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    1. Jackie Gleason in Stormland

      by , 05-26-2020 at 12:01 PM
      Morning of May 26, 2020. Tuesday.

      Dream #: 19,517-01. Reading time (optimized): 3 min.



      My dream self grows instinctually aware and active during the usual process that determines a handler for cortical arousal (initially my vestibular cortex). In this dream, it is Jackie Gleason, the primary influence being the moonrise (dream state initiation) in the television series “The Honeymooners.” (I will emphasize a fundamental causal factor here. Because being in the dream state has a similar level of cortical dormancy and sensory deprivation as when watching television or a movie, a celebrity is often the virtual handler of my waking transition.)

      An unknown male is with me to my right (waking status personification, mainly inactive). In a big undefined room, two unfamiliar men are standing and talking, facing each other, with the implication we are watching a movie, though we are present and sitting cross-legged at the scene (a common dream state ambiguity). One man is playing the role of a young and thin Jackie Gleason. For a few minutes, we are trying to work out which man is playing him. Eventually, it becomes obvious. It is the man on the left, who has dark curly hair.

      The identity determinant results in initiating the next stage of my dream and vivifies it. My dream self handler (again, vestibular cortex) is Jackie Gleason. Even so, I am still only a witness to the scenario. The Sistine Chapel is in ruins, though only as in another world. An unknown male with a staff controls the lightning (neural energy while in the dream state) to send individuals into the other world. He first does this to an unknown woman (a quantum model of Zsuzsanna, as my waking-life identity is absent). I watch her wander around alone. The storm is not threatening.

      Eventually, the anticipated myoclonus factor becomes pre-liminal. Jackie Gleason stands in the center of the ruins and wants to find the unknown woman to confirm her status and bring her back if possible. The expectation of the transition is by way of flight (as has usually been the case since childhood). There is no roof on the ruins of the building, to allow for the vestibular management of this process. (I am sleeping on my back in this instance, which usually results in vertical dream state processing rather than horizontal as with, for example, using a door to exit my dream).

      A pterodactyl flies down as the vestibular processing simulacrum. Jackie Gleason stands there, but nothing happens. They stare at each other, but the pterodactyl eventually unexpectedly flies off instead of carrying him into the next world.

      As a result of no myoclonus or viable consciousness emergence, cortical arousal instead establishes a vivid offset dream that serves as a false awakening, and I am now lying on my back on the front lawn of our current home in the late morning. Zsuzsanna is standing to my left. (She is awake in reality, standing to my left in our lounge room.) I can see the front of our house and the sky. Dark clouds, lightning, and rain are fast approaching from the south. I am concerned about my dream journal getting wet (as it is on the lawn near me), but I have difficulty moving quickly enough. Eventually, I can get up and wake while doing this.



      Here are some similar examples of this dreaming process that has occurred every sleep cycle for over 50 years:

      Ralph Waite (as in “The Mississippi” television series from the 1980s), referring to a book, talks about the vestibular cortex processing in initiating consciousness (though I do not discern the specific details), summons a giant sparrow, and flies off on its back. (November 7, 2018.)

      An unknown woman and her daughter (quantum model of Zsuzsanna and our youngest daughter) receive a book from Rodan. (Rodan has a similar appearance as a pterodactyl.) The book is enormous (as tall as the woman) and is about dream state processes. (May 21, 2020.)

      A giant white dove (with a red heart symbol on its chest) emerges from the entrance of the Arcadia post office and approaches me as I stand outside facing the building. I hold onto a sword engulfed in blue fire, but there is no threat. (February 9, 1991, part of a longer dream with enigmatic communication with Zsuzsanna before we met in waking life, foreshadowing the letter she wrote to me. I arrived in Australia on February 9, 1994. An American postage stamp, #2814C, featuring a white dove and a red heart made of roses came out on February 14, 1994.)


    2. My dreams remind me what is truly important to me.

      by , 05-26-2020 at 07:47 AM (DJ of lucid goals and how it goes)
      Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

      I'm with my old school friend Olof. We hang out.

      I'm skiing in a pretty lame slope. There are some children and I almost trip over them when I ski. The snow is kind of melted and I get wet. There is a father to the kids in the slope and I show him my technique. It's a very bad technique, I just roll down like a ball without the skis on me, I get all wet when I do so. Later on I ski as good as I can, generating top speed (not so fast in the little slope) and apparently the slope was just a circle because I came back to the top of the slope after a while.

      I'm in a store with people I know and I think Olof was there too. We look on different goods and wonder if we should buy anything. I'm holding in a candy bag. I don't think we bought anything.

      I'm on my knees next to someone and are about to check his pulse. I check his pulse by the throat. First I don't sense any pulse. When I change my finger position I feel it. It's fast and shallow.

      Possible recurring elements: My old schoolmates, skiing, kids and almost tripping over them, stores.

      Notes: I have dreamt about Olof much in the last week. I saw him in town two weeks ago but didn't greet him. I love skiing and winter is my favorite season. This dream reminded me of the good times I have had skiing. Some dreams ago I dreamt about riding a motorbike and almost riding over a kid. In this dream I almost rode one over while skiing instead. I wonder what that means. I love kids and would never do that on purpose. The store is probably a sign that I have thought about buying some new strings for my guitar and my sisters old violin for a while now. I dreamt about checking a person's pulse because yesterday I had an assignment for PE class to learn about CPR. I watched videos how they checked a unconscious man's pulse then.

      Updated 05-26-2020 at 10:03 AM by 97565 (I remembered more of my dreams)

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      non-lucid
    3. not much

      by , 05-25-2020 at 10:13 PM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
      Not much to report this week.

