[Saturday, November 3rd, 2012] <I lied in my bed, after stretching and meditating for a good long time. I told myself and whoever would help me, that I needed help having a meaningful dream. Or a lucid dream. Falling asleep- I instantly began to have dreams, just cloudy ones. I woke up after some time. And re-thought my intentions to wake up and not move to enter into a DEILD.> The next time I wake up, completely still. I feel my body frozen and numb. I will myself up out of my bed towards the front end of it. And find my back to the wall. I repeated in my head- "MAINTAIN CONTROL. MAINTAIN CONTROL." But I struggled and got excited and woke up. I rose my head out from the covers and thought- "WAIT, THIS IS ANOTHER DREAM." Suddenly, the darkness in front of me was transformed... into odd colors and sounds. Spirals and fireworks. The door had an outline of light that was separated from the door itself! I got excited again and... <Then I woke up for real.> <Through my excitement, I still fell back asleep.> I'm in a mix of Safeway and Target. I go back with Nathan and Alex to the back of the store. I find a dark corner where no one goes and in the wall, there's a panel missing. I crawl into the panel and sit there for a moment in the dusty old grey... and feel... a strange deja vu wipe over me. I find my old, golden, thin-frame glasses that my Mom's been looking for over two years to find. <fast forward in dream> Scientists figure out how to create God, and the head of the company in charge is talking to the father of "Morel Orel"'s Orel. They're in a dark room with a spot light on their wooden meeting table. Orel's Dad sat there in a dim meeting room as one of his lead scientists said: "We've been able to create women, doughnuts, nipples, cars...the whole works!" Orel's Dad squinted his eyes and said, "Ooohkaayyy. Riiiight." In mocking disbelief. The scientists went on to tell him that he was to receive cars and money and new technology. He owned half the company apparently! I remember a faint impression of being in Nevada or a desert area and I saw large satellite dishes. <fast forward in dream> My twin brother had a book that would allow him to have whatever he wanted. He just had to write it in a blank page. He was mad at me for some reason and was threatening to write me away. I grabbed the book and held it shut, we both tried forcing the book out of each others hand. He tried to cut my hair with a pair of scissors, but I got my head away. I grabbed the scissors and pretended to cut his hair until he let go of the book. Then I ran into the other room and hid the book.
I entered a building with a group of people; kind of dark inside. We all walked up to a door that was tall in height and wide. On the left side of the door, there appeared some slots for change (money). Underneath the door, there appeared to be a keyhole inside of a compartment. Giving the option to open the door with a key. Before the group and I went inside, we were approached by another group of people who appeared to be guards. One of the "guards" asked us to empty out our pockets, or so it appeared to be. At first, I only gave the "guard" my change. He (the "guard") looked like he was not fooled, asking me again. I reached into my pocket to give him the rest of my money. Next, the group and I went inside a room. When we entered the room, there was a tall man with dark hair and dressed in black. This man asked us to put on glasses, and they appeared to be 3-D glasses. For some reason, i was confused as to what the glasses were for, where they were, and why i had to wear them in the first place. Around the room, there were what looked like arcade games from the 1980s. I was confused and did not know what to do with the games. I may have froze energetically. While the group of people were playing arcade games, i was observing what they were doing. After playing the arcade games, the group of people started to giggle like they appeared to be hallucinating. They also had those "3-D" glasses that the man in black told them to put on. I became curious about what they were seeing through those "3-D" glasses. Sometimes after being frozen and defrosting my energy, I left the arcade room and went with the group to an area where an African-American woman approached me. She gave me the money that a guard from earlier, kept for me while i was in the arcade. I did not see what happened to the group's money, nor did i pay attention to much of what they were doing. The rest of the dream was kind of a blur, though I traveled to another dream or place with the same group of people. After the travel to the new dream, the area was surrounded by what looked like a swirly bridge or highway, similar to a city I was born in real life. This place was a lot more imaginative. I saw Dad. Seeing him was kind of a blur, the back of his head was showing. It appeared like he was playing music, yet i did not notice if i knew any of the other members in the band. The group i was with, wanted to get a seat down by the stage instead of down by the stage, which, in my logical mind, seemed like the exact same thing. I was confused. After a while, the group of people took me on a drive up a spiraling road, on a bridge/highway, up a steep steep hill. It felt scary. I did not know when the group and i were going to come down from the hill. I had the strange feeling that i was taking a risk of going along with the group, even though i did not know what they were doing. There was a vague memory of seeing Dad again. Afterwards, the dream faded out.
