non-lucid

Date of Dream: TUE 29 NOV - 2016



Dream No. 76 - Am I Seeing Double?

The place mainly featured in this dream was called Killester but it actually resembled Camelot Rise more than it did Killester. So what I remember first is that there were actually two of me! We know that dreams are typically played out in first-person mode and the person in this mode was indeed me... But only one of me. The "me" that was in first-person mode was the one from the real waking life, I was visiting this so called Killester while on my travels through the dream world.

As I was at Killester, I came across Dreamy Mr H but he was looking at me strangely. This is actually where I come to the realisation that there was another one of me, my dreamy clone. He's going something like this, "Karla, I thought you were going somewhere. What are you doing here?" and that's when I said "I wasn't going anywhere but Dreamy Mr H is still in doubt. I then tell him, "I'm not the Karla you think I am". I actually originate from the Earthly dimension" and that's when he gets a look of massive shock and amazement.

I think the dream then skipped to Dreamy Karla's perspective (note, she is not in first-person mode and I can actually see her when the dream camera is in her scene). So what's going on is that Dreamy Karla is speaking to Dreamy WB's little sister, Dreamy LB. By what was going on, apparently Dreamy LB was due for her check-up at the dentists, or at least Dreamy Karla thought so. I thought that Dreamy Karla would be a lot more humble than I am... But she spoke in exactly the same way, using some slang and an extremely Aussie accent.

She said to Dreamy LB, "Let's go for a nice drive in my ute. I know a good dentist that's about one and a half hours away. Dr C (I've forgotten her complete name), she's really good). Dreamy Karla could see the fear in Dreamy LB eyes, so she added "Dr C knows what she is doing. I've been there so many times and she's so patient and gentle in what she does". Then when we're sitting in the ute, Dreamy LB tells me that she has this text on her phone, something about someone else going to take her in her own time. That's when Dreamy Karla asks her "When's the last time you had a check up?" and she replies "February". After a short pause, Dreamy Karla says "And it's November now. Come on, let's go, it's not gonna hurt ya". And so Dreamy LB gives a little sigh with an "Okay Karla".

Before they drove off, there was just one more thing that Dreamy Karla had to do. She goes to Dreamy LB "Now, we don't want others to see where we are going. So I'm just going to deformat this map and then we can head off". A zoomed camera projection of the map showed with the location point in red and the roads in grey. So with the power of the mind only, Dreamy Karla moved the red point off to the right of the map a bit but what she didn't was also the roads being manipulated. Still, she and Dreamy LB got started then the dream faded from that scene.

What it did fade to was back to my perspective. I was walking towards one of the gates and what's when I see Dreamy WB. As I was only visiting the dream world, I was amazed... The comparison with the Earthly WB was phenominal. So I approach Dreamy WB, saying to her "Oh wow, you're so much more beautiful than the real WB". Dreamy WB looked extremely slim and curvy and was wearing a dark denim jacket on top of a black/really dark navy pencil dress. When I said that comment to her, she didn't really say anything, only making some sounds of appreciation. Over the fence, she hugged me long and hard, it was like 10 - 15 seconds before she let go.

The dream then skipped to the time-frame that Dreamy Karla and Dreamy LB had gotten back from the dentist but there was also someone else who went with them. A friend of Dreamy Karla's, Dreamy KH, decided she wanted to keep them company. I was walking around the block of this certain area that resembled the suburb of my old house but then there was this open space up ahead and in that open space somewhere, was a large van. I had suspicions about that van... I thought that van was once Dreamy Karla's ute, just by the way it looked. I stepped inside and it actually looked like the interior of a house!

Now this is going to sound weird but it felt like Earthly Karla's character no longer existed from this point on, or if it did, she (being I) rarely spoke. Although I was in the house-truck, the dream would only focus on Dreamy Karla's perspectives. Actually, hang on a sec... I was the one being weird! I was actually the one putting the house up for sale on Dreamy Karla's behalf... But I was making out like the house was mine and not hers.

Okay, back to what was actually happening. I was giving the commentary to Dreamy Mr H and Dreamy Ms A, along with their kids but these kids are not their kids in real life. They were two stranger kids of whom I know nothing about in the Earthly dimension. One very interesting feature of the house were these oddly shaped pillars that could come down as a decoration or space divider. Each time they came down, they were a different colour and a different shape. After a few times of the pillars going up and down, I woke up.

Morning of April 28, 2017. Friday.



In the first part of my dream, I somehow lift one side of the mattress, which is near the wall, while I am still kneeling atop it. Under the bed are two rows of model cars of the type that were put together from a kit. The rows are nearest the wall. (Neither side of our bed is near a wall in reality.) This involves some sort of false memory that dreams create so often, and it is even like a sense of nostalgia. I pick one of them up, from about the middle of the second row out, and it seems to be somewhat like a dune buggy though somewhat angular all around. It is a bit longer than the length of my hand.

I later find myself with what turns out to be at least three jigsaw puzzles on top of each other. Originally, I try to keep them together as I am moving them, but they fall into pieces on the bed. They all seem to be some sort of manga “movies”, or rather, are linked to some sort of soundtrack that I hear in my mind by taking a couple white pills, which have somewhat of a sweet flavor and are associated with the puzzles. Because the puzzles are not together, the dialogue is in random parts. I am not clear on what the female voices are saying because of this. Again, the spoken words are only heard in the correct order when the puzzles are complete (although each puzzle is only one large picture).

