non-lucid

Dream 1:

I was playing Halo: Reach, but I was in the game as a spartan. The game type was like invasion, and me, tristan, jorden, and someone else were on offense. I could activate a communication thing, that allowed me to see the vision of my allies and talk to them, although it caused me to no longer be able to hear things going on around me, only my teammates talking. My friends were snipers, and I was more of like a medium ranges soldier that had a dmr and some weird new sniper, I remember sniping a jackal with the weird sniper at one point. I went up to a Covenant structure and captured the Covenant core. I slid down a inclined wall to the ground and ran to a cliff face that led to the beach. My friends were behind me as I easily jumped down the rocks to the beach. Me and my friends rushed down to the beach with the Core and paused for a moment as we marveled the at the detail and beauty of the beach: the water was was sort of a black dark blue tint, with some rocks protruding from the water and the moon reflecting across the water through the misty clouds. One of my friends commented about how much detail Bungie put into the game. We then rushed to the capture point, where we encountered man covenant, but we charged through like a football team and scored.

Dream 2:

Me and my friend tristan were doing something. It was a game, we had guns, and we were hunting down a man i think. We found him and he had a gun pointed at us. I argued that I could shoot him no matter what, and grabbed a hold of my gun. I asked him to be honorable and holster his gun so we could have an old fashion cowboy western showdown. We shot and hit me in the face, I felt nothing, but flew back. As i flew I pulled out my gun and shot at him. He put his finger up and stopped the bullet with his finger. We somehow got away from him, and I was complaining about how he's not supposed to be able to do that. We then started looking for a save point, which happened to be a toilet. While looking we talked to tristans mom about something.

Grey = AWAKE Green = NL

So last night, I decided to try the WBTB method by drinking a few large glasses of water before bed. I woke up around 2:30, went to the bathroom, and tried to have my first lucid dream telling myself over and over I'd notice my dream, and take control as I fell asleep. I start the dream in my house, and realize that my brother and a few people I'm 'friendly' with at school are getting ready for a sweet 16. I run upstairs, and next thing I know it, I'm walking out to the car, which happens to be located in the middle of the road (should have done a reality check, but didn't). My brother told a girl I don't know, me, and a couple friends he'd promised to drive. The girl and I got in, but as I opened the door the car was accelerating, and when I managed to step on the car was going much more than 80mph. I was flipping out and apologizing to people through texts (which every time I looked to and from them, they changed, another reality check should have made me lucid) telling them I'm very sorry for what happened and that I'll make it up to them. We passed a restaurant that I like a lot, and a few of my friends who have never even heard of each other were eating a deer. Like a whole deer (should have done another reality check). We got to the party, and the entire place seems like one of those farms that you got pumpkins from when you were a child. This part was VERY vivid. There were bails of hay everywhere, the sky was a light gray and cloudy, I even felt the wind! My brother looked towards the yellow barn (perfect time for reality check) and told me this party was going to be beat. We walk in, and I see plenty of friends, and everyone seems to be having a good time. I walked into a room to get a drink, and they had some kind of solid substance, like jelly, that you had to shake in water to make a coke. After I made mine, I wanted to put orange soda in mine for some reason, but my history teacher walked in and told me it was illegal, So I just stuck with my coke.
Then, I woke up to my alarm, annoyed that I hadn't done one reality check

Dream Salvia Dream (semi-lucid?)

BroY, his friend, and I were in my room. I hit the extract, lie (lay?) down, and close my eyes. I find myself on a staircase with thick fog limiting vision both up and down. I see a small child will white wings and dress fly across. Vines begin to rapidly grow and cover the railing. Moss covers the steps. I am amazed. "This is just like a dream. I can't believe salvia put me in a dream state." I think something like that.

I proceed down the steps and through a hallway into a house I don't know. I hear noises and look in a room. There's a multitude of people performing various sexual feats. A gorilla is in on the action. I quickly run the other way and lose vision. I feel the salvia gravity as I come to.

