non-lucid

In real life, I landed an interview for this job on Wednesday for 11 am. In my dream, the lady called me Tuesday morning to say "why don't you come today at 11" or something like that, in a way that made it clear it was an order. But I was sitting on Meme's couch in pajamas, no idea where my professional clothes might be, and it was already 10 am when she called. It would be impossible. I wondered if this was their way of getting in a surprise drug test: if the candidate doesn't even know when the interview will be, they definitely won't know when the drug test will be.

Dream 1: I am planning to go to go to my friend mirs house but get caught up in the moment. I am doing something else and completely forget until it's one o'clock

Dream 2: A dream where I play characters from different video games

I wrote notes when I woke up at night but couldn't finish writing my dreams when I woke up because I got busy

Skyrim: Dream of the Gunslinger

2019, 07-29

Regular Dream - Semi-lucid Dream - Lucid Dream - Notes

I am playing Skyrim VR. For some reason I am starting over yet again. I am thinking I have started over so many times but I can’t think why. And here I am back in the cart with Ralof, Lokir, and Ulfric. I look at them and Ralof says the usual stuff, so does Lokir. I ask no one in particular how many times I have to repeat this. Well there’s nothing to do but wait for the dragon. Ulfric is staring at me. I don’t remember noticing him staring at me here before. I look around the cart and I see numerous Imperial soldiers riding around us, more than I remember noticing in past times I played this. But other than that it seems to be going normally… until we arrive at Helgen at the same time as a group of bandits.

The cart comes to a stop near Helgen because there are bandits between us and the main gate. They’re fighting someone. I hear the crash of a gun firing. The bandits freeze, not sure what to make of that noise. A mage throws a fireball at someone near the gate. There is another gunshot and the bandit mage falls. More start attacking, and more gunshots ring out. Bandits fall, one for each shot fired. The bandits actually show intelligence as they scatter from the unknown threat. As the bandits scatter I see a familiar face. It’s Roland Deschain from the Dark Tower books by Stephen King! The guards are trying to arrest Roland, so much for showing some gratitude for defending Helgen from bandits. It seems they’re assuming Roland is also a bandit.

The fact we were delayed at the entrance to Helgen does not delay Alduin’s arrival. The huge black dragon soars over Helgen, bathing everything in his path in fire. He saves a blast of flame for those of us outside the gate. The explosion flips the cart end over end, dumping all four of us out. I have an image of the cart landing on top of me and I try to get up only to be knocked back down when Ulfric lands on top of me. The flaming cart lands several feet away with a crash. I look to the side and see Alduin grab Lokir for a snack. That guy just can’t catch a break! Ulfric gets off of me so I can get up now. I see Roland staring at Alduin in amazement. When the dragon circles for another pass Roland starts shooting, though the shots have no apparent effect.

There is now chaos. People are running through the gate and into the surrounding wilderness to try to escape Alduin, many don’t make it. There’s an explosion near the gate and I lose sight of Roland. I head in his direction, I have to be sure he’s ok. Someone grabs my arm and pulls me towards the cover of the trees. I look and see it’s Ralof, I pull away from him and head for the remains of the gate. Roland comes out of the smoke, he looks unharmed. The Imperial captain that I hate so much is coming at us with several guards. I want to fus her. So I do. FUS-RO-DAH! The captain and the guards all go flying backwards from the force of it. If I have to repeat this, at least this cool glitch repeated!

Someone has grabbed my arm again. I look and see Ulfric this time. He says we have to move now, I won’t go anywhere until I know Roland is ok. Roland isn’t even supposed to be here, I’m not leaving him. I pull away from Ulfric and go to Roland. Roland is staring at Alduin, who is over Helgen and torching everything. I grab Roland and tell him we have to get to cover. Roland turns to me but then becomes transparent and disappears. What the fus?! I am looking where Roland disappeared. My arm is grabbed again and this time I go without even looking to see who is pulling me. I am soon in the trees with Ralof and Ulfric and a couple other Stormcloaks. I am wondering what happened to Roland. Ulfric wants to know where I learned to shout, but when Alduin roars, Ulfric says that will have to wait. I am about to follow Ralof and Ulfric into the trees but I wake up. After I wake up I wonder if I disappeared just like Roland did…

Not sure where to start.


No jamie dreams this week. First week in a long time. C stole the show but I dealt with that.