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I find this unique even though it is straightforward. Being in bed in my dream is a subliminal awareness that I am actually sleeping (and obviously in bed) at the time. The Puzzled State is a recurring level of dream self existence during the waking transition. I was first aware of this metaphorical association from a dream from when I was only four years old. It is metaphorically linked to the temporary dream self suddenly relearning the conscious self identity, which is “in pieces” in the dream state prior to waking, thus an incomplete jigsaw puzzle symbolizes the transient nature of liminal space and puzzlement over shifting consciousness. The pills might be related to an association with “The Matrix” with finding out the dream state is not real (though this is only a wild guess, as I do not take pills or any type of medication in real life).

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2017, 04-27

An Appointment With Zombies

I am in my car driving my grandmother to a doctor appointment. Neither of us say much because she is hard of hearing, and her left ear is towards me and she is almost deaf in that ear. So rather than yelling, we just don’t talk. I pull into the parking lot of the doctor’s office and get out. My grandmother looks around and says this is the wrong place, she asks me if I have forgotten that the doctor has moved. I pull a Homer Simpson (D’Oh!) as I remember that the doctor has, indeed, moved. Fortunately the new location isn’t far away. The new location is right next door to the place we are at. Since my grandmother is elderly and has some difficulty walking far we get back into the car and drive to the building next door.

My grandmother and I go into the building and we have to take an elevator to get to the correct floor. We come out into a large waiting room and my grandmother goes over to the reception desk. I look around and then I sit down in one of the chairs. I see my grandmother is waiting in a short lone, and then I notice there is a sign-in book sitting out. I think maybe I’m supposed to sign us in so we can be seen in the right order, so I go to the book and I sign in. I sit back down and see that there are numerous people all dressed in black around me. I slowly become aware that they are here for a funeral, and the sign-in book is for the mourners, not for the doctor office. Now I realize I shouldn’t have signed the book, so I go over and scribble my name off of the list.

Now I see my grandmother is ready to go. I’m not sure why she isn’t going to see the doctor, but I don’t question it. We leave the building and I notice something strange about the people walking around outside. They look normal, but they behave like zombies. Everyone stops and turns towards my grandmother and me. They start coming towards us slowly but threateningly. I try to get my grandmother to hurry back towards the car, which now looks like KITT from Knight Rider. My grandmother doesn’t notice the change in cars, we both get in and I start the engine. Apparently, the car only looks like KITT, the AI computer is not present. I drive from the parking lot and look in my rear-view mirrors to see zombies getting in other cars and giving chase. I go faster, getting involved in a high-speed chase trying to outrun them. My KITT is fast, at least, and I am outdistancing them. I drive over a hill and catch air, jumping far higher than I would have thought possible. My grandmother is cheering and having a blast, telling me to go faster. But I don’t get a chance to speed up, everything fades and I wake up.

-1-Something about a gas station and MC. There was an auto food farm that only worked if a player stood right next to it.
-2-A guy was trying to hunt me down with a gun, which was silly because I had teleport pads. I could just teleport to different parts of the city from Kirby Air Ride. I forgot everything else.

WBTB 3 am.

Almost lucid (frag)

Started I was getting off of a greyhound bus at 3 AM. Found myself at a mall that was some how open. I wondered if it was a dream. I did a gravity RC but it didn't work. Walked into the mall and found a starbucks open. That was weird... So I went in and some old guy was working at the counter. He said the coffee was free and handed me an empty cup. Um okay usually they just serve coffee. I found a kettle of hot water and found what were tea bags. Not exactly coffee but oh well. I saw different colors o tags on the bags and figured one must be coffee flavored. I put that in the cup as well and the water went black like coffee, Memory zoomed into me walking into a guitar shop. I was looking around at amps. that was it.

Talking (frag)

Frag of talking to someone maybe my brother about the previous dream.

Xereniak

Frag of talking to him about something. Can't remember what but it made him mad.

Pretty Woman on Trial DILD 1

I am in the audience for a trial. The defend is Erin Brokovich, though its not clear if Erin's character or Julia Roberts is on trial. I used to have a bit of a crush on Julia Roberts.

I become lucid. I walk into the front of the courtroom and become Julia/Erin's defending lawyer. I telll the jury, "look at her. She is far too beautiful to be guilty of anything". The jury seems to be buying my argument. I say, "I mean, look at her tits! Erin, show the jury your tits." She does this - lifts up her shirt to the court. The jury is duly amazed, and proclaim her not guilty.

Meeting my dream guide DILD 2

The dream ends and then shifts directly into a new dream but I maintain lucidity. I am in a crummy apartment with a bunch of rough Russian/Eastern European looking guys in dirty clothes and wife beaters who are playing dice and drinking vodka. I am listening to one man who is talking in some language I have never heard before and don't understand. Since I am lucid I command him to speak in English, which he does. To test my dream control further I command him take off his clothes and show his dirty balls to some young kids in the room, who run away. I dont watch this because its gross, but at least I tested that fact that I am indeed still lucid.

I turn away from this scene and remember my 3 step tasks. I summon a dream character by looking away and turning back. A small child, elf-like thing appears. I manipulate it, wanting to change it to something else. Again I turn away and come back to it. Now it looks like a little troll, like a troll beads doll. I ask it to take me to my Dream Guide.

We begin rushing off somewhere at light speed - the world is blazing past me in streaks. What is interesting is that I can feel it in my body - my body is filled with what I can only describe as a rush of cold electric energy, a cold shock through my system, similar to rush you might feel stepping under a cold waterfall but with an "electric" element to it. The feeling is palpable, it is real, it is NOTHING like anything Ive ever felt in a dream before.

