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    1. cccxxxii. Wrong street and wrong house, Family dispute, Rushed at a supermarket

      by , 10-12-2021 at 08:22 PM
      13th September 2021

      Recall mostly gone, left initial writing for too long.

      Fragment:

      I'm on our street but it's not like in waking life. It's a mix of streets from old London as in films and also of where H's mom lives. I just gout out of the car, maybe on my own. It's day time, but overcast? In the dream everything has a very real feel to it. As I'm dreaming, my memory feels fuzzy; "18, that's not the number of J's door, but this doesn't look like our street?" I think to myself.

      I'm not sure what conclusion I made but I eventually go to ring the doorbell and go in. J is here briefly, I think. The house looks nothing like any of our homes, it just seems dream generated. Something about a pit or elevator shaft. Some task or chore that needs doing, possibly related to it? While indoors, it seems like the outside gets brighter than it had been.



      20th September 2021

      Scraps:

      Getting into fights and arguments with my eldest sibling. As a dream character he blends with some stereotype/nasty dream character archetype. He's treating me like shit and has called me pathetic a great number of times over several days (false memory). I threaten him saying "I can change but you won't like it." I resist an urge to flip the dining table against him. Mom and dad defend me in their ways. Dad mentions something about if he'd had the dream/nightmare that I had... (my recall of this trailed off but there was an implied behaviour that he was being understanding)

      At some point I throw a wooden chair against the wall. (It breaks?) Night time, we're in the second floor of the old home, the kitchen is L shaped.

      Some other dream also involving old home themes, recall vague. I remember looking at some M/M stuff (on the computer?) and then some kind of disagreements?



      22nd September 2021

      Fragment:

      In a supermarket with H. Very realistic, completely dream generated setting. Lots of running (literal?) around, as it's closing soon. Night time, they dim the lights but too much, I feel. I hope that H will complain as I am running around. Then the lights are still dim, but more acceptably so.



      Notes:

      - Recall has actually not been too bad in general for the last few months, but I keep leaving recall too long or falling asleep again without enough awareness to either recall later or to set an intent to notice I was falling asleep.

      - In the second fragment, there's some sort of mirroring with the initial context and an incident when I was six or seven, at school.
    2. 10/12/21 - The Mandarin

      by , 10-12-2021 at 02:00 PM
      I haven't posted on here in a while and I wanted to start again, even though I regularly say that. Anyways:

      The dream was about my family and I, along with some random girl, (not sure why) and we were at our home. While we were watching the news, we saw that the Mandarin from Iron Man 3 was about to launch a missile in our neighborhood. We were very scared so we decided to hide in the office. We got lucky enough to where it didn't hit us, though.
      Tags: iron man, missile
      Categories
      non-lucid
    3. Log 2352 - Palm Dryad's Embrace and Other Assorted Stories

      by , 10-10-2021 at 07:32 AM (Dream Logs DWN-12)
      Created Friday 08 October 2021

      Got three LDs (well, maybe two-and-a-half) plus a dream to note. Quite a haul. Although I'm reluctant to do so, I'm gonna keep the entry practically in its completion No point keeping things bottled up forever...

      Spoiler for NSFW - Implicit naughty things:

      Updated 10-10-2021 at 08:11 AM by 89930

      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , dream fragment , task of the year
    4. crazy

      by , 10-05-2021 at 07:06 AM (MoSh's DJ: The Best Dream Journal in The Universe.)
      Victoria

      A dream about the other Victoria I used to work with... An old co worker came up to me in some office building hallway and told me that the other Victoria has just passed. I was really shocked. Note: I follow her as friends on fb. She hasn't been online for like 6 days. I'm not even gonna go there...

      Island

      Really crazy dream about a really small island on a lake. I was with some people. A woman with brown hair. Jamie or Asuka, couldn't tell. And maybe two others. The dream island manifested Giant animal spirits of people. Talking like King kong Giant. One guy stepped on and there was a large ape like king kong. Someone else manifested a giant lizard. I stepped on and a giant green cobra came out of the ground. The brown haired woman stepped on and another giant cobra sprang from the ground... Only it had 3 heads!!! The island itself was like only 50 feet wide, so the animals keep trying to fight, but when one of us gets knocked from the island by the creature it vanishes, and when we go back on it, the monster comes back. So we keep getting knocked off the island and running back on. Lots of crazy fights going on.