Oh, I'm making a Tulpa. Sounds like fun, and it can help make college less bullshit. 10.27.2012Dr. No can't get his Thing up (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Pretty sure is a dream frag. Okay, Dr. No, who looks nothing like Dr. No, apparently, based on what I'm recalling on random images, he has ED. Yeah, weird. Dr. No's Thing is basically saying No to Erection. LOL._________________________10.27.2012I can Duplicate Money & Eva is a Miner (DILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm near a brown table, pretty generic, nothing added to make it look a ltitle more appealing. I can make money appear by holding it with my left hand, and then take my right index finger and thumb to flick it around the center. Flick....money....another flick, MONEY. MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHH! Literally. I started out with coins, pennies, nickles, then quarters, and finally dollar bills, 10 dollar bills and ultimately 100 bucks. The 100 bucks came out of random when I was flicking the 10. Then I looked at the money duplicates, and they were fake. Either way, I'm still having fun creating fake money. I'm REALLY into this, it's so amazing destroying the dream economy like this, keep flicking and raising the inflation rate Link! I do a nose plug reality check, hmmmm, can't breathe through properly, or maybe I'm just not plugging it hard enough and breathing in. After a while, I head to an office to the right of me, it's a casual environment, quiet and empty. The carpet layer seems to be a mix of smoky gray and violet. The walls are probably a light gray color, and I stumbled upon Julia Louis-Dreyfus from Seinfield. She's wearing a black office suit, with a white dress shirt underneath. Her hair is tied about a bit. I literally asked her, with a full awareness for once, "Am I dreaming?" She holds the office phone, which is vanilla colored, to her chest, and does a nod. Guess who's dreaming? This guy. Then I finally, for once, get the urge to ask Julia if I can meet Eva right now. She responds, "Um, she won't be here until 17 minutes?" I asked her, "Why for such a long time?" She replies, "Because she's a miner." Me: "What?!?!?" I just stand there for a while, and then started to walk rapidly into some door to my right that led to some dark area, probably the mining area she's in apparently. I lose lucidity from this point, I think, maybe I'm semi-lucid, but whatever. I'm at the mining area, and there's this black cave hole to my right. It has Minecart tracks coming out, and SWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH, in comes Eva. Now I'm seeing things in third person or spectator view, Eva is wearing her default costume from MGS3. I think she's coming close to me, and then wraps her arms around my waist and looks up at me. I look down at her, and I can't remember anything else after that. _________________________10.27.2012Alyzarin and her Vision (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I meet Alyzarin apparently, and she tells me how it takes a while for her vision to come into full color. First she starts out with Red, Blue, Green Vision, and the Purple finally comes in to make her see things perfectly in full color. There's some other thing I did with her, but it was random.
These are fragments of a really cool and long non-lucid dream, which I have unfortunately mostly forgotten. So I remember myself driving in a big street which is in my area, but I was controlling myself with keyboard. I wasn't actually seeing it or looking at a screen, but this experience is memorable. I was playing GTA:SA. So for fun, I stopped i front of people not letting them pass or hitting them. Inside the other cars I was seeing faces from superstars to my teachers at school. Suddenly, I died in the "game". [Dream Skip] Next, I see in my HUD that my money and my weapons are removed, so I go to the casino to recover them. For some reason the casino is a place you take back your weapons and money, not throwing it away! So I was walking through walls and stuff as game glitches and I was ready to air-break, when I woke up!
