non-lucid

Date of Dream: SUN 13 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 738 - Trialling Riku's Voice

I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, it was supposedly at the Glen but then it was a very distorted version of David Jones where I went for some more elevator practice with my mum being there. I wanted Riku to take me, but I couldn’t get him to appear. However, Dreamy SW came and she offered to take me. And then Riku’s voice actor, David Gallagher appeared, and he asked me to trial for Riku’s voice for when he couldn’t do it anymore. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 738
Dream Guide: Dreamy SW
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SAT 12 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 737 - Separated Sections

Dream 737 A - Timeout Military Camp
I can’t remember how this dream started. From where I can remember, I was living in my own house in this dream, which felt somewhat like a castle tower. As I looked outside my main window, the dream went to playing a sub-scene. Apparently not just one person, but everyone that was on the MNW server at the time of an issue had all received a timeout and as a result, had to attend this compulsory camp led by a military commander. The way this military commander was barking orders at everyone was scary and I was so glad I wasn’t online during the time of the incident, so I did not have to attend the camp.

I soon found out that the group would be coming to my tower for dinner, and that I was going to be the one making the dinner for the group. For the first night, I decided to make a meal including chicken schnitzel. Here I thought they’d all be in prison during dinner time and the military person would still be yelling and making everyone’s life hell. However, there was none of this in my place. In-fact everyone seemed to be having fun and were all happy, even the military guy was chill.

I realised though, that once everyone left the tower, things would return to normal for the group; so I tried to keep them with me for as long as possible. I also decided that for the next night, I would make a beef meal. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 737 B - Awakening The Fire Element
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was moping around my house, specifically in the dining room, upset because of Riku always being absent and never showing up these days. As at one point I felt like crying in the dream, I was made to stand still as I felt a pair of arms gently embrace me, which from energy I could tell it was Riku. When he released me, I started to have this radiant deep orange glow around me, and then all of sudden fire burst out everywhere and this Legend of Spyro style music started playing in the background. As that happened, Aqua and Terra appeared behind Riku as a hologram and had the most shocked faces, but in amazement. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 737 C - Twitch Craziness
I don’t remember much about this dream. From what I do remember, I was trying to watch something on EBo’s twitch channel when my brother came into my room and was distracting me really badly. As much as I tried to ward off my brother, he would not leave the room and eventually, he took my mouse and started putting all these weird emojis into EBo’s chat. The scene then changed to me being on Discord server in which weird things were happening. Although Riku was a mod on this server and he was indeed biased to help me. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream 737 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 737 B
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 737 C
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: THU 10 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 735 - Separated Sections

Dream 735 A - The Geelong Chase
I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, my mum and I were visiting family members in Geelong. I was by myself at the time and the lady seemed to be behaving very weirdly towards me, as well her son. Her son was actually the one who was bribing me into doing something and when I didn’t want to do it, he got angry and started to chase me. As I scrambled through the house to try and get away from the pair, I called out for Riku to come and save me. I didn’t really appear, but I noticed a strong energy that helped me to climb the fence to get out the property altogether.

I was now running along the rural streets of Geelong, it was now the lady that took responsibility for chasing me, and was using a train to come after me and try to run me down.

Dream 735 B - Engagement Party
I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, EBo had invited me to an engagement party, as in this dream, he found a girl that he was interested in. The dream ended up showcasing my outfit on me, which was a purple cocktail dress with rippled short sleeves and a long back and short front. There was also a slight hint of dark red pattern on it. I was also wearing some cream heels and moon shaped earrings. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 735 C - Distant Riku
I don’t remember much about this dream. The only I can remember is that I tried to call Riku but he wouldn’t come. I set the template but didn’t type out this dream until a month and a half later……

Dream 735 D - Let Him Go
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was walking along the streets of what seemed to be Geelong once again. Riku Replica appeared to me as a holograph and was asking me to let him leave the vessel behind that I had given to him (based on an IRL fictional story I wrote). I freaked out and asked him “aren’t you going to die!?”. He said that he wouldn’t, but that he would remain in the Realm of Darkness to protect me whenever I went there. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



Dream 735 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 735 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 735 C
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 735 D
Dream Guide: Repliku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: WED 9 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 734 - Server Bullying

The dream started with me on my phone, scrolling through somebody’s discord server. In their server, they had a massive amount of roles for what seemed like millions of people; or at least, it was a very large group. I was original an admin to the server, however with people joining after, like ‘TG (abbreviated)’. There became a point though where Sarah dumped me as an admin, and eventually, went so far as to remove all admins and have herself as the sole one. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 734
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: MON 7 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 733 - Separated Sections

Dream 733 A - In The Storage Room
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was on the grounds of my primary school, talking to my friend, who in this dream kept her old name of PH. As I spoke to her, I was on my way to Bushy Park but waited so that I could ask her something. I asked her where Riku was and she said that he was in ‘that room’, she pointed to the small storage that was at the back of the Multipurpose Room.

