I remember the dream seemed to start out where I was at a school library that looked like the inside of a Barnes and Noble book store. I could smell printing in the books, and then It was like I was reading a manga book but then it was happening right in front of me somehow but two dimensionally. The manga book really didn't seem to have a premise because when I was reading it I saw the print of a school girl aiming a gun or beam gun up in the air randomly. She had short dark hair pulled back into a pony tail and looked like a manga character. Then, she pulled the trigger. This was like looking at a flip book except it seemed to happen on one page. After she pulled the trigger it hit a pillar which then collapsed and fell on top of another school girl who kind of looked like Konata from lucky star but then an older version of her or a similar looking girl then came around the corner. The younger Konata was passed out from being hit and the older girl that resembled the younger shorter one came in and swiped the girl up then ran off to get some help or something. I then flashed back into the bookstore. It was almost like I was witnessing another dimension act itself out. I thought that what I had just read was boring and seemed to lag on about random stuff so I looked through the other manga books. I said no to all of them while saying things like "another book about school girls, no. A book about friendship and hardship, no." I listed all the genres off by my own liking and insisted that it was just the same crap over and over again. The next dream I was onboard an Alien ship, I had awoken into this dream remembering seeing a fading light and being lifted up. I saw these tall green aliens looking at my feet and poking them, I then realized my feet were green. The aliens then started saying things like "where, were you?" "we were looking for you" and they kept asking those questions until I said something like "I don't know." and then felt distanced from the aliens as I zoned out into a haze for awhile and then woke up The next dream was Harry Potter related. I remember that chronologically something had happened to where howarts history was repeating itself and time in this matter really didn't exist. I was walking around Hogwarts talking to Ron who was telling me how easy it was to get lost as a first year and told me to try not to get into trouble. I then was on a different floor, Hermione, who was standing looking on ward looked disappointed about something. I couldn't tell until the scenario of where I was became more clear to me. I was in a class, I don't remember which one, but something had gone terribly wrong and Hermione was struck by this. I was a little disoriented within the dream so I don't remember completely what had happened in the classroom like room in hogwarts, it was as though I was trying to remember bits of the movie and the book together to create a dream, but it was all a haze.
I had to big dream signs this morning and I'm finally beginning to catch the military one. School. My old supervisor is teaching me math. I was trying to grasp it but she didn't really show me how to solve the problem. I kept asking her to show me a few examples but the just kept on talking nonsense. I can still remember It started off as a word problem and then we wrote out a mildly complex algebraic equation. Military I am on my way to a military base. I think about how I was in high school again but it just didn't make sense to go through all that again. I know that I wanted to do because I feel robbed having to go to a crappy private school but if I'm going to take classes it may as well be college anyway. I arrive in some open air Jeep. When I get close I am pushing what looks like some sort of child's electric car. There's a long dirt road and a building sitting in the middle of a vast open field. I approach a man in a lawn chair and ask him were I'm supposed to go. I tell him that I am a new recruit. The man says something flippant and an older man in uniform points to a small pavilion back up the road. As I push my car in that direction I think about how I really don't want to be here and I ask myself why I am doing it. At that point I realize I am dreaming and tell myself that it doesn't matter so I may as well play it out. I still feel reluctant to continue but I do anyway. I think I lose my low level lucidity now and the next thing I remember is I am trying to decide what branch of the military I am joining. For some reason I go with Air Force. I open a door and find a small bed in a large closet. I wake up. I had another vivid dream this morning but it has slipped my mind and I didn't record anything on my GP. I don't even know where it is right now.
Basically, It was the start of a new school term, I met up with my friend inside the building where we go to study English. I went up, greeting him and asking him "Hey, what class are you in?". He points towards the door by him, "this one, what about you?". Then, that's when I had no idea what class I was supposed to be in, so he told me to go to the reception and ask for my timetable, so progressing down to the reception, I must of asked that I was missing something? Because they told me to wait just a second, then I had to go through these doors, some other students were there too, and then I got handed a pair of girly like slippers? The next part I recall is being in a class with very long tables, filled with students. On my table was all girls, Asian to be precise. (I'm actually White British and no longer go to school). There I was, right at the end of the table, with a full view of all the girls staring at me, giggling to themselves as I am wearing some girly shoes with nail varnish on. At first it was embarrassing, then I just went with it and started laughing too, putting my legs up on the table showing off my feet. __________________________________________________ __________________________________________________ _ That's actually all I can recall, I swear I remembered more of it earlier today, but there we go, my first written dream, EVER. Hopefully I'll get better at this.