Not posting in color because I just want this entry in and want to forget about it.

Dream 1: C comes to visit me at an art gallery and tells me to calm down or something.

Dream 2: Before I fell asleep I was having some major stress because I was supposed to meet up with C. In the dream she gave me a big hug, I've never felt so healed from a hug ever, I woke up feeling really good... Stood her up anyway.

Dream 3: after standing her up, I dream I get a call from C and it sounds like she's crying... instead of talking normally she starts reading one of my messages back to me.

IRL life C and her sister start sharing angry memes at me on facebook. *sigh* Time for a damage control letter. "I have some serious emotional issues to work on so It's best to be your friend from a distance." It's not a lie it's actually true. Hopefully she won't be bothering me anytime soon. If at all.

all other dreams were too foggy to recall.

I want my dream Queen back dammit. Jamie where are you?

One of my siblings was getting married to a Indian guy fresh out from India! Not sure who exactly, perhaps one of my sisters. Yeah, one of my Sisters.

My family didn't approve but we were allowing it to happen. Some conflict happened during the wedding preparation though, we were planning special music and the groom blasted this modern pop love song on the speakers. Well, my family didn't like that! They wanted some simple acoustic Christian love songs playing.

They booed and shouted out pious exclamations regarding their dislike for the song but after a while they stopped and my Mother even started humming along! Compromise? Some agreement must have been made.

The Indian guy wanted to seem like an 'Aussie' so he pulled out a boomerang and expertly through it out the glass window. It zoomed around very impressively in a circle and came back to hit the glass! Very nice throw!

Puffing out my chest, I swagger over to show him how its done. However, when I throw it out the window, it hits the ground and bounces to a stop!! Embarrassed, I tell him I throw better outside and manage a weak throw while outside, a bit shameful! Well, the saying goes,....Pride goeth before a fall.

Next, this Indian guy wants help with decorating the wedding Hall, its a big job, he reckons. So I help him with decorating the hall with ribbons, balloons etc.

Weird dream, I know, I've absorbed too much fiction.

I dreamed that I was back at my old home. At home, I had an enemy which took on my Dads appearance. When this person was away, I took their wooden Soul container, that they had put a portion of the soul into, and burned it in the fireplace! This must have been quite painful because it soon prompted my enemy, which had my Dad's face, to appear.

Then, some kind of battle happened, a mental/spiritual battle. Not sure on the details, but after fighting a while, a truce came about. I let them fish out the charred remains of their Wooden soul container.

I've stopped reading/watching fiction. It's filled my mind with too much 'cr@p'!!

I'm at this large river which has a large tree trunk that spans the river. It's about 30ft above the water level. Standing up on the log are a Lesbian Couple, quite fierce looking!

Well, haha, it seems that theirs a large rope swing hanging down from a tree branch that is above the log, I'm dangling on the rope swing, swinging back and forth trying to knock the Lesbians off the log bridge! After some unsuccessful attempts, they cut the rope somehow and I fall, but land on the opposite end of the log that they are on.

Next, they have a saw and I have one. Theirs an audience watching us and we're doing a log cutting competition. Whoever saws through their end of the log first wins! Away we all go, sawing away, people cheering us on. Being quite strong, I get ahead and complacently look at how far behind they are while slowing down my sawing speed. They seem quite frustrated and nervous regarding their impending loss to me! Too busy watching them, I spend less time sawing and more time gloating over their imminent loss to me!

All of a sudden, I look more closely, and they are actually slightly ahead of me through the log! They were pretending to be frustrated and losing to trick me into sawing slower!! I madly start cutting, thrusting the saw back and forth and.......YES, I've won!! I exclaim loudly as my end of the log gets cut through. Just as I said that, they also stand up and proclaim victory. I argue that I was first and that everyone saw it. However, they persistently insist that they won and the crowd seems to take their side.

I dreamt I was meandering through a swamp which had a number of large trees of different types. Huge fig trees, pines etc where towering towards the heavens from the murky swamp. I was walking through them with my head upturned, thinking about tree climbing. Suddenly, I see a large Crocodile heading towards me!

Startled, i leap for the nearest tree and start to climb it. Its hard to climb, a lot of the branches are rotten and break. A couple of times I almost fall down to the Hungry looking Croc! I mess about for a while, climbing around and figure out, that the stronger my faith is in the tree branches, the less they break!