[Sunday, October 7th, 2012] I was in the grass by the church school with a bunch of kids from school. Mr. Clementz was there giving us riddles to solve for class. He said the answer is up high. I climbed onto of the school building's rooftop, but saw nothing. I came back down and when everyone had failed, he pointed up in the tree. We all rushed to grab pieces of paper that looked like colorful money from the branches. Then we all sat down and someone (a courier) gave Mr. Clementz an envelope and left. Mr. Clementz reads the envelope and hands it to me. I open it to find a $200 dollar bill. My eyes widen in surprise! Later, walking down a ghetto part of town, I look at the dollar bill again... it has Pocahontas on the front of it. + I was in a building in a strange rainy city (reminded me of Deus Ex cities). There were three doors, and the ones on opposite sides were glass doors. People I knew started flooding in from all directions. I saw family members like my Uncle Chris too! Suddenly, the rain picked up and like a vacuum, everyone was being sucked out both of the glass doors. I grabbed on to something and held on. Somehow, I survived and went outside after the wind had died down and I found someone else who had held on too. It was a girl. We both walked down to the Hospital nearby to look for everyone. We got there and asked the receptionist if she knew if anyone had just come in. She didn't see anyone. Just then, someone from the room walked in the door. We had somehow beaten everyone here! (Later, I remember thinking about Alex and a sudden feeling of guilt emerged, the words, "FORGIVE ME" vibrated in my head. I must have had a bad experience in a dream?)
(This is a catch-up post. This dream took place on the night of September 8-9, 2012.) Awake, Non-lucid dream, [Commentary made while awake] I'm in my old hometown, on a major east-west street. I have to transport some large, cooked meat dish from one place to another in the trunk of my car, without letting the juices from it spill all over the trunk, so I have to drive very carefully. [Later, different dream.] I'm in my apartment in Omaha. My parents are there with me. They've come to visit along with SS [a good friend of my mom's], and we're trying to figure out a more comfortable sleeping situation than cramming both of my parents and SS into my office, which is what we have been doing. We wander into the far side of the apartment, where I don't go very often. We walk through a hallway that goes past an outdoor courtyard, with a brick floor and a stone fireplace, and into the large master suite. “I don't come in here very often,” I say. The master suite has a large, unused bedroom and its own bathroom, which solves the problem of sharing bathrooms. We can also move someone into that bedroom. A little later, I walk toward the door of my apartment, from the inside, and find that my parents are decorating it for Christmas by putting lights up all around it and putting a green garland over the top of the door, so it hangs down on the inside and the outside. “Mom!” I say indignantly. “I don't put up fall decorations until the autumnal equinox, and I don't put up Christmas decorations until December 1st!” I start taking the decorations down. My parents and I are discussing the amount of money we spent on my relocation, and how much I still owe them. They are under the impression that I owe them for the car we rented, but I counter with the argument that no, I don't, because that expense went on my mom's credit card, not mine. My friend Jim is in my apartment. He looks very young [younger than he is in real life] and is holding a baby girl. I introduce him to my parents: “Mom, this is my friend Jim. Jim, this is my mom,” and the same with my dad. While I'm doing so, Jim disappears, leaving only the baby floating in midair. [I have no idea how I didn't realize I was dreaming. I did take note of how strange it was that Jim looked younger than he normally did, though.] --------------------------- Side notes: This is the first time I've dreamed about my new apartment since I moved here, which was 1 month and 9 days ago now. This dream comes as a relief. I was beginning to worry about my mental state. On two previous occasions when I've made a change in my life (when I moved into the rented room and when I got my first smartphone - see my DJ entries from July 24, 2011 and September 4, 2011), only two weeks passed between the date of the change and the date that change was reflected in my dreams. This led me to develop the hypothesis: “Evidently, two weeks is how long it takes for my my unconscious mind to accept something as normal and start incorporating it into my dreams.” This time, it took just over five weeks. Time to adjust my previous hypothesis. Here's the adjusted version: “When my unconscious mind has begun to accept something as normal, it starts incorporating that something into my dreams. The amount of time it takes for that to happen may vary.” On a conscious level, I would agree that it has been much more difficult to adjust to and accept this change than it was to adjust to the other two changes in this data sample. I believe that this accounts for the time discrepancy. I recognize several of the other themes in this dream as themes that have been on my mind lately while I'm awake. I frequently think about how my apartment seems very large for just me, so in my dream, my apartment actually was as big as it feels, or even bigger. I really am excited about decorating my own apartment for Christmas, so it makes sense that I would dream about that. Yesterday, when I was shopping, I really did purchase a few Christmas decorations, but I didn't put them up. My policy on putting up decorations is exactly as I said in my dream. My best guess as to why Jim was there is that I subconsciously feel guilty that it's been five weeks and I still haven't found or joined a new Toastmasters club yet, because I keep putting it off.