I was a dragon but i was hiding in human form because i was doing investigation of some stuff happening. The traces were leading to school that looked like school from my past. I was exploring it, going along with the crowd, it was full of weird technology stuff and many people were wearing some weird costumes. I checked some of it and it raised enough suspicion and i needed to switch to stop hiding in this form, but there were some materials that i haven't gotten, rendering form change impossible, i almost got caught while searching if there are any nearby by any chance but managed to still stay hidden. I decided to explore it more. While talking to someone i found way into the underground part, there was large facility, complex of corridors and rooms, very mazey. I was going through rooms with various mechanisms and then through some kind of laboratory. Then i reached some hanger that housed some huge futuristic tanks. I went out of underground, back to school part and started getting more info and talking with some people. I found out that someone was hiding some huge tentacle thing in underground area. Then i went back to underground area and found that tanks were relocated to some submarine, i was going around the complex trying to use mechanisms to sabotage the progress. I was talking to somebody and some people apparently found out why i was here, so i had to retreat outside. Massive battle started between tanks and four huge creatures, one of which was a dragon and another was a gryphon, tanks were destroyed and i was talking with dragon and others, during the talk gryphon got affected by some force and went crazy, but i had to continue figuring out stuff about that facility, so i went back. I went back to the complex and at one point it kinda turned into 2D video game where i had to do some platforming over spikes and activate path for some slimey creatures. Then i found another place, which turned it into FPS game about zombies, the section was fully underwater and i had to reach some organic place and fight tentacle boss that was causing zombification apparently. Then i went back and outside, there was some place with crashed helicopter and it was now apparently STALKER-like game where i had to fight group of bandits using a pistol, i got low on hp but i had medkit that i used to recover and then finished enemies off. It caused some flying tentacle squid things to appear which fired something like telekinetic blasts, i dodged the blasts and managed to take those enemies out as well. Suddenly those futuristic tanks from earlier arrive, only to get destroyed with some blue flying mechas, which apparently were yet another new side in the conflict. We decide to form alliance with commander of the place(Weren't we were just fighting?... ) and went back to complex. We were trying to think up some new ideas for tanks.
Date: 20th July Pre bed: 200mg valerian, 100mg B6 Dream quality and recall: Dreams were quite vivid today. Generally, I wasn't feeling very comfortable in bed and had lots of these drink then pee moments. Took short key notes with regards to non-lds. Daringly reviewed the ld in my head then went back for more but fell into normal sleep and woke up shortly after. Summary Dr1: In a place I used to live, a crow flies in. I use a pc/tablet to chat with other people about it. Dr2: I am in an SUV and have to deal with some bad guys outside. After I do, extra stars are added to my profile. Martin Freeman (the Hobbit) is sitting to my right and thinks I don't deserve all the stars. Dr3: Back to school. As I enter the classroom everybody is preparing for a 7 page History + Grammar test. I am very pissed off at my friend for not telling me about the test. She replies that I still have time to prepare by learning all the answers in the break just before the test. I cannot possibly do that. DILD: As I made the mistake of not taking notes and then going back to bed after the ld, the beginning of this dream is gone from memory. All I remember is that there was something going on in the building and I am talking to someone I know, possibly another classmate by the feel of it. After the conversation in this very large building with open spaces, like a mall, I suddenly become lucid for no apparent reason. I can't contain my excitement, so start running around like crazy. It feels really good until I sense slight destabilization staring to take hold. That sobers me up and I think it is time to do tasks. My mind feels a bit foggy but I nevertheless recall one that I can execute here - punch a President. There are lots of DCs passing by and my first idea is to get Mr. Sarkozy to emerge from the crowd, so I quickly scan the DCs in front of me and expect him to appear. He doesn't, so I grab a random male DC and decide that I will turn him into Sarkozy. As soon as I concentrate on his face, his features begin to shift right in front of my eyes, which is extremely cool! His nose changes shape several times, until it is a close match to Sarkozy's nose. I also succeed with the ears. The DC reminds me of Sarkozy, but the eyes are not quite the same. I would say he is a 70 percent match. I punch him in the face and the moment I do, his features change again. Slightly annoyed that I cannot properly punch and maintain the view of the right person I punch him again and again, while trying to change his features back to those of Sarkozy. As I don't project too much feeling, this DC simply stays there, staring at me, some distress in his eyes. Interestingly, after punching him, I begin to feel strong pain in the area of my nose, as if I am the one that got punched. Not fully satisfied, I want to turn him into another politician, but before I can transform him the dream slips away. I quickly pass through the void and into my sleeping body. Bad moment to go back as I was feeling uncomfortable in the position in which I was sleepy.
Updated 07-21-2013 at 06:20 PM by 61764
i had to put together some christmas-themed gift bags for my classmates. i was walking to the dollar store, which i understood was in downtown toronto although the area seemed more suburban. it was sunny outside and obviously not winter. i entered the dollar store, which was more like a warehouse. i wandered around for a long time looking for gifts. i purchased some small things. i had to be careful because i didn't have much money. one area contained some creepy old dollhouse furniture. i left this area and found out that my boyfriend was here. we looked at stuff together. i found a pair of fleece pants with airbrushed bears, owls and eagles on them and i thought they were amazing, but the tag said 'size 46' and i didn't know if anyone in my class was that large. there was a 'computer room' in the warehouse and i wanted to use my computer for some reason. i tried to turn it on but the screen was blank. a tall guy was laughing at me. i decided to leave, so i walked a block over to the other dollar store. i hadn't gone inside when i realized that i didn't tell my boyfriend that i left. i sat down on an outdoor bench outside of a bar and tried to get wifi on my phone. i sent him a message but i wasn't sure if it went through. then i saw a bus and i got on it for some reason. the bus took me back home in about a minute (it would be at least an hour in real life!) and i felt really bad that i had left my boyfriend in toronto.