      Data

      Was outside a house at night time. Apparently it was my house. I walked up and the porch light is on and Data walks out the front door. Data from Star Trek. His pale skin looks painted on. I can't believe it's him. He greets me like he knows me and I just can't believe it.

      I wake up and remember That in my inner world house. I do have a character named Data who lives there. Although in a decade this is the first time I actually have seen him as the character. Usually he's very vague in image, like a shadow. I sometimes think he has glasses on.
    5. cccxxxi. Raiding Nomad battleships, Several family encounters

      by , 10-05-2021 at 12:24 AM
      12th September 2021

      Fragment:

      (earliest dream) Mix of Avorion and Freelancer I think. I go to secret systems, where I attack and destroy (wandering?) Nomad battleships. In one system, there's a super battleship in a dry dock. No enemies at first but doesn't take long until they appear.

      Fragment:

      Stuff about mom and dad and family in general. At one point I'm in a version of the old home, an altered version of my bedroom. I have stuff all over a table or bed. Notebooks, papers, etc. Many of which have drawings of mine. I'm looking for something but it's not drawings. Then at one point mom comes in and starts to look too. Now I'm concerned she'll see some of the drawings. I sometimes take things off her so she can't look.

      (gap)

      Then mom and L are in the kitchen (upstairs). There's a context of breakfast but it's still pitch black outside. I feel really drowsy and disoriented and I feel like I may be naked but nobody comments on it, if I am. I stumble a bit, I think towards the pillar corners in the kitchen, where I feel the fridge is, despite having seen it near the entrance on the left, next to L.

      (gap)

      A relatively long segment where I'm with aunt B and we go around in her car and it has issues at one point. She knows some scruffy mechanics that are actually pretty good as it turns out. The job costs 100 and is done in fifteen minutes. During that time we went to a cafe nearby. Southern P feel and sunset?

      (gap)

      Talking to mom and dad about the previous bit. Then mom asks me if I've been getting the money dad sends me and I'm trying to say thank you, but they don't hear and interrupt me every time too. Then they comment on how I should say thank you and I say (frustrated) I would if I got a chance to speak. Then, we talk about T but I actually want to talk to H but can't remember his name for some reason (language gearing). But so then T appears anyway and he seems ok but mom and dad quickly have a go at him over something minor and he understandably gets upset. Then he goes off in a direction towards a campus or something and we walk off up a slight hilly bit, towards a town or something. (general feel of a mix of home town and L)

      Rest of recall gone but dream carried on for a bit.
    6. cccxxix. Shapeshifter friend

      by , 10-02-2021 at 02:04 AM
      8th September 2021

      Fragment:

      (from an earlier awakening, most detail lost)

      I'm with someone. It's a person of an alien species. He (?) is like a gel of energy that is contained within a humanoid shaped vessel. In the dream I eventually understand that this is purposefully metaphorical. He is very young and is more mature than most humans but has much to learn. His species gains the ability to take on other forms as they get older but for the most part for now he can only leave the humanoid shape and take an amorphous shape.

      We are friends and do things together, but I forget what. I think he sets up a physical MMO server thing of some kind and other people start joining our realm (BL intrusion?). Eventually, he finds another person of his species and I'm happy for him since he can share his unique aspects with someone else.

      I remember he actually also had the ability to exit his humanoid vessel and go into other objects. At one point he goes into one of two giant screens and his friend does the same with the free screen. This was relevant for the MMO thing but I don't remember how.

      The setting seems to be mostly urban, semi-futuristic. At some point we're inside a great house or hall, it feels like an ancient library, with a techy feel.

      Notes:

      - The shapeshifting gel energy being is obviously an intrusion from ST: DS9, since I have been watching this recently. In the dream it felt novel, and at the time of first recall it still had some of that feel.
    7. cccxxvii. Inadequate driving instructor

      by , 10-02-2021 at 01:15 AM
      5th September 2021

      Fragment:

      (micro dream/daydream after having woken, slightly more aware than during regular dreaming but not lucid)

      Driving around in a learner car. Daytime, clear weather. I'm with a (white?) male driving instructor. Going around a countryside bit with some awareness of a river of sorts running alongside the curvy road I'm on, the view of the river is blocked by typical reeds. The driving instructor throws some litter out the window, looks like some kind of metal foil. I think this is so wasteful, so I make us stop off the road in the middle of a floodplain farm field, having cleared the more dangerous part of the road first.

