I'm visiting with parents of people I used to work with. My brother and his family is there too, and my parents. My mom is picking out what we gonna make for dinner, while my brother went out with my nephew to look at the frozen ocean. I spotted that when I was looking out the window and I was amazed that the shore was frozen, with ice waves sculpted as if the waves were still in motion. I was going with them, but returned for my phone so I can take pictures.
Here are the dreams I have recorded from the 25th of January to now, the 1st of April. I may have missed a couple of days here and there but there is still a lot here probably. I shall try to keep up a bit better, I hope. Apologies for spelling mistakes, names included etc. Spaces mean new day. at my cousins house, helping them put up a large bar, my uncle appears to have a heart attack but recovers A couple of kids living in a warehouse,, gets flooded in the morning, dad lets the water out and then sends the kids away somewhere reading an article in the newspaper, a south american actress telling her story of filming over 3 years playing a new kind of rpg/card game, I am getting good loot, killing zombie things playing skyrim, go through secret door to a bedroom wih a woman in it, have some fun, afterwards my companions rib me for it. talking with the nighbours next door something about tennis Digging around in an underground area, trying to find something or someone, using a shovel, some sort of magic trying to stop me at a music festival with my brother and dad, listen to a drumming band called pussy world music, then go get dumplings At the mcg or some other sport ground, getting a myki and finding some lost stuff. I think I eavesdrop on some staff and sneak around, maybe stealing some stuff Get dropped off at high school, sneak in to the building and go to a bathroom to shave, my brother joins me Something about a winery or som other outdoorsy place. maybe discussing good and evil. watching tennis, then play table 'tennis' with some cute girls, get some advice from federer. next day catch train with the girls, some guy asks me why there are all gereen andblue protestors, they are volunteers at AO. at university, going around trying to find out secrets about the place, get invited to a party and an athletics competition I was sneaking around in a mansions with soe other people, shrunk down, to try and find the master, there was some souh park themes and demons having sex, when I cum it explodes absolutely everywhere, goes for ages, like twenty big squirts, pretty ridiculous at home, internet not working or something, talking with my brother basicallly a series of unfortunate events, kids ride a boat in a dark underground cave to try t escape from olaf, almost get hit by harpoon gun. almost get caught, their parents arrive, olaf wrapsa a rope around the mum and drags her up into a cylindrical hole full of icy water. she slowly turns around and her face is a horrible mask, moment of drowning death. I somehow imagine her eyeballsexploding and hey do, wake myself up ake a bus to a cafe, get a ton of breakfast food to eat, near a beach working on an electromagnetic shield to protect the earth, combine with someone else's one to protect us from two angles talking about different languages with someone. fa3f765c-bdd4-448d-b804-cf449fc3757d Playing a stealthy survival gameand streaming it on twictch. I am quite bad at the game and keep on dieing. Talking about something with someone talking about books with someone playing a yugioh game with m cousin, tthen we open up different football club membership packs I am at school, second last day, clearing out locker, go to an english class here someone is giving a speech in a martial arts/ickboxing class, get chucked in a small room with someone to fight Going through mcdonalds drivethru, costs like 300 dollars, we need to wait and go througha sepertelane which ends up inside a supermarket. I was playing against a caster in shardbound and won Talking with some people, forgotten most of what happened. locked in a room, have to solve puzzles to escape buying a box of cheerios trying to feed a sausage to a vegan person something about football goign to a medieval style theme park, go on some rides Playing a spiderman game, pick up some weapons like daggers and swords, sneak around on rooftops In africa with some schoolmates, world challenge kind of thing, talking about water playing apokemmon kind of game, staying in a floating island house with boogie, get to sleep with his wife, alao collect 6 different pokemon and restore a machine in their houuse, defeat a fast, annoying kid. in a car crash causd by my younger brother, have to walk everywhere in a sports facility, if you lose you get punised, can even die, brother gets killed by an elephan, there is a lot of pol, basketball and football being played. Polive move in to a suburb and kick out every white person, we are horrified. video of the amazing atheistprotsesting with a sign, when police try to stop him he yells freedom of speech, and attacks police with a wooden sword Going out bowling with two contestants on married at first sight, also joke about talor swift Playing an old game, can't find the rulesor anything, travel through a series of underground unnels, find some anceint artifacts watching a football game in the stands with some people. Working i a chine shop, sellig fruit like mangoes I was playing a cricket game, very close, aidan bowled terribly, we might have just lost. afterwards i talk with a girl about uni and stuff Going to a theme park with my family, getting some pizza as well at grandparents house, looking after their pets 3 orphaned kids, going through tough trials, escaping places and bad people teling someone to find a godlike character in minecraft or some similar game in someone elses backyard or somewhere similar, my brother and I playing with a gas bottle or something Playing a game where music is playing and I have to do parkour jumps and stuff to math the music. dreaming that I was remembering a ton of dreams Playing a game like shardbound Someting about harry potter A debate with milo yiannopolous In a shotput competition, some people are really good, my grandpa gives me a jacket as a present In a church of some kind, some people are being punished Looking at the shardbound kickstarter, some people had paid over a thousand dollars for some ridiculous rewards Travelling with a sort of gypsy tribe, sitting around at night Getting a premium account at an adult website, looking at some weird videos Going home from school, go near a restaraunt, my brother gets a job there. Playing wizard101, getting some cool pets and a word, fighting malistaire, going to a secret place in krokotopia with my family in a houwe in the country, super hot day, we need to use waterto stop a bushfire from starting Chloe talking about how she parties Watching a bulldogs finals game, then go to a training