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I am almost too embarrassed to write up this dream. I am way too old to be having celebrity crush dreams. But here it is.

I was with a small group of people in a room where Blink 182 was having some sort of party. Tom, Mark and Travis had been getting ready to do some sort of very immature crude prank. I hoped that my presence in the room would cause them to reconsider.

I saw that Mario was also there. He talked to me for a minute and told me that he was going to leave. Something had happened that upset him.

I then looked over at Tom. He had a big burger and was about to eat it. But first he asked this teenaged girl to come over. He pulled off an onion and asked if she wanted it. She gladly said yes and took it and started eating it. I could see her eyes water and knew that it must be a very strong onion. Yet she continued to eat it. How pathetic, I thought. It was obvious that the onion tasted horrible, yet the girl would eat it anyway because Tom DeLonge gave it to her. So sad.

Then Tom looked over at me. He asked if I wanted to eat the (he named a vegetable that I didn't recognize) off his burger. Sure okay, I said. But instead of handing it to me. He took a small bite of his burger, getting the vegetable in his mouth then stuck out his tongue with the vegetable on it and gestured me to take it. I moved close to take it. My lips came in contact with his as I took the vegetable from him. I was reluctant to pull away. I started to, then at the last minute went in and gave him a full kiss. It felt so nice. I then pulled back and ate the vegetable. I still couldn't tell what it was. But I ate it anyway.

I then told him that I wished my camera wasn't broken because I would have taken a picture of the burger and put it on his forum. He looked questioning at me. I then told him that I was actually a member of his Angels and Airwaves forum, and that he had actually talked to me a number of times. I started to tell him what my user name was, but suddenly couldn't remember. "I think it's Twoshadows" I finally said. But he gave me a blank look like he didn't recognize it. "Although, maybe I use my real name on that forum. But anyway, I'll mention the burger tomorrow on the forum so you know who I am now." He said that he would look for it.

Somehow the subject of where he lived came up. He looked at me like I may have been spying on him. But I quickly said "I actually have no idea where you live--only that you have mentioned the San Diego area. He then said, "Yeah, I live in a house that's bigger than....(he paused)....a house. " We both laughed. Then he told me how crazy the construction has been. I said, "I know. I have see the pictures." He then told me how there were these chairs in this one room that his in-laws always used, and how at first he was worried about the chairs being taken out." But then he laughed and told me that after a while the whole room was gone along with the chairs.

And that's all I remember of this dream.

inside a tree tried to incubate outside
there was a huge hollow tree.....and i was inside it and it looked like a house....and stairs lead to more and more levels......and i got yelled at for showing the small children the slide.....and the fort.......and i kept trying to go to the top but kept getting chores to do or yelled at.....it was dark outside when i finally got to the porch at the top but i didn't get to explore for long.......then i had to go to another area that looked like a laundry mat....and i was putting art spray on stuff so it wouldn't smudge.....and this kid kept attacking me......so i had to hold his arms.......and then he said he would stop but kept doing it.....then i was in a place with clothing racks.....and i was finding clothing that fit for people.....and the kid that attacked me stopped when i took off his heavy winter coat.....and then i was in an open space with lots of tables......and people were doing lots of random stuff.....and my "mother's boyfriend" got pissed at me and threw a hand held electric saw at my face and then another at my arm and it cut me.....and i ran out and blacked out when i got outside the building/tree (different from normal nightmares/dc more actively harming me rather than making me watch horrible things happen to people i care about)

cat fight
i was with my best friend at the home i grew up in.....and we both had kittens....and i had to level mine up to beat the other kitten with a bunch of random stuff.....like play doh to represent earth....and a tomato......and spring water (from a bottle)...and then it was orange with spots on it and a bit larger than a house cat.....but i couldn't find the other thing.....and woke up because it was loud in my apartment irl

note: xanax

Thoughts | Non-Lucid | Lucid | Techniques/Aids

Oct 31 2012

3MG Melatonin, 200MG B6

I was in collage. I got on the wrong bus but I decided to just go there instead. Some friends joined me. One said are we going to Minnesota or Missouri?

I find a bookmark with my name on it. I says my name means "Moxology" the study of words. I tell my wife and look for her name.

I am playing golf with my bro and Gilmore from work. I know I am not a golfer so I use some sort of augmented reality technology to help me golf. I line up a cursor to the play I want to tee off from. And then I take practice shots. The computer corrects my posture until I get a perfect swing. No one else can see the augmentation and they get a little jealous at how well I can golf.

Nov 1 2012

3MG Melatonin, 200MG B6, 1 Benadryl (allergies)

Super sleepy all night. I passed out before I could do SSILD or even notice HI. I slept past my WBTB alarm and 30min later I woke from the dream below. The thought of doing a WBTB make me cringe so I skipped it. I thought to do SSILD but was gone before I could try.