      I get out and tell him to get out too (aggressively?) and I start heading for where the litter was thrown.

      Notes:

      - Though the instructor has a "teacher" role, he has bad habits and in fact ends up being the one who's bossed around by me.
      -- My attitude overall through the segment is one of confidence, not overly so, just enough to feel like I am doing the right things and not doubt myself too much.
      -- Notably I also wait to express my anger by first clearing any traffic and driving off a spot that's least dangerous despite doing so in a reckless/angry manner. This is some sign of self-control, something that I feel could be doing better, at the time of writing this entry now.

      - The dream location was very much like areas of my native home but with some mix of certain lakes near where I live now.
    8. cccxxvi. Deuterium auxiliary geneator

      by , 10-02-2021 at 01:08 AM
      4th September 2021

      Fragment:

      I'm with my family and my god mother's family. We're in some kind of hall, but it looks like a bigger version of my childhood bedroom, at least in layout. It also feels partly church-like. There's an on-going conversation about money, savings and debts. It's established that our family has less savings but also potentially much fewer debts to pay.

      Then some discussion just between me and my siblings. We head outside and it's sunny, low angle, maybe misty.

      (maybe earlier in the dream, disjointed) Some bit about needing the deuterium power cell to be replaced for the auxiliary power system of a flats building, maybe where aunt B lives. The deuterium radioisotope generators is in a small outbuilding that's fallen into disrepair, in the shadow of the apartment building. There's a presumably lead-lined window that gives a peek inside. There's a cyan-blue glow inside. I worry on some level about being exposed to radiation.

      (disjointed, part of a living dream memory of sorts) I'm at a place like a mall or the cinema in a mall, reminds me of the one near home. Black or very dark walls? Dark flooring. There's something about WoW. (the false memory feels like it's part of my teen years but being relived)

      Some other bit later on. A church place again? There's a coffin I think. Something about a corpse is important. I fight with someone, a frail-looking but kind of mad (insane) person?



      Notes:


      - Even almost twenty days after having first written this dream, my visual recall was notably better than I was expecting.

      - In the dream and on initial recall I didn't think of it, but the cyan-blue glow chamber with the radioisotope cell somehow now reminds me of that dream I had with the lizard and the blue energy core. Very similar glow. Additionally, this small chamber was notably much darker than it should have been.

      - Most of the dream involved warm colours apart from that glow.
    9. Dream - Christmas Clothing Wars & Angry Little Riku

      by , 09-29-2021 at 04:08 PM
      Date of Dream: THU 10 DEC - 2020



      Dream No. 792 - Separated Sections

      Dream 792 A - Christmas Clothing Wars

      I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, my dad’s friend Edmund was hosting a Christmas party at his house, which looked familiar, but was in an unknown suburb in the dream. At the start, I was following my brother and my parents as my parents interacted with different people at the party. Eventually, I noticed there were some people in a variety of fancy Christmas outfits and I was wondering why no one in my family was in one; in-fact, I was jealous of the others.

      I said to my parents that it would only take 90 seconds I went away to a private wardrobe to pick out some fancier clothes for me to put on. However, my dad followed me there and he was bugging me about what to wear; telling me to wear ‘this’ or ‘that’, but he would not let me pick out anything fancy. I had to keep telling him to back off but he was so insistent and bossy, and would only let me choose the ‘rags’. I ended up stating to him that I wouldn’t take such a long time if he just left me alone.

      Eventually, I managed to fight my way to a fancy dark teal coloured dress and put it on while also trying to restrain my dad with my hands as he clawed to get it off me. And then for the next stage, I had to fight to get an adequate cardigan. However, along with my dad, another girl appeared in the walk-in wardrobe and was also trying to push me to something more boring. But this time, I said to the girl that I was going to be speaking to Dreamy WB and indeed, I called for her to get both the girl and my dad off my back. A hologram of Dreamy WB, in a sub-scene, occurred, in her symmetrical afro appearance; and after that had happened, I was able to finish getting changed without any other distractions.