      Recall has barely improved.

      Do remember 2 Jamie dreams. They were so fleeting it's hard to tell if they were good or bad. Regardless, it's nice to have any Jamie dreams. I'm still surprised to this day that she shows up almost weekly in my dreams for over 2 years now. I've never in my life had a consistent dream sign like this before.
    4. 25 May: Start of a pandemic and hiding in a bunker

      by , 05-25-2020 at 09:42 PM (Lucid-schizo-dreamer)
      non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid FA / AP

      The world is going bananas and I am at some kind of camp with international people. Sharing a suite with some half dozen people, friends and strangers. Barack Obama is staying incognito with us. At the end of the camp, people are supposed to have a goodbye dinner with gift exchange, but some left abruptly and left their gifts behind unattended. My friends say is not ethical but I secretly pick some packages and go check what they have inside. One has some jewels and I sneak then into my pocket. Outside starts a storm and some solar panels are taken down. A team is putting them back up. Other people are organizing a market sale in a hallway.
      We learn that a pandemic started and that's why some people left in a hurry. We are told all the rich people are going to their bunkers. Three old guys I met are going to an abandoned factory in a rural area, inside which they created a sort of inconspicuous bunker. They share their secret with me and allow me to join them. We encounter some rabid dogs at the entrance but we manage to escape inside and shut the doors. But then the guys come running back out because there are also dogs inside. I run to some kitchen and climb on top of the counter, while looking for a knife. I find a heavy wood instrument instead. One of the dogs comes in, but it's a fat bulldog and when he tries to jump up, I slam him with the wood. The dog gets KO so I get closer and touch the dog. Realize it is a female dog. She slowly wakes up and thinks I am petting her, so all of a sudden her attitude shifts. She sniffs me and gets all cuddly. Surrenders to me like a puppy. Then a bigger dog and a puppy appear and she shows them I am friendly, so they friendly too. The rest of the dogs also come one by one and they all become my pets.
    5. OBE: darkness

      by , 05-25-2020 at 07:15 PM
      Today, when I left the body, I found myself in darkness. The feeling was still great since I managed to relax to greater extent than usually. The separation itself was felt as if I sublimed slowly out of body and condensed next to bed. Immediately, I went away. When I was about 5 meters from the body, I stopped to feel connections to it, which improved quality of vision. I made myself to see in darkness. I didn't observe nothing interesting for some time. After about 10 subjective minutes of my house exploration, I came to doors around which the light radiated. As if someone was behind them. I went through the doors and saw a group of beings looking as if they were animated using bright colours which also radiated that light... think of Simpsons but with more details. Those beings felt wrong... and I felt something like: I should fear them. Having none of that, I went to those beings. They saw me, darkened and changed to dark grey color scale. And they started to move toward me. I didn't stop and relaxed my mind. They vanished.
      I explored further. The surrounding changed... it looked as if I walked on long bridge without any support, and there was absolute darkness around it. The material of the bridge was metallic, shining and black. The walkway was covered by firm metal grating made of wire... There were side cuts branching from the infinite bridge... but I was unable to take a turn and try to go sidewise. Even when I turned to one of side cuts, I still somehow walked on the main bridge. I continued to walk for some time... till I lost consciousness.

      Updated 05-25-2020 at 10:38 PM by 66278

      Tags: obe
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      lucid
    6. 7 ld. Пройди сквозь и осознайся.

      by , 05-25-2020 at 02:49 AM
      7 ОС. Пройди сквозь и осознайся (10 октября 2011)
      Я ходил по этажу и звонил в квартиры. Ждал, когда мне откроют дверь. В одной дверь открыли, и я зашёл внутрь. За дверью никого не было. Я зашёл внутрь с желанием напугать того кто будет в этой квартире. Справа от меня был вход в тёмную комнату. Прямо горел свет. Я пошёл на свет. Отодвинул серые шторки и чё-то крикнул, чтобы напугать того, кто находится в комнате. Но в комнате никого не было. Только горел свет, и стояла кровать. Слева был вход в другую комнату, но там тоже было темно. Я перевернул кровать. Думал, что под ней кто-то прячется. Когда я её переворачивал, она стала походить на стол, но под ней никого не было. Я развернулся и вышел из квартиры, пошёл звонить в другие квартиры поближе к лифту.
      Позвонил в звонок. Долго не открывали, позвонил в другой звонок - открыли. Точнее дверь открылась, за дверью был общий коридор ещё на две квартиры. Я пошёл к той квартире, которая была в конце коридора. Другая квартира находилась слева от меня. На квартире в конце коридора находилось два звонка. Я стал звонить в оба звонка, но дверь не открывалась. Тогда я вспомнил, что общая дверь открылась, когда я позвонил в другую квартиру 57. Я подошёл к той квартире и позвонил в звонок - дверь открылась. Заходить я туда не стал. Мне не понравилось то, что я увидел. Пол квартиры был чуть ниже пола коридора. На полу была какая-то надпись. Людей в квартире не было, я крикнул туда - ни звука в ответ. Ещё в квартире было светло, как ранним утром.
      Я развернулся и снова пошёл к квартире в конце коридора. Стал звонить - смотрю, двери уже нету, а на уровне звонка весит какой-то железный ящик похожий на электросчётчик синего цвета. Стена, где была дверь, тоже синего цвета. Я решил пройти сквозь его, что бы попасть в квартиру, но ударился об него головой.
      Сразу понял, что это сон. Решил посмотреть на руки и одежду. Руки на этот раз выглядели, как наяву, только серого цвета, эффекта множественности линий не было. Одежда потеряла свои очертания - выглядела чем-то белым. Я перевернул руки и рассмотрел свои пальцы. Все на месте. Почувствовал, что просыпаюсь. Начал тереть ладонями друг об друга, но закрепиться не вышло. Проснулся время 8 утра.