We continue on for a few moments in this fashion, rushing at light speed, this energy coursing through my whole body. We seem to be traveling a vast distance. I become impatient with the journey and command the DC to skip the long bit and teleport us there instantaneously.

The scene fades briefly to black and in an instant later, I arrive at my destination, the place of residence of my personal dream guide. The cold shock energy is no longer coursing through me. Maybe it was needed to travel so far?

I regain my vision and see... Oprah.

She looks angelic and smiles warmly at me, welcoming me. We are in a small apartment room with open double doors that have a view of the sea. I am amazed. Really? Oprah?

I tell her that though I don't watch her show, I am a real admirer of the work she does and all the positive change she has done for so many people. She accepts my praise.

Oprah suggest I do some exercises to stabilize the dream. I can feel the lucidity fading - I am beginning to lose my sight. I do the spinning 360 degrees technique to try and fixate on my location. I remember seeing a smalll old school tube television on a richly wooden table. The floor of the room is blue, the walls a cream/beige, and the coach Oprah was sitting on was blue/green. I describe these details audibly to Oprah, who confirms them. But my sight is fading. I try to focus on my hands but I can no longer see them. Everything fades...

False Awakening NLD 1

I have a false awakening. I am in bed. My wife is awake next to me. I tell her that I had just had a lucid dream, and she knew. SHe was awake and had seen me looking at my hands. So I begin explaining to her the lucid dream I had and after a few moments I wake up for real.

Basketball party NLD 2

I am emailing with a mysterious stranger. He seems to know who I am, and he seems familiar but I cant identify the person. He exchanges with me in different languages.

It turns out that he is a childhood "friend" of mine. In the dream, we had gone running together in the past, though in reality this is not true.

I decide to host a party at my childhood home. We had a basketball hoop over the garage, and its there in the dream as well. I am there just with my sister and mom (retired) and we begin shooting hoops, or trying to. My basketball is fine, but my mom is unable to throw hers, saying that she is too weak. My sister can hardly do anything but throw the ball at me.

It turns out that their balls were deflated, or missing air. So I take them into my dads old workshop which is right near the garage. He has an air pump in their, which I use to reflate the balls.

Then a bunch of other people begin showing up to the party - all childhood friends and neighbors that I hadn't seen in years. I guess my mom had invited them. They threw their balls around but their balls were also lacking air, so the scene was of deflated basketballs hanging all over the place like orange and black dirty underwear - hanging from lampposts, corners of the house, porch railings, etc.

I realize that I need to re-inflate all of these balls for them but then the air pump machine breaks. I am in the shop fixing it, trying various configurations and knobs. There is someone else in there with me - some guy, I am not sure who. I realize that I am wearing nothing but the small skimpy underwear that my wife had bought for me. I feel a bit exposed.

Finally I manage to fix the machine, and I head inside to put on some more clothes. The dream ends.

Well the first thing i remember is being in a bathroom stall, i looked down at my hands and i was holding onto a small cellphone, then i noticed what i was wearing, some sort of a khakis uniform that looked really familiar but couldn't figure out where i seen the before. I looked back at the cell phone i was holding, i opened it and read the messaged that was on it.

"I'm coming for you tonight, be ready. -J"

I closed it and thought, 'Shit. its one of those dreams, okay lets play then.' I put the phone in my bra, and stepped out of the stall, i looked around and pretended to wash my hands in one of the sinks. I looked up into the mirror and the way i looked scared me, i had my normal long purple dream hair, i was paler then usual, and i had scars starting from both sides of my mouth leading up on both of my cheeks. I looked away fast, i finally knew that i would have to act like the Jokers daughter, i was curious where this dream would lead me so i didn't mind going along with it.

I walked out of the restroom and when i saw other girls in the hallways with khakis i finally snapped where i was, i was in the orange is the new black prison, i smiled big when i caught on, i have been binge watching the show for the past 2 weeks and i was waiting to dream this, but i never thought i would have to play as the jokers daughter. oh well. "What are you smiling about inmate?!" a guard in special uniform asked me. "Nothing, jeez cant i smile?!" i said back sarcastically. He looked at me angrily, "Do you want a shot?!" he yelled. I raised my hands in protest and shook my head. He walked away and i sighed with relief, "3 seasons and i still don't fully know what a shot is." i said with a chuckle.

The next thing i know, i am sitting on my bed and Piper Chapman is talking to me about some panty business and how she wants me to wear them and then give them back to her, apparently she is my bunk buddy cause after saying no to her panty business she went back to her bed and started to text on a cell phone. I was really starting to get bored so i attempted to use my bending to try to excite things up. I tried to make a small flame in my hand and when i felt the heat to rise something shocked me hard on my neck. I jumped with more of surprise then pain. "What the -" i begin to say. "Inmate Cross, that's 2 shot, try it again and i shock you to sleep." The guard from before said. He was holding up a small remote device in his hands and he was smiling at me.

I felt around my neck and notice i was wearing a large metal brace, 'These assholes' i thought. I figured that i was being restrained to use my powers in this dream so i didnt really fight it, i sat back and pouted. Piper sat next to me and i looked at her weird, "Can i help you?" i asked. "Is it true that you have powers? And how did you get those nasty scars on your cheeks?" she asked back. i rolled my eyes, "If you dont get off my bed im going to punch you in the face." i said harshly. She quickly got up and went back to her bed. I laid down and closed my eyes, it was black for a bit then when i opened them i saw a clown mask in front of my face. I screamed and punched it as hard as i could.