I went over into the dark storage to see Riku, just in his t-shirt, sorting shelves. I didn’t say anything but rather waited for him to turn around and notice me. However, he was taking awhile, so then I did decide to say something, though I forgot what it was exactly. As I hugged him from the side, he returned it, but his energy didn’t feel genuine. It was more like he was returning the hug as an ‘obligation’ rather than simply because he wanted to. That’s all I can remember about this dream.

Dream 733 B - Weird Hotel Elevator
I don’t remember much about this dream. From what I can remember, I was in the foyer of a hotel and was going to get more exposure to my elevator phobia by going in a weird looking one. That’s all I can remember.

Dream 733 C - Go Back To Class
I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was in my grandma’s bedroom with the rest of my university class. We were having an Advanced Financial Accounting session in the room. A few of us were sitting on the bed as our teacher SA-O asked us some hard but also awkward questions and expected us to answer them. Even though I was under so much pressure, I didn’t want to answer any questions and so had plans to escape the class.

As I scrambled out of the house as quickly as I could, there was a sensation behind the scenes that SA-O knew I was missing and was now going to come looking for me. I went went as fast as I could down the court, but when I was at the bottom, I realised I had to go back. Riku (in his KH appearance) ended up appearing to take me back, but he didn’t do it very nicely. He had me in his arms but was throwing me from distance to distance like a football. I can’t remember what else happened in this dream.

Dream 733 D - Model Making
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, my family and I were on a holiday somewhere, supposedly in the home that we were staying in. As I went off to do things by myself, I noticed Riku and Sora sitting at a table, doing something with paper, supposedly putting together some kind of model. As I ended up bending some paper in a specific way for my own purposes, I realised those pieces would fit and so decided to do a few for Riku and Sora. There was a scene afterwards, in my bedroom, by myself, but I can remember what happened in it.



Dream 733 A
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 733 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 733 C
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 733 D
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SUN 6 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 732 - Corridor To Shibuya

The dream started with me in my bedroom of the old house, seeming to pick some clothes out of my wardrobe. I then walked out into the rest of the house, eventually being led though, seemingly into a hallway that wasn’t my house. The hallway felt more commercial and cold, as if it was some sort of fire exit corridor of the backstage complex of a theatre. I did end up, however, walking past a small makeshift KFC store, and as soon as I passed this, an elevator door which I was clambering to go ahead of and avoid.

I eventually reached the end of the hallway and it seemed to open up to what was actually Shibuya (in relation to Kingdom Hearts)! However, I was just on my own, yet I seemed okay with exploring the area. The area seemed to have more grassy areas than in the IRL game portrayal, but all the tall skyscrapers were still around as well as the dark sky. When I seemed far enough, I decided to head back to the start, from where I came in.

I then went back the way I came. Down the ‘fire exit’ looking hallway, past the elevator and the KFC store, and ended up right back in the bedroom of my old house. I seemed to be going through clothes in my wardrobe again and the dream ended.



Dream No. 732
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SAT 5 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 731 - The Scary Higher Floors

I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was in a shopping centre that was completely unknown in real life. If felt like it was actually a large shopping area within the CBD of Melbourne. Among all the stories of the MYER/David Jones-like place, were areas for different stock, but within them, some sort of challenges to complete and the higher the floor, the harder and more scarier it would seem to be. There were 7 floors in total; G to 6.

I was on Level 3 by myself, looking at all the stock they had for Christmas, but the event on Level 3 already seemed hard enough as it was, and I was scared to think of what Level 6 would have in store for me. However, my next location, with me ending up back on G, was to go to Level 4. I saw the escalators to get there, however they were awfully steep and narrow and were moving extremely fast. For some reason, even though my IRL psyche doesn’t have him registered as a dream guide anymore, I ended up calling for Dreamy EBo. This was successful as he immediately came in his default appearance of bulls jersey and blue t-shirt underneath. He got into a hovering, sitting position, placing me on his lap as he ascended me in place of the escalator, and then he left me again.