      Выводы:
      1. Осознался из-за того, что попытался пройти сквозь непонятный предмет.
      2. Руки были другого цвета.
      3. Одежду не сумел рассмотреть - теряла свои очертания.


      7 LD. Go through and acknowledge (October 10, 2011).
      I walked up the floor and rang the apartments. I waited for the door to be opened. They opened the door in one, and I went inside. There was no one behind the door. I went inside with a desire to scare the one who will be in this apartment. To my right was the entrance to the dark room. The light was on right. I went to the light. I pushed back the gray curtains and shouted something to frighten the one in the room. But there was no one in the room. Only the light was on, and there was a bed. On the left was the entrance to another room, but it was also dark there. I turned the bed over. I thought that someone was hiding under it. When I turned it over, it began to resemble a table, but there was nobody under it. I turned and left the apartment, went to call other apartments closer to the lift. Rang the bell. They didn’t open for a long time, I called another call - they opened it. More precisely, the door opened; behind the door there was a common corridor for two more apartments. I went to the apartment that was at the end of the corridor. Another apartment was on my left. There were two rings in the apartment at the end of the corridor. I began to ring both rings, but the door did not open. Then I remembered that the common door opened when I called to another apartment 57. I went to that apartment and rang the bell - the door opened. I did not go in there. I did not like what I saw. The floor of the apartment was just below the floor of the corridor. There was an inscription on the floor. There were no people in the apartment, I shouted there - not a sound in return. Even in the apartment it was light, as in the early morning.
      I turned and walked back to the apartment at the end of the corridor. I began to call - I look, the door is no longer there, and at the level of the bell some kind of iron box weighs like an electric meter in blue. The wall where the door was was also blue. I decided to go through it to get into the apartment, but hit my head on it.

      I immediately realized that this was a dream. I decided to look at my hands and clothes. Hands this time looked like in reality, only gray, the effect of the multiplicity of lines was not. Clothing has lost its shape - it looked something white. I turned my hands over and examined my fingers. Everything is in place. I felt that I was waking up. I began to rub my palms against each other, but it was not possible to gain a foothold. I woke up at 8 a.m.

      Findings:
      1. Confessed due to the fact that he tried to go through an incomprehensible object.
      2. The hands were a different color.
      3. I could not see the clothes - I lost my outlines.
      Categories
      lucid
    7. Shark dream with Sonya Blade

      by , 05-25-2020 at 12:49 AM (My Robotic imagination)
      I start this dream off doing some random stuff. I was with the President Trump he was walking down a hallway with some people next to him. As much as I despised him I knew that we was not gonna be walking aound like this without having some kind of hardcore protection. I yelled at him about something but stopped when I saw some people with light grey guns that looked similar to the Nintendo power gun. Afraid of getting shot by them I ran away, back up the hall the were walking up.

      Now I find myself in some weird place. It was an interior with a roof that was too high to see yet I seen red, metal support beams going up into darkness. There was water below and ledges all around. I'm walking up a carpeted ramp with a drink in my hand. I see Sonya Blade sitting on a ledge and she asks me to let her have some of my drink. I hand a baby cup like object supposed to be water in side to her. She took in and looks inside and I see what she sees it almost nothing inside and the liquid was clear with a slight green color to it. She looks at me in disgust. "eww! What a disgrace to be handing me something like this!"

      I wake up right after she says it but was in SP and immediately reenters the dream fully lucid.

      Angry with my subconscious I raged at her with everything I had. " Is that so? Did you really think that would work?" I violently snatched the drink back. "Gimme back my drink!" Some nerve the brain trying again to hurt me with someone I like. "You bitch!" I turned and stormed away from her, entering another room. In this room it was daylight filled with support beams holding up an unseen roof. Then I realized something despite being lucid. Sonya is a dangerous person who can kill you with just one single kiss plus she is a mortal kombat! Realizing the mistake of pissing her off I ran down a hall, through a door and saw a man up on the second balcony floor, in a room, looking at us from behind a fortified window.

      I yelled for him to close the doors behind me because there is a girl who is trying to kill me." He pressed a button to close it but she got through right before they close. "now you dun trapped yourself!" she yelled at me and began storming after me.The man who was up in the window opened the door he was in and came down to confront her. "Stop!" He got in front of me, holding his hand out in front of him, blocking the woman's pursuit. She looked at him and he looked back at her. "Sonya?" She looked back at him "name?" They knew each other. Great... because why not? "I turned to him and said "why didn't you tell me about knowing each other?" He looked at me, keeping me away from Sonya. "Don't worry about it." He pressed a button on some remote device he had and the doors opened up behind Sonya. "I will not let her harm you, just get out of here. Me and her needs to talk." Sonya had lost interest in getting to me now that she has set eyes on him and was just as eager to talk to him as he was to her. I walked pass Sonya, being careful not to get to close and end up getting taken out by her leg grapple move.

      After I left from there the man closed the door and I'm now in the bigger room I was in at the start of the dream. This time something has happened and this is where it gets disturbing. Some bad people were up on some ledge, dressed in all black. They were doing something bad earlier in the dream just don't know what it was since it is just too fuzzy. Anyhow they were being dropped one by one into the water I had seen earlier.