I am with my wife sitting at some fast food place. There are children singing for a TV show similar to Barney. I one kid has my same name. I look at him closer and see that he is the child version of me. I am shocked and walk over to meet him. He talk a bit. I don't remember what all was said but one thing. I asked him what his moms name was and he said "Ellenona". At that, my wife bursts into laughter. I smile at her but say nothing.

I want to shake his hand. When we make contact I brace myself because I fully expect a paradox in the space time continuum thus causing the universe to collapse on itself. Sadly, the only thing that happened was a mild sensation of energy passing between us and then the boy no longer looked like me.

He now has ginger hair and looks at lot like an imagined future version of my son. He sits down at picnic style table another the other child actors. There is a brunette woman speaking to them. She is explaining why the show has to be canceled. I see tears and expressions of heartbreak on all the kids faces.

Bit of a late entry this but can still remember some of my dream from last night. It was like I was in a university dorm and I'd sneaked into someone's room while they weren't there. I think I was with someone and we were nervous the person would return but while they were gone we stole some weed & hash laying around. It was like a stealth mission and we had to get out before they returned.
I can't remember much else except that we got out with the weed & hash without getting caught then suddenly I was with a girl who I think had seen us coming out of this guy's room and we started making love with her on top, then I woke up!

Nov. 1, 2012
10:00-7:00

Dream 1
I was in school with many of my friends. I mostly remember Jy. Her and her boyfriend were together a lot in the dream. I tried to get her to be my girlfriend, but she obviously didn't want to. I felt guilty about trying to tear her and her boyfriend apart because I think in real life that they truly love each other.

Dream 2

I was trying to hack into Steam to get the game Borderlands 2 for free, along with many other games. I ended up succeeding, but in the end, I tried to give the games back out of guilt. Steam didn't want them back.

Dream 3

I went upstate with my dad. We went to a Home Depot there together to get a bunch of random stuff. We ended up buying a new property and turning it into a farm. We bought a trailer and lived in it. We also got a big green John Deere tractor. We were very successful with it.

Oct. 30, 2012
10:00-6:00

I went to a much larger school than the one I currently go to. There were many more people there than there are at my current school. Everyone I go to school with was there, too.

There was a prom dance that night in this larger school. It seemed as though everyone was going there with someone except for me. Also, everyone had a camera and they were all taking pictures of each other for some reason.

One of my old friends was there. His name was T and he currently goes to a different school.

Those are all the details I can remember. I think the dream ended after some time at the dance.

Its been a more than a few hours since I've dreamed so I cant recall many details, ill try my best though.

First Dream consisted of me rushing outside with my backpack trying to catch the Bus to school. I knew I had to walk a few blocks and it was probably already too late. I saw down the street another bus picking up some kids, so I began to run for it in hopes of catching it. The bus ended up pulling off before I could make it and I was left stranded. I started to run towards where the usual bus-stop is but I stopped midway as I saw it already leaving. I woke up shortly After.

Second dream I found myself with a bunch of allies that I cant remember who they were exactly but im pretty sure they were some Super heroes (Either X-Men or a random selection of any kind). We were fighting off some regular bad guys and I recall having a sword and some acrobatic skills to compliment. At one point all that was left was this huge menacing looking dude who I cant remember any physical details of except he was bulky and tall and may have had glowing white eyes. I do remember that I had these pieces of paper with me that told me his name was Androinemon. If you haven't guessed it he was an Android and no matter what we threw at him, he would not go down nor get hurt. I would run up to him and do a flashy kicking move followed by a sword slash but he would just push me and Id go flying (Didnt hurt me though). The rest of my team would stay at a distance and shoot any kind of powers they had without any effect on him. He was a slow walker but eventually he pushed us to this field where we called in an extraction to get the hell out. I picked up another paper that had different weapon options on them and all I had to do was touch the option I wanted. At first I chose a fire ball to spew out but it didnt phaze him, then I chose an Airstrike that I had to keep my finger on the paper and guide a lazer to him and keep it on him until the airstrike sound got closer and closer. A missile landed right on his chest followed by an explosion that knocked me and some of my allies down. One of the allies or I think the pilot over a walkie talkie shouted "Extraction in T-minus 2 minutes!", we were desperate at that point and realized we couldnt make it any longer so I made the decision to activate one of the options on the paper. Im pretty sure one of my allies knew what I was going to do and he shouted at me not to. But it was too late, I chose the option to turn us all into infants and as soon as I pressed the button the entire dream went white and I found myself in a familar bed. I was an infant on the bed and so were the allies I was with. The android we were fighting was also a little kid and he no longer wanted to hurt us. A few more things happened that I cant recall but I woke up around that moment.

