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#408- DEILD - 4:45AM

Quick WBTB. Galantamine and DMAE.

I wake slightly and enter vibration and have my usual SP time. I can't get anywhere so I decide to just enjoy the moment. I relax and begin to feel myself float then, slip off the bed. I watch as a fall deep into a void in the floor. I can see my bedside getting smaller and smaller. I fall fast for a long time. I wonder if I will pop out on the other side of the earth. At that thought, I feel gravity shift and I start to fall up. This doesn't last long and I land back in bed. I relax and focus while remaining thoughtless.

I am now walking in the living room. I am glad the dream has started and make my way outside. My son is in the room and presses against me to be picked up. I decide it would be fun to take him along with me. He feels cumbersome to carry so I just imagine that he is somehow attached to me and continue on without worrying too much about actually carrying him.

It's rainy outside and looks like early dawn. I walk into the street and remember that I was going to go for the Pegasus TOTY. I call out for Pegasus and look around expectantly. Nothing shows up so I turn around to think about something else. I see my son has been trailing behind me and I get an idea. I say, "R, be Pegasus." as I hop on his back. He's on all fours but nothing is happening. I feel bad at this sight, so I stand up and take a less rushed approach. I say, "R, turn now into Pegasus." I watch as he quickly morphs into only the front half of a white stallion. He's just a horse head with front legs. This is a horrible sight and look away for a quick second. This was a bad idea because when I turn back to look, he has vanished. I spin around trying to see if he walked around me, but he is nowhere to be found. I quietly whisper, "Shit." I decide to forget about it the whole thing as I look at the colorful dawn in on the horizon just above the trees. I decide to fly without much thought and I zoom toward the sunrise at an amazing speed. I can hear the wind rushing in my ears as the dream collapses

I am back in SP and vibrations. This time the sound of it so strange and creepy. It' like demonic children shrieking in either anger or agony. Before fear can get the best of me I decide to let it go and not focus on SP or vibes or anything else. I remind myself that SP is not the goal and I quickly fall into mediation for a moment. My awareness doesn't fade but I feel my body come back into the waking world. I feel like I could go back in, but I decide I should try to DJ before I fall into non lucid sleep.

In this dream I was in my home, which I didn’t recognize, and my wife was jumping up and down trying to look through cracks in the window blinds. Hmm, I must be dreaming. Let’s check! I looked at my hands, they looked perfectly normal. I took my right point finger and tried to push it through my left hand, nope, it doesn’t pass through. Then I pinched my nose and tried to breathe out, nope, I couldn’t breathe out. I was positive this was dream, so I decided to try and stick my hand through the window. Nope, it wouldn’t pass through. Then I tried to walk through a wall, nope, I couldn’t walk through it. What the heck is going on here? I walked outside, through the front door, and I saw my friend’s RV.

Something looked wrong with its exhaust pipe, so I laid on the ground to take a look. It was totally plugged up with carbon and soot, so I stuck my finger in there to try and clean it out. This didn’t make sense to me because the catalytic converter should of plugged long before this happened. I began to think again that this was dream, so I tried to fly. I flew face down along the asphalt road, grinding my nose in the process, and then I lifted upwards about 1 foot, but I was only travelling at about walking speed. The asphalt road then turned to gravel, and I could hear the wind howling past my ears and I could feel it against my skin, but I was still only going walking speed.

My body was vibrating violently while I flew (new experience). Next I decided to fly upwards, and finally, something worked! I shot up into the sky, and realized my dream environment was only about one city block square. Usually my lucid dreams are as big as the universe. Beyond the city block was an empty grid pattern extending as far as I could see. It seems I had my own personal and private dreamscape and I didn’t know it. This would have been a perfect place to have a peaceful visit. I need to note this experience for the future. I then woke up.

Soon I was back to sleep and in the same house. I didn’t realize I was dreaming. The house seemed familiar to me for reason (duh). I began to wonder where my truck was parked, because I didn’t remember parking it at this house, so I went out the back door to take a look. I couldn’t find my truck anywhere, and I once again began to question if I was dreaming. I did the hand, finger through hand, nose blow, and attempted flight, reality checks but nothing indicated I was dreaming. Hmmm, maybe I’m not dreaming, so I walked back into the house and then I woke up again.

I have a new rule: If I’m questioning if I’m dreaming, I’m dreaming! No more than one reality check needed.

I was walking in a huge crowd of people. I soon notice this was a running marathon competition. I had been twirling and then one hop in till I couldn't do no more. Despite my efforts I soon fell down after being knock over by a girl in the competition. I got up and notice a little boy laughing at me. I wave my hand to him and started walking off in to a less crowed area. While I am seating down, another kid sat next to me and grab the right part of my long sleeve in to his mouth. I tried to pull it back from him but he wouldn't let go. I knock him over and soon begin to realize that the scenery was changing.

The scene change in to a small room with white walls. I indicated that there was two people, I knew I was dreaming and ask one of them to leave. I then told the other person to help with another situation. The two people began to panic, which right after I found myself inside a bathroom. I made an attempt to close my eyes to get to the same place I was before. However that is when I lost lucidity.

At some point through my next couple of non-lucid dreams. I find myself at a park about to cross roads, but then I realize that there's an easier way to get to the destination I'm after. I turn back around, I ask myself what am I doing here? That's when I knew I was in a dream. I begin to explore the park for a short amount of time in till I lost lucidity. Lucidity time: 19 seconds

I'd been accused of a crime I didn't commit. The charges have been dropped now, but people have formed their own opinions about my guilt or innocence. On the sidewalk I'm confronted by a group of men in dress uniform, most of them middle-aged. They call me monster, and disgusting, and one of them says, "He saw what you did," indicating a younger member of their group.

A liar, that's interesting. I wonder at first whether this is the actual criminal and if he'd been trying to frame me, or whether he's just someone who heard about the case and was trying to get in on the limelight. But he looks genuinely afraid of me, to such a degree that I realize what must have happened - he must have seen me eating. But in this era, accusing me of being a vampire would be too ridiculous, he wouldn't be taken seriously. So he came up with something more believable to accuse me of, to get me locked up. It wasn't a bad idea, I've been considering burning this identity since this mess started.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

I'm running along a mountain path, mentally shouting Nadja's name. She came to us under a false identity, and then she disappeared in order to avoid being found out. But there was no need for her to disappear like that. I've tracked her to these mountains based on rumors of "the witch of the crags," and once I sensed traces of her, I started calling first the assumed name we knew her by, then her real one, Nadja. Following her mental trail, I reach a cliff. Without hesitating, I jump over the edge.