I am in a place the vaguely resembles Manapla Elementary. We are supposed to watch an LGBT-related video. We contact Pol. I am in a mall of sorts. I am becoming lucid. I am on the second floor. I am checking out a display, or an item. It's a weighing scale toy. A huge weighing scale toy. It is hanging by a thread to the ceiling. It reaches to the first floor. Or not. It is just hanging. I am trying to put it back on the tower on the first floor that is holding it up. The thread is not enough. There are two employees on the first floor just looking up while I try to adjust to make sure the thing doesn't fall. Finally, I let go and hear a crash. I am in the office of the mall where I pay for the thing. I was thinking of paying with card, but decided on cash. I pay 500 pesos. The price costs 300. I buy softdrinks. Look for straw. I find myself listening to what's going on in the "store." There is a least one sailor who is asking about allowance for their ship. I see RV in the bathroom. He doesn't have a t-shirt, but he wears pants. He suggested we buy something together, but we have no place to put the money.
Commentary non-lucid lucid Last night was pretty good for dream recall. I was told in a dream before I started my journal not to go to sleep at my girlfriend's house anymore. This was told to me by a "dream expert." When I woke up, I didn't want to take him seriously but the truth is, my recall is much better when I'm not with her in bed. Still I can't say I would sacrifice the relationship so that I can get better at dream recall and eventually lucidity. Amazon River I was camped out on this river in the Amazon close to the city of Iquitos (This is where a former love interest now lives and interestingly it is the largest city in the world which can only be reached by boat or airplane). There were only a few people there in the camp but many people in the city and many people conducting their lives on the river. Many people were busy but I was bored. I tried to escape by going down the river but I turned back because I was a little scared. My friend caught me and suggested that I take a class in the city to learn how to speak Spanish. 75,000 dollars for a room (table) Waiting in line to go to a concert maybe. It turns out that we are going to have to stay the night in line or the tickets are sold out and we can't go home. We need a place to stay. Inside there are all of these rooms that people are staying in with people waiting outside of the rooms hoping that they're leave so that they can stay there instead. Looked like lines at a port-o-potty at a concert. I didn't think it was worth waiting outside of these because the people would likely stay in their room the whole night. Outside there were empty spaces including cafeteria tables and chairs to stay in. My dad,mom, and sister are there and we all need a place to stay. I go up to my dad and tell him that we should take one of them. There is a Japanese man selling them for the night. He takes me to one of the cafeteria tables and offers it to me for the night for 75,000 dollars. I am incredulous. I go to my dad and ask, "how much would you spend for this at the maximum?" He says 3500. I tell him the real price. We try to get in touch with the Japanese man to make our offer but can't find him. Then I awaken. Former friend, Office, Uncontrollable Driving I see a former friend (MS) outside of a cafe. We exchange greetings for the first time in months. This is a guy who I haven't really talked to civilly since April. He's often in my dreams because in a way I miss him but I no longer trust him and he's incredibly angry at me. I tell him I have to leave, but on my way to my house I see a girl at a cafe table and I start talking to her because I know her. He comes and joins us. Somewhere in all of that, we make a data for a basketball game. We met in the office where I work. It was on one of my "days off" but in reality I'm full time. There were all of these new interns and part-timers getting trained and doing work (including in my desk). I felt that my job was being threatened. I didn't talk to many of them, but one was cute and she was eyeing me. When I got into the office, i noticed there was no place to play basketball. I was looking for MS but he was really not to be found. I thought that I couldn't wait for him forever and that he's probably gone so I decided to leave. Then my high school friend (JR) arrives and walks me out to his car through the back door of the building. As he's driving, we are catching up. It turns out that he was involved in a movie, fiction, a story with themes of a particular conservative political philosopher named Le Fume (he doesn't exist, I googled it). I was impressed but didn't want to ask about the details of it because I didn't want to get into a political discussion. As we are driving, he gets out while the car is still going. I'm holding the wheel from the passenger seat to stay in the lane. Then I realize I need to stop because we're going down a hill and I don't want to speed up too fast. I jump into the drivers seat but it is manual (I'm used to an automatic). I try to apply the brake anyway, but the clutch isn't working. I slow down enough to pull into a parking lot and come to a stop as my tires hit a curb. It is a lot for a park and there is a lake. I'm still wondering where JR is. He should be arriving soon. There are many people there, some who I recognized and they have kayaks. They belong to a kayak club. I get into my bathing suit. My underwear are uncomfortable and I try to take them off in public but someone warns me against it. I get a name-tag hung around my neck with just my name and no summary of who I am. Somebody else gets a tag around their neck with a chicken leg bone tied to it. Then I wake up.