      The first person was at the edge and another was behind him, pointing a gun at his head knowing his fate was inevitable he looked back at the gun pointing at him then down into the waters below and very hesitantly plunged into the water. With in seconds sharks surfaced and before he even made it back to the surface of the water, he was dragged down and torn apart. It was too deep for the blood to even make it to the surface and the water remained a weird yellow color. The shark surfaced only with the fins visible, ready for the next victim. The other person saw what happened and tried to turn and fight but was shot dead in the head and his lifeless body plunged into the water. The sharks tore him apart this time staining the water a red color.

      The third person was brought up as the gunman laughed. "you're next!" He grabbed him by the hair and forced him up onto the board. My vision shifted to where I was behind the man as he was thrown to the unforgiving beasts below. I turned and looked at the Gunman and he said. "The show is over" but a third person came out from behind him and when I turned to look at the aftermath of the feeding below I was pushed from behind and plunged into the yellowy red swirly water. It would have been all over I even felt myself lock up under there as I was supposed to be dead and would be all over but I was too Lucid and strong for that and the sharks didn't attack me, instead they helped me swam back up and resurfaced in the water, looking up to see who did it. The crowd there was amazed to see me still alive and the one and only person to ever resurfaced that body of water.

      It was non other then Sonya blade who pushed me."You Bitch!" I yelled at her. She was displeased at seeing me still alive and swimming with the sharks as one surfaced behind me. I turned to it and Sonya smiled at thinking it was over. But instead it rolled over on its side, revealing a nasty gash wound on it. The sharks were not killing for sport, they were forced into this. they are scared and want to be freed. It righted itself and swam gently into me. I seen a purple fin behind him, but it quickly went underwater before I can fully grasp what it was. "what was..." The injured shark nudged into me again, diverting my attention to it. I held on to him and with my powers began to heal him.

      Sonya and the gunman looked in amazement as a bright light formed around me and the shark, healing him. After I was done with him I push him towards an opening that lead out to the open seas. He floated away peacefully and another injured shark with a broken side fin came to me. I also noticed bits and pieces of other shark parts like fins floating in the water along with bits a flesh and bone. Some of the parts in here were old and decomposed. I can't stand to be swimming in this stuff not a second longer. "we need to get out of here. Right now."

      The other sharks seemed to agree and began swimming out to freedom one by one with the last one being a rare hammerhead shark with a very peculiar purple color.I was going to go back and take care of Sonya but the hammerhead grabbed me on the way out to get me out of that place and into the clean open blue water. I turned to it only to realize who that purple hammerhead shark was.

      Updated 05-25-2020 at 01:25 AM by 13650

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      Uncategorized
    8. My dream recall gets better!

      by , 05-24-2020 at 09:59 AM
      I'm in a shady street with my dad and another man. Dad is complaining about a car he has, i turn around and see a red car that looks like an old Honda Crx, and some shady looking five guys trying to fit in it while yelling to each other, i turn to my father with "wtf eyes" and he tells me "they will take the car to a shop to get it fixed". I just think what a stupid idea...

      I wake up in a wonderful tree house with lots of windows around. My friend from highschool pastes a note to one of my windows, i'm trying to make him see me but he doesn't. I take the note and look at it, it says something about school and money. I decide to follow him but i lose him on the way so i decide to go to the school, thinking he can be there. The school looks like a mall.

      I'm in a very crowded class and i see people from all types, teens, old people, casual looking, formal looking... I talk to some people very briefly, then an old man invites me over and i talk to him about some stuff i don't remember but he had this mobster vibe. Teacher comes and lesson starts. I sit at the very back but i can't fit as the class is too crowded. I change where i sit two times, and now i'm sitting one back from frontmost at the right with a guy from my age. I tell him i'm not comfortable with my jeans and want to change into sweatpants and want him to not change his position for cover. He says ok so i take of my jeans and the guy just gets up and leaves. I don't care about it too much and as i put on my sweatpants i see another of my highschool friend. She waves and i wave back.

      We're at a break and another mobster looking old man with gray suit calls me over. I go near him and his three friends, he tells me he's gonna kill the other old guy. I say it is fine by me and i don't care. Class starts and a guy is doing some presentation. Suddenly Tokio Hotel - Monsoon starts to play (?) and the girl i know from highschool starts to sing it by looking at me while trying not to laugh, i accompany her and people start to laugh, we can't continue either and laugh too.

      I really needed to pee at this point so i excuse myself and try to find the restrooms, After looking for a long time, i find them but the restroom has a gate and the lady says it's closed because the school is about to close. Well thats what happens when a school looks like a mall i say to myself and get out of there.

      I'm walking towards a coastline and my plan is get something to eat and use the restroom there. There are lots of giant caterpillar corpses on the ground, crushed by cars or something. Then i see lots of cameras and Katy Perry looking like a mess. The five shady looking guys that my dad gave the car? They are there too and they are making fun of her.

      Now i'm watching these on the TV. As the background music they choose Call Me Maybe by Carly Rae Jepsen for a reason (Altough in the dream i was sure it was Katy Perry's song). Katy Perry was in her yacht and it started leaking. She had to get on the shore by a floatable boat. I wasn't interested in the details so i changed the channel, there was a documentary about these three birds. One of them is a gray mockingbird, the other two are yellow wood warblers. One of the yellow bird was always climbing on top of the gray bird and it was adorable
      Categories
      false awakening , non-lucid
    9. Walk with the trio of old women and teleportation completed!

      by , 05-24-2020 at 08:19 AM (DJ of lucid goals and how it goes)
      Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

      I'm in a big room without ends. I am there with William, Rolf, Simon and some other people I can't recall. The floor is bouncy and we have a competition who can make the best flips. There is a pit we compete in and some kind of electronic device who is judging our flips. I am really good and get 0.27 better score than William. Rolf is almost out of his mind talking out loud how someone can be as good as I am. Later on the floor is not as bouncy.