Snow-covered mountain peaks far below me, as far as the eye can see. I pause to check if I'm still asleep enough to take control of the flight for a while - yes, I am. Forgetting about Nadja, I turn upward, enjoying the view for as long as it lasts.

#407 - DILD? - 3:08AM (pre-WBTB)

I am in some public restroom. My wife(?), son, and someone I know is sitting at a table in one corner. At the urinals I see some young girls peeing. I wonder how this is possible and suppose they are using a shewee. Then, I realize that is highly improbable and I continue this continues to boggle my mind. I point and say, "What the fuck!?"
My son chimes in and replies, "...it's like a dick." I am even more surprised at my son's remark.

I am getting into bed with my wife and tell her about what my son said. I make some remark about how weird it is that I watched little girls peeing. I assure I wasn't trying to be a creeper; they just went in front of me. My son won't stay in bed and is running around and keeps pull out stuff to play with. Something about a movie that came with a bullet. He wants to shoot it but I tell him it's late and I really need to sleep (I want to have my G night).

I have a FA and I find myself in a house with three wild hyenas. I try to stay on top of counters and furniture but they jump up at me and scratch with cat claws. I notice that as the jump and scratch they seem to momentarily transform into Raccoon dogs. There is some pain, but it doesn't feel unbearable. I continue to try to avoid the hyenas, but they seem to be learning and adapting to my strategy. I have a high amount of fear as I fight them off with fists. At one point I watch one hyena on the ground as it seems to be studying me. Then I realize it's watching something behind me. I know I am about to get pounced from behind, but I can't make myself move.

Something strange happens here. Maybe it's a dream transition or a very slight awakening, but everything collapses and I wonder why I didn't just fly away or phase out of a window in the dream. As I am thinking this is see a garage door open and I rush outside into the night. I worry that the hyenas got out too but I try not to think about it. I see a parked car and I jump on top of the roof. "Try to get me now, bitches!", I shout at things that were after me. I begin to wonder why I am having such a terrible nightmare. I usually don't get nightmares, but tend to enjoy a little fright. As I think this, the dream fades to darkness. At this, I regain lucidity and focus on vision to bring it back.

I see a white boxy type of car parked in the driveway now. It has some sort of metallic purple window tinting and I find it interesting. I still feel a need to escape so I attempt to get inside. I notice there are no doors so I instinctively lift the small cabin up and off like a shoe box. I look inside the top but can't see out the purple windshield. I will this to happen and the purple dissolves to show a view at the ground. I lose interest in this this vehicle quickly as everything seems to be really crappy and fake now.

I spot a better looking car next to me; a red sporty coupe. As I move to the car I worry about the hyenas again. I tell myself not to think about it and the fear subsides, but my actions are still rushed. For some reason both doors want to stay open and the worry increases. I look out and see a bear with a hyena looking at me from down the road. I quickly get the doors closed and start to back out. I stop when I hear a terrible sound. They white, boxy car is now a small red truck. It's lurching backward and quickly halting as the tires are locked up. For some reason, I feel the need to take care of this and hop out of the car to the truck. The hyena fear returns and this time I really force it out of my mind as I remind myself that I control this dream. The truck stopped doing whatever it was doing and I suddenly become really curious what the engine would look like. I lift up the hood and notice how clean, new and high tech it looks. I begin guessing at various components naming them off. I am particularly interested in what I think might be the nitrous oxide containment. I get bored with this after a moment and begin to try to recall my goal for the night. It's on the tip of my brain, but the more I think about it, the more I wake up. The dream fades and I see some guy say something about waking up then a sheet of ice forms over my vision. I hear a loud cracking sound as I wake up.

1. I was walking around in a big room inside of a big building. The walls were dandelion yellow and the floor was covered with hardwood flooring. I looked around and realized, I was completely all by myself. No one else was in this big room, and I'm almost never alone in my dreams, ever. Suddenly a bright lights shines out from somewhere in the room and lights up the wall next to me. The wall that it shined on now looked white instead of yellow. "Am I dreaming?" I asked myself. My next thoughts were, "I don't know". I looked around and started to realize that I was dreaming when suddenly, people started pouring into the room through two doors. Everything got crazy from here.
They all started a huge party and started dancing and everything else you would see in a dance party. This distracted me somewhat and I lost my train of thought.

2. I was in a huge library. This library was so big and vast that I felt incredibly small standing in it. I looked around, completely amazed by what I saw. There were so many bookshelves that were as tall as the 100 foot ceiling. Once again I found that I was all by myself. There was no one else in the room. "Am I dreaming?" I thought to myself, "I am", and with that I became lucid. I looked around the entire room once more, just to experience it while Lucid. Everything looked SO real. In fact, everything was hyper-realistic and I felt like I was really there.
I then remembered that I had a plan to accomplish. The night before I had written a pretty thorough dream plan considering that it would be my 100th lucid dream and I really wanted to get things going for myself. Suddenly my vision goes to the way it is when I am not wearing my glasses. Now everything is blurry and I can't see too well. "What's going on?" I asked myself. From some distance behind me I hear a man chuckle. Who was it?
I then suddenly got the notion that I was actually awake in waking life and my eyes were open and I was downstairs just imagining all of this. After some more chaos and alot of confusion I woke up feeling very confused as to what just happened. I guess now I am going to have to push that dream plan into my next lucid dream.

I'm having sex with hot a red head girl. Arousal is my common dream sign so I become lucid. I stabilize dream and continue...

I find myself in a strange small room in a flat. I'm standing in the center of the room. I remember that I need to teleport myself. I put hands infront of my eyes a start to spin. I expect teleport somewhere else. When I open my eyes I found myself in the large room standing on the bed. The dream is not stable so I do my stabiliization technique.

I'm on our meadow. It's a sunny warmy day. I immediately know that I need some points for competition. The image is not very stable so I sit down and do some stabilization. I tear and eat the green grass. Gram a phone from my pocket and turn it on. It works fine. I jump to the air and fly over the lake.

Lesson 2 dream

February 7, 2015 (sat)

My ongoing goal is to attend a lucid dreaming school. I didn't plan anything else beyond that. It's interesting what my dream created as what I took to be my first lesson.

Color Code: Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid Waking life notes

Before going back to sleep I repeat the mantra “I am dreaming,” and try to imagine arm movement. No noticeable sensations.

I am in my old bedroom, in my parents' house. I think to do a Reality Check so I pinch my nose shut and realize I can still breathe through it. I say to myself “I thought for sure I was awake.” Next I sort of slow motion jump/fly through the window (without opening or breaking it). It is daylight out (unlike most of my non-lucid dreams). I yell “I am lucid dreaming!”