We are walking on this dark street, I think we are finding a food to eat. We are three people I forgot who they are but surely know them well. We came across this many gambling store, this lady on dress who looks like she is an ice cream vendor on her cute outfit rather a gambling master ask us to try our luck. my two friends tried but they failed, the lady ask if i want to try and I said yes. She said that if the numbers stops at 49 i will won 35,000 pesos which is a huge amount of money. and she also told us that a while ago there is a lucky winner of the amount which she named as my auntie. I press the machine and it slowly change from 48 to 49 which intitled me to won 35,000 pesos . While signing the papers to claim my winning money, I quickly think of on how to divide my money 30k goes to my mom and that and the others I will keep. When we are about to leave I saw my uncle, if he knows that I won he will surely ask for money and think of my other uncle's and family member too whom I will share my winning money too. Next Setting : I went to school keeping my money to my bag, and saw my teacher sir leo. he scolded me why I came late to school and my other classmates is already eating their lunch at the canteen. I told him that I went to eat and because I'm already hungry that I cannot concentrate on his lesson, I said sorry and went to the canteen. Next Setting : My brother and I went to this huge house, it was almost a park with a house and the family that is leaving their is sure is very rich and wealthy. All I remember is that the children of that family (a boy and a girl) ask us if we could accompany them to this house. We agreed, they ask us to change formal clothes. We ride with this vehicle, it was a beautiful vintage like car with soft and thick interior inside and a wide chair, the chair looks like a bench and the window is looks like a vintage windows of cars. I told them that they have a very beautiful car. They also have driver, and we are their sitting comfortably at the back while the girl is sitting in front. The boy and my brother is talking, laughing and sharing jokes. I can't remember what they are talking. I ask the driver if we could drop by the optical shop so i could fetch joey's mom eye glasses, we stop at the narrow street and ask the sales lady if the glasses is already done. the sales lady said no. It was a almost dark hour, and i waited for the glass to finish. That was then I heard a loud scream came to this creepy house at the back of the optical shop, the street change in to old looking street with trees and old houses. I went to the house, the car is still their parking in front of the house. I can't remember clearly but their is this old woman on the CR and a girl on her twenties on the only room of the house with a man on her side. She has long black hair, a tall girl who wears a white fitted blouse and an ankle length skirt. she salivate and smells bad. she has this burn on her face that looks creepy and scary. the girl on the bathroom ask us to leave immediately. she keeps on babbling something i can't figure out, she has now a small boy on her side. I ask the boy to leave with me but he doesn't move. my brother is now calling me and the lady is near us. so i run to the door stairs but the lady with a burn on her face stops me and laugh a creepy laugh. She said that its now time to pass this mask to me, she remove the mask to her face. I can't run even if I tried to and she keeps on laughing and laughing and when she already removed the mask she put it on my face and it smells bad. the boy beside her call her mocha, i don't know why. haha!
I only remember two short, not very detailed dreams from last night. Blah. DREAM #1: I’m in a train station. I think I’m trying to figure out what train I’m supposed to be on but I can’t figure it out. Or I miss the train. Something along those lines. This isn’t the first time I’ve had a dream about missing a train, being on the wrong train, etc. DREAM #2: I’m at a grocery store, and I’m trying to buy my groceries. I’m trying to use my debit card to pay for my groceries, but I find out I don’t have enough money on it. I have a separate ATM card for my savings account, and for some reason I think I can use that to pay, but I can’t. I feel disappointed and realize I’ll have to put back all the groceries I was going to buy.