Last dream I had, I was in the cafeteria of my old Elementary school and I was, I would say a fourth or fifth grader again. I was in line in the cafeteria waiting for my food and im pretty sure I had conversations with some people but after that I remember clearly getting my backpack from a place kids put their bags in. I was afraid someone stole something from me because I didn't recall ever putting my bag in there. When I checked it and it was fine, I woke up again shortly after.

Dream - Lucid

I was at work, ringing people up. The store looked a bit different than it does IWL. The store was dim; many of the lights had been turned off. There weren't many people inside either.

A customer kept coming up to my register over and over, a really sweet, chubby woman with her short hair pulled back into a ponytail. She was wearing a black shirt with a hot pink collared one underneath. She would come up and talk to me for a little bit, then go and keep shopping. She did this 3 times or so before she was finally ready to check out. She only had two or three items. As I was sliding them over the reader to scan the barcodes, I asked her (one) of the required questions:
"Would you like to open a charge card with us? I can save you up to 30%."
I thought I saw her shake her head no, but when I said "no?" she said yes, she did want a card. I got excited, since so few people say yes to that question, and, as a store, we have to get so many a day.
"Yes! Great!!" I said, feeling like I had shown my excitement a bit too much, and started to explain the process to her. I got it so she could fill out the app herself on the pinpad. She talked to me as she filled it out.

Then, when we submitted the application, the computer shut down! Oh crap. The app was lost, and we'd have to start over again. The computer came back up with this desktop background of what looked like a sunset on a dock where some sailboats were tethered. The program then came back up, and we started the app over, this time, with me doing it on my side of the register. She didn't seem too upset about it. She was still upbeat and smiling. She was telling me about some vacation she was going on. I looked at her driver's license and filled out the app, which looked a bit different than it does IWL. It asked me the same basic questions, like name and such, but instead of the questions being listed from left to right, they were listed up and down.

I got to the end of the app, and there were some weird questions that seemed to be quizzing me on my customer, like where she was going on vacation and stuff. I just kept talking to the customer and tried to think of the answers, and eventually, I had to just make some up. I went back to the top of the app to have the customer type in her SSN, but the box for SSN had disappeared completely. Ugh...now it probably isn't going to work again, but I hit submit anyway.

And of course, it didn't work. The computer froze for a second, then brought me back to the screen where you ring things up. UG09w3urp9ouhwe98hdg. This poor lady...and she was being so patient! I told her that the app stuff was being glitchy, and I'd just give her the 30% off anyway.

Then, suddenly, we were on a beach. The cloudless sky looked as if the sun was rising; it was painted with soft pinks and blues. We were standing at the mouth of a cave, overlooking the beach. The water seemed calm; it was beautiful. I plopped down in the sand, laying down in it on my back. I said
"This is the life, huh?" to the customer, and she seemed distracted, like she was ready to be done and out of the store. Can't say I blamed her; she had been there for forever.

We were then back in the dim store, and a couple of other women were there, trying to get the app thing to work for my customer. One of them was a manager, the other, a cashier like me. I told the manager that the app thing wasn't working. She went back behind the counter to take a look.

~

I was then in the dim store again, and an older, taller, thinner lady with short, grey, permed hair came up to me and said she wanted to exchange one earring. I asked her what was wrong with it as she handed the long, dangly, earring beaded with turquoise to me, and she started going on about how it was supposed to hold the key to her thong. Ok. Right. So I told her about the even exchange policy, and asked her to find another pair of equal or lesser value. Her husband was then there as well, and said she had already found the replacement pair. They were then handed to me. They were supposed to be the same earrings, but they looked more like chandelier-style earrings than the long, dangly one she handed me at first, though they still had the turquoise.

There was a point in I think the first dream, or a dream I don't remember anymore, where I was lucid for like 10 seconds, but I lost it.

In my dream, my sister is having nightmares that seem to get worse when I'm there. We are both on a bus, and we start out talking and as I glance around, everything seems fine and the bus if filled with cute guys. Suddenly I look over to my left and there are three sinister men wearing black suits and shades. I am unnerved and mention them to C, but as I turn around to mention them to her I realise that the cute guys from before are gone and behind us there are more frightening men in suits. One of them sits down beside me and I jerk away. I see that Cathy is terrified and for some reason I am too so I suddenly wish a trapdoor would just open up under us so taht we could escape; and it does, making us tumble out onto a wide, black asphalt road with tenebrous forests on either side. By this point I've realised that C is afraid of the dark, and she's made me afraid too, so I think "Sh** this is black too" and C screams as another man dressed in black appears by some shrubs.
-x-
The next thing I remember, C is holding my DS and with it is trying to eject me from the nightmare/game/whatever I thought it was. She seems distraught and adamant about getting me out of the game/nightmare. I step onto the DS and the next thing I remember I believe I have woken up but am still in the dream.
-x-
In the same dream, I am in another of C's nightmares which starts out fine, in a jungle with colourful and zany creatures in it. C suddenly tells me that she fears sheep and as I look around for sheep in the jungle, sheep are there. Small ones, large splayed ones, colourful yet malign sheep hybrids. The quantity of bright disorientating beings around me multiplies as we run, making me feel ill and feverish and inducing fear and the belief that I am making this nightmare worse by being in it. I whip my head around and come face to face with a dingy, yet also sickening neon green, purple and blue zombie girl. The shock makes merealise that I am dreaming. Yet I am still terrified and cannot seem to banish the creatures. C yells 'I know!'and we keep running until the surroundings melt ito white; I am too disorientated to pick up details. My DS is on the floor again and C is agitated and tries to force me out of the nightmare with the DS. I wake.