BroY is lying down doing a bike pedal motion. I am mad. He is supposed to be the sitter and not smoking. He comes to but immediately wants to do it again. End.

Interesting. Marked as 'memorable'.

Bring Your Friend to Work Day (non-lucid)

I go to work but take my friend because we are going to play Halo: Reach. There's a lot of work to be done so we decide we are just not going to work and play games instead. Then some young girls walk come in wearing Halloween costumes. They are making silly faces. My friend grabs one to stop her escape and question her. I follow the other outside and see a cop car. I go back inside but the cop followers. It was a trap. And the cop takes my friend to jail for "assaulting" the girl.

School Party (non-lucid)

My friend looks at a Myspace map and sees there's a party nearby. We go over there and get in line. Some chick takes my hand to lead me somewhere but we get lost in the shuffle. Later, I make my way up some stairs and see my friend banging this chick right there in the hallway. I pass them and head to the punch bowl. There's nothing but losers and nerds around. I must be one of them.



Everyone looks bored. I leave the party. Outside is a bad part of town and I hear some gun shots.

My New Job: Snowplow Man (non-lucid)

I am at my place of employment. We are separated in two groups by shifts. My group heads into a room where we entertain ourselves with Street Fighter 4. This one girl is damn good. I talk to an old friend about my new job as a snowplow man. It wasn't that interesting.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING PRECOG

23:00 GMT – sleep

Humanitarian work
On a remote place, I feel it might be Sikkim, doing humanitarian work, saving children. But I can’t say to anyone what it is my work.
I cross a suspended bridge and take some pictures of it but I have to be careful, because the power is in the hands of some military group and they might confiscate my camera if they see me using it.
Then I am with my family back home and they are asking me when I go back on my next mission.

Weirdness just goes weirder
On a cinema entrance, there’s a challenge going on with a really good prize. I have to untangle some yarn ball which is suspended in a high place without breaking some rules. Because levitating is not included in the rules, that’s exactly what I do, so I reach the yarn ball easily. Then I find some vine plants have grown around it and I also see a huge beetle. I wait for it to move away before untangling the yarn, but then the beetle transforms into a turtle that falls over my head. I just grab it as it falls and then return to the ground. Then I’m looking for a place to put it and see a fridge. Open it and on different shelves there are other turtles in the vegetable drawers. I find it bizarre, but I put this turtle on an empty drawer to.

5:10 GMT

Artisans fair
I arrive early morning to some artisan fair on the fish market by the Lisbon port. For some reason I am hopeful that Nighthawk might appear but he doesn’t show up. It’s so early the artisans are still preparing their booths. One of them is my friend TS. She recently separated from the father of her children but she’s already with some other guy. She introduces me to him, he looks handsome and she looks happy. Her older daughter is also there and seems to get along with him.
Later they invite to join the lunch of the artists and I accept. We’re all sitting around a big improvised table and I ask if they have something vegetarian, because what’s on the table has meat. The organizer of the event says yes, there’s something but makes a condescend smirk. Then someone brings a large bowl of rice and a huge pot with a kind of soup with red and white beans and a lot of vegetables – like carrots, and zucchinis – with their peel and still in one piece. First I feel disrespected, because it looks like food for the horses, but I eat it and actually it tastes good, so I don’t complain anymore.