      I walk into my brother's room and it's chaos. His mattress is laying sideways, leaning on the the bed up against the roof. I lay on the bed and realize it's a dream. I walk up to the dinner room and do my RC but I'm not sure if it's a dream so I have to do it three times to be sure. I walk outside and as I do the dream fades. I stabilize the dream by rubbing my hands together and against my face. It works. I walk to the sheds and notice that one of them is open. I look in and see a small TV-screen that plays a childrens' movie about birds. It's one of those we had attached to the car when I was small so we could watch on movies on long trips. When I look towards the other side I see a really big, orange field mouse. It's bigger than my hand, but it's not afraid, only curious of me. I suddenly wonder what I should do in the dream and remember my dreaming goals. I try to remember how the dream started but it's really hard. I think it started with me walking into my little brother's room. I don't have any will to fly or anything so I just sit on the ground to meditate. As I sit down the dream fades and I feel my real body little by little. I have never exited a dream to the real life that smoothly.

      I wake up in my room and do my RC. Yes! It's a dream. I go to the window and open it. But as I open the window I suddenly fall to the left side and then to right side. My balance is letting me down. I manage to climb the window. I'm not sure it's a dream anymore and think to myself that I am going to die if I jump out of the window in real life. I do my RC and am now sure that it's a dream. I fly out of the window and decide that I will practice my flying this time. I fly to the left but instead of flying forward I fly up. I can't control my flying. There is another person flying and she is really old. I inspect her and suddenly she flies backwards. I can't control my flying and I also fly backwards, then forward, then backwards etc. It's smooth and I realize I fall like a leaf from a tree. From side to side. The old lady did the same. When we land on the ground I speak with the old woman, asking her if she wants to hang out. She denies. A girl in my age comes and I ask her if she wants to hang out. She says yes, but as she does, the old woman interrupts and says that she wants to hang out with me. I know that she did so because she is jealous of the young woman. I say okey and we walk the city. I get lost in the dreaming story and lose my lucidity As I and the old woman walk there is another old woman. We say hi and ask if she wants to join us. There are now two old women walking next to me. As we walk over the first pedestrian crossing to Hemmakväll from our house there is another old woman that joins us. The dream suddenly dissapears My dreams usually fade away and I can't recall a single time a dream has ended that abruptly.

      I don't know where the next dream started but I know I was lucid and remembered to test out the teleportation through mirror skill.

      I'm outside my house and I try to summon a mirror. It comes up in an instant and I see my room through the mirror. I jump into the mirror, afraid that I won't come through if I don't use force. It succeeded! I teleportated into my room! I am really happy. I don't remember how the dream ended.

      Possible recurring elements: Freerunning, cousins, my brother and chaos, TV-screens, vermins.

      Notes: I sometimes do flips and I had weekly freerunning practice before. The floor in the first dream almost was like the floor in the practice hall but thinner and didn't sound when you jumped on it. I don't want my dreams to boost my ego by putting DCs who say I am incredible. I feel a little bit stupid and almost like it is I who wants to be acknowledged and that it is why the dream did that. Me and my mom talked about acknowleding other people yesterday. Maybe that is the explanation to the dream, and that freerunning is my most safty bet how to get acknowledged. Wow, I would have never got that insight if I didn't write like this. I now realized that freerunning is the easiest way to get people to say "wow" and get people to notice me. My brother's life is in chaos and I think that his badly cleaned room was a sign of that. I will try to help him fix his life more activly now. I should always start my lucidity with trying to sense if the dream needs stabilization. By doing so I can have longer and more realistic dreams. The field mouse was there because we have recently got rats in our house. Now when I think about it the field mouse standed right next to one of the rat traps on our site. But the rat trap was not in the dream. I wonder why I didn't want to fly in the first lucid dream. I always love to fly in my dreams. I think I dreamt about the old ladies because yesterday Monica and Klaus were here. They talked with me and my parents about old people.

      Updated 05-24-2020 at 08:27 AM by 97565

      Categories
      lucid , false awakening , memorable
    10. 6 LD. Clothes and mirror.

      by , 05-24-2020 at 07:21 AM
      ОС 6 Эксперимент с одеждой и зеркалом (9 октября 2011)

      Я находился на кухне, одевался, куда-то опаздывал. Став одеваться понял, что я во сне. Думаю, взгляну на одежду. На мне чёрная футболка с изображением Микки Мауса (справа его лицо) и каких-то ниндзей в чёрных костюмах и с мечами (в районе живота). Кроме футболки одеты мои коричневые шорты. Далее вместо того чтобы одеваться решил наоборот снять одежду. Футболку снял нормально, зато, когда снял шорты, появились другие серые, которые наяву есть. Пришлось их тоже снимать. Без одежды я развернулся, чтобы посмотреть в зеркало, которое находится в коридоре. Зеркало приобрело мои размеры, чтобы я смог разглядеть себя полностью. Сначала я выглядел нормально, но потом появилось обвисшее пузо со складками. Я дотронулся до себя - точно пузо. Решил заново одеться. Стал подбирать одежду с пола, при этом, изменяя её на реальную, которая мне больше нравится и скатился в неосознанный сон.

      Выводы:
      1. Одежда отличалась от реальной. Её было невозможно снять, тут же появлялась другая одежда. В конце сна сам изменял облик одежды на нужный мне.
      2. Зеркало. Во первых приобрело мои размеры. Во вторых изменилось отражение - изменился и я.