I normally don't update my DJ but this is a rather significant dream for me. This is my first nightmare in years; I'm not sure if I should class it as a nightmare or not because I don't know what a nightmare should feel like and I did awaken feeling a bit frightened.

I would love some outside opinions on analysing the dream.

Notes:

I have also had other dream fragments that are unrelated to this dream.

C told me once that she used to have frequent nightmares as a child and she was able to naturally lucid dream and instead of trying to control the dream, she would use a red button on her wrist to escape and awaken. I think the DS console was similar to that button defense mechanism and it was brought about by C being in the dream and my mind remembering the comment she'd made about the button on her wrist, and as I've not had a nightmare in years I think C was a guide for me and helped me to escape.

C's (and my) fear of black, although odd is not irrational and could have been caused by my darkening my room before sleep last night rather than leaving the shutters open and it was unnerving. The fear of sheep, however, seems completely irrational as I'd never been afraid of them in RL. The Bus could have been brought about because the night before I had taken a bus with my two sisters and C's boyfriend at night, and I realised that public transport was so stifled and lifeless, with the people on the bus not acknowledging each others' presence, but I also thought it was very relaxing. The fear of the dark could also be due to the fact that I had gone trick-or-treating last night in the dark and cold and on occasion wondered if I was dreaming; an odd occurrence seeing as I've barely been doing RCs and so have not had many LDs.

I think C could be the side of me that is afraid of things, and that is why when she became frightened by the black and the sheep I subsequently became frightened too.

I would love some opinions.
Thanks,
Amanda (14)

I was i some place, inside a house, outside was war, or perhaps something in that vane, i sad to my companion, that i had to meet my brother (i colled him before), i told them, that he could held us with his skills. than i looked at the clock, and saw that it was already ten o'clock and i was supposed to meet him at nine in Liesing. i could not call him for some reason...

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Driving down in a buss, where i used to live. I get out, to look at a restaurant which obviously had opend in a home for handicapt people. i went into that restaurant and in seemd somehow suspicious, there was a tank with a lot of fish, i somehow landed in it and i swam with the fishs, i saw some of them die, actually there where two tanks. and then there where small whales, i thought, they caught them unintentional, and they had no use for them, i felt really bad for them, because they semmed to suffer here.
then i got some food from the restaurant, but i did not pay for it, i thought about the not paying, but i thought the make enought mony, so i drove with the plate in the buss.

1. I was an ant and our colony was being threatened by a forest fire. We were upset because the only guy who could stop it, some CIA guy, had been brainwashed or something and we were helpless.

2. I was at a SEGA business meeting.

3. I was down at our shop and I was listening to some music. I had my earbuds in and then my boss asked me to take them out for a minute. I took them out but I could still hear the music perfectly fine, and it was drowning out my boss. (I think my earbuds were still in in real life)

4. I was having school at my house. First period was at the house, and then I had to run down to my locker (at the shop on the other side of our farm). I was amazed that I had usually been able to do this, and it almost made me lucid. however, the bell was about to ring so I was in a rush and didn't really notice. Then I realized I was forgetting something and went running back. I had this very strange speed limiter problem like usual though. No matter how much work I put into moving... I just can't physically move my legs much faster than walking. Anyways... I was in the 'hall' (the middle of our driveway) and the bell rang as I was headed to next period.

5. There was this random humming bird thing in our backyard that turned into a dog and I went outside to pet it and play fetch or something.

6. Someone was wanting to make another Sonic cartoon based off the second game, or this upcoming project, Sonic 2013. (hmm... I wonder if this was a prophecy of things to come??? hehe )

Well, that's all I had last night.

