'm only dreaming, and I'M in control.
Then, something magical happens. Everything suddenly becomes crystal clear! This huge thing turns out to be a giant chicken, too. Just standing there. It's really trippy but I can sense he/she is totally friendly.
I think to myself ''Woah! I can see SO clearly now, and I'm not even using my eyes! I must be proper lucid. What should I do now then? Explore or try to pull off dream sex again? I'm more lucid than usual, so I should be able to do anything without waking up.''
I then notice the garage is open. There's light emitting from it, also. I try to think of somebody to spawn as it's the perfect opportunity (as somebody will be in there, and I can just will whoever it is to my liking). I can't think of anybody though, so I consider the girl I'm with. It's not my sister now, it's somebody completely random, so I think ''Why not?'' and go through with it. She complies completely, and this time I'm actually able to 'do it' instead of getting really excited about it then losing lucidity almost instantly.
Note: All the while since I became lucid me and this girl have been talking. She's asking me technical questions which are keeping me conscious and making me think, such as width of planets etc, and I can see numbers coming up in front of me which I must have seen in school books, so I reply with those.
Also, dream music was playing. It was ambient and consistent, kind of like one of the binaural beats I used to listen to frequently.


I then woke up, VERY proud of myself!

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Dream 1
A car in a field is stolen and I beep the horn. The cops arrive and show me a contract and he says “you have to pay me royalties.” I looked at the contract and saw the signature was not mine and said “I didn’t sign that.”

Dream 2 Test
I walk out of a doorway onto a grassy field. I remember it as a dream college area then I saw a goat and some sheep walking around. They seemed odd since they were just walking around mindlessly. Then I felt really good, I had passed some kind of important test!

Dream 3 Future Bridge
I am a passenger driving down a road in a little station wagon in California and it is flat and dry outside back dropped by mountains. The road turns into a 12 lane highway and I can see shopping centers and such. I feel like the road is changing in time as well as distance. At the beginning it was the 1970’s now it is the 80’s. Quickly it is the 90’s and 2000’s uneventfully. Then I am flying as we come to a bridge and I let the little station wagon from the 70’s go as it drives below me. Now it is the future but I am not sure when. I fly through the bridge’s upper girders and see how massive this structure is, the I-beams are bigger than I thought anything in my time was being made and wondered what kind of huge factory could produce these monsters. Then I noticed there was lighting up here too. Although it was daytime I got a quick nighttime vision of what it looked like at night and it was a nice bright green bridge. The lighting’s housings were huge, you could easily fit 10 SUV’s inside one. I wondered at the power that would be needed to do this, and all for something unnecessary, but got the feeling that it was a concern but no big deal, so much for energy concerns for the future.
The highway went off to the left but I followed my-times highway, which was now just a depression in the vegetation. The old highways had crumbled and acted like a bedrock letting only small plants with small roots take hold and you could follow this ‘depression’ down to the sea, this led into the marshes and parts were washed out. I now felt the familiar time of the early 22nd century but was still not too sure. There was a long beach but no sign of anyone having used it in any way which I thought would be odd especially for California. I felt there was no more to see and reluctantly landed roughly on a sandbar 6 feet out from the beach. There was nothing but those tall beach weeds on shore and a few houses way in back of that. I then felt I was violating some kind of rule landing here but could not take back off. I closed my eyes and imagined flying away but I wasn’t and upon opening my eyes I saw an all green helicopter with only a small white circle for a symbol on the door. The helicopter circled a bit then came down close to me and I could see it was about the size of a small car, far too small to hold a person. Then I heard an emergency type voice say “EXIT THE AREA!” from the green helicopter. I tried to get my legs out of the sand and then I was surprised to see an all blue robot with a human type appearance approach me. It was all blue head to foot with no face just a thin vertical black line in the middle of its “face.” “Oh crap!”
Then I am home again in early 2000’s time [not real life home] looking something up on the computer. It’s the old big computer TV like monitor and I start closing windows out as my mom and my other family members are coming in the room and distracting my attention [these are not my family members in real life].

The screen’s background has a pretty woman with short black hair on it who I seem to know and stare at it a few seconds before my sister enters the room talking loudly so I turn the computer off [I do not have a sister in real life]. They are all eating popcorn out of a bowl and passing it around and give me some but I just take out a few and crunch on them. I feel a little sad and not sure why.

non dream - lucid - non lucid

My dreams start getting more vivid again, even though I'm still quite stressed and I don't have enough time to sleep properly.
I didn't believe that my dream recall would improve before I have more free time, but I am very happy that it seems to do so.


I am walking through the city. I become lucid for no apparent reason, I just know that I am dreaming.
For some reason I feel the urge to use some form of dream control.
I look up into the sky, there isn't a single cloud. It is a very nice day.