Dream 1 I'm with my friend K and apparently we're by a river. I know there are things swimming in this river, but I never see the river. I'm perfectly aware that we're in a dimly lit garage? We're talking about grafting toes. She then tells me she has a four page bible on her underwear. Dream 2 ~ Almost a deild? I'm walking through school carrying the biggest stack of cards I can fit in one hand. My arm is flexed from trying to hold them all. I'm on my way to English class, and my friend, A, gets there just before I do. I smile but she doesn't look at me or keep the door open after walking through. As she walks, I really notice her blonde hair; it's more textured than usual, but just as shiny and beautiful. After I look away from her hair, I notice the project screen; it says something about meatballs. I don't know where to sit, but thankfully there are green seating carts on each desk. Examining one. I find that I sit in the back left with two empty seats on either side. Slightly disappointed, I start to make my way to my seat, but the teacher stops me. She says she'll take my cards, and she does, but she doesn't take them all. I start to tell her I have more but then... I wake up. But I haven't opened my eyes or move, so I immediately recall my dream and then try to imagine myself back in that room, talking to that teacher. I have her say "This is a dream. You are dreaming." As she says this, I feel vibrations and I feel as if I'm being 'sucked into' the dream. And then.. nothing. I open my eyes and am still in bed. This was my first serious deild attempt. Could I have been at the end of my rem cycle? Any ideas?
(4 fragments with slight memory failure in the 3rd) -In the top office of a large office building -late evening -Zombies creeping they're way up to the top floor -I used an outer staircase to make it to the bottom -Found some a co-worker trapped in her car surrounded by zombies -sneaked into my car, and rammed the zombies out of her way -instead of a steering wheel playstation controller (Like men in black 2 ) -picked up another straggler being chased by zombies: balding fellow. -More zombies deeper in a large city -Most inner city people hadn't heard about zombies yet -Big fireworks display viewed from the roof of a shorter building -"they're on their way here now!!" -gridlocked streets -Took refuge inside adjacent building: Tall With big bright red advertising (damn coke's subliminal adds ) -Many estranged children in the building -A splinter group attempted to escape on the roof -"Can't leave those kids behind" - Went back to try to help them -could hear moans of zombies inside stairwell - led kids to the top floor and tossed anything large I could find down stairs to block the stairs -pre-awakening stillness. -exiting prep assembly reunion - kids stand gasping at exit -"what more zombies?" -"No just sports team here on an away game" - wanted to leave but couldn't because a fleet of buses were blocking the exit - wandered around the 'rearranged' halls of the prep -chilled in the courtyard with my old english classmates and jammed to some dubstep -teacher said that buses had right of way but I snuck out regardless. -Spanish salsa parade -watched from inside car as the floats drove passed -detached 3rd person view of each float. (or as i like to call it "Ghost cam") -Women in long red flowing dress dancing atop one of the floats.
Updated 07-15-2013 at 02:47 PM by 63176
Legend: Dream , Semi-Lucid , Lucid An interesting first day of school: So, by the title, you've probably guessed this is a dream about the first of school. Thankfully, school hasn't starting yet irl, but in my dreams, it apparently has. So, i'm the hallway dumping stuff into my locker. As i'm doing that , some girl tries to get my attention and i absolutely ignore her. Then another tries to talk to me and i cheerfully reply. I then think about what i've done and immediately apologize to the first girl. I tell her that i'm just really tired from getting up early and well, i was tired. Right now, everyone is supposed to be at some assembly or something, and since i spent so much time at my locker, i'm pretty late. They was a crowd of people sitting in chairs facing a stage, behind them were tables with like certificates that you had to sign and pick up. Well, i wasn't there so someone else signed my name and i went to pick it up. I then took a seat. I was sitting next to this person i hardly talk to. The kid then starts trolling me and i tell him to stop and he doesn't. So i take my hand and strike him in the neck, as i do that, he gets pissed and tries to like break my wrist. We eventually stop because well, we're in a room full of people and fighting wouldn't be a good idea. Next thing i know, i look over and the kid and someone else are singing dream theater songs. After that little assembly is over, i start looking for that kid again because since he listened to dream theater, he must be an awesome person ( Yeah, my dream self has some pretty bad logic ). I look around and see someone similar to him but it wasn't him. So since i couldn't find him, i decide to wander the school in search of something interesting. I eventually walk up to a dome shaped wall in the middle of the school, i walk up to the second floor of the dome and enter. A cheerleading competition is currently going on and i stand there and talk to some girls i know. After that, i get really hungry. So i call my mom up and tell her to bring me some food. I walk outside in front of the school doors. There's some tables out there. Soon, my mom drops off my food in a big black carrying bag ( the sort of bag you put a sports uniform in and carry with a strap over