      6 LD Experiment with clothes and a mirror (October 9, 2011).
      I was in the kitchen, getting dressed, somewhere late. Becoming a dress realized that I was in a dream. I think I'll take a look at the clothes. I am wearing a black T-shirt with the image of Mickey Mouse (his face on the right) and some kind of ninja in black suits and with swords (in the abdomen). In addition to t-shirts, my brown shorts are dressed.
      Further, instead of dressing, I decided on the contrary to take off my clothes. I took off my t-shirt normally, but when I took off my shorts, other gray ones appeared, which are in reality. I had to shoot them too. Without clothes, I turned to look in the mirror, which is located in the corridor. The mirror has become my size so that I can see myself completely. At first I looked fine, but then came a sagging belly with pleats. I touched myself - like a belly. I decided to get dressed again. I began to pick up clothes from the floor, at the same time changing it to real, which I like more and rolled into an unconscious dream.

      Findings:
      1. Clothing was different from real. It was impossible to take it off, immediately other clothes appeared. At the end of the dream, I myself changed the appearance of the clothes to the one I needed.
      2. The mirror. First acquired my size. Secondly, the reflection has changed - I have changed.
    11. Big Houses for Big Famiilies

      by , 05-24-2020 at 02:46 AM
      Hello there, here's a few of the things I remember from my dreams last night, taken straight out of my physical dream journal. Still learning how to make things look nice, but here it is

      • I'm in a home that seems to be made up of two houses. All of my family and many of my friends are here. It's a pretty good time. Then I learn that a friend from college is getting married and I feel some type of way about it for a bit before getting back to the gathering. Later, we have to looking for the fiance, since he isn't at the party anymore for some reason.

        That plotline takes a backseat once I see my cat jump from the second floor of one of the buildings into my arms. After I scold her a bit, I put her down and start talking to my cousin about some pretty good cake. It looks pretty moist and while it does taste good, I'm not really feeling like eating it now, so it turns into a sort of game of hot potato between my uncle, my cousin and myself.
      • I take more allergy pills than I need and I gotta figure out what I'm gonna do with the allergy pill that's currently in my mouth while hiding all this from my mom as I am talking to her
      • I'm trying to put in eye drops. for some reason, they've taken on this almost gelatinous look to them and the only way to get them is to unsqueeze the bottle.
      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment
    12. 5 ld. Выход в Астрал.

      by , 05-23-2020 at 09:27 AM
      5 ОС(ВТОС) Выход в Астрал (7 октября 2011).
      Сначала мне снился интересный сон. Я вышел на остановке у продовольственной базы и пошёл вниз по тропинке. Пока я шел, видел спрайт мужчины. Начало темнеть, я понял, что мне надо прийти домой. Тут приходит смс, и сразу же следом раздаётся звонок. В смс была написана фраза нормальными буквами: «Тебя видел мужчина 7 лет. Ты, что убица хочешь?» Дальше я говорю по телефону, и при этом иду обратно по тропинке на остановку. Разговаривал я один, но думал, что говорю маме. Я говорил, что по тропинке хотел срезать до дома, но не получилось. В это время снова посветлело и окружающая обстановка стала изменяться. Я говорю в телефон, что оказался ещё дальше от дома, чем был. Когда я дошёл до остановки понял что оказался в Ю.П. (Название реальной местности). Однако на реал эта местность не была похожа. Было видно две улицы. Мне запомнился один деревянный дом, хотя было видно и другие деревянные дома. Я сказал по телефону, что нахожусь на краю сновиденного пузыря, убрал телефон. Вспомнил, что читал на форуме: «чтобы выйти в астрал надо упасть на спину». Я стал падать на спину. Вокруг потемнело, и медленно я оказался в своей кровати.
      Думал, как теперь выйти в астрал, телом не шевелил, я сделал мысленный рывок и открыл внутренний взгляд. Увидел, что лежу спиной на кровати без одеяла, головой к столу. Я шевельнул своими астральными руками и увидел сразу несколько рук, будто я шевелю так быстро, что прошлые образы положения рук в пространстве не успевают исчезать. Я попробовал поставить ноги на пол, с ними было то же самое. Я испугался и решил вернуть своё астральное тело в физическое. Всё это время я чувствовал, что лежу на кровати, но при этом, когда я астральным телом стал на пол, то я почувствовал и его, но в меньшей степени. Как только я вернулся в тело - проснулся по- настоящему.

      Выводы:
      1. Начала сна было полуосознанным. Окончательно я не понимал, что сплю, но при этом говорил про сон.
      2. В этот день я начал участвовать в эксперименте. Загадал число, и другой участник должен был через ОС узнать это число. В смс возраст мужчины 7 лет - это и было загаданное мной число. В Эксперименте число так и не было узнано. Были результаты 5=s, 1 и 4.
      3. Надпись в смс читалась нормально, буквы не менялись, но была орфографическая ошибка - убица.
      4. Разговаривал по телефону, хотя мне в ответ никто не отвечал.
      5. Падение на спину привело к тому, что я оказался в своей комнате.
      6. Решил, что попал в Астрал и вышел из тела. Полупрозрачные руки, и их мельтешение в воздухе - это подтверждало.
      7. А вот положение тела на кровати, и отсутствие дорожки на полу - опровергает, что это был внетелесный опыт. В реале я спал на животе, и головой лежал в другую сторону.
      8. Чувствовал два тела одновременно. (астральное и физическое).