I end up climbing one of the tallest trees their on dead branches the size of my fingers by focusing my mind on strong faith and belief in the branches holding my weight. This seemed to make them strong and I quickly ascend to the top.

Sometimes in life, what we think is strong is weak, and what is weak is actually strong

The life of a christian is like climbing a tree, its hard, its a challenge and sometimes we fall back down where we started. What is important that we don't give up, keep trying and have faith in God

Short quick dream. I dreamed that I was going back packing somewhere. while staying in a back packers hostel, I meet this cute young lady who had a spritely, passionate and positive energy about her i really admired. While teasing her and playing about on a bed, she asks me a question and I answer it with a Kiss, hugs and cuddles.

Next, I remember discussing healthy food with her and going shopping in a health food shop. Perhaps we became a couple?

Seems I was driving to Muswellbrook or a town similar. It was night time and their was a nearby bushfire. Scattered along the road were burning logs and branches I had to swerve to avoid!

Arriving at the town, there was a carnival happening along the main street! There were songs and dancing, lots of market stalls and fun things happening. Well, I was at town to do a load of laundry, however, walking up this hill towards the laundromat, the going was hard! It was hard to walk up the hill and everything seemed in slow motion. I finally got the load of laundry in and walked around town....and forgot about picking up the washed clothes!

Much later on it seems, I was walking out of town, barefoot, with the intent to find somewhere to sleep in a nearby paddock. Well, a police car pulls up next to me and tells me that the laundromat owners are complaining about how no ones picked up the last load washed by me! I have no idea how they know it was me or found where I was, haha. I'm worried that the police will think I'm a homeless hobo due to my barefeet and rough looking clothes. I then head back into town to pick up my clothes before driving out.

Be mindful of the distractions of life, the fun and games, carnivals, music, dancing and what they signify. Their is nothing wrong with innocent pleasures but too much of a good thing is bad and they can distract you from your true life mission and noble purpose! E.G. doing the Laundry

I dreamed that I was at a huge castle like complex made out of stone and medieval style buildings. It was located on the top of a huge mountain.

Their were many layers and levels to this castle complex and I was on the upper layer, which was where the prisoners were kept and all the security guards. I stood at the edge and looked over the cliff, there was a huge storm approaching. Strong winds began to blow. Some guards were marching the prisoners underneath to protect them from the storm, they were beginning to blow over!

I staggered away and went underneath to the next level, thinking i wanted to find royalty or something. Well, instead, I found the royal stables! Their was a middle aged blond grooming the horses. They were all massive in size and majestic in strength. I spent some time chatting with the stable lady and admiring the horses.

Their is a storm approaching and who can stop it? I must be ready to withstand the storm and do what God wants me to do. May the winds of strife only blow me higher and closer to God. Through God's strength, anything is possible, alone, we are weak and frail

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

Were occupied by nazis. I am part of the resistance. I am staying at my hometown and we set headquarters at the school just by the side of my mom's house. I am supposedly a teacher, but it's just the cover. The school is at one of the highest points at the village and we can see every movement from there but are not seen easily from below. So I meet there some fellow freedom fighters and we exchange info and make plans there. Someone brings us the info that a resistance lady escaping the nazis is sleeping at the cemetery and apparently about to be found by a nazy patrol going there. We organize a group of three and we exit through the back to go on a rescue mission. I kiss goodbye one cat I own and is sleeping on a shelf on a wall. I fear not coming back but know that some of my friends would look after my baby. We get there and we eliminate the patrol and want to bring her along but she is actually complaining, saying she could totally handle them alone. We're upset and we leave.

Going to my room, find it infested with wasps. Don't want to kill them, so start working on a strategy to take them away but can't make it work, so I just close the door. Later, Zilla and someone else comes to sleep there unaware of it and they go to bed without noticing there are wasps between the sheets. They get attacked and amidst the panic, Riverstone comes to help and starts killing them, says we can't save the wasps, we must protect ourselves first. I join in killing them with a shoe but hurts doing so. Then notice another little animal like a crab going into the bed. It is a strange creature because it seems origami, not real. But it moves and seems intelligent. I drop it outside my house and immediately it goes back inside, finds the room and goes to the bed again. I wonder if it is a robot.