your shoulder). So i get my food out and then i see this other guy sit down beside me. We're slowly making our sandwiches. I see that my meat has expired and is bad but luckily, i put the meat container on top of another container and i hid some meat between the two so that it stays fresh ( wouldn't work irl but it does in dreams apparently!). So i'm then like "YES! HA, Take that! my meat is still good". My dream self thought that sandwich making was some sort of competition. I get done making my food and i'm about to eat it. This looks so yummy, can't wait to ea- "FUCK", I shout as this guy shows up and makes honey splatter over everything around me, and then it rains for like 5 seconds. Well great, there's goes my darn food I walk back into the school with my black bag. This security guard like man then sees the bag and questions me about it. I tell him it's for food. After i say that, he changes the subject and tells me he has something very important to show me. So my dream self follows him. He leads me to this room at the edge of the school. The room is dark. There's about 4 dentists there. There have some computers and flashdrivers scattered in various places. In the middle, there's some metal trays with organ looking fleshy things on them. The dentists tell me that some abnormality i had when i was a kid, has now developed and is threatening my life. One dentist then sits me down on a chair and squeezes me tight. I can't move or speak. As i struggle, i realize that i have been tricked. These people aren't dentists. Also, as this scene happens. I look over and the those organs on the trays are whispering things to me. But it's a sort of spiritual whisper that the other people can't hear. It was directed at me but at the time i couldn't tell what it said. So since i know i've been tricked. I start to scream. Eventually, three girls run in and the dentists get distracted and as they deal with them. I get up and grab a knife. I then proceed to kill the remaining people in there. I'm not quite sure what happened to the girls though. The dentists might have killed them. After that, i hurry and leave. I get to the school exterior and my parents are there in some golden cruiser. I get in and tell them to take me home. They start driving and when they get to the front entrance, i tell them to stop. I had forgotten my backpack and wanted to go get it. But not only that, i decided i should head back and grab the computers and flashdrives from that room so i can show the world what they were doing. As i get to that wing of the school. It's somewhat sealed off, other people had died and blood was scattered along some walls. But yet, it had a mystic atmosphere. There were spirit orbs floating around, possibly from the people that died. As i continue to walk. A girl appears in spirit form. I then realize she was the one whispering to me from the organs. It makes me sad to think of the cruel death she might have had. Either way, she sort of floats over to me and grabs my hands. At them moment, i get an extremely pleasing sensation. It totally caught me off guard. The sensation was amazing pleasure that lasted only shortly. The girl then let go and as i stood there shocked. She said something along the lines of "sorry for that, it was inappropriate to touch you like that but i had to" in a cheerful/serious manner. As she slowly disappeared, i nodded in recognition of her leaving and in a way, said goodbye. I get to the room and grab a laptop and then some flashdrives. I leave and make it most of the way to the road. However, the school grounds then turned into a digital area. An area in which players are transported and they are forced to fight monsters. If they die fighting in this digital area, they die in real life. So as i'm walking, titans attack ( geez, stupid titans >.< ) and people are getting eaten and the people are also fighting the titans. To my luck, a new round starts and i respawn on my farm which happens to be placed at the end of the school. As i spawn, i get chased by alien monsters, but i lose them as i run up to the barn. The alien monsters eventually run away and then i see these players running towards the school. In front of them, i spy out some eggs that hatch monsters. I know these people will die but i can't help them. They soon get to the school grounds and are killed by the hatched monsters. I'm then about to leave but i luckily see the giant jaguars hiding in the barn in front of me. so i walk around and in get in a tractor. Now, once i'm in the tractor and i start it up, Princess Cornelia and Euphemia suddenly appear inside it too. ( characters from code geass). Originally, i was just going to expose this evidence. But since i have these two here with me. I might as well play the role of zero and go for world domination. So i drive the tractor and smash through anything in my way as i make it to the road. I then get on a highway. I start driving. But then, in front of me, a mobile fortress appears and i don't have time to stop before i crash into it. Once i crash, the tractors falls onto the road below and lands perfect luckily. As i get surrounded by enemy troops. I get out, and then Xingke appears ( also from code geass). he asks me why i'm doing this and i show him the flashdrives and tell him that i must expose these people for what they've done. It's incredibly stupid but i feel as if it wasn't my true reason. As i'm about to get captured, i get another feeling. A feeling that this will go on and it doesn't end here, these people won't stop me, i will go on and take over the world. Then the dream ended. I hope this continues one day, i really would like to experience the ending.
