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Tying Shoe Laces:

22nd june 2010: just had a lucid dream for the first time basically i woke up did two reality tests, first i checked to see if i could breathe with my nose shut which i could, but i almost ignored it so i counted my fingers just to be safe, and i had five fingers each, but two thumbs on one hand!, and i knew i was dreaming then just to further confirm, i jumped up and started flaoting back down, i then stepped outside because i wanted to go to uni, however when i opened the front door even though i was in my uni room, i heard my mom and sister upstairs talking, so i opened the front door and it was cold, then i tried summoning some gloves but it didnt work, then i span round for a bit and when i stopped i had three gloves one each for my three hands!, i then rushed back inside to get a jacket.

but I also tried the flaoting thing again but i jumped too high, and when i flaoted back down i miss timed the landing and hurt my back i started laughing, then i picked up a jacket (which I dont own) and went back outside my plan was to teleport to uni after tying my shoe laces( lol) while i was doing that i saw a menacing guy with a wrench and i just assumed he was my next door neighbour (coz he went into the house next to mine) thats when i woke up.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING

Good morning! Last night I could sleep! Slept a bit too long, and didn't record many dreams during the last five hours of sleep. Had a few quite cool dreams and even a lucid.

00.15: Bedtime

06.10: Crippled girl
I'm walking around with a unicycle. Adjusting the seat over and over to make it the right height for me. A supervisor disciple I used to work with calls me suddenly. He tells me he wants to meet up. I bike right past him, up a very steep hill. I walk the last bit and when I reach the top, I am met by a very beautiful view. There's a highway to my right and a very steep fall infront of me. To my left is a road going down the other side of the hill. I do some situps right there on the edge and I can hear cars honking at me from below.

I get up and start sliding down the very slippery, moss-covered mountain. I don't lose my balance for a second. "I wonder why my dreams are so easy to control... Perhaps it's because of my confidence?" I ask myself. Suddenly a group of people calls me over. A girl has been hurt, her legs are mutilated. "They stole all our spices! Then they broke our chef's legs... They had a dog with them aswell" a guy tells me. I start thinking. "It must be some kind of animal dissease then!" I exclaim.

06.10: 10 minutes WBTB

7.35: Power = FUN MILD
I'm walking around a mall with someone, trying to look for a place to switch my Fanta. I have no idea what was wrong with it, but I just felt like I had to switch it for a new one. I find a small kiosk, selling all kinds of delicious chocolate bars. "Hi, I would like to switch this one for a new one if it's OK. I haven't opened it" I tell the guy behind the counter. "Sure thing, here you go" he says and puts a Fanta Light on the counter. "No Light shit please haha" I tell him.

He takes out another one and we switch. I get a receipt, and the guy behind the counter starts running around, looking for something. I start craving some chocolate. I know it's too expensive to be reasonable but I still want some. The guy behind the counter disappears and I assume he'll be back in a second. I take a look at the receipt I'm holding. "Wait a minute... 12 kr? I thought we were just going to switch!" I get mad, and decide to wait right there to confront him. No way I'm paying 12 kr for a switch, I could have just bought a new one for that kinda money. I hang around for a while, not paying attention to anything really. Suddenly I'm on a bridge.

I look at my hand. Four fingers are in pairs. "Cool, I'm dreaming" I say. It's dusk out, and there's a pleasant orange light coming from the lamps below on the highway. I know what I want to do. Play around with telekinesis and fly some. I jump off the bridge and fly along the highway for a few seconds. I see some guy trying to fly by jumping, doing the superman thing. He lands flat on his stomach. I smile at him. Gently I throw him off the road with telekinesis.

I land and start walking toward the oncoming traffic. The first car, a lightblue one, doesn't slow down. "Perfect practice" I think and put up my hand. It slows down but not enough, forcing me to jump to the side. I get frustrated and chuck the thing into the trees on the side of the road. It gets annihilated with a loud crash. The next vehicle comes up, this time I'm stopping it before it reaches me. I hold up my hand and the horse cart (?) stops just infront of me with a screech. An old man is sitting on the horseless cart. He's got a black hat pulled down, covering his face. He smiles at me in a mysterious way.

I lift the cart up and position it away from the road and push it away with my mind. Continuing down the road, I throw another car off the road, but the dream starts to fade. I turn around and start running back again. "No no no! FOCUS!" I scream. Trying everything to keep me in the dream. I can only see black and white now. Rubbing my hands I regain some of the colour. "Wow this works very well" I think and rub them franticly while running. The road regains its colours again, but something doesn't feel right. Like I'm just an observer. I black out

I wake up in my bed. I try to find my notebook. I find a large amount of paycheck papers. After a while I find it. I spot atleast six holes in it. I figure it must be Monica as there is text all around I don't recognise. After a while I get up and walk towards the kitchen. It's all pitchblack and when I grab for the door handle, I grab flesh instead. It's Monica, trying to surprise me. I don't get scared at all strangely. "I knew you were back! I thought I recognised the music" I say as I can hear it in the background. I look at her, her hair is blonde and long again. "I wanted to surprise you babe" she tells me. I wonder why she can't see herself the way I do. Something's off with my vision.