"Agh! you stupid girl its me!" Joker's voice said. I got up from my bed and hugged him, "Dad! finally, i was getting bored here." i said happily. I looked around and saw jokers goons shooting in every direction, all the inmates where hiding underneath their beds while guards tried to fight off jokers goons. "Hurry up, make a uh- hole in the wall." joker said to me. "I cant, duh!" i said while pointing to the brace on my neck. He growled and shoved a gun in my hand, "Lets go." he said. He ran out of my bunk and i looked at piper under the bed, "Hey you can come with us if you want?" i asked sincerely. she turned to me with tears in her eyes, "With freaks like you and your dad?! i rather rot in here." she spit back. I sighed and pointed the gun at her, "Suit your self!" i said with a smile, i shot the gun at her but the bullet only went in her arm, she screamed and i laughed as i followed behind joker.

The next thing i know were running through the yard and i reached to touch the brace on my neck but it wasn't there anymore, "What are you waiting for stupid?! They're coming!" Joker yelled at me, i looked behind me and saw so many guard running towards us. i panicked and raised both of my hands forcefully which cause a huge wall of earth to come up from the ground, it towered high. I knew the guards where on the other side so with one big push i made the wall fall onto the guards, it made a loud crash as it fell. then it was quiet. We stopped running and just looked to where the guards once were, and Inmates in orange and khaki ran out from the building and just ran passed us to freedom.

I turned around back to joker and he was laughing hysterically and i couldnt help but laugh as well, we were walking until we heard a gunshot. we stopped and joker looked at me scared, i had never seen joker scared in my dreams before so this was new. I was going to say something but when i tried to speak, liquid came out instead. I touched it and it was blood. I realized i was the one who got shot, i turned around and saw piper holding onto a gun that was pointed at me. She was bleeding from her arm and was struggling to stand. I smiled at her and raised both of my arms. The last thing i remember was hearing her say, "Dont fuck with me."


Damn this was intense for me, but it was fun to play along. Sucks i couldnt kick pipers ass but oh well, hopefully i dream of Orange is the new black, without joker being involved. Once again if you have an questions or comments, feel free to leave them below.

Until Next Dream~

I slept very deeply last night. As such, I didn't recall too much...
1. I had a nice chat with one of my friends in the math building. He seemed pretty happy.
2. I was talking about expired food with some friends, for whatever reason, and one guy said that he is really bad about eating food before it expires.

I think the second dream came about because I keep cooking food in bulk to save time, get sick of eating the same thing for 4+ days in a row, and taking a break and forgetting about it and then it goes bad. I hate it when that happens :V

So my sad total for today is 2 non-lucid fragments = 1 point!

I did sleep 8 hours, and that's the first time I've done that since January, I think. My body is unaccustomed to sleeping that long, it seems, as the last hour was pretty fitful. However, I do feel amazing right now, so I'll try and continue this trend.

Date of Dream: THU 22 DEC - 2016



Thought I'd show you what a nightmare is like... No one to save you from the person that is actually trying to kill you! Now this is not just someone bashing you up... This is large-scale violence and gore! That's nightmares for you.


Dream No. 77 - All Fear With No Saviour
Nightmare!

It started off normally, I was apparently working at Review for the second time in dream history and what was interesting was that during this scene, there was a flashback to that first time. So in this place, the conditions were similar to that of normal employment in waking life. What was different though was the badges we were wearing. Appearently there were three badges of different sizes, some of them weirdly shaped, that we had to wear. I can't remember anymore of what happened in that scene.

So then the dream skipped to some strange looking train station and the atmosphere just wasn't right. This is where the dream progresses into a nightmare. There is some stranger woman of whom I know nothing about but she approaches me, yelling her head at me for some supposed crime I had done... But I didn't know anything of what I may have done. I don't think I did anything. Still, she insisted that she was going to call the police. After a long time defending myself, she made a deal... We had to exchange names. That's when I started running but still she calls out her name, Johanna. I didn't call out my name at all because I couldn't trust her, I just kept running.

Not long after, she was out of sight and I wasn't going to have anything to do with her ever again. Apparently the gates to the train tracks had open but only stupidly when the train took off... Not when it was standing there. This group of people were bound to run after it and I found out that the speed needed to catch the train was somethng like 2 seconds. So I was at the back of the group and at times, I felt like I was falling behind. Then the group actually detoured off the tracks and went down some strange looking alley ways.

It wasn't long in this detour that I lost sight of the group and so I had to go my own way. It seemed as though the further I got down these alley ways, they would become darker and messier. Then it was at the darkest and messiest point that I had a personal encounter with a toll. This encounter I had was with my deceased grandfather and his face was slightly scarred, with a menacing look pasted onto it. I was on the top of this small concrete balcony while he was at the bottom of it, amidist all the rubble, revealing a dark room in the background... Almost like the appearance of underneath a house. So he was climing the concrete stairs leading up to the balcony and as he would come up, I'd push him down as he looked like he wanted to get me. He did this two more times and I pushed him down two more times, with each push being harder. Then at the fourth attempt, he didn't come back up but he wasn't finished with me either. He brought out this extremely long hack saw and was directing it towards me. As it got close enough, I woke up from fright.

Date of Dream: WED 5 APR - 2017



Although this dream is called "Lucidity Quirks", I did not become lucid. In this dream, I was seeking becoming Lucid and the entirety of this dream was about WB trying to get me lucid. In the character list, WB and Dreamy WB are seperate characters... But in this dream, WB possessed real life qualities and had all her "cool" friends with her and then this is the same person who is trying to get me lucid.