day to try out, mee with someone claiming to be bill shorten, train with hawthorn instead, luke hodge, he yells at me for no reason Going on a bus naked, expecting there to be a shower, but there isn'tso I have to walk home naked Dad getting some lollies with healing powers, we are travelling in a bus/caravan thing something about wrestling and basketball I cooked up some meat for lunch but turns out it was for dinner, cover it up with foil go to a park, watch my younger brother play american football, theres also some kid who is enormous and has potential. I am asked to film it but I am behind a concrete bunker thing so I can't really do it. Then my dadand I ty to go on some ride but our tickets don't allow us, so my dad tries to bribe the people there. One of them, an african looking woman, says something about white privilege and I start yelling at her about that lol. A group of pets try to save a dog which got flushed down the toilet, but someone grabs thm when they are coming back and pulls them back down there again. Going home after school, talking to Laurren Watching an Alex Jones video, they were sending a guy under a moat through a pipe/tunnel into a secret area of a prison, then escaping via sports cars and driving crazily I bought a python as a pet and was keeping it in a draw, feeding it a bit, scales were dropping eerywhere, I think it escaped ito the backyard At mcdonalds at night time. Witha bunch of people m age, hiding in trenches surrounded by bardbd wire, we capture something and then run away from an army shooting at us to the beach, we pick up and stuff and try to get into boats,, but there aren't enough. Thenn a big nuclear powered cruise ship appears, and we run towards it and get on board. I am in a room with 7 other guys, go on our computers Playing a basketball game against a youtube or something, complain about some bugs and about breakfast cereals australia being a dangerous place with dangerous animals, octopi something about wrestling excaping from a minecft gulag, get out with a friend, we disconnect and stuff to hide from the people chasing after us doing a science experiment, boiling water and measuring how much spills out with an arduino stuck on top of building, need to take a runing jump to get onto the roof, some shitlords watching watching an avatar movie, getting some tea for breakfast battle betwen good and evil, a evil god has 3 or 4 sonds, he fins all of the death stones, like harry potter a bit, and banishes someone. playing in a football game with some old players, celebrities, women etc. Gary ablett passes to me triple h wrestling, som behind he scenes stuff. Going on a holiday to vietnam with som friends shooting a bunch of action movies, based on a really long book series, guy almost gets legs blown off by mine. near end escape from an asylum, find crazy father and maybe kill him something about wrestlemania thinking that swiftea was the best spellweaver player as well. playing a sort of rpg game, getting ogether with a few people to create my character, use ice magic i think. in a shopping centre, traevlling on escalators In a fantasy world, a kid, in a church like area, evil creatues appear and kidnap the high priest, I need to go and find him part of minecraft build off with school mates 3 brothers, wearing sheep masks like the wyatts, go around kidnapping/murderiing people close to me, if they look the wrong way they get jumped. I eventually track them down and shoot them at mcdoalds, then the police and i celebrate. driving differeing levels of race cars around a track for a uni subject, rpetty hectic trying to invite chloe out somewhere, she rejects me though a political coup, i take refuge woith some poliicians and people in a mansion defended by tanks and turrets down in a hell like place, crawling through sewers and stuff, then travelling through a lake of fire to face the final boll, lathan or something,, before reemerging to the surface going to the afl grand final, bulldogs playing something about wrestling, kevin owens trapped in an elevator with david and someone else. we go rocketing to the top then freefal but stop at the bottom I am in a minecraft kind of house, learning hebrew through a shakespeare translation at grandparents house, arguing with grandpa over russian authors Going on a bike ride after getting a tatoo, in a race at a party in a large, fancy house, an auction maybe/secret treasure, then party moves outside, start talking with some girls, then we go home, it is snowing. Go have breakfast next to the freeway A wrestling match, like aroyal rumble but on a platform above a river, kane is dominating showing off a city in mincraft, teaching someone how to build nd how to calculate area inside a building some highlights of wreslters, maybe tna, a larger woman who slid around in the ropes and made a string hand symbol thing with them. something about wrestling watching jeremy play football, somethng about using up all the internet cooking food for a party, playing football, full back, need to score so I go charging up forward, running faster than anyone and kick a goal at a sort of party, in a room, dor lets out int park, supposedly an orgy going on somewhere inthere christmas time, watching a ton of movies by someone, read an article on it, then one on shardbound, eat some alfalfa sprouts building a giant lego/minecraft house, get dropped of there by a friend's mum on some sort of holiday having a philosophical debate with someone getting ice cream, 2 scoops part of a kind of game show, in teams of 2 against my brother, in a beatiful valley with a mountain, need to find a hidden object. I find the cue in a house first and head up the mountain, he is behind but catched up. At the top we fight it out and I think I stab him. At moomba festival, taking part in the river jup thing with hamish and andy a music video of a guy in a library, then an exam, aidan starts cheating by answering some quesitons before the exam starts. moving house to enxt door at anketell street, playing on a minecraft server, dieing a lot. nothing (sick) fighting against an adversary getting changed ina basketball locke room in the toilets CIA or something tracking me, I am on the run witha girl, uing some cheat to get lots of money. The eventualy find me caus of my deck in shardbound and catch up with me Pulling the same kind of trick as before, but this time onsome religious people i think at rosebud resort, people think i have diabetes from neck hair, go to buffet breakfast get ingvited to join a group with laridss, we go on a holiday to mexico, pary at a beach, giant tidal waves come in though, push us along. we escape, then head back to resort. mum knows aout cad and electrical stuff, playy some arcade games somethign with grandparents maybe moving house kinda, go play football in street with aidan looking throughf acebook, some photos, crazy video, bishke complaining about racism, some other stuff