      5 LD Exit to the Astral (October 7, 2011).


      At first I had an interesting dream. I got off at the stop at the food base and went down the path. As I walked, I saw a man’s sprite. It was getting dark, I realized that I needed to come home. Then an SMS arrives, and immediately the bell rings.
      The phrase was written in normal letters in SMS: “A man of 7 years old saw you. What do you want a killer? ”(Убица - This word was spelled incorrectly. Убийца - is a person who kills other people).
      Then I talk on the phone, and at the same time I go back along the path to the bus stop.
      I talked alone, but thought I was telling my mom.
      I said that I wanted to cut down the path to the house, but it did not work out. (Срезать - it means shorten the path).
      At this time, it brightened again and the environment began to change. I say on the phone that I was even further from home than I was. When I got to the stop I realized that I was in Yu.P. (Name of the real area). However, this area did not look like real.
      Two streets were visible. I remember one wooden house, although other wooden houses were visible. I said on the phone that I was on the edge of a dream bubble, removed the phone.


      I recalled that I read on the forum: "to get to the astral plane you have to fall on your back." I began to fall on my back. Around it darkened, and slowly I ended up in my bed.
      I thought how now to go to the astral plane, I didn’t move my body, I made a mental jerk and opened my inner gaze. I saw that I was lying with my back on the bed without a blanket, my head to the table. I moved my astral hands and saw several hands at once, as if I were moving so fast that past images of the position of the hands in space did not have time to disappear. I tried to put my feet on the floor, it was the same with them. I was scared and decided to return my astral body to the physical. All this time, I felt like I was lying on the bed, but at the same time, when I became an astral body on the floor, I felt it, but to a lesser extent. As soon as I returned to the body, I woke up for real.


      Findings:
      1. The beginning of dream was semi-conscious. Finally, I did not understand that I was dreaming, but at the same time I talked about dream.
      2. On this day, I began to participate in the experiment. I guessed a number, and another participant had to find out this number through the LD. In SMS, the age of a man is 7 years old - this was the number I had dreamed up. In the Experiment, the number was never recognized. There were results 5 = s, 1 and 4.
      3. The inscription in SMS was read normally, the letters did not change, but there was a spelling error - убица.
      4. Talked on the phone, although no one answered me.
      5. Falling on my back led me to find myself in my room.
      6. I Decided that I was in the Astral and out of the body. Translucent hands, and their flickering in the air - this confirmed.
      7. But the position of the body on the bed, and the lack of a track on the floor - refutes that it was an out-of-body experience. In real life, I was sleeping on my stomach, and my head lay in the other direction.
      8. Felt two bodies at the same time. (astral and physical).
      Categories
      lucid
    13. Why do I have a slug in my mouth?

      by , 05-23-2020 at 08:58 AM (DJ of lucid goals and how it goes)
      Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

      I had some sort of allergic reaction right before I went to bed and my throat started to become sore and I got all these itchy rashes. I think that made me sleep longer because I was so tired even tough my alarm woke me up after 9 hours of sleep. I slept one hour more and bounced out and in of many dreams. Including one of those experiences when you just feel like you fall when you wake up.

      I'm in some kind of big shower with many more people. I usually bother being naked in front of other people but I wasn't thinking about it in this dream. I'm not even sure I was naked now when I think about it. Suddenly there are two sea slugs on the floor. They are brownish and they made themselves ball like. I decide to wipe them into one place and after I have done so I notice that there are many other kinds of sea slugs too. They are in different colors, shapes and sizes. I have wiped them into a pile. I suddenly notice I have a small sea slug in my mouth and I spit it out into the pile. The people next to me have some kind of reaction.

      My dad has some kind of syringe and is about to teach us how anesthetic agents work in our kitchen. The syringe is not actually a syringe. It's a long very small, pointy tube inserted in a big glass tank. He inserts the syringe in his arm and some of the liquid from the tank goes into his arm. There is an instrument that shows you when you have gotten the right amount of liquid. He then moves on to the second phase and changes syringe. He then does the same process as before. It is our turn now and I decide to do the first step. I already have a tube inserted into my arm. It's difficult because the liquid from the tank is hard to adjust and I'm not sure if I'm taking blood from my arm or if I'm inserting the anesthetic into my arm. It hurts and after I'm done I decide not to do the second phase. Mostly because I am afraid of stinging myself with the syringe.

      I'm in a big arena and it's someones birthday. I have a friend next to me and much is happening. This was the dream with most action but I don't remember it.

      These are some of the dreams I bounced in and out from the last hour of sleep. I also had a lot of dream fragments I don't remember anymore. Mostly walking in my room.

      I'm outside and playing some activities outside with some people. There are two teams and I'm with the team that has ribbons. The activity leader tells the ribbon team to go to the other side and the other team to stay where we were. I am standing next to a tree pole.

      I'm climbing down my bed and I get incredible speed as I fall.

      Possible recurring elements: Showers, home, syringe, arenas.

      Notes: I dreamt about the slug because I saw the Harry Potter scene when Ron pukes big snails three days ago. I have no idéa why I dreamt about the syringe. Maybe because I had a reaction before I went to bed. I sometimes have dreams about arenas. It's one of my dream signs.

      Updated 09-05-2020 at 09:12 PM by 97565

      Categories
      false awakening , dream fragment , non-lucid
    14. spy, flying robo, detective

      by , 05-22-2020 at 09:05 PM
      SPY
      I think this one is a continuation of other dreams of similar theme. The environment appeared to be similar to them. I probably forgot he initial bits but I will add on as I recall more.

      The last scene took place inside the warehouse which was the back end of the large corperation like building of the evil corp or something like that. I was in the back and found a gun in one of the boxes in the back. I took the gun and looked for ammos as I shot at the ones after me. I was like a spy/thief sort of character. Anyways I am running and trying to find ammos and shooting. I find a flying machine, it wasn't a plane but more of a glider and I went inside it and glided away.

      -I believe that I dreamt about the glider because I watched videos about flying cars the previous night before sleep.