See ya

So today was halloween. tried meditating earlier but felt strange, and was compelled not too. I suspect tonight could possibly be a night for sexual attacks but hoping for the best. Today I ate raisin bran cereal, cheese and crackers with turkey, and this little pasta packet with a tomato based power which I add to with cilantro jalepenos limes and avocadoes with tortillas. Very healthy, I think, except for the possible gmo pasta. I dont really like eating much. Had some tootsie rolls though. And doritos. Couple glasses of water as well. I met my mom's boyfriend with friendly eyes for once today, finally getting over my stupid reasons for not liking him. Thye were cleaning the garage for my house which is awesome, really needs a clean. Hopefully the etheric spiders that were in there were cleaned out. Oh I just realized, i had a dream about october today actually, halloween, and really gross spiders in my garage. ew dubstep spidrers. apprently a friend I met over the internet named loohan cleaned them out though. i hope so. I felt a ship in the skies but apprently there wasnt one or maybe it was cloaked cause an hoour later it was in the sky. Its pretty awesome seeing those ships now. Anwya played agame of league of legends and now Im going to sleep. Will come back if I have any dreams.

3:18 am cleaning ups ome shit

Cant remember much. I just remember being in an expanded and altered version of my home. I remember telepathically explaining my situation to a ET spaceship outside my home, I think they agreed to help. This was before I fell asleep.
While falling asleep I remember I think they were helping me battle ogf something from my various spirits, Something important happened with my friend zach but I dont quite remember... I think he was just feeling really negative about something with me. I wish he would just let go. One of the later parts that I remember is that I am in that expanded version of my home with my uncle david. We are fighting each other, but he seems to be acting as akind of mentor at the same time. He was givging some kind of lesson about power but a lot of this stuff is coming to me really fragmented, its hard to remember. I end up beating him and then something happens with weird random people showing up in my house. They keep telling me to do something but I think I was ignoring them, except for one request which I found ok to follow. I hear a very pronounced statement from my friend karyna talking about something about paying attention right now but she kept saying it a lot and kind of strangely I guess? I dcould barely hear what was going on. Then things started to get weird. Im at what looks like some lava pits. Someone was giving me a lesson on the mechanics of positive and negative yang aspect of this universe. On how it keeps balance. Then he showed what looks like how people (i percieved them as video game cahracters) were tyring to leave hell( the lava pits) but would gte punished, smited somehow and then thrown somewhere else. I saw this as an example as the first guy getting lazered somwhere else while trying to climb ot of the lavapts. another cahracters was presente tome as the video game cahracter sivir from league of legends. She was able to fly by jumping from metal pole to metal pole out of the lava pit but apprently it was really difficult, I heard a voice tleling me she might fail. but sivir ends up getting out barely even though at the end she just barely missed the jump to exit at the end. They gave her a chance ,reset like the last seconds, and let her make it out. I think this was a memory of these et's trying to help get different aspects ofm yself out of these weird places theyre in. Either that or they are showing me whtat other people are going through. After that sivir scene I m at the bridge where sivir made it to and htere was various goblin races from the game world of warcraft.

ugh im trying really hard to try and remmeber what happened at my house. I remember seeing some girls who I dont really know and achieving some kind of hyper time state. some kind of power was restored to me through the pla of events that happened there. Maybe ill rmember more when I wake up in a bit.
back to sleep