      I headed back into the main part of the house, but by the time I did so, the Christmas party had already finished. I blamed my dad for making such a fuss and keeping me in the wardrobe for hours, where my originally intended time was 90 seconds. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

      Dream 792 B - Angry Little Riku

      I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was standing in my driveway, when I realised I had to go up to the local primary school for some event or competition. Instead of going up the steep hill, I went up the more gradual one, towards the milk bar and then would go through the park. I decided to go into the milk bar and there I caught one of my university classmates FT at the fridges.

      In the fridges were also these various, unusual flavours of ice-cream, but they seemed appealing and captivating to the eye. I suggested for FT to try a certain flavour and she agreed and bought it. I myself then decided to get the ice-cream which was beige coloured and had some black seeds in it, but also had some electrifying streams of vivid blue colour going through it. However, the dream did not show the ice-cream when I was walking back to myself.

      As I was about to turn into my court, I saw all these cars parked on the road and people were everywhere, and so I realised that the event had spread across other parts of the suburb and not just the school. Although a feeling of disgust, shock and slight anger washed over me when I noticed that my house was the only one that was barred off by the event officers, with safety fences and gates everywhere, the other houses weren’t touched. It took me a while to figure out what to do but I decided to call out for Riku and ask him to help get me into my house. The court suddenly seemed emptier when I started calling out for Riku, however, for the time being he was not coming. I tried numerous times and still no answer. After what felt like a ridiculous amount of times; I stopped to think. I wondered why he wasn’t coming even after I called him so many times; however, I didn’t feel like giving up and so kept trying.

      Eventually, he came, but he was very small, and somewhat distorted. On top of that, he seemed angry for some reason, in which I wondered why, and what I could have done to him. Thankfully though, his dream guide complex managed to remain, as for such a tiny man (almost ant sized), he picked me up and carried me across the driveway, slowly working at all the gates. With just one gate, Riku wasn’t getting any better, and so I said to him, something like, ‘I’m sorry, I don’t know what I did to you to make you angry, but most of the gates are down, so if you want to leave, you can’. The small Riku sighed and hinted that despite his little angry feelings, he would continue to stay with me. Choosing to soldier on, he carried me up the stairs and he took me deeper into the house, to supposedly spend time with me, the dream ended.



      Dream 792 A

      Dream Guide: Dreamy WB
      Lucid?: No

      Dream 792 B
      Dream Guide: Riku
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid
    10. Dream - Let The Choir Entertain You

      by , 09-29-2021 at 03:29 PM
      Date of Dream: WED 9 DEC - 2020



      Dream No. 791 - Let The Choir Entertain You


      I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was once again on my way to a gathering with the Kingdom Hearts group, but this time, I wasn’t alone. I had a whole choir with me, in which I was the conductor, I was going to treat the Kingdom Hearts group to a choral concert. We ended up setting ourselves up at some grey stone brick backdrop, we even had a pianist with us.

      As the Kingdom Hearts group gathered around, we started to perform “The Rhythm of Life” first, with my reason being to have something fun to start with to get them in the mood. With one section being done solo by me as I thought it would be too difficult for the choir members to do. Then after that, the choir ended up doing “Here I Am Lord” to which some of the Kingdom Hearts members were crying. Being my dream guide, I was able to perceive Riku’s reactions; however, it was Terra who caught my attention more this time. I actually saw a tear fall from Terra’s eye as he wiped it away and tried to smile. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



      Dream No. 791

      Dream Guide: Riku
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    11. Dream - Riku's Dreamer, A Parallel

      by , 09-29-2021 at 03:27 PM
      Date of Dream: TUE 8 DEC - 2020



      Dream No. 790 - Riku's Dreamer, A Parallel


      I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was in some sort of house. It may have been my house but then it didn’t look anything like my house in real life. Even though I was in the house; it was the sub-scenes that took precedence in the dream; so it’s as if from the house, I was observing this dream.

      The first sub-scene showed Riku and Mickey in the Realm of Darkness as depicted in Kingdom Hearts 3, and with that, the music playing in the background, that of ‘Night of the Dark Dream’. I remember Riku and Mickey talking to each other; but not exactly what they said. However, I do recall that the sub-scene was trying to portray a certain emotion; and it’s almost as if ‘Riku’s approach’ was solemn, dry and serious, supposedly fitting the vibe of darkness and despair.