10.00: Improving power control
I'm at some kind of seminar. I am all hyped up for some reason, and I am running all over the place. I end up next to a window in a room full of people. Looking out I can see a playground. A skinny, young guy walks up next to me and stretches out his hand towards the window. Things start moving around. "Oh cool! You have powers aswell" I say and show him what I can do. I lift up a large toy building in the air. He does the same, but I can tell I'm slightly better with telekinesis.

Suddenly a small tornado appears. It's light blue and is spinning at a very high speed. I am amazed. I decide to try it out aswell. I have never used a spinning motion in a power before, but after a few seconds of trying to make the air spin around, I get the hang of it. Spinning the air around faster and faster, I get the same light blue colour to appear. Not even the air can be seen through. Sadly I lose focus and it disappears. The guy next to me grabs the tire swing and snaps it off. He chucks it around. I get a cool idea. Ripping the other swing off, I spin the tire around as fast as I can. I release it and we both shy back when it threatens to come through the window.

The tire bounces around for a bit, behaving just like it should before it stops. "Wow! Isn't it cool how things are just like real life?" I say. I guess I was lucid but I'm not sure. My hand starts to make the window all foggy. I realise it's the heat coming off of them. I turn around. "Hey Martin! Check it out, I'm Handsweatman!" I say and hold it up toward the window. The condensation builds up and covers the entire window.
The dream skips. I'm outside now, melting the snow with heat coming from my hands. Like they are burners. I can't see any fire, but the heat coming off of them is melting the ice and snow very quickly. I make a nice path, revealing some mud.

13.15: They have to die, poor fellows
I'm watching a three times two meters sorting table. It's got a dome of glass above, and inside are these cute little green guys. It's a new species and they are energetic little fellows. They look just like green plums. Apparently they don't feel like being closed up, and start wandering off. It's a colony of perhaps a hundred individuals. The constant chatter of squeeky voices is becoming a bit too much. "Why can't we live outside? What is our purpose? What is this? What is that? Why are you doing this?!" the questions are hailing.

Me and the other scientists realise this won't work. We lead them back into their dome, some has to be shoved. I grab one and take a bite. Bitter and not very sweet. Sealing the dome up, I walk to the other side of it. "We will remove all oxygen, killing them instantly. It's painless" one of the scientists say pushing a button. I watch as the entire colony goes brown, but their expressions aren't very pleasant. Gasping for air, it takes around five seconds for all of them to die.



13.15: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 12 hours total

Supplements before bed: 200 ml applejuice, 2 x Omega-3, 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB

That's it! I will see if I can manage another lucid before 2011 is here. Naturally then. MILD seems to be working very nicely for me atm. Doing some meditation before bed and mantras whenever I wake up.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I just had this dream last night, and it was quite a memorable false awakening due to the high lucidity, vividness and length. I was quite drunk last night so this may have had something to do with it.

I woke up in a strangers apartment, with a girl on top of me, and a girl lying in the bed next to me. Its not everyday you wake up to that scene so I was pretty confident I was dreaming, and that it was a false awakening. I was about to just fly through the window and go outside when I thought "I better do an RC first, its probably not a good idea to just jump straight towards the window in case its not a FA" I also remembered that I was drunk last night, so it was slightly possible I wasn't dreaming. I decided to try putting just a couple of fingers through the wall. My first attempt didn't work but I tried again and sure enough the wall went out of phase and my fingers went through. The whole time these 2 girls were trying to convince me it wasn't a FA, as DC's normally do.

After flying through the window, I flew around checking out the scenery of this city I've never seen before. I think the dream started to fade, or there was a scene change because I suddenly woke up at the airport. Still lucid, I started to ponder what I should do. I decided I would just run a muck. I started walking into restricted areas - just because I can - and dealing with anyone who stood in my way. I then proceeded down the corridors to where there were a few shops and cafes. I went into the shop and just started helping myself to food and what not. Obviously the shop owner didn't like this too much so he tried to stop me. I blasted him with a telekinetic blast, and as I did this I phased the wall behind him so he wouldn't come back.

Suddenly, every one wanted to have a go at me. It's like everyone in the dream turned against me and I had people running into the shop from all directions. Up until this point I had been wondering what I could do, but now I was presented with a great opportunity to improve on my fighting skills. I started blasting everyone with this telekinetic blast and phasing the walls behind them so they were blasted straight through the wall - out of sight, out of mind. The telekinetic blast itself looked really cool like a fluorescent shockwave, I would thurst my palms towards them when they were close enough, like a type of martial arts move. I felt extremely powerful and I was having so much fun. My martial arts skills were improving at an exponential rate, I began pulling moves that I've only seen Jet Li or Jackie Chan do. Eventually the dream began to fade and I woke up.

Ok...this dream made me go, "what??" when I woke up:

I was just in my room, looking around. Then I looked at my computer, I think, and there was a Skillet video on (go figure) and Ben Kasica, in the background, was kindof singing. I couldn't hear him, but I could see his lips forming the words (which I found really cute cause he never sings. Plus he's cute anyways! LOL). Then suddenly, I was there, in concert, and I saw Ben. I heard him singing,( and heck, he's got a good singing voice in my dreams) and I looked at him all freaked out. I guess he didn't notice that I saw him, and heard him, singing because he just kept singing with the others. Then he looked my way I guess and saw me watching him. Be blushed but still sang. I just started screaming "Oh my gosh, Ben, I <3 u!!!" cause I'd scream that at a concert. He kept staring at me and singing. I think it was "Whispers in the Dark", my favorite song. He smiled after a while and started to sing again. The dream went fuzzy after that and I think I woke up (at like 1:30am -_-) pretty weird eh?