The dream didn’t show much of me on level 4, but rather seemed to skip to when I was back on G after then. I was now leaving the depatment store to go into the rest of the mall where I seemed to speak with people I know in real life. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 731
Dream Guide: Dreamy EBo
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: THU 3 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 730 - Separated Sections

Dream 730 A - Broken Up Discord Call
I can’t remember much about this dream. From what I can remember, I was on a Discord server and was in a voice call with some of the other people. There was one guy’s voice that was really broken up and was actually hard to listen to. The dream then went to a sub-scene that took place in Kingdom Hearts’ Keyblade Graveyard, with the guardians of light except Sora and Kairi. I myself was heard saying that Riku was good as an ‘anchor point’. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 730 B - Destiny Islands Whirlpool
I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, the dream seemed to be playing in the graphics of the KH2 HD opening or ending. The scene took place on the Destiny Islands and some of the KH members I remembered seeing were Kairi, Donald, Goofy, Mickey and Riku. After a short while. This big whirl-hole seemed to open up in the sand and was pulling everybody in, leaving me in a terrified state. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 730 C - Can You Teach The Class
The dream started off with the class from my primary school, plus a few high school girls, un my Year 5 classroom. I was expecting my Year 5 teacher to come in and teach the class, but since she couldn’t, I ended up asking Dreamy WB if she could come and teach the class instead. Indeed Dreamy WB came in and she was seen standing in-front of the whiteboard while explaining something to the class. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 730 D - Singapore Magic
I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was in my brother’s bedroom, talking to him about something. Apparently some of his friends were coming over to see us, one of them being NN who is my friend in real life but was my brother’s friend in the dream; however, the dream changed his name to Daniel.

Shortly, Daniel ended up coming over and despite me knowing that he was NB’s friend in this dream, I was still surprised that both boys were ignoring my presence around them. I ended up going outside and up the court and seemed to be involved with some sort of shoe incident. Going back down the court, there were Aqua and Ventus (KH) in my sight, except they were not friendly in this dream, they were rather hostile and wanted to attack me. With something I did; some weird mascot figure appeared and in a high pitched cartoony voice, it yelled “Singapore Magic!” as I unleashed an attack through it onto Aqua and Ventus. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream 730 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 730 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 730 C
Dream Guide: Dreamy WB
Lucid?: No

Dream 730 D
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

I'm home and there are two pets there. It's our cat and Kajsa has a really big rat with an alien like face. I pet it a bit and I'm a bit afraid that it might bite me with it's teeth that are sticking out from its mouth. We're at an animal park and the big rat is jumping between big logs. We're in S and William and Kajsa are playing by a pool table. Mom and Monica are taking a swim in the sea and mom has an instrument tool on her phone that can detect how much energy your splash has when you jump into the water. Monica get a certain level. I try to beat her but mom says that I'm not near Monica's splash level. I'm walking by the waters with Therese and William. I do my RC and it doesn't work at first. I'm pretty certain it's a dream so I try again and it works. I grab Williams hand and fly away but he doesn't come with me. I fly to the waters and try to relax. Therese was able to fly and she is flying in front of me. She grabs me with her legs and she's leading the way.

I'm in a big house with Albin. He is leading the way. I see another door and an old friend of mine from church is waving at me, telling me to come. I try to join him but Albin says that we haven't got all day and that I need to hurry. I decide to go with Albin. We reach the upper floor and there is some kind of congression of teenagers there. Some kind of political movie is being played but Albin is playing some kind of game on his phone. I watch him playing and another friend of mine comes too. We talk some.

I'm in some kind of big room with waves of enemies coming. We fight them. I think smart and decide to go where the enemies come from. I take them out before they are able to enter and the other wave from the other side of the room (some old feminists) are asking me where their companions are. I tell them triumphantly that I took them down before they even got into the room. The ones I took down are waiting by a window and showing themselves to their companions just to show them that they are allright.

Notes: Really nice flying I got going again. Hope I can keep it up at least twice a week.

1/9/20

I am at my great grandmother's home in Atlanta. B currently lives there and has kind of fixed it up though the outside of the house is grown over with vines and greenery. The house is a single story in the front but two stories in the back, like the basement is built into a hill. She has her living space in the basement and I see her purple bed in a corner. G is with me as we kind of tour around the house. We wander around the house with B. I talk with B about the history of the home and how long it has been in my family. I show her the room upstairs where my great grandma and her sister slept in beds side by side for many years. There's a large floor grate at the doorway that I remember hurt my feet to walk on as a kid, only now it has expanded down both walls of the room like a big L. There are small flames that come out of the grate, I gather it is the malfunctioning heater that hasn't been serviced in years. She almost catches the bottom of her flowy dress on fire because she trips on the grate but gets up quickly enough, no harm done.