9:33 am alot of success

Ok s o ihad a lot of success this morning. Fro mwhat I remember I was at this weird apartment place fro mwhere I remember being before. I was staying there. There was a cop outside the frrotn door who was supposed to stadn guard. I was walking aroudn the house making sure evrything was safe. I knocked on the front door window to notify the cop I saw him. Not long after someone broke into a window upstairs . Thye had weapons and I was exposed in front of the door so I couldnt notify the cops. Someone got hurt in the house and I tried to break open a window on the side of the house to jump through and notify the cops but that wouldnt have worked out. Apparently the cops were notified and helped secure the situation. Afterwards eveyrone who was there was just talking and happy that everything went better tha nexpeced. I talked with a girl who I had a strong sexual attraction to. From there I was taken through on this road pertainting to my aunt and cousins in california. They were driving and I was jsut trying to pay attention. They were talking about artificial things. Anyways we're driving and then we get to this big parkinglot. We all get off and I start walking towards where we were supposed to go. All of a sudden all these people appear on the parking lot, it looked like a photo shoot. A lot of pretty girls were there. My cousin corine was there too so Iwent up to her to talk. She was dressed with a lot of make up and extravagant clohting, she looked kind of different but I could tell it was her. She said she was supposed to be some kindo f geisha. i told her she looked pretty but I didnt like some aspects of the costume. I rmemeber feeling kinda paranoid aat the same time. Anyway I start walking with this group of people. We collide with a nother group of people but I use my abilities to phase thorugh them so we wouldnt bump into each other. Apparently one of the guys tried to spit at me. I grabbed the spit with my mind, twisted and flaunted it around a bit, and threw it back at him as he turned away. He got all his friend (tey were playing some kind of sport) and got them to all try to spit at me at the same time. I tried deflecting all of them but it was too much and I got all wet. Someone girl ame to defend me and told them I was a good kid and ther was no reason to start fighting. Here is when it got good. She was talking to someone but from her hands she slowly showed me this doorway into the infinite. I think she was trying to see how I I would react, to see if I as ready. It just looked like , where her hands opened, there was a really white landscape with golden eyes in a golden ratio spread through th e little white space. it looked beautiful. There I became really aware and could tell I was suppoed to try and enter the white space. I remmeber getting anxious and saying wait wati wait im not ready and closed my eyes. But then I thought about it and said "well ive been trying to reach this point for a while now, might as well just see it" so I opened my "eyes" (it was my non physical eyes) and right now im leeping in front of a balcony door so whenat I saw was the balcony door with the the same white space wtih golden eyes background waiting for me to enter it. I focused my attention on it to see what would happen. Instantly I felt it almost engulf my awareness and i felt almost the most incredible sexual feeling. Im sure this is that nirvana peopel talk about. It was really intense though. I almost just like expanded into infinity lol. I couldnt stay focused on it though, it was too much. SO i toned it down and just let myself download whatever information it needed to make the nxt time it happens easier. tTHe sexual feeling was amazing. Just like aa really golden fluttery feelingin my pelvis. Im sure that is myself aligning with the god source. My creative center making some kind of alignement. I tried just letting go into the white light but I couldnt, so decided to just try to sleep. I made sure I clsoed the doorwway first, I didnt want to confuse that divine sexual act with another and gte caught with that sexm onster again. Anywaythe next dream occurred when apprently I was withm y dad and a friend karyna. We had driven to some parking lot which what looked like lowes. Yea deifnitely lowes. Everything felt really e xpanded and msytical. My dad went into the store but I was still wlaking with karyna. but I started to get confused. Is tarted to, unconsiously, do something which made a voice come to me and say " stop, why would you do that" it was a female voice. I almost, again, unconscionably just flew away ignoring her voice but I become more aware and was like "wait, why would I run, I want to clean myself of evil, not perpetrate it. " At this point I got confused though and couldnt decide who was right or where the voice was coming from. I knew I was about to do something dumb and couldnt discern what the fuck to do. Should I listen to karyna or should I listen to the voice. Thats when I decided to jsut stay in place and liste nto the voice and she jsut said " you're not a bad kid, remember that. Why would you put people into evil mind loops if youre good.' i know mind looops have been a big part of this for a while so im guessing that just had something to do with someone else I know. Although maybe I have ben unconsiouly doing it myself to other people. All I know is that with the help of that voice I reassured myself that I wouldnt do that to people. I remember thinking " but I dont do that" but just let the whole situation go entirely anyway to better myself. From there I was taken to this house with a creepy looking front lawn and a gate. I went into the front door and it closed behind me. There was a video screen in front me me showing some kind of creepy video tape. Some dark looking poeple were in it. I got scared because in the video tape they lock the door with multiple locks and that door started to look like the door that i just entered. I was like fuck that and looked for the power button on the dvdd player. The player was upside down which idk represents my stupidity for not looking at the tape and being paranoid or becasue I really was in a bad situation. nethertheless I opened the door before it could lock and left the house. everything was in the same place as before outside the house. I think its a house on the street where my aunt becky lives.