Then after I fell back asleep I had a "false-awakening":

I was in my bed and I heard my phone alarm going off. I checked the time and it said 4:30am. Then I laid back down and stared, next thing I knew, my actual alarm woke me up for real(it was actually 3:40am)

I could have kicked myself after that...-_-

I'm a Toys-R-Us Kid

I am at Toys-R-Us with my mother, father, and brother. We are looking around, and split up. We are supposed to meet up again in a few minutes, but I get lost. Some type of adventure befalls me, though I don't quite remember what. Finally, I meet up with my family again.

In this dream, Toys-R-Us looks like a greenhouse. There are many rooms in it, connected to other rooms. There are tropical plants around. (And fireplaces?)

Letters to Lincoln

We are talking about Abraham Lincoln. Our family (in the dream) has letters that were written by Abraham Lincoln's wife. We don't know exactly where they are, but apparently we were descended from her. We have a bunch of her old stuff, actually. I wonder if it is worth anything.

The Church

I am visiting a new church. It starts out with me listening to the church on the radio, but then I actually end up there. At first I think it is a good church, and well founded in scripture. But then the pastor begins to talk. He is dressed in some odd uniform, and his whole message seems to be about how he doesn't think Christ is the only way to heaven. He hints that Christ may actually not be God. "What kind of a church is this?" I think to myself.

The preacher decides to show a movie to the congregation. It is about Barak Obama. As soon as Obama appears on the screen everyone stands up as though they were going to sing the Doxology. I am a little disgusted by this seeming idolatry. I had been standing out in the hallway watching through a door. I sit on the floor in a sort of a protest. People in the sanctuary decide to sit, too.

Grandparents (fragment)

I seem to remember something about going to my Grandparents' house.

A Series of FA's

Have fun sorting this one out:

I wake up and check the clock. It is 8:45. I usually do a RC upon waking up, but I always assumed looking at the clock was good enough. Then I wake up. Not to be made a fool of again, I look at my hands. I rub them together. Nothing looks odd, so I must be awake. Then I wake up. I look at the clock again. It is a little hard to make out, but it looks like it's 1:45. Good, plenty of time to do a DEILD (I'm pretty sure this was a FA too. This set of dreams took place around 8:00am). I enter into a dream about Toys-R-Us. I pinch my nose and can still breathe. But then the dream changes so that this is actually not occurring, but is a memory of me doing a nose-pinch reality check in the past.

I am walking down an aisle in Toys-R-Us. There are characters from Star Trek there. They seem to be advertizing a sale on Star Trek merchandise. There is also food and apple cider. I stock shelves a while, and see Angela Lansbury. She seems to know me. I try to think of how I know her.

An announcement comes over the loudspeaker system, referring to the town we are in. I am reminded that I work in Wintersville, Ohio (I don't in real life. I don't even live near there). That is hard to believe for me that I actually work there.

I was up too late last night, and have poor dream recall again. Some fragments:

Monk's Twin

Our senator is in the news. He is in trouble for something, and has been removed from office. Our senator looks exactly like Monk (the detective). He dresses like him too. We nickname him "Monk's Evil Twin"...

...Now I'm at a fair. It's one of those dreams where I always have to go get something. I seem to keep running back and forth between places.

Not really awake (false awakening)

Well, that's about all there was to this dream but this was a pathetic night for recall so I'll add it anyway. I wake up and look at the clock by my bed. In real life, I have a flashlight by my bed to look at the time in the early morning, so I switch this on. It doesn't work. Finally I see the time. It's 8 something. Then I wake up for real, and do the same thing in real life (except I do a RC too).

Okay. I'm gonna sit at this computer and record these dreams! I feel like the computer drains me of vital energy, and feel reluctant to stay at it.

11.04.10
Type: Lucid, fragment
Vividness: 10/10
Lucidity: 7/10

Had a lucid dream but forgot it once I woke up! first time that has happened to me, and I get the feeling that it was the greatest lucidity I have attained so far in the dream. Near the end I recalled an incredibly vivid scene recall of skateboarding on the roof of a large school building with some other people, brick, sunny day, in some sort of small city scape, one massive tree in the front yard and some sidewalks.. Headed around the roof shaped like a large L and made way to a glass roofed sloped section of the roof, where I heard DC down on the street below talking about gangs in the school, then I feel the dream fading so I spin with my eyes closed, slowly and completely, with the only sensation I was experiencing of my body slowly and powerfully spinning. I think to myself "my bedroom, my bedroom" and opening my eyes find myself lying in my bed!