something playing a kind of scrolls ame aainst aidan, both travelling through water o fight a boss drawing some stuff and doing some things in between classes learning about differences between regular coke and frozen coke, then having pizza with family catching the train home, some guy is foudn to be high by ticket inspectors, they arrest him. I get off one station too early, run into some schoolgirls, have a chat at a giant chinese feast, all sorts of food, mr xu hosting, my grandparents are there to. going on a tour of a house, people think i is haunted. A battle between some people takig part in competition, halloween dress up thing, at night we make ditraction costume things from skeletons and demon stuff, travel in car and drop them off at a site, avoid spies from other people At basketball training, do badly, get angry and lash out, get sent home in a fantasy world, a castle and surrounds, sneak into the castle Messing about with a variable resistor circuit Watching a movie with the lads after getting subway looking in to a politiics lecture in a modern train station, going around on ecalators in a giant minecraft like house, party at s chool fete type thing, driving, then in a wat zone tallking about people working and ice skating somehing about jordan peterson parkour stuff, climbing up some roofs and walls with some other people chasing a guy, ten staying in to 3rd floor of a pub like building, waiting. with a few other people trying to escape from attackers, we escape from glass filled rooms, get some weapons them go on roller coaster ride while being assailed, then make it onto train and drive away people stck in an elevator at school, going up and down, eventually gets fixed, go to maths and IT class, sit with emily and talk drinking with someone, talking about university and iq listening to an agalloch album, veyr good sound quality celebrating easter, getting a basket with lollies in it
18:22:22] <gab> oh yeah, I just remembered my dream now that you mention it [18:22:27] <gab> I was in singapure [18:22:34] <gab> just now, afternoon nap [18:22:43] <gab> buying candy [18:22:47] <gab> ... [18:24:42] <gab> I really wanted these awesome looking candy bud didnt buy it then, when I went back, they only had 3 pieces, orange, watermelon and mango flavored and I was like wtf [18:25:10] <gab> Im only once in singapore! I just remembered. I was also buying some soft tennis set and some other sport toys. We talked about that with my nephew last time we spoke. My first time dreaming with him.
Updated 04-02-2017 at 01:05 PM by 50242
My second day off this week, and my second chance to WILD. Last night, bed 10:30 pm 4:50 am - 2x300 alpha gpc and sleep some more 5:30 - 5:50 - WBTB 5:50 - 2x4 galantamine and sofa time Woke up at 7:49 from what I estimate was at least 45 min long lucid. Started out with me walking up to the window and checking out my fingers just to be sure, before I jumped out. Didn't even have to count, because one finger was stumpy and clearly there was more than five on left hand. But I counted anyway coz I love this RC. 1.Tell a dog to fetch TOTM - success So I'm out the window, flying just a few feet above this dusty alley. Three whitish dogs are running under me. I'm surprised, thinking wow, I never have dogs in my dreams. Now I can do the "tell a dog to fetch" TOTM. (As I was preparing for TOTMs during WBTB, I snickered when reading this task, thinking "yeah, but first I would have to summon a dog because I never have them". One dog was small, like a pomeranian, one a bit larger, and one even a bit larger. All off white, and the middle sized one had the longest hair. I yell at them "fetch" and I throw my hand in forward motion. They are sooo happy! Running as fast as they can, coming back, wiggling their butts, making circles, jumping up and down. I can clearly see that they are holding a yellow tennis ball. I wil myself to fly lower so I can pet them. As I continue flying over the alley, there is a sheet of blackness forming ahead of me. I decide to charge into it, even though I am scared, but I want to face it rather than run away and be always scared. 2. Sex There were at least 2 long episodes when I was pursuing sex. 1. I walk into a place. I realize later, that it's a sex movie production set. I sit in a chair, they get me undressed and asking questions, doing things. On my left, there is a long line of techs sitting by large computer screens. They are all movie editors. I wanna leave but they say it's too late. 2. I'm in a large room where people are getting it on. Some kind of a group sex thing. Some are already done and sleeping naked under sheets that are more revealing than covering. People come and go and join in, no matter what the gender. 3. I'm deliberately walking into places where I expect to find bad guys of certain ethnic origin. Needless to say, that I find them. 3. Skies I look up and the skies are beautiful. Full of stars, comets, shooting stars, some of the stars are moving and maybe they are spaceships. I'm thinking that I didn't want to do a space task, but since I have this now, maybe i should. Not sure what happens after. 4. Ride a dolphin to Atlantis and have fun with merfolk - TOTY - fail I finally come to seashore. But the water is not of the blue color that I love. So I walk a bit to find it. I look for dolphins and I see something stirring the water and some sea creature is poking out. I assume it's a dolphin and I jump in. To be sure though, I figure I should summon one. I call "here, dolphin dolphin" and one looking just like the other one shows up. I tell them to take me to Atlantis, k? I jump on and off we go. They go under the water but it's very murky and I can't see almost anything. I tell them to swim on the surface. But it's not better here either. I think I'm losing my vision here. We go under water again and there is a normal city. I'm kinda disappointed because I want to see corals and sea life. Suddenly we are walking through some city, dolphin next to me on his tail fin. I understand that land is in our way and we have to get through it to water again. We come to water again and swim some more. Now it's nighttime. I lose it somewhere here and I find myself looking for sex again. (Next time I have to "see" and island of Atlantis in near distance and that's where we will need to go) 5. T-Rex, but more friendly I'm walking through some suburbs when I see what looks like a T-Rex, but with more blunt snout. So I figure that it's not T-Rex, but something else, and I even know his name in a dream. I remember me talking with my nephew about riding dinasaurs so I figure that's what I have to do now. I come up to them, or rather they walk up to me, because there is 2 of them now. One of them sniffs me on left side of my neck and it tickles so intensely. I'm trying to move away but I can't, plus I don't want to make him attack me, I want to let him sniff me or whatever he is doing. I lose it here.