New house and discussion on having kids
Me and my boyfriend are looking for a cheaper house to live in and we find one in an old neighbourhood which is a bit old, but has 3 floors. The problems are the stairs are quite hard to climb and impossible to carry furniture through and I don’t like the landlady. Also, the neighbours seem noisy. I tell the lady I will discuss it with my boyfriend.
Then I meet my dad at another bigger house he found. It’s newer and also more expensive, but he is so excited about this one he already has the papers to sign on his hands. I want to trust his judgement, but I go around to take a look and find out it’s just in front of a busy street with a market just in front and I predict it can get quite noisy. But in general I also like it. Then my father starts saying that because this one’s bigger, I would have space for a baby. I remind him a baby it’s not in my plans. But I know this is important to him so I say, it’s not 100% excluded, just not in the near future. He insists, saying that now is the right time, later might be too late, biologically speaking. Then I also remind him that me and my boyfriend don’t want to have-have a baby, we still would prefer adoption. Then he goes ballistic. I know he hates the idea. He says an adopted kid will never really be ours and I say I would treat any adopted kid as my own. He says we would be investing on a child you never know what will turn out to be and I ask him if he really believes I would turn my back to my child, adopted or not, based on he/she not being what I expected – does any kid ever become what we expected? He can’t discuss it rationally so he just goes to the other side of the house, infuriated. My mom also appeared and watched this discussion. She supports me and says he has to accept whatever our decisions is because it is our life.

7:30 GMT – wake up

Lucidity-0
Vividness-8

This dream starts with me at a school. I'm at my high school and no-one seems to be taking their classes seriously. I'm moving my car around inside the school by pushing it. I didn't want anyone to steal it, which makes no logical sense, but it is a dream. I eventually go to a class where a movie is about to start. I see the opening trailers for it and it shows "The day after Tomorrow". Someone asks why its showing it, then someone else answers because its an older movie. I push my car to the exit of the school. I put it in a parking spot outside.
Dream Skip
I'm inside the school and pick up a bottle of wine. I take it to where me and this girl are apparently on a date. We drink very little of it. The person at the front desk, when i return it, asks for 22.50. I say we barely drank any at all. He doesn't believe me and asks again. I say how much for the whole bottle. He says 8 bucks. I just buy the whole bottle. I drink it pretty heavily for a while. Then i head home.

On the way home all the other cars are on my side of the road. My brain was probably trying to crate a drunk feeling, but i've never been drunk before so its hard for my mind to create something it hasn't experienced. So i dodge cars and yadayada i'm back at my house. I start playing CoD WaW. I think of playing black ops, but decide not to. In world at war, i'm playing a mission i never played before. Its on an online map, but its playing like a story mission. Plus i get to call in dogs.

Lucidity-0
Vividness-6

An old friend of mine comes in with a bag of weed. I go, "SCORE!" My friend gives me some of the money he owes me and i buy some from him.

Lucidity-0
Vividness-5

At my brothers and he's smoking pot, and so am i. My mom finds out from my brother that i smoke, and i feel bad. So she walks into my brothers room and gets on her Mac computer.

I can't recall much. But i'll post what i remember.

It was me and 2 other friends in the dream. I remember Walking up a very narrow hallway of stairs. It was really long and felt far to reach the top. As i was walking up, i looked back at where i came from, It was black, and i hear faint moaning coming down from there, getting louder and louder. My friends are gone. As i walk further up, A little bit of light shows up, but barely. I look back again and see 2 other shadows besides mine. They were my friends, i feel like they were at the same place as me, just in another dimension. As i got closer to the top, I see a little girl standing there looking down at me. She is just staring at me, wearing rugged clothes. When i get to the top, my friends appear too. They line up against the wall, and i do the same. A lady shows up, She is very pale, Her eyes are all black and wide, wearing a long red dress. She goes up to my friends, and they grab her hand and kiss it. I do the same. After that i remember walking by a big fence that says, Throw used socks here. It was a big sock disposal. I made a joke about it to my friend. There was big mountains of socks. And we just walked passed it. I then remember getting to what looked like a kitchen. I saw something that looked like a devil come up to me, then in the blink of my eyes, turned into something weird. Its hard to explain, It was like a pencil shape, and had to tube coming out, one on top, and one on bottom. And it had legs. Looked kinda cartoony, and was inflatable. It said something about raping some girl. But i didnt want it too. So i popped the top tube, until all the air came out, and squeezed it into a ball. Next thing i could remember is being in a ballroom, with a lot of people, all of used seemed to be tiny, because when i looked outside, There was Giant people looking inside the ball room. That is all i can recall, It was a very long and interesting dream. too bad i cant remember all of it.