      I glided away and saw the landscape of the area. It was way up there in the jagged mountains and I'm not sure exactly where but I'd say it was somewhere in Asia, maybe not even earth but it gave me that impression that it was an asian place.

      This part of the memory may have been overlapping with the next dream, perhaps they both had similar theme in the mountains or the gliders but they were seperate dreams, just a little fuzzy since I didn't try to recall the dream when I awoke or DJ.


      FLYING at MOUNTAIN

      Touring up a mountain. I remember I found my dad there and I flew up and away on something. Landscape like the mountains. I flew back eventually and did something else.

      FLYING ROBOT

      I was inside a house, an unknown house and I forget what I was doing but I was headed towards something like the garage. I found a sort of a large robot that could fit a person in the middle and I climbed on it. It began to fly up in the air and I recall that it was an experimental device or something.

      - probably again influenced by the flying car video

      I was in the middle of the flying robo device and I had trouble sitting comfortably. I think the person who flew it before me had set it so that it would fly in the laying position for the user, like how a lambogini would make you lay down as you drive it sort of thing. So I was trying to adjust the robo so I would be sitting up.



      DETECTIVE
      I was a student and there was some mystery case going on at the school. There were police and detectives trying to find out waht happend to the missing girl or something. I remember being inside a glass building, you know liek those highrise where the majority of the exterior is glassy window sort of building. Anywho my mother was apparently on the case so I thought I'd help her out. I followed her in the car and ended up in the school. We were looking for clues at the school and I went upstairs unto the second floor and there was a garden there and I thought that there might be a clue hidding underneath the dirt of this garden. The detective came to help me and as we unearthed the dirt she found an eraser, but it was shaped weird. Inside the eraser was another eraser and inside that was what we'd thought was a clue to the case. There was some sort of pill shaped thing. I recall that we were looking for something like that but that was supposed to be gold. Like a gold accesory that the girl had. Anyways we left the building and was right beside a shop that sold like fish and fishboxes that people get to keep their pet fishes. The detective was telling me that they wanted me to join in on the case.
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    15. May 22, 2020 Non-lucid

      by , 05-22-2020 at 04:09 PM (Deep Inside The Lucid Dreamer's Subconscious)
      It was night time, I was in a neighborhood, it might've started at my old house in KC but I was walking down the sidewalk and looked left to see a very small house with a small porch, Anna n was sitting parallel to the sidewalk and I thought Liz was sitting with her back facing me. They both came down and I gave Anna a hug, then went to hug Liz. She embraced me and hugged me close, I kissed her but when she pulled away from me it was not her but Celia who looked very shocked. I was shocked too, I started apologizing saying I thought it was Liz and Anna started laughing and I felt that she was trying to sabotage me. I freak out because I'm trying to explain the situation and I'm trying to find Liz.

      I end up at what I assume is Liz's house which is a big house in another neighborhood, I really can't recognize this house and I'm not sure where it is IRL. But I'm inside looking for her, I open up a door to find pizza boxes with Domino's pizza in it spread out in a room. I see Nate on a bean bag chair and Liz on a couch, I say "hey you guys" or something like that, I then ask Liz to talk alone. We go up to the attic and I start explaining what happened but there's other people in the room listening too. At some point we're outside and people are shooting on a lowered basketball hoop, Liz turns to me and says that I can still stay the night if I want because she wanted someone to sleep with, she explained she wanted something for 5 minutes so that she could go to sleep quicker. I felt really guilty and was freaking out the entire dream trying to explain it was an accident and I thought it was her that I had kissed, but logic wasn't serving me because it actually had been her when I went in for the kiss.

      Another dream I'm looking at what is supposed to be different Mario games, the style switches when the game switches. It looks like a 2-d world with a wheel spinning clockwise and notches inside the wheel, someone had been playing the level but falling down and dying. They tried to do a wall jump near the bottom but just missed a platform and died. I'm thinking how I could get a workout if I was inside the wheel running one way. I'm now in the wheel but it's more of a hangout spot, Kev d is there and Kyle s is there as well. Kev is talking on the phone to somebody but he's using a different name, I think it's Milton. My dad is there at some point with some other parent's I think Thomas r. parents too. I'm laughing about something and jokingly say "we drink to drink" and then I started to get nervous because I wasn't sure if the parents wanted to hear that but my dad and the other parents were laughing.

      My view switches to being in a plane, I'm jumping out of the back like a secret agent with a parachute. I fly through the clouds and see an expanse of light blue water. I fall straight into it and Lauren w. uses her parachute to land gently in the water. I pull my parachute in the water and it brings out an inflatable clear floating boat that we try to get into but only get a little ways in. I'm wondering if there's going to be any sharks out here. I look around to see where we're going and I see shorelines with tropical trees on two of our sides. We start paddling towards a direction and see a giant whale shark fly out of the water and back in, I point and say "woah a whale shark." We start to go under these overhangs of rock and now I'm sliding through a tunnel with a smooth rock underneath me. I almost went lucid here. I realized this was a dream. I call out to Austin p "hey Austin this is a dream.... this is a dream" and he sort of acknowledges it from up ahead like "I know" but it wasn't convincing. We're now in a river of this water with cliffs on the sides of us. My family is up on this tall rock to the right of me motioning me to come up. I slide around a smooth dark green and blue rock and make my way up this tall rock. At the top is my sisters and my mom with her phone in her hands trying to take a picture of us. I'm holding onto this small tree that's at the top of the rock too, the wind is blowing me off the rock as I look down to see my feed are dangling off the rock and I'm holding on to the tree but it wasn't scary. My mom takes the pic and shows it to us, my hair is really messy and long. There's some random people up on the rock with us too.