I see other people around. Still level with the second floor window, I jump to a tree branch and balance on it. Someone says something and I maybe tell them to shut up or I ignore them (?). Then I say “Sorry, wait, what's my lesson?” remembering my goal.

The branch I am standing on has become a platform, except it's like a square horizontal wooden hoop, still connected to the ground by a thin trunk. There are several of these platforms. I jump from one to the next while waving my arms and also rubbing my hands together. I say to myself that I have to get to the end (without waking or losing lucidity).

I hop from platform to platform. Each one is lower than the previous and they go around in a half circle, or square shape. When I reach the ground I say “I did it!” excitedly and do a little dance.

David is there. I ask him “what do I get/win?” but I think I already know that the dream and the goal is its own intrinsic reward. I ask him what my next lesson is. I approach a random lady and say “sex with you?” I reach up her skirt and kiss her, then say “but that would be distraction.” She doesn't seem interested anyway.
I approach another woman who is sitting in a chair on the driveway. I believe she is in charge. I maybe ask her what is next, but I have already become distracted by the sexual energy.

I won't describe here what happened, but I'm pretty sure she is very understanding and forgiving. Accidents happen. :^p

DILD between mini-awakening and WBTB: may have started as FA...I am at the overlook upstairs in my home IWL. I realize I am dreaming and do a float RC. It works a little but I decide on sliding down the stair rail. My wife is asking where I'm going. I tell her never mind. She comes down after me and I may have had another FA but unsure.


Got up a little, had a portion of oatmeal. Went to bed visualizing taking dream actions with each HH and dreamlet but staying "dreamy" WILD: scene forms I'm on an outdoor 2nd floor patio looking down and a college age girl who is looking right up at me. I already know this is a dream. I pull it out. I hear some other DC's and look their way and back to the college age girl is gone. A guy comes looking for something. I direct him to check out the abandoned looking house next door and as I look I become intrigued to check it out as well. There are shoes outside and a suitcase on the patio. I fly over and he follows. Luggage tag is from 1981! Supposed to signify a past trip? No, not my first big overseas trip...too early. Maybe cross country road trip? About right year I think (still not sure). We are under a big wooden outdoor roof like a big open storage area. Other guy is pointing out something like mold in roof that tells him how long the occupants have been gone. I wake while staring up at the minute details of the roof.

NLD highlights: putting out a fire in the palm trees at a college pool party.

Touring a girls alumni. She looks like Katherine Heigl...blonde at first and later brunette. We hit it off, make plans and cap it off with a romantic kiss. Felt like young love.

Wake Back to Bed after about 5 ½ hours’ sleep. Read some Stephen LaBerge for 45 mins. Incubated my dream and said mantras for 15 mins, and then back to sleep at 5:00 Am. Yes, lucid dreaming was embedded deep in my thoughts, and I was heavily focussed on meeting up with my daughter.

In this dream I had a pencil in my hand and I was drawing the horizon line through the sky as I ran towards a building. I went through front door and walked into an elevator, and then the doors closed. When the doors reopened I continued to draw the horizon line out of the elevator, through the air, and then onto a piece of paper. I was in a dimly lit room, but my piece of paper was brightly lit. I drew an arching line across the paper, and I was quite impressed with my horizon line! I flipped the piece of paper over to draw another horizon line, but on the opposite side of the paper was beautiful painting of a rock band performing. The paper was black velvet and the scene was drawn in florescent colors. In the corner of the painting was a small piece of loose leaf with blue printing (I should have read the note). I excitedly said, “Who painted this!” My daughter then answered from behind me, “I did!” I instantly replied, “It’s soooo good!” I then got excited and the dream ended before I became lucid.

This was followed by a false awakening. It was dark in my bedroom, and I was lying on my right side staring at the open bedroom door. I started to think about the dream I just had, and I wished I could have stayed there longer, became lucid, and hugged my daughter. Suddenly my daughter poked her face around the corner, and she was brightly lit, like somebody was shining a flashlight in her face. I jumped out of bed realizing this must be a false awakening! I took my right point finger and pushed it through my left hand (as a reality check). I’m Lucid. I ran towards the door to hug my daughter, but unfortunately I woke from the excitement.

As I’ve mentioned in my other dream journals I recently bought a mini voice recorder where I simply push a button and voice record my dreams so I can journal in the morning. After voice recording this dream, I fell asleep physically, but my mind was conscious, and I entered a dream in the lucid state. Unfortunately, I forgot to voice record it during the night, and I forgot what happened by morning (it was a great LD). But, I do remember swirling at the end when I started to lose lucidity, and then I entered into another LD, which I remember very well. Here’s what happened:

I was walking through some cattails towards a sandy beach, and I was calling, “Daughter, Daughter, please come, I’m lucid.” I stepped onto the soft sand beach, and my daughter walked up beside me on my right and said, “Hi dad!” I put my arm over her shoulder, and I said, “Let’s go for a walk.” And my daughter replied, “Sure!” It was an amazing beach boarding a freshwater lake. There were small waves rolling in, and my daughter was walking bare feet with the waves gently washing past. She then said, “Dad, I have to tell you something”, and I replied, “Yeah sure.” She then started to tell my something really interesting, but the lucid dream ended, before I could understand what she was telling me. Darn! I woke and voice recorded the dream. I then fell back to sleep and had several more interesting and fun dreams. Then I woke and voice recorded them again. It was now 8:30 Am, and I thought I would try and have one more LD (After all its Saturday!). So I fell asleep, but my mind was still conscious, and I enjoyed much hypnagogic imagery, sounds, and voices, and then I got ‘the vibrations’ at about 9:30 Am. OBE time!

I felt 3 sets of minor vibrations lasting about 1 second each, spaced apart by about 10 seconds, and then there was a continuous vibration, where I felt like a shaken can of soda exploding, so then I leaped from my body, but I only made it half way out. I used all my strength to slowly rise out of bed and I was left standing in complete darkness. At this point I was questioning if I was actually standing, or if I was back in bed. I gradually opened my eyes and realized I was standing. Great! I headed for the bedroom door to get away from my body before I got sucked back in. Wait, what’s that? There’s a dark shadow standing between me and the door. I went to hug it, but my arms went right through it, like it wasn’t there. I thought maybe I was seeing things, so I turned and went to open the door, but I wouldn’t open. Then I realized why, there was a hand to the right of me holding it closed. The hand was lightly glowing, and I turned around to see who it was. Holy smokes, it was my dear mother in-law, who passed in 2001! She was standing there in a beautiful white robe.