I watched logan last night which explains why in my dream of a classroom there were giant slash marks across my board. A part of my mind however explained it away as being caused by wires from a tv set fusing to the board from excessive heat, being next to a window in high summer. So mehh. I was drawing some kind of pattern on board. Boss told me to not leave power on to an old fashioned video tape player etc. I'm not sure whether this is good or bad, I could have had a cool wolverine dream but then that could have become a nightmare or too violent/angry instead I had a super mundane dream....Which is worse?
Two nights ago: + I'm standing in my CH bedroom, night, in front of the window, looking out at the view, the air is filled covered ground to sky with a roiling dark seething cloud that is making its way towards me. I lunge for the windows in order to close them before that thing gets to us. (Lightning flashes as well). My son (as he was about 10 years ago) is in the way and I sort of trip over him trying to get to the window in time. +(f) Laundry machine [med freq. DREAM SIGN], I see my wife's light bright blue fuzzy jacket, and get excited thinking (she's back again?) + Wide open space: I walk up to a small band that's playing, mostly girls. The girl leader is standing among the players and is making use of a long transparent sex-toy. I'm not really sure I'm seeing this right, it's pretty surprising, so I move in for a closer look. I take notice of a seated girl playing the clarinet. Last night: Before bed, (too late again, after 1am), I'm scolding my son because he's playing a multi-player FPS and shouting to his teammates bothering everybody in the house. I pull the plug on the wifi because he's just out of hand. Go to bed, wake up, see he'd snuck in and plugged it back on, I get up and pull it out again and go back to sleep. So what do I dream about?...Let me count the ways (at least 3 dreams)... + I wake up and check the router. My son's apparently moved it entirely out of the room now, I can't see it. My door's closed and I try to push it open to find the router. The door won't budge. My son has blocked the door from the hallway, preventing me from getting out! It's solidly shut. I raise up a foot and press hard on the door, it's still not moving, and I'm concerned about the door breaking. I'm really worried about not being able to make it to the bathroom to pee. I head back to bead, disturbed by this. + I'm sitting at a computer looking at icons of the faces of the other people my son is playing the game with. I see thugly looking faces, young men almost all of them. I think aha this is why he's swearing when he's playing, look at all these lowlifes that he's playing with, it's no wonder. + FPS multi-player game, I'm in the game playing along. It's a massive shootout and CTF game. I'm observing fast-moving players with the flag, communicating, shooting, trying to time the flag cap just right and also trying to recapture their teams flag. On the end of a high platform I see a very heavy armor with a long, lance-like weapon preparing to fire it far down below into the battle area. I think of small light armors that could attack him? He fires and there is a massive flash and a big mushroom cloud roils up into the sky from below. +(f) with (Spock, Kirk?) Something Star Trek-like. + Outdoors, there's a large open-air flying disk with some guy in it flying at us trying to mow us down. We manage to dodge his several attempts to run us over. We get him out of the vehicle and start attacking him. I say "Doesn't feel so good, does it, to have somebody trying to hurt you, now, huh!?" He fights back with/we try to stab him with sharp pencils?
1st of April, 2017 A very depressing dream I'm seeing a bedroom full of smoke caused by a fire, then I see a boy on the bed suffocating and struggling. His mother runs into the room and tries to wake him up, she rolls him over and sees a knife stab on his neck. Then his mom screams and I wake up. It is very rare for me to have dreams like these, but I woke-up feeling really bad.