I am with G now downstairs in Bs room sitting on her bed. We are watching a program on television, it is like a home renovation show that is featuring the same house we are actually currently in, B is on the tv. They take axes to large twisted bundles of vines that have grown into the house through a window in her room. One of the guys is hitting a wooden doorway with a hand axe and I gather his intent is malicious. B comes downstairs and tells us the rest of the story while we watch the show. We decide to go out to get something to eat before leaving town.


We are standing in line inside a large food court type area that is actually a single restaurant. It feels like a gourmet rallys of sorts. The building is diamond shaped, bright white decor with scattered black tiles, tall ceilings, with counters to order at on each side corner and tables all around in the middle. There seems to be a large column/pillar in the exact center of the room. I stand looking at the menu for a while trying to decide what to eat. We debate where we want to eat while standing in line. I mention I would really like to eat at the Dwarf House (the first Chick-fil-A). Perhaps we will get a snack here first then go somewhere else. The girls have ordered and gone to find a table. I stand for a couple minutes at the front of the line trying to decide, there are people lining up behind me while I scan the menu. It is hard to read and I am barely able to make out the pictures, though I know generally what they have. I apologise to the guy working the register that it took me so long, saying "Now don't be mad at me it took me all that time to decide, but I just want a large fry well done and two soda waters with lime."

He is understanding and asks for my name. I speak it to him but then he motions to a keypad in front of the register I am meant to type my name into. I try typing Noah, but it ends up like Gerold6 on the screen, I shrug whatever and submit it. As I am walking away I gather the workers are allowed to heckle the guests, it's like this restaurants brand, they were joking a lot before and now that I've made a gaff they turn the focus on me. They make an announcement on the loudspeaker that Gerald doesn't have the number six in the name and he proceeds to write it on a whiteboard, while laughing saying people can't have the number six in their name. I shout back jokingly "You don't know that!" The workers all laugh at my response and walk away from their registers holding their faces. I walk over to the girls and B has become S, I am completely enamoured to see her again.

We catch up and I am really glad to see she is doing so well. She seems lively and much more energetic than the last time I saw her. She's even showing interest in me so I'm somewhat besides myself. The girls have gotten their food a while ago and are just picking at their trays and I start to wonder where mine is, it has to have been 20-30 min by now. I see fries fully cooked sitting behind the counter on the metal tray and no one standing around. Then a guy walks out from the back, stands there for a minute or so and then surprisingly notices a ticket printed on a printer under the counter. He reads it, tears it off, proceeds to make my fry and prepare the drinks and walk it out to me. I am grateful if not slightly annoyed by there being so many employees standing around and none of them seem to be too focused.

At a certain point I begin speaking to an employee who I believe is on break. We talk about the type of restaurant this is and how it's set up/how it is to work there and make fun of people all day. He has social conundrums with some fellow female employees so I give him some social advice on how to work it out. The girls go to the bathroom together when we finish our meals. So I decide to walk outside to take in the views.

For some reason I am now in a corporate office lobby with open windows on one side leading to the water. My father and uncle are there, we all seem to be fixated on screens or the windows, I can't be sure. My uncle is leaning on dad's shoulder while they stand together. A worker for the office has spilled his soda on the floor of his desk, he gets up and walks away. He returns to his desk with a fresh cup of pop and takes a picture of it with his cellphone before sitting back down without cleaning up the last spill. This guy kinda looks like Ben Schwartz.


We are all standing along the water now outside. I am still waiting for the girls to come back but I notice there are boats going by to tour the local park. I am on a boat now, thinking it will be a quick excursion before returning. It is a boat car type vehicle and we travel through a park with many coloured birds on the ground and in the trees, they are all smaller like sparrows though coloured like the rainbow. The driver keeps driving and I gather we are going much further than the park. I text G "I think I've made a huge mistake" The boat makes water and we continue down into a river. Everytime I shift my weight the boat sloshes to the side and some water splashes in. The main guy driving asks me how old I am. I tell him and he says I am too big and I need to sit still while we are in motion. I now realize I am too close to other people I don't know and fumble to put on my mask. I pull it out of my pocket and there are many masks all stacked on themselves and it is difficult to separate the one I want to wear. The driver describes the river we are going down. It is like the florida keys for georgia, he points to a map and there is a huge crack waterway through the entire state of georgia. I am far away from where I started with strangers now. The dream ends.

I'm in school and remember that I forgot to hand in the history assignment. I walk through a lot of doors.

Notes: I have an assignment to tuesday. I have to fix it soon. I remember that I had one more school and worries related dream yesterday too.