And last night's dream continues! Well, sort of. This one was pretty vivid, too, but it got kinda fuzzy once I woke up. Actually, I can hardly remember specific details now. This time, it was more like a typical video game dream for me; I could only see the screen, like watching a dream in third-person, except I knew I was playing the game (in the other dream, I could still see my room). Also, other characters could actually talk, as opposed to having a dialog box pop up on the screen. I was playing the "new" Zelda game again (see my previous entry: http://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/fenn...a-games-37018/). This time, though, I'd already completed the game and was replaying it because I'd unlocked bonus stuff or something. I was in this building, and there were various traps and things that I had to get past (but I already knew how to because I'd apparently done it before). I eventually reached a glass elevator and went down. Then, I got back in and went up, hoping I wouldn't end up on the same floor as before (remember, it was a video game, so things like what floor I went to weren't necessarily up to me). It went all the way to the top, where there was a shop. The shopkeeper offered me two amounts of money - a larger amount and a smaller amount. I can't remember the exact values. I chose the smaller amount, but then he started yelling at me, telling me to take the larger amount, so I did. I think there was more to the dream after that, but I can't remember. After that dream, I woke up and started thinking about it to recall as much as I could. I ended up falling asleep again after a couple minutes or so, causing me to have a dream where I was in the car, thinking about what I was going to write in my dream journal when I got back to my cousins' house (that's where we were going). We soon got to my cousins' house, which looked nothing like it does IWL. When we got out the car, my dad said it was raining, but my mom claimed it wasn't. I couldn't feel any rain, so I stuck my hand out in front of me and could feel rain. I thought it was a little odd that the rain stopped about a foot in front of me, but I didn't really think much of it. In the next dream, my mom and I were walking down Main Street in the village near where I live, heading for a certain shop (which doesn't exist IWL). We were going there to find and purchase some natural remedy for... something. We entered the shop, arriving in a pink room that smelled strongly of perfume, with a white curtain sort of separating it from the shop itself. We walked past the curtain and into the shop. Inside, the woman who owned the shop was busy giving a tarot reading to a customer, so my mom and I sat down at a nearby table to wait. There were tarot cards at this table, too, but they looked just like normal playing cards. My mom dealt out some cards (all the while, I was just thinking that she had no clue what she was doing) and then jokingly said that the cards said I would pick them all up (there were a lot on the table), but she picked them up anyway. Then, she told me that these cards were wider than the ones back in England, which meant that they had some sort of special meaning (of course, the real reason they were wider was because they were playing cards, which are wider than tarot cards anyway). Then, I saw Makayla, a young girl from my church. My mom said she was here to tell us we have to take my friend's mom (not Makayla's mom) to the hospital, as we apparently had to every day at this time. She asked me if I just wanted to be checked out at the hospital while we were there or if I wanted to come back here afterwards instead. Honestly, though, I had no idea what we had even come here for.
07.31.2012Winning at Casino (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm inside of a Casino, and the flooring is probably a faded green color of carpet rug. I go to one of those slot machines, nice and shiny huh? I think I put in a quarter, at least, and then pressed the lever down. I figured that since it's small change I'm putting in, I don't really have anything to lose. I still had the anticipation, but decided to just let those feelings fade away, and as the machine stopped....... I win $1,000. I look at the screen to make sure this isn't some kind of cock-ish machine trying to troll me. The money is coming out of the machine, and I have $1,000 in my hand. It's no wonder I didn't do a reality check....LOL. The first thing on my mind when I receieved this cash was COLLEGE COLLEGE COLLEGE COLLEGE COLLEGE. I was so bloody happy, my cheeks widened with so much enthusiasm (who ever knew cheeks could be happy), and if you thought that was all? I put in another quarter, more or less, and won $500. I can see why I had this dream, since I was listening to a few people I was eating out with yesterday talk about Casinos and their cock-ish ways into tempting you to gamble. If I could poop my pants in joy a dream, this would be one of the moments. ...................... What's funny is that I remembered this dream because I saw a billboard sign showing the current Powerplay lotto while in Pennsylvania in my trip back home today. And another thing, when I woke up, I didn't remember the dream until that Powerplay billboard incident I mentioned above, I woke up with the feeling that someone took a good punch on the right side of the jaw. I wonder if those men who do punch and do horrible things to you if you do suspicious things in a Casino were in the dream because of my luck with money. Maybe that's why I woke up feeling like I didn't remember anything, hahahaha.