Updated 04-01-2017 at 11:34 AM by 90819
Morning of April 1, 2017. Saturday. I am at first floating over an early evening scene (though it is still daylight) of 1940s gangsters driving around, possibly in Chicago. Being semi-lucid, I automatically perceive the foundation of the dream state as a “blissful flood” (and have since very young), with water flowing in slowly, with beautiful vivid reflections. As water symbolizes sleep and the dream state (even as in the “Little Nemo” comic strip), I feel relaxed, even though some of the gangsters now sit on the roofs of their cars, appearing frustrated that their activities were interrupted. My semi-lucidity fades slightly and I then absentmindedly wonder if this is part of a movie where things had gone wrong with the set due to water from another set (perhaps for a Navy movie) going past a barrier. Having been incorporeal, I now seem corporeal. The gangsters eye me suspiciously but do not seem dangerous. I ride with Zsuzsanna in a Venetian gondola, though I do not see the oarsman. Our boat slowly moves past them as they sit on the tops of their 1940s cars to our left, the water halfway up over the windows. Zsuzsanna and I are intimate as my dream moves toward the waking transition (and waking transition symbolism in contrast to dream induction symbolism). The water seems more shallow as we go through a tunnel. At first, I am wary of going into a tunnel. It appears that some sawhorse traffic barricades fall over from water coming in from “over itself” at the end of one part of the tunnel (which makes no sense - as if the water was halfway up but somehow solid or remaining in place even at the opening (perhaps somehow jellified), with some “normal” water moving over the original level somewhat like a small waterfall). There is light ahead and I get a very vague memory of when Pinocchio was inside a whale, though I do not think that is the case with us. “That’s it, over there,” I say as I point. There is a loose association with the television show in April of 1986 about Al Capone’s vaults (“The Mystery of Al Capone’s Vaults”). A young Geraldo Rivera sits on straw on a slightly damp surface inside a larger hollow area. He has a bottle of wine (possibly meant to represent the sole bottle of bathtub gin originally found in the vault). I look very closely at the bottle of wine because there is writing on it. I need to read it and understand its meaning. The brand name of the wine seems to be “Cortex”. Even though the preconscious (when it is personified) is almost always a different character, it is easily recognizable by additional clues (often either direct or subliminal identification as the waking prompt and the particular level of consciousness just prior to waking, as the role of the preconscious is to make the dreamer more aware of the fallacy of his temporarily skewed dream self identity and bringing the dreamer out of the dream state) as well as mood, shift in the clarity of a dream, and dominance in many cases. In this case, the common water induction transmutes to the waking symbolism. “Cortex” is a direct clue; “the outer layer of the cerebrum, composed of folded grey matter and playing an important role in consciousness”.
Morning of April 1, 2017. Saturday. This dream falls into a similar theme as a dream of September 2016 where whatever I write becomes part of my dream (rather than saying an affirmation to create dream scenes). Still, I never become lucid. In one scene, my wife Zsuzsanna and I had been together for a year or more but, according to my dream’s backstory, we had not been married. I write a sentence that reads “Zsuzsanna and I have a legal marriage license”. I do some sort of hand motion over the writing, and then slap the wall (“Supernatural” television series influence, it seems). A sheet of paper that looks something like a certificate appears out of nowhere on a picnic table. It is apparently our marriage license. An unknown female claims it does not seem real, as certain writing on it is not raised (or embossed). However, looking at a real marriage certificate, it seems of the same (correct) design. In another scene, an aircraft carrier moves towards a beach. It is tipped to one side and moves out and in with the waves for a time, lengthwise to the shore - the top facing towards land. It is vivid and dramatic but there is no threat to me. (It does not seem to be sinking.) Oddly, the airplanes do not move or slide off at any point. There is vague concern that one end or the other may cause damage to buildings near the shore, but this does not happen. In another scene, I decide to eliminate a large portion of the world’s population. I make sure to include “except for me and my family”. I am outside at a picnic table and George C. Scott (October 18, 1927-September 22, 1999) approaches. I have not yet slapped my writing (which is on the surface of the picnic table) to instigate the event. An unknown male is with George C. Scott and gives me advice on how to utilize my idea. I am to write that George is my uncle and that he will be going back in time to just before humans came to exist (though I am not at all aware of what the situation implies). The unknown male tells me that the name is written with two S’s, inferring that it is George C. Sscott, which does not seem right to me, but I write it anyway, though it still somehow comes out as “George C. Scott” and he complains about the spelling. I make a couple mistakes and have to write it again, one being “George S. Cott”, another being “George Scott”.