Dream No. 92 – Lucidity Quirks

It all started when I was just randomly walking around on the grounds of Camelot Rise Primary School. I was looking for WB as I had something to ask her. When I was in the main assembly area, I saw WB walking from the asphalt area where the basketball courts were. We met just outisde the canteen and I spoke to her. At first, I was asking her some random garble but I actually caught myself and stopped. I then asked her my real question which was, “I've always been wanting to become lucid but have never been able to. Is there some way you can help me?”. WB said that she could help but first, she had something else to do.

She went inside the canteen and put all these cookies to bake in a small metal oven, which was supposed to be at 280 degrees. Just then, all of WB's friends started flooding into the canteen and started to distract her. Some faces I do remember vividly were EL, BT and naughty BB. BB actually came over to the oven and put it on the maximum setting so WB would burn the cookies and therefore would have to start all over again. I caught BB out, telling her off and then turning the oven back down to 270 degrees while watching the cookies bake for the rest of the time myself. I then took the cookies out of the oven when I thought they were done. When the cookies were out of the oven, WB's friends had left and stopped bothering us... Maybe they weren't bothering her but they were bothering me.

When we were back outside, I checked my watch (analogue) and it said it was 1:25 PM. I then panicked and said that there was only 5 minutes before we would have to be back in class. WB reassured me and told me not to worry, she would keep me out of class to bring me into lucidity. I still worried because I thought if the class teacher, Mr G, caught us outside, I would be in massive trouble. So she brought me over to the 5/6 playground, away from all the classrooms, to a private area in between two bushes where there was piece of play equipment that she used as a bench. I was under the belief that I would enter lucidity by falling asleep on WB's lap.

The only thing that happened when I fell asleep on her lap was that I entered a completely different world with her that was even more fake than the previous one. We were no longer human either... We looked like drawings from someone's digital art. I then woke up.

This is Dream No. 92 (on WED 5 APR) and the lucid dream was Dream No. 93 (on THU 6 APR, only the next night!), so maybe although the attempt to get me lucid in this dream failed... Some subconscious process carried on into the next dream.

Date of Dream: THU 27 APR - 2017


Dream No. 102 – Magical Mayhem

I started off in some large room on a wooden ship, the most prominent feature of this room was lots of round wooden tables. Apparently there was going to be some sort of party in this room as all these items began to appear out of nowhere. Most of the items were food but there was other things like plates and cutlery. I didn't stay long for the party though, I don't remember why. I went over to this spiral-like ladder, wrapped around a wooden post, shaped like a log.

When I climbed out of the ship, I ended up going back to my house. I was then in my garage but the difference is that there was brown leather couch in there... In real life, the garage is solely for cars. I was sitting on that leather couch and my dad was talking to me about something, I forgot what about though. Apparently we were having people come over and I had to wait for them on the couch so that I could greet them when they arrived.

After that, I went off somewhere unknown and one by one, these strange, glowing creatures were starting to surround me... Each creature adopted a colour, either red, green, yellow or blue. Once all eight of them had spawned, they started attacking me. I was helpless at defending myself, so I ended screaming for WB louder and more distressed than in any of my previous dreams. She came over a hill in the distance and was quickly walking towards me. She then approached the glowing creatures and one by one, she picked them up and tossed them all the way over the hill from where she came.

I have forgotten the remainder of the dream.

So I was added to spellbee's competition on the 22nd, I believe. However, I didn't log onto DreamViews because final exams suck! And I should be updating this journal regardless of whether or not I'm in a competition, but I suppose now's a good time as any to start again! Anyway, here's a quick recap of the dreams I have recalled. I still have the messy midnight handwriting problem, though. -_-

4/22-23 (Night):
1. I was in some sort of cyberspace / virtual world. A person became a giant.
2. I kept reawakening from this one. My family and I were at a nice hotel of sorts. I can't for the life of me tell if my dream journal says "waitresses" or "mattresses". But basically, someone spilled water and it either got the waitresses or mattresses wet. :O

4/23 (Nap):
1. This is what happens when you're sleep-deprived, which unfortunately was me due to final projects, portfolio work, and exams. While sitting at an uncomfortable wooden desk in the library, I allowed myself to fell asleep and went straight into REM/sleep paralysis. I was conscious of the fact that this was happening throughout the majority of it. My tulpa whispered into my ear and I could feel her breath. Didn't quite see her -- it was like a dream where the only senses were sound and touch. This all took place in about 10 minutes' time. It was really cool, albeit also a bit alarming because I realized just how much of a toll my current schedule is taking on my body. I should be getting a LOT more sleep for the remainder of this week.

4/23-4/24 (Night):
1. I was looking up song lyrics online, and apparently I had a virus or something because one of those "Hot Asian Girls Looking for Single Men" spam messages kept popping up. O.o My mom came in, and asked me if I was "pulling a [something involving a girl's name]" again. I had no idea what she was talking about. My brother defended me.
2. I was watching some films in the animation theater at my university. Some characters included a whale-like creature and some Pokemon. It was really hot in there, but at least the film was really good until the end. They must've not finished editing it, because it was really patchy/choppy.

Afterwards, I had a computer graphics class with my old professor and just one other girl.

And no recall for the last few nights.

And that's it! So that's 4 non-lucid fragments = 2 points, and one WILD = 10 points for a total of 12! These WILDs are real, but they're also cheap. This one wasn't even all that vivid. :/ But hey, it's good considering how intense things have been for me in the waking world.

All this and not one lucid! WBTB 4:30 AM

Guide (Frag)

I just Remember my Guide Victor in a black space talking about recall. But he was saying things in such an abstract way I couldn't understand.