Updated 08-06-2013 at 02:04 AM by 63517
12.07.2013Ada Calls in Several Osprey Gunners and Shoots Luis Sera [DILD] (DILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Okay, think I might get back into interpreting dreams a bit more, even though ultimately, asking the subconscious/unconscious directly would be more accurate. Either way, the point of this dream is that with the dream meanings with helicopters, sniper rifles, and aiming down a target with accuracy leads to an implication that I'm reaching some kind of higher level of thinking of something that was bothering me all this time with dream characters/thought-forms/figments of my imagination. Throughout the dream, I was a spectator, kind of like watching a screen of a dream character in a video game go through an area and such, except without the heads-up-display and what have you. Ada, specifically the version of her in Resident Evil 6, is going about infiltrating a base, but it seems like it was a floating base of some kind, because I can slightly feel the vibrations in the regions of her feet. There seems to be no one inside this base except her and me spectating her, so she's just moving about in a slightly dark aware with a few specks of lights here and there. There were black metal crates with silver linings on the sides and corners that were maybe 3-4 inches in width. It almost felt as if I was in a huge helicopter or even a Osprey gunner (in call of duty). The reason why that's the closest thing in my mind right now is because it was extremely spacious, and with the creates and objects surrounding Ada, it felt as if she was actually preparing an assault towards an area or even a person. So maybe she was just strolling around for the time being just to kill "dream time," I guess, if that makes any sense. I know what I said doesn't feel right, but I just meant that as in where we go on a journey in its entirety rather than actually teleporting to our destination. Anyway, I start feeling at ease being inside this Osprey gunner, but at the same time, because I'm wondering where in the world Ada is doing at such a high altitude, I felt that she had to be grounded somewhere, to at least take things a better pace rather than inside a Osprey gunner-esque. The reason for that is while something like this, being in a helicopter or some flying object that's huge, it can give us a sense of protection, but it also means we might have to ground ourselves so we don't go too quickly in our lives to where it ends up being a one step forward, two steps back experience. The dream shifts to where Ada seems to be on a ground surface, and we're both hearing the humming of helicopters and the Osprey gunner-esque flying vehicles roaring in the background. It wasn't loud to the point that it was distracting, just enough to where anyone can hear it with along with the vibrations from the sound waves. At this point, I could describe the dream environment, but honestly, everything is too dark and tedious to really get a good description of. They were merely objects that filled the environment, and paying particular attention to them didn't really matter. Ada finds a window, she gets her right leg and kicks it I believe (or probably just uses the sniper rifle to destroy it completely), and she gets out of the dark area by putting her hand at the bottom edge of the window and doing a side twist with her lower body region to the other side. She's now in an environment where the overall color is brown, the surface below her has a mix of brown soil and maybe dead brown grass, just like the image below: The region she's on now, it's like a mini-cliff that spans about maybe 10-12 feet in width, and if she stepped any further, it would be a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG fall to the bottom. So just imagine the environment beyond that mini-cliff as mixes of gray, red, and other colors that were blurry because there wasn't much focus for them. She encounters a man to the right of her that looks a lot like Luis Sera from Resident Evil 4, and it seems she's aware that he would be there initially. Spoiler for big image: He's wearing a darker outfit, probably just a black jacket over his current costume that's similar to the image above. Just being around him made me feel he had something up his sleeve, and even though Ada seemed to be confident that he was perfectly fine, something was not right. I started getting these tingling sensations on the sides of my stomach, dream body or waking life, they started to get stronger and stronger (and there wasn't anything in waking life that contributed to that). I'm not so sure if Ada picked this up initially, and based on what will happen next, it's safe to presume she did know, but she was just pretending to be casual towards the Luis Sera look-alike. She quickly flirts with him, but they were laconic to where it didn't really add substance to the conversation. There was something that made Ada immediately use her Sniper rifle and aims it towards Luis Sera. She shoots him with high accuracy, and the moment she shoots him, he's pushed off the mini-cliff, but somehow, he's still alive, only with his face removed and his skull showing and I think it was covered in flames as well. He's just standing there levitating, and it feels like this guy is going to be difficult to take down. NOPE. Ada had several Osprey Gunner-esque flying vehicles floating above her, and they all aimed and Luis Sera......and he's dead, or at least disappeared immediately the moment the flying vehicles came. One Osprey Gunner is a shitty mess together to take down in call of duty unless you have a lock-on missile launcher, but 5-7 of them? Nothing, at least a singular entity in the dream, could stand up against that, unless they were invincible. But that didn't seem to be the case, thankfully. After the Luis Sera dream character disappears, Ada gets her grapple gun, aims it at one of the Osprey Gunner, and finally gets into it. Like the scenario in the link below, except she gets into the Osprey Gunner like flying vehicle and is wearing her RE6 outfit Splicd 03:37 to 04:01 · Resident Evil The Umbrella Chronicles Cutscenes [HD] [Ada Wong] Cutscenes From there, I can't remember what happens next, but the next dream that probably came after it, adds on to the dream meaning. Okay, so in a nutshell, with the Luis Sera only having a skull after being shot, with how skull is interpreted in dreams, it means a sense of danger, and also repressed feelings and all that combined with feeling that we're at a dead end situation. So as Ada was talking with the person, when she shot him with the sniper rifle, which obviously means higher accuracy and tackling a problem