First, I have some non lucid fragments before my WBTB. Lucids are after the WBTB. Guitar Store I'm with some people, but don't know who. We are walking along rooftops and for some reason go through a trap door on a big industrial looking roof top. I look down and see that the inside is some guitar store. There's no ladder and I try to get down but stepping on the tops of some guitars but they fall over. That just annoys the floor clerk. I remember getting down somehow. And then we walk downstairs to another level with some keyboards or something but my memory fades after this. Woman on the Lake Brief memory of being at a beach by a lake. Some woman with brown hair (May have been Asuka) was walking on the lake and singing to me. She kept trying to get me to join in. Can't remember if I did or not. Weird Video Game I'm in some underground Car garage with some people. We are on roller blades and skate boards. We get to some big TV screen where Gandalf is in some video game. I press a button which makes him shoot fireballs out of his mouth. I mash the button on Rapid Fire and zoom that camera so that his face is facing us, and he keeps shooting fireballs out of his mouth with a big and silly grin on his face. The people start laughing at that and my memory fades here. Time Dilation I'm already lucid wandering on the top floor of an empty house that I feel belongs to DV member Twoshadows. I'm in some living room or common area and am trying to find out where I am exactly, as I don't want to spend the entire dream wandering around the top floor of an empty house. I look out the windows and see there is a long walkway connecting to another section of the house. I am amazed by how real everything looks and am pleased at the architecture of the other section, it looks almost like a mini tower. I begin walking and try out a nose RC for the hell of it. I can breathe through it... No surprise there,. But it seems good to practice RC's anyway. The timeline seems to jump from when I am walking towards the tower section to leaving it at the bottom. I guess I went down some steps? I don't seem to be aware of it nor care but now I seem to be in some sort of hotel. I walk down long hallways lined with doors to bedroom no doubt when I realize there seems to be no one around. As if on cue, I find a larger set of doors to my left while walking back in the direction of the house and tower. I open them and see a large conference hall inside populated with people. I move past them not interacting with them and see that the conference room has no other doors or ways out so I turn out and leave it back to the long hallways. I head towards the house again and begin to notice that the place is now populated with random DCs. I turn toward the steps to the tower around a corner when instead I enter a random lobby or seating area where some random DCs are sitting there reading newspapers. I begin to wonder if I've entered into a completely different dream entirely. My mind is still real foggy on some goals so I decide that until I remember some of them I should at least try and perfect Walms/Hukifs Time dilation method. His method: Place your hand on the ground, look at one spot where your hand is against the dream and count upward with one eye closed. While I have tried this many many times without success, I have found that I have had to modify slightly to keep the counting going, as going step by step seems to bring a force which rips apart the dream by the time I count to 15. The modification is counting the spaces between my fingers which keeps my focus both on my hand and the dream itself, it also keeps me entertained because every time I count a new set of spaces i see that there are more fingers and thus more spaces to count. But I have never tried it that way with one eye closed! I keep that in mind while I put my hand in view. My hand looks slightly deformed with some big fingers and some miniature. I place my hand against the wall and feel the sensation of one eye closing, and start counting the spaces in between my fingers. Right away I begin to feel the force that rips the dream apart but instead I feel it flowing through my vision some how. Before i remember that my hand would jump around a bit as if some force I couldn't control was moving it. But this time with the force in my vision I realized that I am directing the force through my gaze wherever i focus it. my perception jumped between each finger going 1,2,3,4 back to the right, 5,6,7,8,9, back to the right and so on. My perception jumps even faster making me count super fast, maybe even faster than I can count while awake. This causes me to mis count here and there 11,12,13,14,15 back to the right, 15, 16, 17,.. I stop at about 30, and feel this should give me another half hour of lucidity. There is a slight problem when I walk around though, My dream self is tired again. I remember i seemed to have no problem entering another lucid last time. with that expectation I wandered into the lobby area again and found a couch, and fell asleep on it. Someone shot me in the head I find myself wandering down the same hallways again fully lucid as if nothing happened. I look around a few rooms and then head back to the lobby area, As I enter it some force hits me in the head really fast and the dream goes black. The Annoying Dream Guide I Am now in yet another hallway in the same place I was before but walking towards the other end of the hotel. I can't remember how long this was, the timeline kept jumping ahead a lot. I wound up near a stairwell looking out the window. I knew I was supposed to find a woman with long brown or black hair. I couldn't remember exactly who ,so the closest to that was J, some pretty girl I knew in the past so I start calling her name intending to find her. Some DCs look at me strangely while I call out her name. I walk through a door intending her dream to be there and I find myself outside walking down an alleyway. I am still calling her name when some guy approaches me from another alley. He tells me there's no need to call out for her name, and I shouldn't be looking for her. He joins me and we talk about stuff I can't really remember. He's trying to be some Joe cool guy trying to fit in with me. I have the feeling he is a guide similar to Victor maybe. He points to some garbage cans with some bright green toxic ooze coming out of them and says that God is placing those in dreams for me to use. I find it highly unlikely that God would place such nonsense in a dream and can't really think of any use for them and I continue to walk on. He keeps talking but then I come to a clearing that is paved and see about 50 DC girls all scantily clad seem to be making out with Each other. Their pleasure seems to formulate into a song which entrances me. I suddenly feel the urge and jump down to them while the guide is saying, "Don't go over to them, Stay away from them". I go up behind a blonde and pull her away from the group, She giggles as I fall backward and she lend on top of me as if sitting on me. I briefly remember walms saying that sex in lucids usually ends the dreams fast. I ignore that because it feels so real. I begin pulling her pants when the dream fades. Asuka is Leaving I stumble into my home and that same guide is there telling asuka what I did. I keep protesting and saying that I've done lots of things with random DCs and asuka never seemed to mind.. She would even join in on occasion! The guide kept saying I was bad and asuka seemed to be getting angry at me. I protested again and said I had even done things with other girls while she seemed to be merged with them in dreams, and started listing off names. The guide said that just proves I'm a lech who doesn't care about Asuka. I said Asuka did all this willingly without my asking... He still twisted it so that she got even more angry and she left saying she wasn't coming back. Now I am pissed. I tell him who is he to ruin my relationship with her. He said he was my new guide chosen by God himself to keep me pure. I