River (Full nld)

I was with a group of people somewhere. forget what we were doing.

FA, Really vivid and I'm on some slope near a river with lots of trees. Some blond girl is nearby and I think she was with the previous group. I wander to the stream There's some dock with some stuff on it but don't remember what.

I go back up the slope where the girl is by a tree we talk again. then I go to the stream again. The dock is now a few boards floating away in the stream. It floats away and then circles some shrubs sticking out of the water. then it comes near me and I grab the big board from the water. I should have been wet here but wasn't. But whatever I brought it by the tree with the girl and she made a comment about it. I laid it down by the tree and fell asleep on it.

Confusion (full nld)

Was back at the place with all the people. But they were all asleep. I heard Chuck Missler talking in the dream and I was staring at a box. My vision zoomed into the box and I was in some biblical setting. People were smashing pots or something to make music. It was pretty modern sounding and I wondered how that could be.

Someone tapped me on the shoulder and I was in the room again. one of the people woke up and told me to shut the music off. I was confused.

River again(Frag)

FA, on the board by the river. I got up and the girl was gone... forget what happened after.

Bathroom (frag)

I was with Asuka in our bathroom. She was over the toilet or something. I forget what we were talking about.

Working. (full nld)

I was at Mcdonald's working at a different store where I didn't know anybody. The dream was long and boring. The most emotive part was when I was on break. I was waiting in line by a kiosk to order food. Some guy behind me was called to take his order. I got mad because I was in line and didn't see the till person call him. Turned out the till person couldn't see me because he was so short. then he took my order.

Hard Boss (Full NLD)

I was floating or flying in something like a video game setting. There ws a path made of colorful swirly things. I had to eat magic carpets made of... Caramel popcorm in order to charge plasma balls which I shot from my mouth. Took me a looong time to eat one carpet, while avoiding a large Krusty The Klown head trying to eat me.. I finally ate enough to shoot some fireballs at him which hit him. The energy bar just barely went down.

flew to the next carpet and noticed it had a tag on it. It read: estimated difficulty 9/10. and the fine print read: This boss may be more difficult than given rating. I went to eat more but it was too hard. I tried shooting some more balls but didn't have enough energy. Guess i had to eat a whole caramel carpet again...

Well the first thing i remember is standing in the middle of what looked like a kitchen? Everything was basically made out of wood and maybe some metal.

I found nothing I could do here so i started to wander around until I found a door to what I hope led outside, I made a small gasped as i stepped out, what I saw amazed me. I was on a snowy mountain, well the more i looked around me, it was more of a village, small and big wooden houses with snowy rooftops all around. It didn't look like a huge village but big enough for a few hundred people. I was just standing there appreciating this dream already, i always loved snow, even though i never got to see it in the real life but this was the closest i could get to it.

Anywhoo I took a left turn and started to walk in that direction while looking around more, there was many people dressed up in winter clothing(which looked like brown versions of water tribe clothing from avatar: the last airbender). I tried to look at what i was wearing but i could only see my usual uniform but i had a winter robe over it, i didn't want to look at my face but by touching my cheek i felt the scar I've always had and by touching my hair i had my long hair that i have in my dreams. Everything was good so i continued to walk until i saw someone running towards me.

"Morning sleepy head, you missed breakfast." The woman said to me, i looked at her with a 'Do i know you?' face. She laughed, "Ey Mija, you're still half asleep aren't you?" She asked me holding onto my face. I snapped as i heard the word, "Mija" and smiled, "Sorry mama, just haven't fully woken up yet." i said with a chuckle. She kissed me on the forehead and just left.

I looked around and what i couldn't help but notice a group of guys standing in front of a big wooden house, talking and laughing among themselves, and what made me do a double take was they had no clothes on! Well they did have clothes on but only Capri shorts and shoes. They were buff and tanned and for some reason they reminded me of the wolf pack in Twilight.

So i went along with that, i told myself they are the chiefs 5 sons, and they can turn into wolfs and hunt for the village. They had high body temperatures so they didn't need thick clothing like the rest of us. (Well i didn't either since it was a dream and i cant feel the coldness but i still play along) Anywhoo they noticed me looking at them and they waved at me, I smiled and waved back then turned back the other way to walk. By the looks of it nobody really talked to them, well mostly the girls, as if they were to shy or scared. Most of the girls looked at me strange after i said hi to them but i ignored them and continue to walk, i was curious and wanted to explore more of the landscape.

I looked around more and saw how the huge white mountains surrounded the village, i wanted to be beyond them but i knew that once i left the village it could disappear when i return. So i just walked to the right of the village where they was an large snow plain area, i wanted to do some testing to see if i could "bend". I moved my hands in a motion which would cause me to earth bend and since i didn't really put much effort into it i could only move a few stones that were lying in the snow.

Next I attempted to water bend and that was easy since i had nothing but water all around me, i was going to try to fire bend but only got a small flame in my palm when I heard a voice behind me.

"Careful you might melt the lake underneath you." The voice said with a chuckle. I turned around to see one of the chief's son walking towards me. And it wasn't just any son, it was the next in line, first born son, well by the look of the necklace he had around his neck. He was tall, tanned, with dark brown shoulder length hair and hazel greenish eyes.

I couldn't help but hear an accent in his voice that reminded me of new jersey, or Brooklyn, the first words that came out of my mouth was, "Jersey" I said in a happy tone. He looked at me strangely, "Whats that?" he asked. I just shook my head and said, "Nothing, but I am going to call you jersey." I smiled, he smirked at me, "My name is Jason actually." he finished. I was about to say something until we heard a loud roar coming from the other side of the lake, i saw Jersey(Jason) take a step closer to the sound and narrowed his eyes. "You need to go back to the village, now." He said in a stern voice.