I do a nose RC and it is successful, FA! So I go to get up, propped up on my arms, but I focus on the muscular activity of pulling myself up too much and experience and a very intense pain/spasm in my right shoulder, and I remember that my physical body is lying down with my arms back behind my head since it was a WILD attempt/induction, and I can't shake off the pain since my physical body probably used a combination of muscles which put strain on the shoulder trying to imitated the movements of my dream body. Since I couldn't gather the will to get past the sensation I woke myself up and shifted positions and tried to enter back into the dream but couldn't fall back asleep.

After spending two nights with intense WILD attempts I decided that WILD would be an excellent and direct method for me to develop, and have resolved to schedule a practice regiment for this pursuit.

Cruise Ship
Non-lucid

This one is from several nights ago, I just hadn't posted it online. It was pretty strange, and confusing even just after I woke, not to mention nearly a week later... But here we go anyway
We are in some sort of fancy cruise ship. There is red carpeting with gold trim in all the corridors. The walls are stained cherry, and there are gold/brass fancy light fixtures protruding from the walls at regular intervals. To my right is a super old telephone, it's hooked up to a pc so that guests can make calls on the old phone, and still get the experience, even though the technology is outdated. I get the sense that I and several others have been transported through time and find ourselves on this ship.[/INDENT]
Everything gets very vague after this point.
I've got a sense of being forward in time, seeing problems in the world. Friends are dead. Relationships are ruined. We return home and fix the problems that I saw in the future. As a final act, I must go into an abandoned movie theater. I'm trapped in here, but can communicate with the outside world. There is an old man on the outside with a map of the realm I'm trapped in. He sits staring at it, while on the inside, I'm trying to find a way out. After a while, he figures out that it somehow relates to chess, he circles a few spaces on his map with a sharpie, and I play a game of chess with an unknown force, and escape. Hurray!

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Weird Movie
Non-lucid

I seem to be watching a movie. I'm not participating at all in this dream.
The dream begins with very cintematic camera angles. It shows the stomach of a woman. Then a hip with a thong being tied around it. Lips with lipstick being applied. Eyes with Eye shadow being applied. Camera zooms out to reveal it was all done by a 14-15 year old girl. I get the sense that this is a whorehouse in Britain. A 20ish boy knocks on the door, and is answered by an overly made-up woman of 45. She tells him that the girl is not ready yet because he's too early, and tells him that he knows that. In effort to keep his business, she calls another girl to come in and 'keep him busy' until the young girl from the beginning is ready.
A 20ish girl enters the room, and begs the older woman 'Nooo, please nooo!' etc. Girl and boy go into a side room. Boy appologizes for what he said to her last time. I get the feeling that it was very terrible for her. She says 'I thought you went back home.'
The boy replies 'I did but when I saw the British space shuttle on the news, I had to come back.'
I wake up. Lol that was wierd.
I reach for my dream journal to enter my dreams. I am still in bed, with the notebook on my lap, pen in my fingers trying to recall my dreams.
I wake up again... Wow, my first FA.
It's funny though, when I wake up for real I can still feel the lasting feeling of the pen between my fingers. I RC to be sure, and sure enough, I'm really awake. Oh well.

Got a lucid dream for my birthday. Just wish it would have been a more pleasant one. Usually, I will count false awakenings as separate dreams, but since this is all so continuous, and had such a "dreams within dreams" feeling, I will count it as one.

11/15/2010
"Arachnoception"

(I had just gotten a copy of Inception, and decided to watch it, last night, while going to bed, to try to induce something Inception-related. I got more than I bargained for...)

I can barely remember the early parts of this dream, but I was driving through DeLand, with Josh. We were taking the road that passes the landfill, on the way back over to my side of town. For some reason, we had to take a detour through the landfill. While driving through it, we apparently stumbled onto some kind of criminal(?) element, and were dragged out of the car, at gunpoint. We were taken inside, and the only thing I remember here, is that I was in what I think was a bathroom, and I got attacked by some creature. It was about the size of a rat, and I believe its body wasn't actually organic. It seemed to be something of a shell, made out of what I think was a child's toy. From within the object, spider-leg-like tendrils protruded, which served as both legs and powerful pincers. It reminded me a lot of the creeping coffins, from Lords of Shadow (which I have been playing, lately). I had to fight like hell, to keep this thing off of me, but eventually got away from it. Not much longer, after that, the cops showed up and raided the compound, starting a huge firefight. In the fray, we were able to escape, and I vaguely remember a small dog being killed, in the fight.

The next thing I knew, I was waking up, in my bed. It was still night out, and Inception was still playing, on my computer. After a moment, I stepped out of bed, and I was immediately ambushed by the "creeping toy" creature, from the dream. It came from out of nowhere, and ran up my leg, biting and scratching with its pincher/legs. This thing fought with all the ferocity of a rabid squirrel, and I could not get it off of me. My leg was getting mangled by the little creature, and it hurt like Hell.

Once again, though, I woke up in my bed. The pest from the dream was nowhere in sight. However, this time, I got out of bed and was met with a dull pain in my leg. Switching on the light, I saw that my leg had bruises in like 6 different places, and it was throbbing. My muscles were progressively tightening, and I could instantly tell that there was venom running through it. I was so confused, though. I knew it had to have been a dream. Right? Hobbling out of bed, I made my way over to my mom's side of the house, surprised to see that she was up this early. My leg was growing worse, when I showed her, dark black spots showing up, and the skin tightening, to where you could start to see the shapes of the tendons. She kind of shrugged it off, and said it would be ok if I just didn't mess with it. More bewildered about the whole thing, than anything else, I just walked back to my room and went back to bed.