said, "Okay, How am I supposed to be devoted to staying pure when I am in a body made of flesh that still craves sin?" and then I point out that, " Paul even devoted a chapter in Romans to the struggle with sin, and that the chapter makes it pretty clear that we still live in a body of flesh, While the holy spirit in us still hates sin, we still live in a body of flesh that wants to, so it is a struggle we have to deal with our whole life, and sometimes that life is full of failure." I seem to be losing him in my rant, as he seems to have no idea what I am talking about. I point out that if he were really sent by God he should have a clear understanding of this. We go back and forth like this for a while until I enter my living room with a library in it. I pull a book off the shelf written by Walm/Hukif, An account of some of his lucids. I tell the guide that I never asked for any other guide and he should leave. To emphasize my point I morph into Donald Trump and tell him he's fired. He says I can't fire him. I say yes I can and if he won't leave I will get rid of him myself. I point to the book in my hand, and say that Walms used to have a guide that would tell him not to fight. But Walms didn't listen and got so annoyed with his guide and killed him somehow, and somewhere in this book is an account of it. And when I find out how he did it, I will do the same to him, and he knows I will have the determination to do it. The guide eventually leaves after this. Asuka's Back Can't remember the dream where i tell asuka to come back. It must have been good however as I am now in some dance room, where 50 versions of Asuka are making out with one another in various different outfits and dancing on poles, doing some sort of parody of the women from my lucid. The Song is by Bjork and Asuka is singing it. It's the song "Unravel" and i keep hearing her singing, "And when you come back, we'll have to make new love"
2017, 03-29 Healing in the House of Elrond I am in a strange place that I do not recognize. I am in a forest, it is a very nice day out. I see dappled sunshine on the ground around me and I hear birds singing in the trees. A gentle breeze was ruffling the leaves and blowing on my face, feeling very nice. I follow what amounts to a dear trail through the trees until I find a woman in the forest with me. She looks like a Japanese woman wearing a kimono, and she also looks a little bit annoyed at me. I don’t even recognize her let alone know why she might be annoyed at me. She looks around and motions to the forest around us. She asks what makes me think this place is a beach? I laugh and I say it’s clearly not a beach. She tells me she is Asuka and then tells me to do a reality check because this is a dream. She then looks around and calls out. She says MoSh has wandered off again… so we’d better find him. I haven’t actually done the reality check, but I start looking around for MoSh. We soon find MoSh standing and staring at a beautiful place. A series of buildings among the green trees, all connected by a series of paths. MoSh is staring at the scene, and now I join him in staring at the scene that is before us. Asuka goes over and talks to MoSh for a bit, asking him if he is keeping in mind that this is a dream. Before he can respond, however, some people approach us and one of them demands to know who we are. I turn and see there is an elf there who looks like he stepped right out of a Lord of the Rings story. He has his gaze fixed upon the three of us, but before he can repeat his question another man speaks up. He says he knows me, and tells them I am Raven Knight. He says I fought valiantly to defend against the Nine and I also seem to have some skill in healing. He says there’s no time to delay, Frodo has to get to Elrond. Everyone seems to be assuming that if MoSh and Asuka are with me then they must be ok, and we all go into the closest building. We go directly to a bedroom where they place Frodo into a bed. Another elf comes along, he says he is Elrond, but we’ll have to forgive him for not welcoming us personally to his house, he has a patient to attend to. The door to the bedroom closes between us, Elrond, and old man with a long white beard I am assuming is Gandalf, and Frodo on the other side. I turn to another elf on this side of the door and he says he is Glorfindel. He pauses and looks at the three of us, Aragorn is also still here with us. After Glorfindel looks at MoSh and Askuka and me, he suggests that maybe we would like to refresh ourselves in the halls of healing. I ask what that is. He says it is a series of natural pools that are fed from the springs that feed the Imladris. He said the pools purify all darkness from those who bathe in their waters, and it is something he would recommend for any weary traveler, especially those who have come face to face with the evil things we have fought today. Aragorn is more concerned with how Frodo is doing, he is clearly anxious about the hobbit’s condition. Glorfindel says Elrond is very skilled as a healer and will do everything he can to return Frodo to full health. He says from the look he got, Frodo’s would is grave but not yet beyond all hope. He adds that Aragorn being stressed about it will do nothing to help Frodo, all it will do is rob Aragorn of his peace of mind. Frodo is getting the best help that is to be found in the west, though Elrond would be slow to accept such praise. He says that for now there is nothing we can do for Frodo, but the wait may seem less if we wait in the pools of healing. So I follow Glorfindel along with Asuka, MoSh, Aragorn, Marry, and Pippen, but Sam refuses to budge. He pounds on the door until finally Gandalf lets him in and says he can stay as long as he promises to stay out of the way and let Elrond do his job. It looks like Marry and Pippen might try the same, but Aragorn tells them that Glorfindel is right, too many people in the room might just get in the way. After following Glorfindel for a ways we emerge in an area with waterfalls cascading into crystal pools of water. Glorfindel says the water is healing, whether you swim in it or just wet your feet. Asuka, who now somehow had a bathing suit on, jumped right into the water and splashed MoSh in the progress, soaking him. He didn’t seem too pleased with that, though Asuka was laughing. I was thinking this was a good chance to use a healing song. I focused on the song Voices from the Macross Plus soundtrack, and it created golden energy all around the pools. The golden energy flowed around and into everyone present, including MoSh and Asuka. There is a period I don’t remember very clearly, the next part I remember really well is inside what they call the Hall of Fire. It is a long hall with tables and comfortable chairs, illuminated primarily by a large fire that always burns at one end of the room. MoSh is sitting in one of the chairs around the outside of the room looking at a stringed instrument that partly resembled a guitar but not quite, I get the idea it is one of the elvish instruments that are commonly used in Rivendell. MoSh starts playing the guitar. I don’t recognize the tune, but I like it, so I sit down close by and listen. Asuka is also listening intently and seems to be enjoying the music. As MoSh continues playing, some more people gather around, migrating from other parts of the room apparently to get a better listen to MoSh’s music. Soon there is a small crowd of people silently standing or sitting around us to listen to MoSh play. He finishes one song and then moves on to another, then seems aware of the crowd for the first time. He sets the instrument aside and says it’s not enough like a guitar for him to play well. I say it seemed to me he was playing very well, and some of the people around us agree, Asuka most of all. He says no, it’s not his best playing… and then fades from existence, much to everyone’s surprise. Asuka tells them that’s what happens when he wakes up. I’m next to follow, for everything around me fades to black and I wake up.