She said, “Hi, please turn on the lights.”, as she pointed up at the light fixture. So, I went and flicked the bedroom light switch on, but not surprisingly, they didn’t work. Light switches often don’t work for me in lucid dreams so why would they work now? I then decided to say, “Lights on! Lights on!”, but they still didn’t turn on. My dear mother in-law then took a small transparent patch of material and waved it back and forth across the light switch, and then a mysterious light, under my bed, turned on. This light was orange, yellow, and white, and seemed to be slowly churning and mixing, not like anything I’ve seen. I then went and sat on my butt beside the bed to be in the light, and my mother in-law kneeled down beside me. She started to cry, and I could see the tears coming down her cheeks. I could feel her sadness and it was because of our family being separated in the afterlife, and also because of our great effort to stay connected. She looked right into my eyes, and she said my daughter has a message for me, “She said…..” Then I got sucked right back up into bed again, and I was awake. I got too emotional and woke up. This entire string of dreams was absolutely amazing, and I’m very fortunate to be able to experience this.

Starting with the non-lucid part:

I vaguely remember something about reading the Necronomicon. Then I woke up at 3am.

After performing WBTB for ten minutes, I fell back to sleep and had the following non-lucid dream:

I'm cleaning out a cupboard, while chatting to my Dad about some problem he is having. I get up and leave to go to the pub, but I agree to continue our conversation by mobile when I'm there.

I get to the pub and meet some people from work, some of whom look a bit different (a woman with spiky hair now has long, straight hair for example). The pub looks like a place I hung out in as a student.

We go outside, and I call my Dad on my mobile, but instead of giving him advice, I start mocking him with silly voices. Although I'm being a dick, this makes everyone laugh.

We all leave, but we end up stumbling down a bank that led down to a main road where I used to walk home from school as a kid. We are told by someone from the pub that the place is out of bounds for safety reasons, but we go down there anyway.

I carry on alone down the road. Ahead of me, one of the houses I used to walk past is being cleared out, possibly for demolition. The road in front of it full of debris – timber, furniture and assorted rubbish. In front of the house I see three schoolboys playing among the debris. As I get closer, I notice that someone has lit a fire among the rubbish. I consider calling the fire brigade, but then I notice two men in council uniforms working near the fire, and I assume this is part of their work.

After this, I somehow end up in some colourful videogame with late nineties graphics, doing long-jumps onto ramps.

I go from here into what resembles a luxurious health spa. I walk into a section where there is a jacuzzi. One young man is sat in there – he looks like he has just come in from playing a sport of some kind.

Then a woman who I have a bit of a crush on – lets call her Sue – enters in a white spa attendant uniform and starts attending to the young man. Neither of them notice me standing awkwardly behind them.

The young man starts complaining that his back is hurting, and that he would appreciate a back rub. Sue responds with “Aaaaww” and walks over to him. I walk off to another section of the spa, muttering something about how some people have all the bloody luck.

I only get a few metres away to an opening that leads into a smaller adjoining room. I'm stood in front of a towel rack, drying my hands. In the other room, I notice an assorted group of strangers sat around another bath. They all look up at me.

This is where I got lucid:

As I stood, drying my hands, I looked back into the other room with Sue and saw something so unexpected that it startled me into lucidity.

Now, instead of one young man, there are another three of them reclining around the side of the jacuzzi. Sue is still there, but instead of giving him a back rub, she has walked over to the opposite side and dropped her uniform to the ground so she is completely naked. She lowers herself into the jacuzzi, and the other guys start to close in on her.

I'm looking at this, thinking “this has to be a dream.” Once my jaw was off the ground, I marched back into the room. Everyone seemed to have frozen - no movement or noise from anyone. Even the jacuzzi had stopped bubbling.

'Yep,' I thought, 'definitely a dream.'

I pushed the first guy out of the way and got in right next to her. I turned to the men and said,

'You guys need to be somewhere else right now.'

They didn't move, do or say anything.

'Fine, watch,' I said, 'Just shut up.'

I turned my attention to Sue. But not long after we get started, I got so excited that I woke up.

Guess I should have stabilized.

07.02.2015

FINAL NIGHT: Trump card!! 14 WILD Yo-yo combo effect! (Not chained) Farming big points! (WILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID







This was an awesome night in terms of pointage, even though I would have chosen other tasks while lucid, and definitely, not to break lucidity so many times, but I had to do what I had to do! This is a list of several WILDs, will put them in one entry so it is best known what is going on, and as a nice memory for my future.

This chain started after about three hours or sleep, I could not recall anything but a couple fragments related to the tournament. I felt the pressure of the last night so I did a WBTB while meditating, focusing and incubating for this.

Note: this are ALL different dreams, and they are NOT a chain of WILDS, as I wrote the dream down between each dream and did a mini-wbtb between each.

1st
WBTB (+2 pts)
Full Dream (+1 pts)
First WILD (+10 pts)
Reality Check (+1 pts)
Advance Flying (+10 pts)
Teleport (+7 pts)
DC Interaction (+2 pts)
Eat something (+4 pts)
Advance Telekinesis (+10 pts)

Suddenly the vibrations ceased and I found myself with the eyes open and having a blurry vision. I realized I was dreaming, but I still did a reality check to make sure, upon doing it. I took of and decided to fly up to space. There was a big mass of clouds, it was a foggy day and I could feel humidity, but after a few moments, I was out in space, flying at hight speed. I recalled this was the last night and I had to focus, so I stopped flying and I decided to teleport to a beach. As usual, I closed my eyes and visualized a beach, appeared at one with red sand. It was full of people and I saw a very hot DC in topless. I said, "Look, you are hot, but I am on business." I rubbed myself againts here and just moved away. I then grabbed a sandwhich from a bag I saw around, and it tasted like a burger, a very well done burger. I tried telekinesis and lifted a couple of chairs that were around, I kept focusing on more and more chairs levitating with easy success. People was screaming and I think some kid said, "Stop it!!" I thought it was enough and I decided to wake myself up to follow my plan.

I woke up and wrote this dream down, just keywords to not waste time, and layed down to WILD again. I thought I would fail, because it took be a bit longer time to WILD than I thought, but I was able to do it. This was about 5 minutes dream.