And, once again, I awoke in my bed. The pain in my leg was gone, as was any sign of the bruises. So, naturally, I assumed that it had all just been a dream. But, again, just as I stepped out of bed, I was attacked by the creature from the "previous dream." It scurried up through my robe, and around my back. It never bit me, this time, but its steps were like thousands of thick, fingernail jabs, themselves, scrambling all around the upper part of my body. I was able to get a hold of the thing and grab its "legs," holding them open so that they couldn't form the pincers that they had, before. This thing was strong, like a tiny bear trap, but I held the tendrils open, again making my way to show it to my mom. By this time, I didn't know WTF was going on, and I just wanted to know that I wasn't going crazy. On my way out of my room, I passed my pet dog...oblivious to the fact that I don't actually have a pet dog. I did, however, think that it was strange that I recognized the dog as the little dog who'd gotten killed, in the "first dream." Unfortunately, I already had my hands full, and I didn't stop long enough to realize this as a dream sign. Instead, I took the creature over to my mom's room to show her. She looked down at my hands, then back up at me, then back down at my hands. She said..."that's just dead skin," with a confused look of concern on her face. I looked down, and saw that she was right. I was just holding a handful of what looked like gator hide.

By this time, I thought I'd completely lost my mind. Apparently, my mom did, too. She cocked an eyebrow at me and said "Uhh...I have some pills or something...if you need them?" implying that she was afraid I'd completely cracked. Puzzled beyond all hope, I just turned around and walked back to my room. I kept thinking about Inception, and maybe that the idea had somehow been planted into my mind that this spider-thing existed, when it really didn't. I just felt really defeated by my lack of understanding of the whole thing, and just went back to sleep.

The next thing I knew, it was the middle of the day. I was talkin with some guys I was unfamiliar with, who my mom had let into the house. Throughout the time they were here, we'd gotten into smoking and they informed me that they sold. We pretty much just hung around the house for a while, and I tried telling them about the dreams I'd been having lately, about the crazy little monster thing. Nobody seemed all that interested, though. Later, those guys and I were heading out somewhere. We'd gotten into the car, when one of them said he left something inside the house, tossing a huge bag of weed into the car, before walking back to get whatever it was. I kept yelling at him to hurry up, because I didn't want to be just sitting here, with the huge sack in the car. He was just taking his sweet time, and it was annoying the hell out of me.

Of course, just as I was beginning to suspect there might be cops nearby, I heard "WOOP-WOOP," a siren barking at us from behind. I actually can't remember if I was driving or not, but we sped off, down the road, the cops chasing us. We were driving in a slick sports car, and just hauling ass, but they were catching up. (Been playing a bit of Grand Theft Auto, also. Haha.) The guy next to me started freaking out, and dumping all kinds of contraband out the window - everything from weed to small bags of cocaine, which I didn't even know were in the car. In a quick, 3rd-person view, I saw the white powder blowing all over the people on the sides of the road. It was actually pretty hilarious. Suddenly, back in first-person, I got an idea. We pulled over, and I waited for the cops to come within a stone's-throw from our tail, before chucking a bag of coke at their windshield, at the last moment. It blotted out most of the glass, and they ended up swerving to miss our car, and crashing into some nearby pedestrians. Then, for the first time, after all of this chaos, I realized just how absurd all of this actually was. I realized that this had to be a dream.

The other guy in the car was still freaking out, telling me that we had to get the hell out of here. I just laughed and told him to relax, stepping over to the crashed police SUV. Gathering all my strength, I reached a fist up over my head and swung it downward, trying to destroy the engine block, like I'd done to other cars, while lucid. This time, though, I was only able to dent the hood. It was a little more superhuman than waking life, but not what I expected. I tried a few more times, swinging heavy punches at the hood and grille, but I couldn't get anymore damage than about what a baseball bat might have done. Needless to say, I wasn't very happy with this. I was determined, though. I kept thinking that the cops might try to shoot me, through the windshield, but I was already prepared to either dodge the bullets, or just let them hit me. Thinking that there had to be some other way to get through to the engine, the idea just kind of struck me: A light-saber! I had never created one, while lucid, so I figured that this would be a good time to try. Holding my hands up, beside me, as if gripping a sword, I tried to materialize the weapon out of thin air, imaging it growing to length. Nothing happened, though. The dream was very vivid, and I was having a hard time controlling it.

As if by my cue, the cop in the passenger seat held up a blue light-saber of his own, grinning behind the powder-covered windshield. Now even more determined to have one, I made a motion as if it was already in my hand, stabbing directly at the grille, while trying hard to visualize the weapon coming into existence. Finally, I saw the orange glow. The tip of the blazing saber burned into the grill like it was paper, eating through the metal and sinking further into the engine block. I gave a quick tug of my arms, drawing the blade sideways and widening the hole, completely putting the truck out of commission. My accomplice and I then hopped back in the car and prepared to take off again, but instead, I simply woke up, for real.