with accuracy, either means: - I'm getting over an aspect of myself that gave me negative vibes of concepts of life or just me in general - Ada is probably killing those repressed feelings behind the dream character Luis Sera that only had a skull and body instead of a face for some other reason - Ada finally found something I needed to get rid of, and with her being on the ground, she's working at her own pace rather than being on top of a helicopter, and being inside or on top of a helicopter generally means one should take things at a slower and practical pace. Because she called in those huge helicopters, it gives a sense of security and stability in being able to control one's life and have a higher level of thinking over something that's bothering them. They found a way to justify the mechanics of what they wanted to solve initially, and now that it's taken care of, Ada going back to the helicopter means she's going back to moving at a quicker pace, but also is able to go back and forth through land and air with ease. And the important item here is the Grappling Gun, the item that acts as a conduit in her being able to move up and down and about anywhere with ease. Because of this, it can often lead her to going into too many places at once, but with practice and experience, she uses the grappling gun only when it's necessary. Because the same grappling gun can be spammed to death in the dream to get out of the situation like the skull dream character, but instead, she eliminates the part of myself that was insecure, seals the deal, and grapple hooks her way back to the helicopter, waiting there and doing whatever until there's another problem that comes up that I need justification or a way to solve. Because of that, because there were several Osprey Gunner like flying vehicles, it most likely reflects on how I conceptualized the unconditional love and security the mind can give a person, if they know how to accept it being a double edged sword (and by that, I mean that despite of the unconditional love, it can be your worse enemy, because when you have nightmares, the more you reject them, the more apparent they'll come unless you take some measures to end it, or it becomes repressed and comes back later on in your life). So with that, it could mean many other things, but I have a decent understanding of the dream. Maybe it was just an example of how a dead end situation (with the mini-cliff) was just for experimenting and amusement, but not necessarily having an underlying meaning. However, because of her being on the cliff, it can symbolize there's a life-altering decision where I can't hold on to the beliefs I had before. And with the dream I had of Ada previously in the link below: Ada and Double Suicide and Ada's and Eva's Polarity [WILD] - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views I realized that Ada seemed to just jump off the edge of the castle walk-way in that same dream in the link above. And usually, if you jump off a cliff, it can symbolize there's forced change that I wasn't ready to be prepared for for that dream. So with this dream I just now, I am able to climb over that difficulty, because I now accepted a cold and hard truth towards a concept I'm trying to understand more on a higher level. And because Ada has those attack flying vehicles by her side at her command, I am now at a higher level of thinking towards the concept I had difficult sugar-coating. The sugar-coating itself is now eliminated because I know the truth, and I can come to terms with that truth. I can now use those helicopters, and Ada can use the grappling hook to connect herself to land and air with ease, that she's able to balance between being too ambitious while on the helicopter (going at a fast pace), and going back to the ground surface to take things slow. It reflects that despite of the situations where I feel there's a dead-end, I will have to start looking into myself more to make life-altering decisions in order to climb over that dead-end, and continue being someone that wants to progressively learn through self-improvement. And I know what those set of situations are, because of the dream I have next with school and classrooms, it basically means I'm in the process of getting used to the life-altering decision that I was going over in my mind recently. _________________________ 12.07.2013Trying to Finish an Assignment and Going to Class (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Basically, I signed myself up for a random class that seems to not make any sense in whatever I was aiming for in the dream. I think it was a flight simulation class (kind of funny that occurs after the helicopter thing in the previous lucid dream). Anyway, I was sitting in a random room of what seems to be a university of some sort, and as I'm typing things on the computer, I get this feeling of being rushed, that I need to take care of the assignment now. I'm not so sure if I was procrastinating and had to rush through, but whatever it is, I'm too anxious to get things done in this random assignment. I look at the paper, which didn't make sense in terms of the syntax and wording, and I look back at the computer once more. There's a clock on a wall to the left of me, and I look at it, and it seems that 5PM is the time I have to get things done and head to my next class. The assumption with that came about when each tick made me want to rush more, and I decided that because I couldn't finish everything, I might as well accept what I did now and head to class. I quickly head to class, and surprisingly, no one is there, I'm actually early too. I didn't enter the class as yet, and I just happened to find a girl coming out of the room I was planning to go into. She starts giggling, and I ask her what's so funny, and she states the teacher is busy watching porn on his Media device player. Lol. I wanted to see if she was lying, but she's right, this guy is going through porn pictures of naked women, one that looks Hispanic (maybe Brazilian if I want to be more specific). He doesn't seem to care who's entering the room, he's just casually getting his libido filled up with the porn, and after that, I can't recall what's happening next. But the dream meaning was apparent like the lucid dream before it. There's something I'm trying to learn (and the teacher is just a distraction). The girl giggling and laughing probably means I need to let go of some things and not build so much pressure on myself, kind of like what I did when I tried to finish an assignment in a dream before it reached 5PM. So yeah. That's all I remember, and honestly, two dreams recalled is more than enough for me seeing how their themes were apparent.