2nd
Full Dream (+1 pts)
Successiive WILD (+5 pts)
Reality check (+1 pts)
Advance Flying (+10 pts)
Teleport (+7 pts)
Phase through objects (+8 pts)
Super Speed (+4 pts)
Unespecified dream control (+3 pts)

I was back in my bed, wondering if my WILD worked. I could not feel any of my cats nor my wife in bed, so I did a RC and found my hand to be like a hologram. I took of quickly and start to fly. It was night this time and not cloudy at all. Instead of going to space, I just flew at high speed for a while to score well the advance flying. Some time passed and I decided to attempt to teleport while I was flying, so I closed my eyes and visualized to be taken to a random place. I heard a bird so I opened my eyes, while still flying. I was above a huge forest, while apparently, no one appeared to be there. I saw a ton of trees and I imagined I was a ghost and I could phase through them. I never closed my eyes while doing this and even though some trees apparnelty were shaking, I did phase through them without breaking them. I landed and started to run at super speed to score some points with success. I saw a lake and I had a false memory that breathing underwater scored 30 points so I got pretty excited as I jumped inside. I started to breath and while I choked at first, after a few moments I was able to breath. I felt this was enough and I woke myself up again.

I woke up and for a second I felt it was a false awakening, as they are very common for me, but I did a couple of reality checks and I was awake indeed. Took notes for my dream, went pee and went back to bed to perform another WILD. I was excited because there was still a long night to go. This dream lasted about 10 minutes.

3rd
Full Dream (+1 pts)
Successive WILD (+5 pts)
Reality Check (+1 pts)
Advance Flying (+10 pts)
Dream Character Interaction (+2 pts)
Use Electronics (+4 pts)
Advance Summoning Fictional (+15 pts)

I woke up in my old house bed, something extremely uncommon for me. For a second I felt happy because I was back in San Diego and not in Spain, but I did a reality check and saw my hand missing a finger. A bit of a bummer but good to reality I was going to score more points. I exited and as always in San Diego, it was very sunny and it was day, even though I could see stars on the sky and colored objects that I had no idea what they were but did not want to bother. I took once more a flight at high speed above and below the clouds. I also flew right above a huge downtown area (much bigger than San Diego downtown) and I decided to land. I saw a female DC talking on her phone. I demanded her to give me her cell phone. She insulted me and kept talking on her phone. I asked Freddy Krueger for help and he appeared right in front of me. I told the lady, "Your phone or else..." She started complained and gave me her phone. It was an old flip phone... I tried to call a random number and I believe google opened (somehow it was now a galaxy note) but someone in Spanish started to saying something despite I was talking in English. It made me laugh and I felt it was time to wake myself up, it felt a long dream to me.

I woke up and I was still paralyzed. I did not want to do a DEILD because it was beyond my plan, as dream control points award only once per chain. I tried hard to move my legs until after a while, they moved. I wrote my dream down. This one took me 20 minutes, I was hopping for less, but it was okay. I drank some water, and went back to bed.

4th
Full Dream (+1 pts)
Successive WILD (+5 pts)
Reality Check (+1 pts)
Dream Character Interaction (+2 pts)
Basic Flying (+4 pts)

I woke myself in bed and for a second I though I was still awake, I went to write a dream down but my lamp did not work. I found that to be odd so I checked my hands to find some thick and broken fingers.
My wife told me where was I going. I told her that she was just a dream character and let me mind my business. She said, "Whatever" and went back to bed. I left the house and took of flying. It was super cloudy and foggy (my lucid cryptonite) and I could not make my dream stable. I tried to fly out of them but my flight was pretty lame. Shortly after, I woke up.

This was a dream-loss, not intentional awakening. I worried I screwed my REM somehow, but I needed to push myself to the limits. This dream lasted like two minutes. I did a small wbtb to relax myself and went back to bed to keep WILDing.

5th
Full Dream (+1 pts)
Successive WILD (+5 pts)
Dream Stabilization (+1 pts)
Advance Flying (+10 pts)
Advance Summon Fictional (+15 pts)
Personal Task (+15 pts)
Incubation (+15 pts)

I woke up in bed and my dream quality seemed to be high. I left my house and started to flying. It was night and a sky full of stars. I also saw a few moons and some fireballs, it was pretty awesome actually. I felt the dream quality was superior, but I wanted to make sure the dream was stable before flying to space. After a while, I got myself to space and I could see cities in space, outside of planet earth. I wanted to explore one of those cities. One of them, was like a big downtown that covered a huge floating rock. There was a cascade on one of the edges of the rock falling into the nothingness of space. As I flew into this space island, I remembered my personal goals, it felt a good dream for them and since I already had a few short dreams, I decided to work on this one. I imagined that there were pokemon in there.

As I got closer, I saw some cartoonish animals, but they did not look like pokemon, but I didn't care and I landed. I saw what it looked like a Pokemon battle field and I tried to summon Sensei without success. Some random person appeared on the left side of the field and walked right in front of me. I told him to battle me, even though I had no pokemon but he said yes. I could not find a pokeball or anything, but I imagined a Litwick and a Bastiodon coming out for me. Only the litwick appeared:







And he had some weird made up pokemon. I asked my litwick to throw a blast (so much for a pokemon attack) and I saw a little sphere coming out from the flame and exploding into the other pokemon. A few moments later, the guy in front of me and his weird pokemon was gone, and some sign said I won... lol.

I thought this was good enough and woke myself up.

Despite not being a long dream, I might have wasted a lot of time or forgot to recall a possible non lucid part, because almost 40 minutes passed when I woke up. I wrote the dream down and did about a 10 minutes wbtb while repeating some mantras to keep doing well. My excitement was very high, it was about 5am at this time so I could score big.

6th
Full Dream (+1 pts)
Successive WILD (+5 pts)
Dream Stabilization (+1 pts)
Advance Flying (+10 pts)
Phasing (+8 pts)

This wild happened almost immediately, to a point that I really believed I failed it. However, I tried to jump and fly (yes, I was still in my room.) And to my positive surprise, I lifted and I was able to fly through the roof with my eyes open, which was pretty cool, as I thought I would just smash it as usual. I flyed at high speed and went all the way up to space. I wanted to do some space flying and I kept flying through for a while until I saw a wormhole. I flew though it and everything went very dark, and then I woke up of the sudden.

I was feeling the pressure of the competition and most likely the reason I woke up prematurely. I wrote the dream down and drank some water, then went back to bed. This dream was about 5 minutes long.

7th
Full Dream (+1 pts)
Successive WILD (+5 pts)
Dream Stabilization (+1 pts)
Advance Flying (+10 pts)
Teleport (+7 pts)

I had two false awakenings where I attempted to WILD, without realizing it was a dream until the third one, where I realized my bed was much more smaller than what it is in reality, turning me lucid. Dream quality was low, so I just started to fly as I left my home. It was night and it was super dark, there were no stars. I tried to fly to the moon again, but I would only see darkness, until eventually, I saw space and some stars. I then visualized myself teleporting back to my room. I did not teleport to my actual room, but to a different random bedroom and I believe that despite it was very dark, in the inside I saw sun coming out from the window. Decided to wake myself up.