"As if, I am not leaving you to fight whatever creature that sound came from." I said back.

He looked a bit taken back as if no one has ever talked back to him before. The trees across the lake started to rustle and then a monster emerged from the trees, it was a huge red/purple circle monster with a large mouth, it just looked plain freaky. "What the hell is that?!" I asked shocked. Jersey laughed, "Tonight's feast." He said back, then he shaped shifted into his wolf form, a large black alpha wolf, then he started to run across the lake to the beast.

I kinda just stood there for a moment thinking to myself, 'When he turns into a wolf, where do his shorts go?' I shook my head, ignoring my question. I started to run, following Jersey. I used my waterbending to move the water beneath me so that i can travel faster, and it worked, i started to flow faster catching up to Jersey, who was still running across the lake. He took a glance as i got close to him and just made a noise with his nose.

After fighting the beast, we had killed it, and now taking the corpse back to the village, suddenly the scene changed to the whole village being seated at the outdoor dining area, people were dancing to music, kids playing, it felt like a real feast i saw in movies. The chief was giving some sort of speech but i was really paying attention, i kept looking at the mountains and the trees, but then I heard my name come out from the chief. My attention was brought back to where he was standing. Everyone was clapping and looking at me, I had never been more confused.

My mother who was sitting next to me was gesturing to stand up, so i did. One of the chief's men escorted me up to the chief's and his sons table area, the chief gave me a hug as i got up the small steps, "Welcome my daughter." He said. I didn't really give it much thought because i thought chiefs usually call everyone "their children". But it wasn't until Jersey walked up to me and place a necklace around my neck, thats when i knew something was wrong. I looked at jersey, "Whats going on?" I whispered to him. He looked at me confused, and blushed a bit. "We're getting betrothed." He responded. My mouth dropped, 'Since when did i say yes?!?' i thought but didn't say.

I sighed, "Look im very honored but i cant marry you, you're nice and all but you have the wrong girl." i plainly said. Everyone gasped, and i realized i shouldn't have said this in front of everyone. I felt bad embarrassing jersey so i did an apologetic bow, and quickly left the stage area, i ran away from the dinning area and into the woods, i could hear jersey calling for me to wait but i just wanted to go. When i stopped running, i was surrounded by tall pine trees, it was hard to see in the dark so i made a small flame with my hand to give myself some light, i continued to walk what seemed like forever.

Then i came to a small cottage with a chimney, i was going to walked around it or in another direction until someone open the door, i got into fight stance but then relaxed when i saw a nice lady come out, "Hello there miss, do you need help?" she asked nicely. I shook my head, "No, i was just out for a walk, im leaving now." i said quickly. I turned around but the lady had grabbed my arm, "Ive made some tea and cakes, you are able to come in and have a rest." she said cutely yet strangely. I knew something was off but she said cakes! how could i resist. , i always love dream food, except for that beast earlier, no way i was going to eat that.

I nodded to her and we walked to the cottage, i stepped inside first and cursed under my breath when i saw what i saw. 3 scary old looking ladies which reminded me of the 3 old witches from hocus pocus. Apparently that's what they were because one they saw me turning around to leave, they said some words and i couldn't move anymore. "Look at what we have here girls, fresh meat." One of the witches said with a laugh. I was forcefully turned around to look at her eyes, usually i love old people but these ladies where sick looking. "Sleep." I heard, then i wasn't looking through my eyes anymore, my perspective turned into 3rd person point of view.

I could see the 3 witches chanting as they carried my body to one of their beds, the 4th young lady who brought me inside didn't look like a witch to me but she was chanting along. Suddenly the scene changed to the village dining area where everyone was eating still and my mother was talking with jersey on the side. I couldn't hear what they were saying but my mother looked very apologetic. I was trying to yell at them and get their attention but they wouldn't budge.

Jersey head perked up though, he was looking at the direction of the wood i went into to, and he was sniffing, then out of no where his four other brother came behind him. "Somethings wrong." I heard jersey say to his brothers. "Its Marina." The chief said sternly walking up the the sons, jersey said something to the chief and then he and his brothers shifted to wolves and started to run into the woods. The chief and my mother were still talking and i could only hear parts of the conversation, but from i understood, The young lady who tricked me is the chief's past wife, she was exile for being involved in witch craft.

I flowed back to the cottage where i saw the 3 old ladies starting to get younger? 'Great they're stealing my youth.' I thought sarcastically. i heard growling from outside the cottage and the young lady(Marina) gulped as she stepped outside. All wolves where in pouncing stance excepted for jersey who stood in the middle in human form. "Jason." Marina said softly. "Witch." Jersey said back harshly. "Give us back Alma and i'll consider letting you live." he finished with a growl. Marina sniff backed her tears, but laughed a loud and ugly laugh, "Her name is Alma? I saw her necklace, Its matches yours, Is she your betrothed?" She question jersey.

My attention was suddenly brought back to the 3 witches still chanting around my body, i was fighting to get back into my body so i could kiss ass but it was difficult, the witches could feel me fighting and they struggled to chant. The next thing i know i seeing from 1st person point of view and i knew i was awake, not sure how but i used my firebending to send flames all around me causing the witches to back off screaming, i sent a flame ball to them,which they dodged but burned a large hole in the wall. I struggled to walk to my escape, i was almost through until i black rope circled around my neck and threw me across the room, i was pinned to the wall by my throat, i opened my eyes to see some angry witches in my face.