Last night, i had a couple of dreams about water parks and carnival rides and what not, i didn't really see those as interesting so i decided not to log them. That probably was a mistake, in the future, i will log no matter what. Either way, some other dreams i had from the top of my head: -i was driving down the road and saw two people hiking, kind of odd but i decided to ignore it. Later on, i found out they were actually reptilian shape shifters and they had invaded and possessed like everyone and i had to fight them, and well...i lost xD. I managed to kill one but i had to drown it while almost drowning myself in the process. I even had super saiyan powers but still lost, those guys are strong xD. -Found myself back in school doing various things, and at one point, a t-rex attacked my mother but defended herself with my little brother. Weird, because i don't have a little brother. I also found out later in the dream that my little brother was an alien.
Legend: Dream , Semi-Lucid , Lucid , Side notes. Getting kissed: So last night, i got kissed in like 2 different dreams by some girls. I don't really remember much else though, i know it left me happy when i woke up xD but because of it, i decided to go back to sleep since i was in such a good mood and not log any dreams. Oh well, i still remember some so it's okay. I'll make sure to log them tonight though Star trek dust adventure: I remember being in some squad, we were deployed to some desert and we're assigned to hunt down some monsters. We got to the monsters and killed them, after that , i remember getting into a spaceship and talking about star trek. Computer apps: I was forced to take a computer apps class over the summer. Instead of paying attention, i moved about the classroom and starting stealing random things i thought would be helpful, hehe, the dude even had some binoculars in his closet, awesome.
Dream 1(fragments): I was playing AI War with SilentEternity and there was a battle. Dream 2(fragments): I was in some anime apparently and was exploring some ruins with a group of people, searching for something. Then i was in and there were some anime girls, then there was group of people who were apparently from certain forum, i joined them and we were celebrating somebody's birthday and there was one person who was trying to fool people. They got weird minitower on the table and i decided to climb it, i got to the top and then jumped down. Then it went back to exploration of ruins. Dream 3: I wake up, get up from the bed and do some stuff, i remember that i should do reality check, but before i do it some weird noise comes and i wake up.
color code: Gray = Comments Black = Non-Lucid Bold = non lucid dream cues Italics = dream thoughts Red = Lucid I wake briefly and feel wakeful so I go for WILD. I have a lot of very heavy hypnagogia making it super easy. #193 - 6:00AM - WILD - 2 of 2 I see a scene almost movie like. I am lucid but have no control. I am looking around behind the shed in my back yard. There is something hidden there or buried underneath that I don't want anyone to find. I want it to stop so it doesn't get discovered. I have great anxiety. I turn around and see 5 from the movie 9 in a cage but its made of wicker and hay. I trust my hand through the weak wall of hay on the bottom half and pull him out I turn around again and I am in my ex-in-laws drive way. I phase through the glass of the bay windows and see my ex's brother lying on a mattress. There is darkness but I wait it out until things clear up. I see him lying there at first in jeans then naked. I feel extreme hatred for him and bite his dick off. I feel something in my mouth but it feels like I am biting my bottom lip. There is no pain but the shock of what I just did wakes me a little. I promised myself I was going to treat DC's like waking life from now on. I am standing at the kitchen sink rinsing out the coffee pot. Somehow I realize I just chugged the whole thing and was about to make another pot. I feel odd about this and tell myself I am dreaming. I feel like I am lying to myself but I go with it anyway. I put grounds and water together in the pot and set it on the stove for a second with no fire. I tell myself that if this is a dream it will be perfect coffee without my trying. I pick up the coffee and put my hand in it. I looks normal and feels hot already. OK fine. I fully believe that I am dreaming now and gather my sense of self. I focus and try to think of goals. I realize that I am in my house so I go for the card. I wonder if that same idea applies even-though this is not an OBE. Still, I figure it will be fun to try. When I get into the next room. I see darkness but totally ignore it and just visualize what I was going to do. I feel myself pull up to the top of the china cabinet. At the top I can see again. There is the card. I pick up up and at first it is the 9 of diamonds but the diamonds then morph to hearts. I jump down and walk back into the kitchen were there is more light. When I look at the card again it is half jack half king of clubs. I stare at it and laugh out loud and how funny this looks. I flip the card over and am a little shocked that is black and says Fallout on the back. (I totally forgot that I used the deck of Fallout New Vegas playing cards!) I also note that the card is thin like paper. I shrug the strangeness off and flip the card back over. It is now jack/queen of clubs. I stop. I turn to my daughter who has been looking over my shoulder. When the hell did that start? I say to her, "OK. I need to focus." I think, What is the card really? I set all my intent to really seeing the true card. When I look again it is the 7 of diamonds then the diamond turn to circles. 