Ok this is probably one of the longest dreams I've ever had... So all I remember is that I was in this parking lot, and there were a few people around me and I had a cell phone in my hand, which is weird because I don't actually have one. Then I was in a convenience store looking for something. I remember at some point in the dream I had randomly gotten $40. So I was looking for something to buy I guess. Then I remember the convenience store somehow turning into a full-blown grocery store. So I went further inside and I remember the things I got. I bought only 2 things, or at least 2 that I remember. A box of Chips Ahoy chocolate chip cookies, and a can of Chef Boyardee ravioli. Apparently it was the last can of ravioli too... The inside of the store itself was bright white and the shelves were shorter than regular ones. So I was taller than them. Some of the items were open, and their contents spilled, too. That's all I remember... It was probably one of the longest dreams I've had, but what I find weird is that I was only semi-lucid. I knew I was in the dream, but I still went along with the "story". I've had quite a lot of dreams where I'm in a store or somewhere public. And in all those dreams, it appears as though the main focus is always to get home. O_o
Date: 04/07/2012 Place: My own bed Time of getting into bed: 2.30am Dream 1 - non lucid 6.16 am I am a young boy again, possibly 13ish. My family are all farmers and we own some considerable land and wealth. My father has recently died in a freak accident, of which my Uncle thinks my Mother is responsible. My mother and Uncle fight, but he remains around the home, does most of the work on the farm and raises us. Soon my eldest brother dies in a freak accident somewhere on the farm. My mother, who appears a bit unstable, involves me in some illegal activity which includes me standing outside a school, and dealing with big wads of cash. I have to smuggle the cash into a building, as I enter some guards try to pat me down, I hide the cash in my pocket, and luckily they don't find it and I get through. Then my mother murders my other brother, by drowning him in mud at the farm. My Uncle is angry and tries to stop her, but she thinks he is after the money. They fight for a long time, until eventually he locks her in a tractor, and she sinks into the mud, drowning. When we recover the tractor, she has left an envelope with my name on it, and inside is all the money they were arguing over (it was £4000) my Uncle seems sad, and I agree that he should be entitled to some of the money, so tell him to come and sit with me while I work it out. He starts talking about how I should buy a house with my money, and that he has seen a nice one nearby for £4000. *There is a fragment of dream here, and I was pretty sure it was the same dream as above, although it doesn't fit anywhere.* I get a card, which says 'Nodon' on the envelope. I know this is from a certain friend, because their email address includes the word Nodon. The card has lots of glitter and decoration inside it, and the letters have been written in brown felt tip, very neatly. I suspect it was 'Nodon's' wife who wrote it. It is congratulating me on something, but is written in a very silly and childish way, with 'Ni ni ni ni ni' written all over the text. It also includes a picture of me, which was taken from facebook, and I think the picture is terrible. I tell myself that I really must not forget to say thankyou to Nodon. Dream 2 - non lucid 8.23 am I am in a room, with lots of rooms attached to it in which people are living / store their belongings. A bit like a ship. None of the rooms are locked, and everyone is out, we are the only people here. (We are myself, little sister, and unknown DC) My little sister steals some jewellry from one of the rooms, and I tell her off, and make her put it back. We pass the room of a tattooist, and suddenly we set lots of machines off. The 2 girls (my sister and the DC) make me turn the machines off because I am the man. I do so. I am carrying around a file with lots of bits of paper in it, I keep going through the paper, checking off boxes and lists. The paper had a bigger role to play in the dream but I forgot it. However I am now going to a music concert, and start getting ready. I put on a white shirt, and the girls make fun of me, telling me I look silly. I go to the gig, and there is another man with a similar white shirt on. I talk to him. Dream 3 - non lucid There is a young girl (10 yrs old?) blonde, and a bit chubby. She