I point my right hand at the sky and command it to rain with my mind.
It starts raining, even though there are no clouds.
The DC's around me realize what I have done and become pissed.
I don't really care about them and just start dancing in the rain whilst creating background music for the dream.

I am quite impressed how easily I can control the dream, it is so stable.
Some DC's approach me with an angry look on their faces.
What do they want?

"Go away."

All DC's around me cease to exist. This is an intriguingly good feeling.
I should probably do something more productive though, even though this is a lot of fun.

"Excuse me."

What the hell?
I turn around. There is a women standing in the rain. Didn't I just remove all DC's?

"Hello friend, what brings you into my dreams?"

(I have no idea why I feel the urge to talk like this, but it is not the first time this has happened.)

"I'm sorry, I do not mean to intrude."
"It's quite alright."
"I need your help."

I look at her closely. I'd guess that she's in her late 20's, maybe early 30's.
She has natural curly red hair and very dark eyes.
I approach her with confidence.

"What is it you need help with?"
"There is darkness within me, darkness which I cannot face alone."
"I need help Hyu, I need help facing this darkness."
"Do we know each other?"
"You do not know me, but I have read many things about you."

I feel the sudden urge for an adventure.

"Lead the way, friend."

She opens a portal, using the hand flicking trick I have used before.
I find it somewhat impressive, then again, why would she not know?
I form an energy shield around myself and follow her through the portal.
Somehow I just understood that using a shield can prevent some of the portal trouble I have encountered before.


We are in a very big room. It looks absolutely amazing.
The architecture is absolutely blowing my mind, everything is so detailed.
It is a blend of old japenese, victorian but also futuristic design.
The neon-stripe lighting and the heavy usage of glass gives it a bit of a Tron-look but for some reason it blends very well with the older elements.
The windows are very colorful, like in Christian churches, except the drawings are clearly not religious.

I realize I'm getting distracted. I follow this women over a marble path.
There are doors to the left and right of the path, but they don't lead anywhere.
There are no walls or anything, just doors.
I get the impression that I am in the dreams of this women and that she created all of this.

"This is highly impressive!"
"Do you like it?"
"Absolutely. Have you created all of this?"
"I have indeed. I'm an architect, I have let my inspiration run wild for a few weeks, and this is what I ended up creating."
"Wow, this is really impressive, so you can create persistent scenes?"
"Yes. If I want to keep a scene I save it behind one of these doors."
"Wow... I'm speechless."

She seems to be very experienced with dreaming.
She laughs.

"Says the guy who can step through the fabric of space."
"I'm an architect, this is what I do, it's not really that hard for me."
"I see..."

The marble path ends before another door, but this one is very different.
All other doors were white stone with beautiful carvings, this one is pitch black.
There are many Japanese seals attached to the door.
I've seen them in manga before.
Some of them look very recent, others slightly older. All the older ones are destroyed.

"This is where I have sealed my nightmares... the darkness."

She sealed them away? I didn't know anything like that was possible.

"I can no longer contain them, I need to face them and destroy them."
"I have no doubt that I will manage to destroy them, but I am too afraid to face them alone."

I was wondering how I could possibly be of help to someone who can do all of this.
But I suppose this makes sense.
I power up and draw a protective energy bubble around us using my phoenix wings.

"Let's do it."

With a wave of her hand all the seals disappear and the door opens.
There is nothing visible inside, it's just darkness.
But even though I cannot see it, I can feel it, VERY clearly.
Fear emits from this room, just pure fear.
The women starts shaking.
I grab her hand.

"You can do this."
"Yes... SHOW YOURSELF!"

The yelling was unexpected.
A ball of pure darkness comes out of the room and hovers in front of us.
She grabs my hand strongly and I reinforce the protective bubble even further.

"BEGONE DARKNESS. I HEREBY CAST YOU AWAY FOR ALL ETERNITY!"

Her voice is very powerful, I can feel it resonating in my body.
She then speaks some sort of incantation in Japanese which I cannot understand.
The darkness catches on purple fire and disintegrates before my eyes.
As the last bit of it disappears, the Door that was housing it turns into ashes.
How impressive!

The women drops to her knees.

"Are you alright?"
"Yes, now that the darkness is gone, I truly am."
"Thank you for you support young dreamer."
"You're welcome."

She summons a small engraved stick of wood and hands it over to me.
It is immensely detailed and very beautiful.

"A gift for your troubles."
"Thank you!"
"I am very sorry, but you must leave now."
"Oh?"
"I don't usually let others into my dreams, please understand."
"Of course."

To be honest, I don't, but it would be disrespectful to say otherwise.
If these are truly her dreams than she deserves privacy whenever she so desires.
I draw my phoenix wings and prepare to teleport to Teraluna.
I feel that I am no longer welcome in this world, I will not be able to visit it again once I teleport away.

"Goodbye friend."

I step through the fabric of space and the dream ends.