9th January 2021

Fragment:

(from last to earliest)

Watching, or playing a game like War Thunder but it also included infantry. It was going a little bit wacky by the end of the dream with weird physics bugs. At some point I recall seeing some soldiers from a third-person point of view behind them where they would set off some rockets but then ride them; with the weird physics bugs it resulted in a lot of stuff bouncing around the place and I remember one of the rockets detonated on colliding sideways with a rocket launching flatbed truck.

An earlier sequence, was with H in an alternate version of the town we live in. We went to some kind of physical therapy group and we were both doing the same activities. By the end H was complaining it had hurt him and he couldn't see the benefit as a result of this. I remember saying something about how this being how it always was (for me).

Another part. Half participating, half watching; some kind of mega rally race thing. Two motorbikes in the lead, the one with the greater lead is from the USA and the second one is from the UK; I remember seeing this second bike, it seemingly had no rider and it had a Union Jack paint job that actually looked decent.

There were hundreds of other cars and motorbikes on this race, I recall seeing them on a map which showed the entire circuit - it was a very long and convoluted circuit in a mountainous area - but they were literally several miles off these two leading bikes. The bike from the USA still had many seconds of lead on the UK bike. Vague recall of my dad being nearby?

Initial dream recall hasn't been bad lately but I have been lacking in my DJ entries still; a lot of it is varying just the same as me actually getting up from bed too, seems to have been depending mostly on the sunlight in the morning, at least of late.

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2nd January 2021

Fragment:

Something about being outdoors/in a street and people weren't wearing masks and I thought they should be wearing them, or I felt uncomfortable about the situation.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid FA / AP

At some alternate reality, among a group of friends I don't know in RL. One of us suddenly becomes rich, buys a palace and stops hanging out with us. We wonder why. Then I wake up one dasy with two gold bars by my side and a totally different memory of who I am. I feel like I don't belong in this universe but in some alternate one. I do however remember everything from this one to. I meet my friends and tell them I am not exactly the same person anymore. They think I am pranking them. Next day, same happens to another one of them. Then they start taking it seriously. We go visit the lady who was the first one going through this. We are welcomed by a butler at her palace, she is sitting by the piano and we tell her what's been happening to us. She confirms the same happened to her. But she doesn't care too much, she is rich now and loves her new life.
We however feel like going back to what we think is "home". We have a theory that once it happens to us all, maybe something will follow and we will all be returned to our original selves and that the gold is some form of payment from whom is doing this to us and for what we are supposed to do. Nut we have no clue.

There is a party at my uncle's Carlos house, the birthday of one of his kids. His kids and all his young cousins and friends are there, as well as my aunt (his ex-wife), my mom and several other of his family members.
I am in the kitchen when he sees me and, kinda flirty, asks me what I am doing. I am preparing a dessert and arranging it in a playful layout for the kids enjoyment. He asks if I'd rather let the toys and play some adult game. I ask what he has in mind and he walks me to his room. At first I think he really just wants to talk and is being cheeky because that's his style. Also, his bedroom is a total man cave. He doesn't even have a normal bed, but some kind of a chaiselong in front of a large tv with a console and he was clearly in the middle of some video game. I think he just wants me to play with him. But then he gets closer to me and his intentions are pretty clear. He sweet talks and tries to kiss me. I am both not interested and kinda curious. He is a bit chubby for my taste but he is also good looking and I always had a tiny little crush for him because of his kindness and sense of humor. I am starting to give in to the idea, but then I remember my mom, my aunt and all the kids who are just outside the door and I resist. He respects and let's me stay if I wanna play the videogame anyway. I chose to just chill out and look out the window. The municipal pool is just underneath this building and is full of kids playing. I feel like joining them. Then my mom appears with a concerned face. I realize people were already speculating what we were doing together in the room with the door closed. I pretend nothing not innocent ever happened to clear up the cloud of speculation. I say I am enjoying watching the kids in the pool and considering going downstairs for a dive.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid FA / AP


I am sitting at a table at some coffee shop and a couple tables to my side appears my teacher. I wave and smile timidly and he waves back with a smile to. I then think I have to sit with him, so I ask him if I can sit and he says yes. We look like a couple of teenagers in love. I wanna hold his hands but I wait for a sign. He then asks me how I am doing and wants to know details of what I have been doing. I update him on my work. Then other students of his spot us and join the table. They get in the way of our conversation and I feel like he is losing interest, but then he asks me about the box. At first I have no idea what he is talking about but then kind of recall some girl contacting me about a project of a small box with a few essential food and drink items to distribute in some specific humanitarian occasion. I tell him I offered my help for the project but it didn't go forward due to some cost related problems.