After a few reality checks - which I should have done, the first few times I 'woke up' - I got up and started jotting notes down.

(This felt like a B6-enhanced dream - very vivid and chaotic - but I didn't take any B6 before bed. Most likely, it was the Reese's Cups I ate, late last night. It would have been nice to just have had a bad-ass lucid, but all that shit with the spider-creature-thing just made the whole thing unpleasant. It was still early as hell, but I didn't bother going back to sleep, after this one.)

This morning I fell asleep in my bedroom and suddenly perceived a weird feeling that I immediately connected with an OBE, based on some previous experiences that were basically the starting of OBEs. The feeling was both visual (like complete darkness and then a sort of light) and kinesthetic, quite familiar to me, but difficult to describe. I decided to let the feeling go on so to go further into the experience. Then I decided to move and turn around on the other side of the bed; immediately I found myself moving as I wanted to (I actually fell asleep on a side, with my arm around my partner's shoulders). I was very lucid, I actually wondered if I was moving with my physical body. I got up of bed and started moving around the room, noticing that I was very light and was almost fluctuating and thinking that this meant I was having an OBE. The emotion was very strong. I decided to get out of the room. I passed through the closed door, I did it slowly but with no effort and noticed with great lucidity that I was doing it. I found myself in the corridor, that looked a little different from the actual one, and very lighted (while in "reality" the shutters were closed, so it was dark). I kept moving lightly, fluctuating in the corridor, almost flying, and then reached the front room. It was wider and a little different from the actual one, with a huge glass door as big as the whole wall (instead of the two much smaller ones I have). Everything was wide and lighted by the sun. The emotions grew while I kept flying around the front room. I noticed that my hands could easily pass through the glass of the window, and did it more than once, always very lucid. I looked at my hands (it is a reality check I often do during the day) and they were almost trasparent, the fingers were like crooked and crossed together. Then I decided to go somewhere else and chose my parents' house. Only for a moment I found myself there, in the corridor of their house, still fluctuating and having that sense of extreme lightness. Was difficult though to keep staying there so I woke up. Actually it was a false awakening, I woke up in another dream, in bed, with my partner, in the exact posture in which I fell asleep, just with the bedroom looking a little bit different. I was telling her about the experience, being very excited and thinking about writing the experience in my journal. Then I woke up, finding very difficult, in the first moments, to realize that the previous conversation was a dream.

Spiderman Dream (non-lucid)

I am go to buy a car but it doesn't have a steering wheel. Just a knob I use to play a Spiderman game. I navigate the halls of a funeral parlor and find a disfigured woman. In a cutscene, Spiderman profeses his love. Then, like the Scarecrow from Batman, or a bad trip, there is this twisted Hydralisk stained glass window the grows and twists, swirls. Pretty neat actually. Complete with ominous music.

End of the World/False Alarm (almost lucid)

My family is going out for dinner. Bro wants to go to a nice pub and we park. We see a tv outside with a map on it. The news said if the sun on the tv goes in a reverse direction, we have 30 minutes until a black hole swallows the sun. The sun does go in reverse. We begin driving home with the radio on. I don't believe this is happening and look at my hands. Normal. I try the nose plug excuse the failure. After the 30 minutes is up the sun is still shining and nothing happens. False alarm.

General Tso's Chicken (dild)

I find myself lucid in my room. I go out onto the roof and want to try and get a little further than usual. I fly to a local chinese restaurant. It's real vivid as I pass other stores and the gas station. I get up there and the women behind the counter is on the ground and looks sad. I order the food and am given shrimp. It is ok. I leave the building to explore but wake up.

Bunk Beds with FA's (non-lucid)

I am in my room and outside I see my neighbor and his daughter doing some weird stuff. Wearing masks and no clothes. We all laugh but focus on the task at hand. Building bunk beds. We re-arrange the room and I wake up. I go to the bathroom and wake up again. The room is still a mess and I go into the bathroom and wake up. It happens again but someone apologies to me and gives me a hug. I can't see the face. It happens again and I now know I am probably dreaming but can't hang onto it and wake up.

Space 1


some really weird abstract space dream. I think I was flying in a ship and was entering a place like in a starfox video game. There was this HUGE mother ship that I was flying through and trying to blow up. I think i hit a critical part but it didn't blow. I had to exit the mother ship. I tried to fly back in but it was impossible to do so because of a shield of some sort blocking me out.

Space 2

Really weird dream of just floating in space near a large planet like jupiter. I was facing some other space dude. His eyes were black portals and I got pulled into them. Then i was near some Nebula. I saw the black portal closing from where i came. So I flew towards it but it dissapeared. So i get flying towards the nebula but it never got any larger. It's like I wasn't moving at all.

False awakening

FA, and I'm in some dark room. I think i feel the presence of a woman so I try to make her appear but it turns out she's not there. I get up and go looking for her but I can't remember the dream.

Hypnagogic stuff

Some HI stuff about sexual things so gross that I won't even mention what it was.

Guitar

I was playing on an acoustic guitar with black blotches marking the chords I was supposed to play. Turned out to be the song by ST Sanders where he makes fun of a Beatles music video. I think I clearly remember where the chords were...