Walking a street with a frjend. Stop in front of a historic building to admire it. Then some silly guy passing by, kisses my hand. At first I ignore, but then decide to scold him and grab him by his arm and head for a police car nearby. Unfortunately no cops inside. So I drag the guy to the nearest police station. Unexpectedly the police tells me and my friend that a killer is looking for us. Then it's revealed that is someone in the police. They drug us, I stay awake but very sleepy. Someone laughs. I try to resist, I manage to keep conscious until someone comes in with a big dog.

I keep on getting multiple dreams but I go back to bed with out recording bits it them. I'll have to remember.

Dream 1: I'm in some type of camp. Almost like something you'd find if you're on vacation. I don't do too much in this dream so ima just say the key parts.
I'm at a bench just hanging out and thinking. After a while some girls I know from school show up and start talking. They play a game with a weird type of toy. It's a lady inside of a small hexagon. You look at her with these weird glasses on your face and she tells you how you look(like a 8/10 for example)

While everyone is playing I have a conversation with this girl K. At some point i pat her shoulders and she flinches hard. I ask what's wrong and she says that she pulled a nerve there. I say I'm sorry and we continue talking.

At some point we hug, it was a rare, but great feeling hug. Eventually it's my turn and I turn around to face the toy. K starts hugging me from behind, which was also a great feeling. I put on the glasses and I get a 4/6 which Is kind of weird, but we continue on. Eventually everyone in the camp is getting up to go somewhere.

I join my friends, but I have a very noticeable erection. So I bring a blanket. I say something and someone tells me to be quite. We reach our destination. And we have like 2 seconds to get into groups.

Me and this other dude get in a group. we are asked a question such as "who do you think is the best in your group" we both look at eachother because we are the only ones in our group.

I don't remember any thing else

I had like 4 wbtb's but I don't remember any of the dreams(I know I had 3 more)

Dream 1: I forget when this dream starts, but I'm some sort of supermarket. Me and my mother are walking around and we go to the upper left side of the store. Apparently there's some sort of therapist In the store.

We start talking about my friend S, I tell her about how she's horrible at relationships. After talking for a while she ask me what I'm thinking of doing. I tell her nothing. She gives a slight sigh and says "no, you need to teach her to lucid dream!" Super enthusiastically.

I give her a loud high five and then I think of reality checking, after about 2 seconds I decide not to. I don't know why. I think I forgot.

We say our goodbyes to the therapist, and me and my mom continue walking through the store. Now I'm shirtless too.

We leave the store to see people packing the streets. They're all buff people on workout mats. I have my own workout mat and I get on it. I don't remember the rest.

I remember four other non-lucids, but they're too confusing and I've been up too long to remember.

Extreme supercell
I am looking out of the window, noticing that a gigantic shelf cloud, similar to the shelf cloud in Breslau, Poland, 11.08.2018 was hovering over our home. A wave of excitement overcame me. I told my mother something about the storm, frantically searching for my phone as the cloud quickly passed over our house. A small funnel cloud tornado then formed and suddenly started sucking up small amounts of dust from the garden as I observed with excitement, commenting that it wouldn't move towards our house, but rather go to the right away from our house. I then remembered that tornadoes could rapidly change their paths, getting a little scared. It then suddenly dissipated. I took a few pictures of the shelf cloud, before running to my room to get my camera. Back at the living room window, I zoom into the shelf cloud, but suddenly, the camera view was in the cloud, the inside of the cloud seemingly just being repeating "textures". I tried moving the camera out of the cloud, and after going through multiple layers of the cloud, succeeded. I then tried looking through walls in my home using the camera, but it returned to normal. Then, I wondered where the cloud base was, where all the lightning usually comes from. I thought that my father should really drive me further away from the cloud to get a better view of the shelf cloud. I then had regrets of not talking my parents into participating in a small contest to win an RV.

Suddenly, I am standing at my old kindergarten, or at least, I thought it was that in my dream, although it was way different in real life. I looked around the kindergarten, which had a layout reminiscent of the bottom floor of my old primary school. There was a group of children, scared of the storm sitting in a circle as a woman seemed to do something with them. I had an interaction with them, but I don't remember it. Soon after that, I went onto one of a couple of metal beams located around the ceiling, seeing another shelf cloud outside, identical to the shelf cloud from the 13.08.2018 supercell somewhere in Germany.

Very small home fragment
I am in the living room of my home.