This was a super bad quality dream, but I was lucid as I kept thinking of at least scoring two dream control for points. I took a couple notes and after about 5 minutes, went back to WILD.

8th
Full Dream (+1 pts)
Successive WILD (+5 pts)
Dream Stabilization (+1 pts)
Dream Character Interaction (+2 pts)
Eat something (+4 pts)
Basic Flying (+4 pts)

I was at some hotel, already lucid. There were some nice dream characters serving food like if I was in bahamas. They offered me a small sample of coconut something I cannot recall. I tasted it and it was warm, but tasted like coconuts. I asked one of the DC if they had a pandora box, but they said they didn't know what food that was. I decided to just take a small flight around and wake myself up. I did fly up around the clouds at a normal speed and woke myself up.

I quickly woke up, even though I had a couple false awakenings and almost forgot this dream. I took notes and went back to bed.

9th
Full Dream (+1 pts)
Successive WILD (+5 pts)
RC (+1 pts)
Advance Flying (+10 pts)

This wild worked instantly, as I had a false awakening almost right away and it was very bright outside. I knew it could not be day yet and upon doing a RC, I realized I was dreaming. I jumped off the bed and took of to fly. I decided to fly at high speed above town. It was chilly but it felt nice. I was hapy though because it was an awesome night for me. But felt I was getting tired. After flying a while, I woke myself up for the next one.

No false awakenings after this dream. I took notes from the flight and noted about 3 minutes passed for this one. I was very relaxed so I just focusd in WILDing again.

10th
Full Dream (+1 pts)
Successive WILD (+5 pts)
Basic Flying (+4 pts)

I felt myself floating and I felt it could have turned into an Astral Projection, but I focused in just getting into a dream. I was in the middle of the air so I just focused in flying at high speed while the dream lasted. It was not a long time that I started to see the dream very blurry and I allowed myself to wake up.
I woke up to a short non lucid dream were I was accounting my points and saw that anotherdreamer had like 5,000 points that he did in one night. I found that insane. As I was trying to get how was that possible, I woke up for real.

I went to my computer to see how things were and how many points anotherdreamer had scored, but there was no updates from him so I went back to bed to WILD.

11th
Full Dream (+1 pts)
Successive WILD (+5 pts)
RC (+1 pts)
Teleport (+7 pts)
Basic Flying (+4 pts)

My alarm clock rang and my wife was already out of bed. I knew I was dreaming because it was Saturday and the alarm clock wasn't set. I checked my hands to make sure I was dreaming and indeed I was. I took of flying, but oddly enough, I had a hard time to fly. I imagined myself teleporting to a high building in order to jump off from it. I closed my eyes and jumped hard, and upon opening my eyes, I was on the top of a huge building, I believe it was the Trump Tower in Chicago. i jumped off and started to fly at a gentle speed. It was night and it felt good. I decided to wake myself up.

I took notes from this dream and had to go pee again, then got back to bed to WILD again.

12th
Full Dream (+1 pts)
Successive WILD (+5 pts)
Advance Flying (+10 pts)

After a while, I opened my dream eyes and I my vision was pretty bad, which it allowed me to know I was dreaming. I started to fly (I am unsure where I was, as it was super blurry) and I started to fly. As I was flying at high speed, I could see an image forming in front of my eyes, I had sound and feeling, but I was almost blind. I was seeing space and a ton of tiny planets. I was bigger than the planets and it was a weird experience. I could not control my dream very well so I woke up.

I was pretty tired of this already, but I told myself that AnotherDreamer was probably busting his butt and I knew Sensei also had a trump card waiting for his last night, so I had to push it a little more.

13th
Full Dream (+1 pts)
Successive WILD (+5 pts)
Use electronics (+4 pts)
Phasing (+8 pts)
Basic Flying (+4 pts)

I had a false awakening in a car, i believe it was a huge car because I was laying down. Based on what I could see, we were around Texas and there was a cell phone next to me. Not my cell phone, but still, I grabbed it and tried to turn it on. It made a lot of wierd noises and it started to vibrate super hard. I kind of freaked out for some reason and just decided to phase off the car and started to fly, which I successfully did. After flying for a little while, I woke myself up.

I woke up to write my dreams down and I felt it was good enough to keep breaking dreams. I felt myself tired, so I wilded one last time.

14th
Full Dream (+1 pts)
Successive WILD (+5 pts)
Advance Flying (+10 pts)

I had a false awakening at home and just exited the house. Some strange party was going on, but I kind of ignored it and just started to fly through space. It was a nice feeling and I landed in some weird planet, that had like cream instead of water and the ground was like very shaky. I kind of allowed me to be absorved by the dream, and I barely recall what happened next.

I slept for about 90 minutes more and then finally woke up. I recall some fragments, but did not write them down and can't remember, so not counting points.

February 07, 2015

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Hooping

I was entering a sort of church with my mom and dad. It was in some foreign country, probably Germany or Austria. I knew in my dream that I had visited this church before, with Zukin, but she wasn't here this time. As we enter the first room, we spot Jeremy from Top Gear sitting in a chair at the far end of the room. He talks to us a little, but doesn't say much, and I can't remember what little we did talk about. I had the feeling I was a little scared of him, maybe it was more awe-struck. At the front end of the room, where we had entered, there was a table against the wall with two hoops on it. I had picked them up and was about to start hooping with one of them, when a young boy ran into the room and tackled me with a hug. We had met this boy last time we were here, and he said he had missed me. He asked where Zukin was, and I said she wasn't here this time. He then asked me to do that thing we had done last time. He meant a thing where Zukin holds a hoop in each hand and twirls them around. It's fascinating to watch and I've tried it before, it's pretty tricky to do. I told him, "It was Zukin who did that, I'm not very good at it." But he insisted, and handed me to lighter hoops than the ones I currently held. I gave in and attempted the trick. At first I was doing it all wrong, but I knew what I was doing wrong; my wrists were bending the wrong ways. I fixed it and was about to really get in a groove when I woke up.





ALL THE FOOD

When I fell back asleep, I entered back into the same dream (I was trying to enter it lucid, but it was a normal dream). The boy was gone, and Jeremy was also gone. My mom and dad and I went through the big double doors at the end of the room and entered another large room with tables all over the place. there were people all over, too, and it turned out it was a potluck day. I was excited for food, and realized I was ravenous. The back wall of the room had tables against it, covered with main dishes and sides. I got a plate with the best looking chicken I had ever seen, some pees, corn, and some bread and potatoes with gravy. I put my plate down next to where my mom was, to save a spot while I went to the dessert room. There was apparently a whole other room for desserts.