D1 - Visiting a place where there is not enough room to swing a cat. They're is a fridge which you can open the door of and some kind of straw in the ceiling, a concrete white room where a black cat lives. We are visiting just to feed the cat. There is some left over cauliflower and tomato from the day before. Is this cat vegetarian. D2 - Next i'm visiting another place with my deceased mother in-law. This time to visit a small girl who needs looking after two. I am distracted by the neighbours for a moment then look around the plain but elegant apartment. It has fancy fittings and a tasteful sofa. Evidently we are in a posh area. I toy with the idea of us moving in so we can look after her more easily.
This through-the-eyes thing seems kind of legit. Because I live with a rambunctious 2-year-old, my WBTB ended up for being almost 2 hours long. That gave me only 1 hour to get sleep before I had to get up again and go to work. I did a meditation for 10 minutes. I noticed I was having a hard time falling asleep - a tad bit restless which meant I was going the technique too hard. I relaxed my eye-muscles just a tad bit but was still trying to look at a distant object through my eyelids. This left a slight pulling effect on my eyes. It's very subtle and something that has to be experienced by the practitioner to get right. You will feel sleep coming on. Just let the process roll. Got me a lucid dream. It was pretty long. I met Naomi again for like the dozenth time in this backyard. She had on some baggy jeans and a dark green flannel shirt. This time SHE GAVE ME A FIST BUMP and we had a conversation!!!. She actually said some god damn words and wasn't a weird mannequin. The gist of the conversation was about what we were going to do in the dream come the long term. One of my dream goals is to be taken on a tour of the dream world via a dream guide. This dream guide is supposed to be Naomi but I have much more work to do to make her more animate and solid. There was a part of the dream where I was stuck in this space between my bed and the wall. I don't know how I got there but I tried to levitate out. Then...I GOT STUCK THERE AGAIN. I levitated out of the spot...AND THEN SNAPPED BACK TO THE GAP. I don't remember much after that.
After relaxation and concentration exercise I emerged in the garden next to my house. It was cloudy day. Immediately I started to fly up, above the roof and then away seeking something interesting. But everything looked ordinary and there were no people, no animals... no activity. As nearly always. After a few minutes of flight at moderate pace(I flew connection I felt pulling me) I crossed grove at western part of my village and after coming out of it I found that I got lost and the connection pull was lost too- The surrounding was completely different than in reality. There was something like dilapidated village. I felt very lost after losing the Pull... so not knowing what to do else, I steered to closest house and landed. I saw someone inside through window, so I knocked on the door. A massive red haired man came out of the house. "Hello, are you alone here? " I asked. The man answered "No, there is celebration in the Hall, all people are there. Visit it." And he showed me direction to the Hall. I flew the direction I was showed and soon I was landing in front of something looking like giant barn. I opened giant wooden doors and I saw maybe 50 people inside in local costumes, some dancing, some speaking with each other. I was observing the celebration for some time, not wanting to dance(and nobody has asked for a dance). Then I went outside and walked around looking for people, for any connection I could feel... finding none. The dream dissolved afterwards into dreamless sleep. Remarks: I managed only about half an hour (subjective) experience... it was 1 hour after midnight when I went to sleep and I was quite tired. And knowing I have to wake up at six, after 5 hours of sleep... that is near the limit time of sleep I need when I use exercises before sleep. Although the village was dilapidated, it looked scenic somehow... I would make great set of photographs if I find something similar. The nature also looked great. People were uninterested toward myself, but they were decent. There was no hostility. In between the people there was very close relationship. They looked happy... very happy together. There was no division. They danced together without any visible preference... even men danced together... and women too. Exchanging partners... I don't remember whether there was music... maybe they danced on something only they heard.
I managed to do a successfull wild, though it was hard to keep up lucidity, the thoughts came and I had to keep focus on the dream , and only the dream as sageous suggested. Eventually I entered the dream and became lucid, but I dont remember much I killed a man with force choke, he was on the other side of that lil river, I raised him up with The Force like Darth Vader , and then choked him to death. But the moment he broke, he bugged out like in some weird game bug, he got deformed for a moment into a mess something like that Then disappeared shortly after that I woke up
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