I was just singing along with the stupid lyrics. I got to the end where I sand, "Elm. Beef, Elm, Bee-hee-hoo!" and some guy was singing the very end with me. I found it rather funny.

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In short, I have recently been having dreams right after I fall asleep, dreams where I wake up in my bed, do something in my room or apartment, then wake up in my bed only 20 minutes after I had gone to bed.

This has happened three times in the last 2 weeks
- first time I woke up in my bed, realized I was dreaming, then woke up for real in my bed.

-two nights later I woke up, went to my door, opened it and saw a strange figure, realized I was dreaming, then tried doing some lucid dreaming stuff to no avail, stumbled back to my bed, woke up for real, again only 20 or so minutes after I had gone to bed.

-the most recent time was last night when I dreamed that I was organizing some papers on the floor of my room, I felt extremely tired, and just wanted to sleep, then woke up and realized that I had been sleeping, this again was only a short time after I had gone to bed.

This seems to happen more when I go to bed pretty late. It is weird because I have never had dreams just after I fall asleep like this before, now it is happening all the time it seems like. Also I haven't been trying to remember my dreams or anything recently, let alone become lucid, it is just happening. Are these false awakenings of some sort? Maybe it will happen again tonight...

I had like 5 LDs last night, technically one due to the fact they all happened because of false awakenings

This is how it went:

First, I actually woke up, I was cold so I pulled up another blanket, rolled over, and went to sleep again.

Then I had a false awakening, I did a reality check, and became lucid. I don't remember exactly what I did for this dream but I know I got up, opened the door of my room, and was thinking of what I what I should do with my lucid. I decided that I should go to the moon base, and so I went back into my room to look out my window and…

False awakening! I said "Damnit!" But decided to do a reality check to see if I actually had woken and discovered I hadn't. I then got back up to my open window, and flew out of it (there is a screen in the window). I flew up in the sky but there seemed to be a limit of how high I could fly, it was like 3000ft or so. So I decided to teleport myself to the moon, because at the time it seemed easier. So I spun around in the air thinking about a lunar surface and started to find the scenario forming around me and…

False awakening! Once again I was like "Damnit!", I got lucky that my dream self once again decided to do a reality check, and I became lucid again. I got out of my bed, and told myself that when I open my door again, I would see the moon. And so I opened my door, visualizing the lunar surface beyond it, opened the door, and found it! Once I stepped on the surface, I looked around and discovered that the door that I entered this place had disappeared. But I didn't care, I flew around, looking for the moon base. However, I couldn't find it for awhile, and then I turned around. It was there, and it looked a lot different than I expected it to. But I didn't care, I flew above it, looking down inside of it. I saw these weird creatures that I can only describe as Dragonflight from WoW. The creatures were guarding this long hallway which lead to the entrance, manning turrets. I flew down to them and they told me to go away, because I didn't have a pass or something to get in. At this point I was loosing lucidity for some reason, I told them something along the lines of, "Oh, ok. Sorry!" And I began to fly back down the wide hallway, but the I became fully lucid again. There was another one of the Dragonflight, except he came up to talk to me, and his figure turned into a man, I don't remember any specific details about his appearance though. He asked me if I wanted a pass to get in, and I said that I would love to be able to go into there. He then took out this thing that looked like a single-hole puncher, and grabbed the front of my shirt, and attached something to the front, on the inside of the shirt. He said there ya go, and walked off. I continued to walk in the direction that I was and I glanced down at the tag which was put on me. It was an ID, with a bunch of statistics on it, but I didn't bother to look at any long enough to remember because the data kept changing as I was attempted to read it. At this point the dream started to fade, and I lost lucidity.

False awakening! I got up, did a RC, became lucid, and I didn't do anything! WTF? I laid back down and went to sleep.

False awakening! I didn't do a RC this time, I felt really sleepy. I told myself that I need to write down this amazing dream so I could show it to Raven and everyone else in the Skype conversation. I went to go get the spiral notebook that I keep to write down my dreams and I found it to be full, with no pages to write in, I was like that’s weird, I thought that half of this was still empty. I went to go on my computer to write it in Word. I also remember typing a message in the Skype conversation saying something like, "I had an awesome dream I can't wait to tell you guys tomorrow." I then began to write down the dreams that I just did in the text above and as I did so, the dream started to fade away.

This cycle went on for awhile, I'd have FA's and then become lucid but spend the LD either just walking around my house, simply enjoying the fact that I was lucid, or I would try to write down my dreams in the dream. Which doesn't seem like the best use of time.

Note: Tonight I pulled a Walms! FA, get out of bed, RC… continues to have a nice lucid dream… *does the happy dance* I just wish I could make myself do a RC every time I wake up in the night or in the morning, I would catch a lot more FA's… Yay for FA's!

I woke up in bed, got up to use the bathroom, and for once I thought to do a RC right away… and it turned out I was dreaming! Awesome! I was in the middle of a real FA!