I think aI woke up at that point. i truend my body and tried to go to sleep again.Some stuff probably happened butI wasnt aware until I was in this school lokoing/ library place. They were putting new books up by bill cosby. I rememebr thinking they looked interesting and asked someone nearby if they would read that book. They said yea. I think I tried stealing the bill cosby book. It had like 3 book covers on it though so I ook them off one by one. It turned into a really cool spider man comic. i almost walked off with it but thought about it before I left and was like man I shouldnt be stealing, especially a spiderman comic book! so I just went back and apologized in m ymind at the library guy that was there and returned it befffore anyone supposedly noticed. By then all my family members started to enter and th elibrary place started to look more and more like my house. Alon with other of my familie's houses. I knowm y uncle carlos was there, my aunts, my mom. M yaunt from california, elia, was there. I've always thought she was pretty and she was saying something without much substance though. Anyway I start talking to my cousin elton ad nsteven and his sister is there. I told him Ive almsot htought him to be my favorite cousin. He just smiled. Oh yea I remmeber when I looked at elia I held back some weird paranoid angry feeling. i was doing a lot of telekinesis just for fun. Like moving food around. I moved some waffles to this toaster/blender ting which was weird and asked my cousin tito to heat up the waffles please. He set them to heat and I continued to talk with family. it was a really happy feeling. it was weird at some point that girl that played mary jane in the first 3 spider mans was there. I felt kind of smitten by her but was like wtf are yo udoing here lol. I kind of jsut ignored her but allowed her to stay talking with everyone. Then I remembered about my waffles and realized thye were already in my hand. I ate one of the waffles and then started walking to my front door. Even more family started to enter the house. I was standing there greeting them as they entered with my uncle carlos. At one point this dark looking fella came to the door to drop off a package. He dropped it off and looked kind of suspicious. I offered him a waffle to kind of lighten it up. He said ok but I felt reall suspicious and said wait no nvm. Then he got even mre uspiciosu and was like fine here have a waffle. When he grabbed it from my hand he hurt my right hand, I felt liek a pinch, and he pulled out a gun and started to shoot at me. He was really close but he couldnt land any shots. I think my uncle carlos was helping and I started to deflect shots with my hands. He didnt land any shots and my uncle and I were going backwards tryng to get to safety. I was trying to figure outwaht to do. I couldnt take the gun from him but I saw some objects on the wall above him and near where he was so I used telekinsesis to throw the heavy objects on his head. they were heavy guns and some pots and stuff. They hit him pretty hard and he retreated. I brought one of the guns that I threw at him with my mind to my hands and tried shooting him but I think I missed all my shots. Then I threww the gun. But then I got angry that he would attack me after I tried being nice so I grabebd the gun again and tried flying to the car he got into. it was relaly difficult to fly, I think i was being held back. But I made it and caught up to the car. I started to shoot at the car but it was a bad mistake. I couldnt even damage the car but these guys turned around and shot a fucking missle launcher round at me through the windshield. i wasl ike holy shit. I tried really hard to direct the missle up into the ksy as it was coming straight towards me. Apparently I affected it cause he was redirected to this house near my house . It made a huge explosion and all these people came running ou with injured hands and limbs. I felt guilty, I should have just lft thatguy to leave or not even have offered him a waffle. Anyway everyone started to get all rield up. We were trying to calm everyone down but my cousin got overwhelmed and started to yell at al lthe little mexican youngsters who were hurt. We were all at this weird bench place kind of thing with a canopy. I starte to become more aware and recognized the place. I realzied something was about to ttack us from above, I couldve sworn I remembered it happen before. I yelled for eveyrone to shut up and jump off the little bench we were on onto the trees to the left of us, I ken something was about to happen. Everyone listened and we jumped into the trees. Someone yelled they're in the trees and everyone st arted chanting like maniacs and shaking the trees. There were only birds in the trees though from whatI saw. Then this huge brown bird came flying from behind this building probably ike 50 feet in front of us. It was huge and looked dangerous. I was ready to fight it off though. I had sued webslinging to hand on to the the trees and was gonna try to just grab the bird with a web and throw it onto the ground. But the web slinging wouldnt work and the bird came flying at me.

Im thinking this might be just some kind of paranoia episode I had with family years ago still replaying itself in dreams, like while we were animals or just dna garbage from the past. Or a premonition of something to come. Either way ill see it coming if it happens in real life and just save it from happening entirely. Wont offer that douche bag a waffle and just send him on his way.

Its been so long
I guess the most important parts are my lucid dreams
i had two . one was barely lucid the other i was partly again but i had a false awakening. the third Oh yea i had 3 i had sex somewhat LOL
yeah

I entered a building with a group of people; kind of dark inside. We all walked up to a door that was tall in height and wide. On the left side of the door, there appeared some slots for change (money). Underneath the door, there appeared to be a keyhole inside of a compartment. Giving the option to open the door with a key.

Before the group and I went inside, we were approached by another group of people who appeared to be guards. One of the "guards" asked us to empty out our pockets, or so it appeared to be. At first, I only gave the "guard" my change. He (the "guard") looked like he was not fooled, asking me again. I reached into my pocket to give him the rest of my money.

Next, the group and I went inside a room. When we entered the room, there was a tall man with dark hair and dressed in black. This man asked us to put on glasses, and they appeared to be 3-D glasses.

For some reason, i was confused as to what the glasses were for, where they were, and why i had to wear them in the first place.

Around the room, there were what looked like arcade games from the 1980s. I was confused and did not know what to do with the games. I may have froze energetically.

While the group of people were playing arcade games, i was observing what they were doing. After playing the arcade games, the group of people started to giggle like they appeared to be hallucinating. They also had those "3-D" glasses that the man in black told them to put on. I became curious about what they were seeing through those "3-D" glasses.

Sometimes after being frozen and defrosting my energy, I left the arcade room and went with the group to an area where an African-American woman approached me. She gave me the money that a guard from earlier, kept for me while i was in the arcade.

I did not see what happened to the group's money, nor did i pay attention to much of what they were doing.

The rest of the dream was kind of a blur, though I traveled to another dream or place with the same group of people. After the travel to the new dream, the area was surrounded by what looked like a swirly bridge or highway, similar to a city I was born in real life. This place was a lot more imaginative.

I saw Dad. Seeing him was kind of a blur, the back of his head was showing. It appeared like he was playing music, yet i did not notice if i knew any of the other members in the band.