I started off at school(DS). Mrs. Smith(DS, and no longer my teacher) was teaching. My friend Joel(DS) sat next to me. He stood up, and we then heard: Zzzzt. Zzzzt. Zzzzt. His phone was going off. He got in trouble. I got home and told everyone about it on Facebook. Then, I began to play Green Day: Rock Band(DS). My friend Steven(DS) entered. He said we were gonna play baseball with some other people. We went out. Steven(DS) was first batter. He made it to second base, but hurt his foot. So, we had to wait for him to get patched up. We got bored and left. I saw my friend Elliot(DS), who was fishing. I joined him. We tried some tricks to help catch the fish easier.Then, I awoke to my alarm.

non-dream - non-lucid - lucid

03/11/10 I am playing battlefield with a couple of friends, but we are more than usual and the difference is that we are actually there. I manage to find a good spot and snipe a couple of my friends before I run out of ammo. I throw a grenade or two, jump into the river and swim across, I have been spotted by one, but I throw my last grenade at him and keep running. I get him. I run back behind a building and find them at the same spot, but now I have the high grounds behind the wall above them.
I get compliments from the guys.

...

Something about having to change hotels because my mum, me and Åse (friedn of the family) still had traces of Salmonella so we had been booked into a different hotel.
The logic baffled me
we had already come home from holiday
why do we need to switch hotels
in fact I am lying in my bed right now
ah she must mean a different trip
and I am actually not in my bed
I can see that now
(Nominates himself for lucid miss of the year! ^^)
Something about cooking some food, although we were in a hotel, running around the rooms like mad.
(skip)
We were back at an old house my father built and there were loads of signs of him extending the house thoroughly. Marie was there and I was pointing out that now she could see for herself how much he was improving the house.

...

I was with a girl in a city setting that reminded me of Amsterdam. There were a lot of canals and we were heading back to my place. In the mean time the girl was contemplating if she really wanted to come as I had chickenpox and she hadn't had them yet. We were chatting a bit and our lips touched, not quite in a kiss as she was still a bit unsure, but she purred with excitement. She really wanted to come and in the end she sort of justified it with a “well they might be airborne within 10 years anyway”. We were on a really weird route back, a route that involved climbing across windows that where adjacent to the canal. At a certain point she tried to push me in, but I managed to grab hold of a rail, but I quickly realised that the rail I was holding on to was too high for her to reach, she quickly decided to just jump into the canal and follow that way. She had a ball that she threw at me while I was hanging up there and I laughed saying “I knew you were gonna do that”. I was looking forward to getting back with her, but I noticed the dream starting to fade (even though I never became lucid, even at this point) and I was a bit disappointed.

02/11/2010 wow well i had another holiday based dream, largely centred around me and about 50-100 mates from all different areas of my life together arriving at a resort. the main things that stick in my mind are speaking in complete clarity to craig and cj. one guy who looked like super hans seemed to be struggling with some acid so i looked at him and calmed him down, which made him calm and happy and started to make me feel like i was tripping after looking into his eyes. then i was going to go on some funfair ride but said i was afraid and this girl just pressed herself against me and all the fear went. the best part came later though. i was lying on top of a trolley pushing myself along the motorway when someone on a superbike came up behind me and asked if i wanted a push. they grabbed onto my feet and pushed me along at about 100 miles an hour on the frickin trolley. awesome. may remember more later..

I remember playing some game that slayer let me borrow some kind of way. It was a first person shooter. I think the title was like M8A2, and the graphics looked kinda like time crises. I remember Mark75 saying he hated it. The first stage was like your typical light gun rail set up, but the gun was kinda cool. I had to eject the clip and put it back in to reload (opposed to shooting off screen). Then the second stage was more interactive. The gun controlled the camera movement, and I had to literally move my legs to make the guy walk.