For some reason this idea seriously excited me at that point in time, almost as if I had never had a FA before, and I had to focus to calm myself down a bit before focusing on remembering what my goals for the night were. I remembered that one of my goals had been to go meet Erik's guide with MoSh, but that was already done. So what was my next goal? I didn't have any other goals for the night, so that meant I was free to figure out what I wanted to do. I thought I could check out the house in Oblivion, the one in Skingrad, and even though I hadn't been in contact with Tigress I could still do something there on my own. Hmmm… instead, maybe I would try to just try to open a portal to get somewhere I was needed. I focused on Through the Never and on opening a portal, then I went through that portal…

I found myself back in MoSh's inner world, which took me by surprise since I had already completed the goal I had with MoSh. So maybe there was something else I had to do with MoSh tonight, which was fine, but first I had to find him. I looked around MoSh's inner world for a bit, taking real notice of it for the first time, and realizing things there were far from normal. Things were quite dark and creepy, like used to happen quite often, but it hasn't happened much recently, so what might have happened to create this problem? Since I thought that might be why I was there, to clean up the place, I started focusing on cleaning up the dark energy and replacing it with light energy. I went into MoSh's house and started cleaning up in there, I saw Asuka in there as well. She was clearly not well, she was cackling like some kind of a mad woman, and her eyes were solid black. She was throwing some kind of strange energy bolts at me, they seemed to be made of solidified dark energy. I could tell she needed serious healing, so I focused on the song Silver and Cold to pull dark energy out of her and Touch My Heart to replace it with light… and she disappeared.

I didn't know where Asuka had gone, but I figured I would find her again soon, as long as she hadn't left MoSh's inner world… and if she had left MoSh's inner world, I would track her down then. I continued through the house, absorbing dark energy from the place and replacing it with light, then I went back outside and continued doing that. I walked around for a bit absorbing dark energy, I wondered where MoSh might be, and where were the kinds, Data, the EMH he recently installed? Was this really MoSh's inner world? Or could I be in the wrong place? Well, no matter where I was, Asuka had been there and she had been seriously infected. Maybe I should find Asuka next, then check to see if I was really in MoSh's inner world or if I might be in the wrong place somehow… after all, I hadn't focused on reaching MoSh's inner world, I had just focused on going somewhere I was needed.

As I was about to open a portal to track Asuka down I saw that I wasn't alone, there was someone else there standing not too far from me. I went over to investigate and see who it was, it looked like he was surrounded by an aura of dark energy, but it looked stable and I didn't sense hostility… So I went over to investigate the person closer, to see what he was doing there, and when I got closer to him I recognized him… it was Walms! I went over and said hello to him, I asked if he was here to clean up some of this dark energy, after all it would be just a midnight snack for him… He didn't answer me, instead he looked at me with a puzzled look on his face, if it wasn't for the fact that he is lucid in 99.9% of his dreams, I would have thought he wasn't lucid there. But then he does have a few non-lucid dreams… occasionally. I told him he was dreaming, maybe he should do a RC, check out the gravity of the area or whatever it is he does for a RC. He looked at me strangely, making me have serious doubts that I had identified him correctly, I was having serious doubts that it was Walms at all…

I felt I needed to clean the place up, so I continued absorbing dark energy, and I saw that Walms, or the person I had first thought was Walms, was doing the same. I continued cleaning up dark energy, Walms and I got separated while I was cleaning the place up, and I ended up wandering into the garden area out behind MoSh's house, where I found Asuka. She looked just as nuts as she had before, she attacked me with dark energy bolts again, I dodged the attacks and jumped up into the air, sending a couple of tendrils of Witchblade to hold her and keep her from disappearing again. I looked around, and the area that might or might not be MoSh's inner world was much cleaner than it had been, it looked a lot brighter and was clear of dark energy, so now I had to get Asuka healed. I focused on the songs I had tried to use before, Silver and Cold to draw dark energy out and Touch My Heart to put light energy in, and this time it seemed effective. After the song spells had completed, Asuka looked like her normal self and seemed quite confused at the fact she was tied up, so I let her loose.

The first thing Asuka was wanting to know about was MoSh, she said she didn't know where MoSh was, she might have done something to MoSh, she said she should have known something like this would happen, she knew she would never be able to keep control if she tried to fight, why had everyone insisted she try to fight when we all knew she would lose control again? Why? I told her I thought Vegeta and Tuvok had helped her with that, but she said there's no way either of them would ever understand the force inside her, that there is no way she could control it… I saw she was crying, saying she was sure she'd done something horrible, and it was MoSh she had done it to, so what now? I told her MoSh can't be seriously hurt in a dream, but let's find him. I opened a portal, focusing on finding MoSh, and then I led Asuka through the portal.

On the other side of the portal I found MoSh was there, and he was there with Kaomea, he looked quite worried about something. He seemed glad to see me, he said Kaomea needed healing, he said he had tried to heal her as best as he could, but she really needed to be taken to the healing glen for healing there. I said Asuka could probably use the extra positive energy, too, as she had been really badly infected somehow. I focused on opening a portal to the healing glen, and then all of us went through it, MoSh, Asuka, Kaomea, and me. I telepathically contacted Basara even as we were going through the portal, so when we exited into the healing glen, Basara showed up there soon after. The Crystal Golem was there, and we did a group healing spell, Basara, MoSh, and I did healing spells along with the Crystal Golem, the entire area was filled with golden energy. The golden energy was very relaxing, and it is here that I woke.