7 of diamonds. Good enough. I drop the card and in doing so the dream fades to black. No worries. Next dream please! (When I later looked at the card it was the 5 of diamonds. Close!) I am back in bed and feel rather randy. Amy Pond from DW comes to mind. She instantly appears and I begin having sex with her. After some time I begin to feel guilty and I try to imagine my wife. A blond version of her shows up and I finish with her. It was very detailed but, once again, I'll spare the reader and save myself some embarrassment. Horrible segment I know but at least I tried to make it right! After that, I have a false awakening but I am not at all fooled by it. I think about waking myself for real to record the dream but remember that I told myself I would do that again. I'll just have to trust that I'll remember all when I wake up. I get out of bed thinking must have messed myself. For some reason I am wearing jeans shorts. I find that odd since I haven't owned a pair since the 90's. I laugh a little at that. Then, I notice something on my hands. It looks like some kind of thick clear goo like egg white. OMG that's so gross! I rush to the bathroom and begin to wash my hands in the sink. I note how real it all feels. I think I should probably just ignore it until it goes away but I become distracted by my reflection in the mirror. I sing a little tune while studying my reflection. "I'm lucid, I'm lucid, I'm so lucid..." Now I really do forget about washing as my reflection morphs into many different versions of me. Most of them look dark and creepy. Some are zombie like and some are just plain evil. I don't worry about it and find it all very amusing. At some point I think to morph in to a Blutbad or werewolf. I naturally shift into it like I have before but this time I have the pleasure of closely watching it all happen up close in the mirror. I let out a low growl to help it all along. the low rumble coming from deep in my throat sounds and feels very convincing. I look down and see my hands are elongated, furry, with long sharp Wolverine claws. I relax and shift back to normal, then step back a little to get a clear view of my normal self. All the shifty morphing has stopped now and my reflection becomes clear and sharper than it had been. I look a little prettier than waking life and I say out loud, "Damn, I'm good looking!" Then for fun I go full werewolf and back again. I decide to play a little more but this time I focus on my teeth. I open my mouth a little and try to give myself vampire fangs. My teeth look really dirty and brownish but ignore that. At first just the typical two canines slowly grow out and become sharp. I was feeling pleased with my abilities when suddenly all my teeth grow out long and sharp. At that, I decide that I've had enough and become interested with the mirror itself. My teeth looked like Prisoner Zero from DW: I tentatively push on the mirror with one finger. Again it feels as solid as stone. I push a little harder with my full palm but it doesn't change. I remember to focus on there being no glass. I try to reach behind my reflection but instead of just my arm going in, I fall in head first. The reflection becomes another room with it's own dept and realism. I feel a stuck at the waist for a moment and I feel the barely contained panic expression on my face. Almost like embarrassment. I force myself to relax and wiggle through. There's a split second of darkness starting to settle in as I fall through and become a little disoriented. Again I just ignored the darkness and it goes away. I stand up and look around. The bathroom reminds me of a small restroom that was connected my class room when I was in Kindergarten so long ago. I hear a class bell and feel like I better get moving. There are two doors on both sides of the room. The right side feels like the way to go as I think the left must go back to my bedroom. I exit right. Now I am in a large school that seems similar to my elementary school. I begin running down long hallways at high speed. The feeling reminds me of playing Skyrim so I try to make magic appear in my hands. I hold them up like on the game and visualize. I see some faint glow in both hands, the left is orange like fire and the right is blue like ice. I don't feel like it's getting there fast enough so I hold them more to my side vision as I focus on running. I pass many open class rooms full of desks and shelves of stuff. I don't really see any people. Now, there is a definite energy ball forming in both hands. I begin to ready myself for some real magic but I suddenly wake up without warning.
Updated 06-23-2013 at 04:14 PM by 5967 (Added image prisoner zero. Changed Title.)
A major recurring theme in my early teenage years was of being in school but also being hidden inside a large cardboard box (I was not a shy person in real life, though, but in my dreams these were grades that were still a few years off yet, such as grades nine or ten in the high school). Sometimes the box had a small rectangular window (perhaps inspired by the “Don’t Open Till Doomsday” episode of “The Outer Limits” I saw at a very early age), but other times, no way to see out. Some recurring events were: Being a “hero” by somehow stopping a crime in the school but still being inside the box the whole time - and no one knowing what I looked like. In some cases, this was a bully, in other cases, an adult robber (but why would anyone rob a school - with no larger amounts of money in a safe, as a robber claimed in one version of my dream). Playing harmless practical jokes on the teacher by acts such as taking a stapler from her desk and her not knowing there was someone inside the box, which, I think in most cases, was for a large air conditioner or some such. Somehow kissing a girl (including on the legs) without her understanding that there was a person inside the box. Falling out a second or third-floor window yet not getting hurt. In most cases, the box somehow kept its rectangular shape even though it was not that thick. These dreams mostly stopped when I actually was in the higher grades at school.
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