      It was still considered a part of the same sub-scene, but the dream seemed to transition with the ‘water droplet’ effect; and now it was me in the Realm of Darkness, but just me by myself. With that, the song that ended up playing for me was the ending credits from Coraline. The emotion that my ‘observer self’ felt from this was that even though the place was scary, I had a more enthusiastic and even mystical approach in the things I did. Eventually though, I met up with Riku and Mickey, and with the song still playing, and me looking surprisingly ‘happy’ for the Realm of Darkness, running and skipping across the darkened beach, Riku seemed to elbow Mickey as he looked at me amazed, like he was dropping his jaw.

      I was then back in the house and I started bopping and singing the line ‘Sing till the power of the Lord come down’. At first it was just an individual voice but then the second, third and fourth time I sung the line, harmonies of my own voice were added on. I ended up doing this musical loop twice. Then back to the sub-scene roll; As Mickey and a gobsmacked Riku looked on, I sung the line as I skipped on out of the Realm of Darkness and seemed to do a ‘flash mob’ across all the Kingdom Hearts worlds, the camera showing a bit of me running and singing through the Keyblade Graveyard. As that scene closed off, the dream ended.



      Dream No. 790

      Dream Guide: Riku
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    12. Dream - I'll Be With You

      by , 09-29-2021 at 03:23 PM
      Date of Dream: SUN 6 DEC - 2020



      Dream No. 789 - I'll Be With You

      I can’t remember much about this dream. From what I can remember, I was flying down one of the local main roads, until I reached the turn off of where I was going to be attending a job interview IRL the next day. At the turn off, there was Riku (KH3 appearance), sitting as a hologram. As I flew around the corner and into that street, Riku ended up coming and flying behind me, suggesting that he would be there with me when I had the job interview in waking life. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



      Dream No. 789

      Dream Guide: Riku
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid
    13. Dream - A Projection Of Quadratum

      by , 09-29-2021 at 03:21 PM
      Date of Dream: FRI 4 DEC - 2020



      Dream No. 788 - A Projection Of Quadratum


      Nothing much happened in this dream. From what I can remember, Riku had appeared in his KH3 appearance; intermittent between in-game and somewhat realistic. I cannot remember the words of what Riku said, but he had projected to me, an image of Quadratum, focusing especially on the corner of a large building. This is all I can remember about this dream.



      Dream No. 788

      Dream Guide: Riku
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid
    14. Dream - A Villain As A Dream Guide & Please Don't Die

      by , 09-29-2021 at 03:18 PM
      Date of Dream: THU 3 DEC - 2020



      Dream No. 787 - Separated Sections


      Dream 787 A - A Villain As A Dream Guide

      I don’t remember much about this dream at all. The only thing I can remember is that I was at some unknown shopping centre with my mum, just looking around at some of the different stores. In the main mall, in the latter part of the dream, Dr. Neo Cortex from the Crash Bandicoot series had appeared and seemed to have the temperament of a dream guide. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

      Dream 787 B - Please Don't Die

      This dream seemed to take place in a bedroom in my house, yet it looked like a completely different bedroom. All of the Kingdom Hearts Destiny Trio. Sora and Kairi were both their normal ages, but apparently, Riku was 99 in this dream… He dream also made him look this old. All based on their KH3 appearances. Apparently Riku being 99yo was supposed to represent vast wisdom, but that also that he was simply my dream guide. As I noticed Riku was very old, I asked him not to die, in which he responded that he wouldn’t. He also said that I was his daughter as he hugged me. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



      Dream 787 A

      Dream Guide: Dr. Cortex
      Lucid?: No

      Dream 787 B
      Dream Guide: Riku
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid
    15. Dream - No Break For The Students

      by , 09-29-2021 at 03:15 PM
      Date of Dream: TUE 1 DEC - 2020



      Dream No. 786 - No Break For The Students


      The dream started off with my doing a university degree, but with the campus being my high school. We had finished the semester early, but it seems like the Chisholm staff weren’t going to give us a break any time soon. They made it so we had to do an extra subject, which we had to attend on-campus. I didn’t like the way the teacher taught this subject, and she seemed to be very ‘robotic’ in her voice and mannerisms.

      I came home and complained, but no one seemed to be having any of it… They didn’t want to listen to me. Disapproval came especially from my dad as he demanded for me to continue the class no matter what my reasoning was. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



      Dream No. 786

      Dream Guide: None
      Lucid?: No
      Categories
      non-lucid
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