02.11.2010

Driving on income traffic!!! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I did not sleep many hours and went to bed tired. I still managed to recall one.

I was driving down the freeway. It was day and there were a decent amount of cars. When I was at the end of the ramp, I realized I was driving on income traffic. I also saw two cop cars and I freaked out. I tried to do a hard U turn and I hoped I was not going to be spotted by the police.

I completed the U turn and I was again on the ramp, exiting the freeway. I felt happy for a second until I saw a cop's bike approaching at me and ordered to stop, so I did.

I got down from my car and I shook the cop's hand. I said, "Hi Sir, I am really sorry, I do not know what happened." The cop told me, "You just committed three moving violations on the spot. I will need to remoke your Driver's License and someone will town away your car. I begged him to forgive me. I told him I was confused and I really needed to drive for my work. He told me there was no way I was going to drive for a while. I felt pissed.

I had a FA in my room. It was very dark and I was glad I just dreamed that. I was going to write my dreams down and I turned on the lamp from my table. The lamp did not worked right. I tried to change the lightbulb, but still not working. I decided to go to the kitchen's table were I used to write down my dreams.

I had another FA in my room. It was daylight and I wrote down my dreams. When I was done, I woke up for real.

Missed dream signs:
- Income traffic driving.
- FA
- FA

What I would have done if lucid:
- Astral Projection.

November 2, 2010
Second pass
I got some bad news today... almost didn't bother journalling my notes from this morning, but I'm here, so I will.

Just kick me when I'm down (NLD)
I'm inside a field house. I remember trying to protect it in this war-game. It was really tiring me out, though, the lengths, I had to go to. Two kids (about 13-14 maybe) got in and I threw my arms in the air with frustration, saying, "Fine, take the god-damned house!"

I went outside and crept towards some bushes. The two will be coming out to hunt me, and I wanted to hide. I was on a hill, and there's about 2 feet of powdery snow on the ground. I saw a nice thick bush and proceeded to duck behind it.

Someone came down the hill on skis, cutting a wide S pattern across the snow. It was one of the kids, and they didn't care about the game anymore.

I left that area and found Julia. We hung out for a bit.

Private bit.

There was an false awakening last night that I didn't catch. I thought I was awake through this event until I asked Jack about it in the morning.

October 30, 2010

Not much to report. I remember some co-workers being present, and there being a bright room, possibly a cafeteria.

October 31, 2010

Dangling Spiders (DILD)
There was some kind of event going on the 4th floor of my building.I helped the kitchen staff set up. We were then all in the basement, and one of the guys asked me to get something across the room.

It was then, that I noticed little spiders dangling from the ceiling. I didn't want to walk through them, and complained, and started freaking out. The other guy was all like, "Whatever, it's fine! I like spiders!" Well... I don't.

There was some other bit in the dream where I stood there, talking with one of the guys and I was doing something socially awkward (that's all I'm going to say!). I realized that it was something that I randomly do sometimes when dreaming, so I recognized it as a dream sign. I continued talking with the guy and woke up not too long, after.

I'm a bit perturbed by my lucidity this month. It's probably down to the fact that I slept during the day and worked at night, most days... but I felt like I had no focus for goals, and even when I got lucid, the clarity of thought was really low for the majority of the month. Here's to a better November!

November 1, 2010

Kept having dreams about seeing the sunrise.

Also had some weird dream where I saw how Susanne Summers murdered someone. She threw scorpions on the guy, stabbed him in the neck with a stick several times, and then shot him in the head twice. Some other being came up and she started firing at it....turned out to be some kinda imagination she had in her head giving her the next mission. I turned the channel and there was this weird sport going on that was a combination of basketball soccer and tennis...depending on which balls came out of this machine. Some guy was wearing a spider costume with a suit over it....pretty much everyone was silly.

nope no dream recall tonight