The group i was with, wanted to get a seat down by the stage instead of down by the stage, which, in my logical mind, seemed like the exact same thing. I was confused.

After a while, the group of people took me on a drive up a spiraling road, on a bridge/highway, up a steep steep hill. It felt scary. I did not know when the group and i were going to come down from the hill.

I had the strange feeling that i was taking a risk of going along with the group, even though i did not know what they were doing.

There was a vague memory of seeing Dad again. Afterwards, the dream faded out.

The following dream was heavily fragmented recall wise. I always have trouble recalling heavy social dreams since there's so much going on. One thing I failed to convey when writing this one out was the sheer thrill of being with so many fellow dreamers.

The Gathering
Recall: 8/10
Sleep: OK
Sleep Position: Left Side (Right Brain)

In a hotel, I enter a small room lined with chairs along the walls. Sitting in the chairs are members of an occult group, all sleeping. There is a small shelf full of books, and I pick one, the third in a series, out and begin to read it. Then I remember seeing a a VHS movie in the room made by that very author. I pop it in the VCR but it's a horribly cheesy black and white movie. The book I'm reading turns out not to be what I thought it was about. My brother comes in and starts reading the second book in the series.

There is a zombie in the room, and I stick it with a thumb tack, then put the tack on a chair so somebody will sit on it. Someone does and I expect him to turn into a zombie and get out of there. My brother and I go out onto the roof where we see a hot girl. We talk to her, then hear banging on the door. I try to tell her not to open it, expecting zombies, but she opens it anyways. When she does, several arms reach out and grab her. The arms belong to several hotties who want to drag her off to go party. We join them.

The thumb tack thing was from watching a movie before bed called "A little bit zombie", about a guy who got turned by a zombie mosquito. Tack = mosquito bite

-While out and about, we enter a Wendy's and I'm a little bit lucid at this point. We sit at a table with the remains of the last customer's meals and I pick some fries from their mess and eat them. Then I realize what I'm eating, leftover cold greasy fries. Yuck. I order some slushies without paying (cuz I'm lucid) and we sit down

-Back at the hotel, the feel of this dream with my brother is really familiar, and I ask my brother if he remembers similar shared dreams like this we had as a children. I tell him to think back to when we were kids staying in hotels with our parents. It seems he also remembers the particular feeling of this dream, but can't remember specifics.

There are some girls in t-shirts and panties leaning on a table with their butts sticking out, and I walk over and stick my face right in front of their asses, getting a really good look. It's good to be lucid!

-The shared dream theme snowballs, and I see more and more people that I think are other dreamers. The thrill of us all being together in a dream just creates an amazing atmosphere and we're all having a blast. I mingle. I see Waking Nomad and point him out to someone.

-Some of us end up in a large empty gymnasium, and one poor girl gets stuck in the wall, so I go over and pull her out. Some kind of force like unseen water begins to carry us around and around the gymnasium, and I pair up with Anne Marie. We have sex while being towed along in this invisible current, and when we're finished, a lesbian floats up to us.

The lesbian spreads for us, showing us her goods, and Anne Marie says she wants to touch it. They float off together and I head back to the hotel room still full of fellow dreamers. I'm terribly thirsty, and chug some beer trying to quench my thirst, but it's not working.

It was really hot in my bed, and when I finally woke my mouth and throat were bone dry, which is what caused my thirst in the dream

The room is packed with fellow dreamers, and standing rigid in the back of the room are two human looking aliens who ask if the can go now. I turn to say by to them and thank them for stopping by. The alien duo change from human to just red auras than linger for a minute, then shoot straight up.

Behind where the aliens were is a closet, and inside I see a few dreamers who have somehow trapped themselves. A couple have turned into 2d drawings of themselves, and I pick them up shake them until they regain their normal bodies. There is another guy with the top of his torso stuck in the floor. I try to pull him out, end up with a pair of legs just standing there. I also help him regain his full body.

I'm looking at all kinds of drawings an notes stuck to the back of the closet wall when two lawyers come in. I'm worried they represent the hotel and have come to kick us out for trashing the place (which is pretty trashed), not because of the legal consequences since I know it's a dream, but because I don't want them to ruin the great vibe we have going on. But the lawyers are there to talk to one of the people at our gathering.

I get the feeling that our gathering is winding down, and we all go outside onto the street for our final farewells. A girl walks by wearing a christmassy dr seus ourfit with no arms. I think she's just a random DC, but someone recognizes her and yells out "She's one of us!"

My thirst is just killer now, and I fell myself waking up and just let it happen since I really need a drink. I slowly fade out of the dream and wake up.

Maybe it was just a dream, but while I was having it I really believed I was having a shared dream with a whole bunch of fellow dreamers. There were so many people there, surely someone has to remember being part of it!