is advertising what looks like a bottle of cooking oil. She says; 'If your body is unique like mine (meaning fat) then you need this!' Dream 3 - WBTB / WILD & 2 x FAs 9.34am This is where it gets weird, I woke up, got up to drink a little water, then after writing the previous entries in my DJ, I tried to WILD. Several times I got very close, and had to re-try. The man I am sleeping with turns around and says 'Shall we get up and have some food?' I am annoyed because I was trying to WILD, but I tell him 'Yes, OK then.' It wasn't until after I got up for the day that I realise this never happened. Must have been dreaming. Suddenly I felt the familiar onset of SP. There was no noise this time (woohoo!) just a really bizarre all over body feeling which I have grown used to. I welcomed it, and a few times it came and went as my concentration wavered. However soon I felt it flood my senses, and at this point I 'willed' my body to move. I felt my body sitting up, and leaving my other body sleeping behind. I kept thinking 'so how do I go from here, into a dream?' this was more like an OBE, it felt so absolutely real. Suddenly I lost it, and I was awake lying in bed. I decided to do an RC, in case it was a false awakening. For some STUPID reason, I held my mouth, not my nose, but I did realise I was dreaming and became lucid. I shouted out, 'I am dreaming!' and then decided to try and calm down, however I must have got a bit too excited, because I suddenly woke up. I was annoyed, but happy the WILD worked, so I started writing in my DJ. I put the time as 1.17, but put 1.77 by accident. I scribbled it out, and put 1.17 then suddenly, I woke up for real. It was a FA!! The time was really 9.34 I was so sure that I had woken up, what an idiot! ***NOTEWORTHY*** My family are not farmers I do have a friend whose email address is really Nodon Lucid FA
Last Nights Dreams Dream 1 I had a dream about feeding my birds but can hardly remember it ((REM Dreamer fell off aswell lol)) Dream 2 Myself and my 2 youngest Daughters S and J have been to the shop and i'm carrying 3 bags of shopping. J is on her bike and S is on her scooter. As we are walking back home we see some lads infront of us on bikes. We are walking through an underpass and it's dark. There is a steep hill we have to walk up, I try and push J up it on her bike but it's too steep and I can't do it. We now have to turn back and go through the underpass again and we end up in a warehouse type place. One of the lads on bikes is no longer a lad now but a man, this man is behind me and jipping me and bullying me saying he wants my shopping. I am holding S's scooter and think "I'll spin round and crack him round the head with this scooter" as I'm thinking this his work-mate turns up. The man I wanted to crack round the head is of a stocky build and has short blonde/brown hair, he also has a bit of stubble. His work mate is tall and thin, has short black hair which is brushed back and has a pokey face. The man with blonde hair now says "I need sugar but I wonder if she knows what a blow is?" I knew instantly that he meant a blow job . I really panick and feel sickened that he would say that infront of my little girls. I now grab J who is next to me and I shove her behind me to protect her from these monstrous men! S is standing by the doors so I give her a nod to run away. I now say to the men "here" and give them my purse, I now say "you can have all my money, it's not a lot but take it all" I am petrified that they will do something to me or more-so my little girls. I now take the purse back for a moment and count out £4 and give it to him, he says "I suppose that'll have to do then!" at this point they both walk away, but the blonde one turns back to face me and says "I'm watching you ya know!!" . Me and J now search about this place for my shopping bags. I see a woman sitting at her desk working, I hadn't noticed her there before and thought "why the hell did she just sit there carrying on with her work while those men done that to us!!" While we are looking for my shopping bags I see 2 silver packets on the floor, J says "pick them up mom" so I do without the woman noticing. I rub the packets and feel coins in them and quickly put them back in my pocket. I now look for the way out when suddenly the lights go really bright then back to normal again, then they go bright again, then back to normal again. ((was my REM Dreamer)) I wake up to my REM Dreamer flashing in my eyes
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