In that room, there were two or three tables all pushed together in the center, piled high with plates of cookies and brownies and cakes and whatever kind of dessert you could think of, basically. I walked around it once first, taking it all in and deciding what I would pick... There was a whole section of three or four different kinds of red velvet cookies. One of them was apparently red velvet but without the food coloring, and it had tiny chocolate chips sprinkled on the top of it. But I didn't get that one, I went for a more traditional red velvet cookie. I got two of those, and then I noticed a table at the corner of the room, and there was a bag on the table. The bag had two compartments; in one were smaller red velvet cookies with a weird looking frosting, and in the other were HUGE red velvet cookies with a delicious looking cream-cheese frosting or something. I took one of the big ones and put it on my plate. But now it was full, so I needed another (they were small plates).

I got another plate, and looked at the layered goodies. There was a piece the size of my hand of this layered fudge and chocolate and either coffee or peanut butter stuff... It looked delicious, but I assumed it was a tiramisu and I don't like those, so I left it. Next to it, though, was a foot-and-a-half tall layered thing of chocolate and fudge and vanilla and soft cakes and mints and it just looked so good. So I cut a super thin piece (maybe about half an inch thick, because it was so tall and I didn't need a shit ton of the stuff) and had to kind of scoop it out into a messy pile on my plate. I started from the top and scooped out 4-inch parts at a time because I was worried that if I just took it from the bottom, it would all topple and get all over the place.

I drab one more cookie, and then they announce that the food lines were going to close up pretty soon, so I left and found my spot next to mom. I realized I had forgotten the other plate, though, and tried to get back in. The door to the hallway leading to the dessert room was locked from my side, though. I waited for someone to come out, but no one was, so I knocked on the door. A young man peeked from around the corner (I was looking through the small gap between the double-doors, or there might have been a window in the door...) and tentatively opened the door for me. I thanked him with a hug, and went to find my other plate. It was on the table in the corner that had the bag on it. I grabbed it, went back to my seat

And then I started to eat. And oh my god, it was amazing. the chicken was the most flavorful and amazingly moist chicken I have ever had. I moved on to that layered thing, and it was so good. It's hard to describe what exactly it tasted like, but it was EXACTLY what I was craving (and am still craving right now). Like, think of your favorite childhood dessert, and it was that taste, pretty much.

I was sad to wake up from that dessert.





Romeo vs. Me: "Dueling"

When I fell back asleep, I dreamed I was in a car on the way to a small town in the mountains of Germany or Austria (there was a theme this night... I was thinking hard about castles and balls all day so I could increase my chances of remembering some tasks when I got lucid). We were almost there, I could tell, but there was still another mountain to get over first. Right now we were driving in a valley, with the mountain to our left and farms and scattered rural houses to our right... But the building were all torn down. It looked like there had been a tornado or some other really destructive storm... and so I was worried about the town we were headed for. I was hoping it was an isolated event and that everyone I knew in this small town was alright.

When we got to the town, I got out of the car and walked to the main town square. Someone was breathing fire (it was sunset, getting dark) and this was so fascinating but weird that I did a reality check... My left hand's middle and ring finger were kinda webbed-looking...

I was dreaming!

I looked around and started rubbing my hands together because my lucids have not lasted long lately... I felt the dream getting stronger, and I also took note of my surroundings. I remembered right away the challenge task for week two, and shot into the air to hover above the town square. I looked around the town for a castle that looked like it was having a party; it would probably be the Capulet's ball.

On the edge of town, on the hills leading to the mountains beyond, I saw what looked like a fancy villa or something, and there were lots of lights around it, lighting up the grounds and whatnot. I assumed this was the Capulet household, and was about to fly off toward it normally, when I remembered my last three-part task. I thought about how fast would count as "advanced" flying, and pretty much decided jet-speed would do. I'm not really sure that I did anything special, I just kinda expected to be going super fast, and I did. I shot off in a bee-line for the castle and was there in pretty much a second. It actually kinda reminded me of Lord of the Rings, when Sauron zooms in on things happening far away.

I land at the front door and because I am a Capulet, I just walk right in. I was greeted by a servant at the door, and handed something to drink. It was in a fancy glass and looked bubbly, so I downed it and continued into the main room. It was beautiful, really. There was the main floor, which was large, and then there were stairs on either side leading up to an upper balcony level where people were milling about and talking. I looked around, expecting to see Romeo. He was supposed to crash this party, yes? And then I thought, "My teammates and the other team should be here as well." So I called out the names I could remember: OneUp, Pickman, StaySharp, Spellbee, FryingMan. Five young men walked toward me from the crowds, and I asked who each of them were. "Which one of you is OneUp?" The one in the middle raised his hand. Though he also raised his hand when I asked who was StaySharp, and so it was a little bit confusing about which ones were which people (but my subC pretty humorously inserted clues about who was who). I eventually sorted it out, and grabbed OneUp (he had an arrow on his forehead, a little like Aang, but it pointed up, not down), Pickman (he had a flower sticking out of his head and wore an all red suit) and StaySharp (he was pretty nondescript), pulling them to my side. "You three are Capulets, right?" They nodded. "And you two are Montegues, correct?" I asked Spellbee (he was buzzing the whole time so I'm pretty sure that was him) and FryingMan (he actually had a frying pan on a rope around his neck). They nodded, too, and seemed troubled.

I was about to try to convert Spellbee and FryingMan, when Spellbee's buzzing got louder and he grabbed FryingMan's frying pan and tried to hit me with it. "Hey now. Be nice." I made the frying pan shrink so it was the size of a normal necklace now. "You two should totally join the Capulets. We have awesome parties." They both looked a little uncertain, so I kept going. "You will join the Capulets." I waved my hand, trying to use Jedi mind powers. They squirmed a little and then both said, "Okay," and stepped over to stand behind me. "Now let's find that Romeo guy." They agreed to help me find him.

I was walking around, expecting that I would bump into Romeo eventually, when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around and saw the Face. "Do you know where Romeo is?" I asked him. He just shrugged and took my hand, taking me to the balcony. "Wait, I have to find Romeo," I said. He looked back at me, oddly silent, and just giggled a little, then disappeared. I watched the DCs around me, wondering which one of them was Romeo. Then I heard someone (I think it was Spellbee) say, "Oh, Romeo," behind me, and I turned to see who he was talking to. The young man I assumed to be Romeo had black hair and wore a fancy outfit, but beyond that I don't remember much about his looks. I approached him and said, "You're Romeo, right?"