"Alma!" i heard jersey yell. He turned into a wolf and attacked the witches, i fell to the ground and tried to catch my breath.
One of the brothers(Who i nick named Seth) helped me up and told me to ride on his back, i would usually decline but i felt weak to move so i grabbed his fur and hosted my self up. We were riding away from the cottage but i told Seth to wait, i looked back to the 3 witches fighting the jersey and his wolves but they were using my powers. I got off of Seth and started to run to the fight, they stole my youth and some of my powers, only i could get it back from them. Jersey saw me running towards the battle and growled at me,probably telling me to go back but i guess i don't speak wolf.

I stood there and then started to use water bending to form water around 3 witches, which made them freeze with fear, the water started to glow from my powers and slowly the 3 witches started to age, and i felt more powerful.

The 3 witches fell to the snow in ash when i fished restoring my youth and powers, i felt to my knees feeling suddenly drained. Jersey picked me up and i didn't protest, i let my head fall onto his shoulder and i could feel warmness from him.

The next thing i know we are back in the village and jersey is explaining everything that had happened, to the chief. The chief said he was happy that i was okay and that if ill reconsider my thoughts on the betrothal. I simply just nodded, i couldn't speak and my body felt weak, so i knew my time in this dream was coming to an end.

I gestured Jersey to come closer so i can tell him something, he leaned down eye level, and very quickly i gave him a small kiss on the cheek. He backed up shocked and a red face, his brothers were cheering and playfully punching him as i smiled. The last thing i remember is looking up to see what i thought was the northern lights above the snowy mountains.



Well i never knew what happened to Marina but i really liked this dream just because the landscape was so beautiful and it was very amazing to be there, even if it was a dream, i traveled to a new place last night.
If you have any questions or comments, feel free to leave them, i like to hear feed back
Until Next Dream~

P.s. Sketches of this dream with come soon.[/CENTER]

I apparently miscounted what night of the competition were on but yeah, this is the 11th night entry so no mistake there.^.^

Steve

I was with my younger brother running from something I can't remember. It was night and we ended up in my old home where I felt somewhat safe. Idk why but I walked into a closet thinking about how something has yet to heal that I wanted to heal, maybe healing my brother, than Dawn appears in the closet in realism form wearing a gray/navy sweater with a hoodie over his head and gray baggy jeans.


"You shouldn't be here"I told him in a low voice. "I shouldn't?"he replied back than looked to a gray television in the closet observing what was on it. I saw a anime girl with long pigtails on it revealing some of her chest as she cheered near a mobile suit in a blue sky background.Walking towards the door I felt embarrassed a bit thinking it would reveal something else but personal."Is he still watching?"I thought than looked back at his face to see his eyes turn towards me than back to the tv as if he was taking inside notes about me.

"Uh...I'm gonna go" I said than hurried out and into the living room where the HD television was on. On it was a woman that made me think it was the Antenna TV channel but in color. She had red orange hair in a bun and she seemed like a maid in her 50's."Ofcourse, they've been together for four years, their ship has been smooth sailing since than" she said as if she was confirming a couple's good relationship. I found it somewhat interesting but than turned the television off and sat on the bed. The dream shifted after that and I became non lucid.


I was now walking into a room where people were watching tv in the dark. Noticing that my legs were covered in a strange rash though I hurried to the bathroom to look for a cream. However, I couldn't find one and hurried back to see Steve from Blues Clues walk into the room and sit down on the floor sighing. "No one remembers me..."he said in a sad tone."Aw..don't worry. It'll be okay". I hugged him than got up to get some Italian bread to eat for us but ran into my brother's friend who stopped to annoy me. I ignored him though and than somehow ended up in my mom's car where my brother couldn't remember how to drive and was in a rush.

"I don't have my official license yet but let me try"I told him. When the cars on the street began looking narrower I became lucid though."Nice, I'm practicing driving in my dream. I should do this in rl"I told myself than stopped the car only to have it move up again till I could gain control .I wanted to park it . Woke up after that.

Toy Monkeys In The AirPort

I was at the airport with my mom thinking we arrived at another country but than I lost track of her and saw from an above view that toy monkeys with plastic big heads and tubular bodies were hopping around the airport going about their business.

"I must be inside a dream"I told myself than flew out of the place through the walls. There a pigeon flew around me giving the impression of my guide. "Dawn is that you in pigeon form?"I asked curiously. I got no response though and wondered what form would be my signature animal."I guess I would be a bird too"I thought than changed my form slowly into a small brown sparrow. Flying around content with the pigeon and other birds I enjoyed what time I had left than woke up.

Long Live The Scribe

I was trying to figure out something to eat for breakfast when suddenly my brother comes in and messes up my attempt at making an egg. I shouted at him than the scene changed into the lion king. I'm looking above at a small cliff where Scar is about to push Mufasa off. "Scribe, you think it is your place, do you? Long live the Scribe". He than pushes Mufasa off the small cliff.

I became somewhat lucid than ran up to Mufasa and picked him up. "AWW...That was so mean. Why did the creators have to make scar push him off like that?". I than kissed Mufasa's head somewhat intrigued by how i was watching the scene from within the dream than gave him a big hug. He started to fade a bit though. Woke up after Simba ran up to us and his father moved slightly.

Notes-I haven't practiced driving in a while and would like to do it again. I really want to pass the test already. Also, I was surprised to see Steve from Blues Clues. I was thinking of another Steve yesterday but not that Steve. O.O