He looked at me, nodded, and said, "And who are you?" I told him I was Juliet (Romeo will obviously fall in love with Juliet), and he pretty much just leaves what he was doing, grabs my hand, and stands there holding my hand silently. It was like we were school kids playing date on the playground. I turned to him and said, "Romeo, do you love me?" He looked at me and smiled, nodding. "Don't you want to kiss me?" I asked, and he blushed, then carefully kissed me. Well, this should be enough for that task, right...? But I was also going to do the other option, which was to duel Romeo. "Romeo, I challenge you to a duel!" I said.

He perked up a bit, grabbed my hand and lead me to a door. The DVers I had found followed us, whooping and yelling encouragement to me. Then it turned into this really weird sex battle. Apparently that's what a duel means here. Romeo pushed me down onto a bed and tore off his own shirt, and one of the DVers yelled "BULLSHIT!" I decided to let this kind of duel continue, and pretty much flipped Romeo on his back so I was on top. I think that was how you won. So yeah. We "dueled" for a while and I'm pretty sure I won because I was on top at the end and my DV following was ecstatic and jumping around and hugging each other as if their team had just won the superbowl. I was barely lucid at this point, and then I woke up.

DILD #1

I don't remember this one that well, it happened very early on in the night. I just remember being lucid and having a sex dream with Dreamer. I remember stretching her limbs to ridiculous lengths like she was Mister Incredible.

DILD #2

I repeated this dream a few times. It started with me eating roast beef, thinking it was vegan. I realized it wasn't and was a little grossed out by what I had just eaten. I became lucid from that and went on a journey with Dreamer in some strange shopping mall. I actually repeated the dream a couple times. When I didn't like how it went, I would restart it from the roast beef decision.

In one of the restarts we were exploring some staircases when I saw an abomination.

He threw his hook at me but I ran at super speed and dodged all of his attacks while jumping super high as well. I restarted that one when a few more abominations appeared.

In another one we were exploring the same staircases when I summoned Percylucid. He started talking about some dream stuff, I don't remember anything that he said though. I think we kind of went on exploring without him and eventually got to some place that looked like an insane asylum. There were straight jackets and those Hannibal Lecter style masks everywhere. I could hear doctors and nurses rushing in to restrain us. I decided to try a teleportation technique that I had read in Percylucid's DJ. I closed my eyes, visually imagined and felt where I wanted to be, then jumped in the air. It worked, sort of. I got out of there but I ended up in the bedroom again with Dreamer. I forgot that I was dreaming and I don't remember what happened after that.

DILD #3

I was having a stress dream where I was in a shuttle bus with a bunch of old people. It was taking us all to the airport. I took the wheel at some point then dissociated from my body and realized that I was actually sitting down next to another version of me that was driving. I became lucid from that and told myself to make us fly into the air super fast and do crazy flying moves like spins and dives and rolls. He pulled it off effortlessly. He then crashed the car into the ground, but I wasn't injured at all despite the brutality of it. I asked Dreamy #2 to summon a microwave that was big enough for me to get into, one instantly appeared in front of me. I opened it with my mind and tried to climb into it, but it was just a little bit too small for me to fit inside of. I remembered what Dreamer did and I made the microwave start to suck me in while my body simultaneously shrunk. I eventually fit into it but with my limbs all tightly compacted in a very uncomfortable cube. The dream started to end so I quickly turned the microwave on and the last thing I saw was a 3rd person image of my legs and arms and face all smushed up against the side of the microwave window.

DILD #4

I became lucid in a shopping mall/amusement park. There were little food stands and small rides everywhere. I couldn't think of anything that I wanted to do, so I just relaxed while calmly walking through the dream and admiring the beauty of the world around me. These two old, blind women walked up to me, I think they were attached to each other. They told me that they could teleport me to any place that I wanted! I really liked the idea of that, so I asked them to send me to D.R.

They said sure then started summoning portals while running around. Right as I would run up to them, the portals would disappear. The two blind women thought this was hilarious and they kept summoning portals for me to run into them making them disappear right as I got to them. After trying that about 4-5 times, I gave up and decided to just try to get there by myself. I closed my eyes and jumped in the air. I ended up in a void then woke up shortly after.

DILD #5

I became lucid while in a fight with some guy. I became lucid from it because his punches weren't really hurting. I then took him to the ground and used my super dream wrestling skills and thought to myself that I wish I was that good at wrestling outside of dreams.

This particular night was my most active lucid dreaming and OBE night ever! I’ve already journaled all the other experiences from that night and here’s the last one.

Prior to this particular experience, I had a hilarious OBE where my CPAP mask was covering my right eye, and I couldn’t figure out why I couldn’t see out of that one eye. Anyway, I woke up after that, and then I went back to sleep physically, but my mind was conscious (This happened at my parent’s house). About a half hour later the vibrations started. They come in waves about every 10 seconds and last about 1 second and gradually increase in amplitude. When I felt the vibrations peaking in strength, then I leaped out of bed, OBE. I landed beside my bed and tore off my CPAP mask and blanket, piece by piece. And then I ran out the bedroom and went downstairs into the living room. Clarity was perfect.

My niece and nephew were sitting on a bench alongside the West window. They were looking at me with a shocked expression on their faces, and oddly, they were both very young. It seemed like I was back in time by at least 8 or 9 years. I’ve already had several a few LD’s and OBE’s that night and I guess I wasn’t very patient, because I went straight to my quest and sternly said, “Where’s Daughter?” (I should have greeted them nicely). My niece looked at me and said, “What? What do you mean?” Then I angrily said, “What, You don’t know who Daughter is? Have you forgotten about her?” My behavior had gotten way out of control! My nephew looked really startled by what I said, and he quickly jumped to his feet and waved at me to follow him, so I did.

He headed straight for the backdoor and pointed with his finger for me to go outside. It was nighttime, and it was raining. When I opened the backdoor I could see 2 youths and 2 adults walking across the backyard towards me. I couldn’t make out who they were, but when they got close I recognized my daughter! She was crying. The three others stopped walking, and one of the adults pushed my daughter towards me. She looked confused and upset. She was really young, maybe 7 or 8. I kneeled down and held out my arms and she cautiously walked up to me, then I said, “Daughter, it’s daddy!” She then recognized me and ran into my arms and started to smile and laugh, but she seemed giddy, and more in a state of shock, than happy. My wife then walked out the back door, gave me a look of displease, and then quickly turned her expression to happiness in an effort to comfort my daughter. I felt a little upset to how this OBE was playing out, and unfortunately I went back into ‘the void’, and then immediately had a false awakening with my wife. I actually thought I had awakened! My wife had a big piece of wood and she was dropping it on my bedroom floor. It was so loud and annoying, so I started to give her crap because she woke me up while I was trying to dream. Then I went back to sleep, not knowing I was already asleep.